If you followed my tweets from a month or so ago, you may know that my computer had issues with memory and later with heat.
While this has been fixed (Apparently, hopefully), I can't deny that part of me lives in fear of it breaking up again.

Worse than that: Breaking up knowing that I'll be submitting La-Mulana to AGDQ. If that were to happen, then I wouldn't be able to go to agdq because it would be simpler for me to buy a new computer.

"Well, buy a new one, then!" you say, but the problem becomes that computers (Even more good ones) are expensive where I live.

So that's why I'm considering to make some sort of donation thing for my streams. The money would go straight to a new computer, I'd set a bunch of incentives for each goal and, this way, I'd feel safer when submitting La-Mulana without fearing my computer's eventual demise.

But that also opens a few more things I'm unsure and skeptical about, for instance: I don't know how well it would work, and if it did, I'd still need to raise money to GO to AGDQ in case La-Mulana happens to be accepted. So that means having to set another goal for more or less the amount I'd need for airplane, hotel and others! Well now, what to do? I'm stuck between fearing my computer breaking up and not making enough money for AGDQ!

And then there's part of me that thinks I'm losing time not coming up with an idea soon and that I should just aim for a new computer, but another part of me says that my computer can handle the next 4 or so months and that I should raise money for agdq straight away, and then my skeptical part is keeping all of this from happening! I feel like a decision here is crucial!

So that's why I write this in order to vent down a little bit. I hope this generates a little bit of discussion, because that would certainly help. I'm all open to suggestions of what I should do. Thanks for reading this far!

Also, the lack of streams are unrelated. I've just been playing other games and been busy with college.




In other news, yeah... I'm submitting La-Mulana for AGDQ.