thing

1:04 PM - fux wit it: i cut like 10 minutes off my time to master sword last night
1:04 PM - fux wit it: im like
1:04 PM - fux wit it: low-im at Oot now
1:05 PM - seanbud: 10 min seems like a lot for speedrunning
1:05 PM - fux wit it: ya its a metric fuckton
1:06 PM - seanbud: i know you swore you'd be a faggot forever
1:06 PM - seanbud: but me and cbear are about to play dayz
1:06 PM - seanbud: and i'd like to invite you along
1:06 PM - fux wit it: sorry m8
1:06 PM - seanbud: kk np
1:06 PM - fux wit it: not interested
1:06 PM - seanbud: dreamteam dead forever np np
1:06 PM - fux wit it: :[
1:06 PM - seanbud: im gonna stream some of it i think
1:06 PM - fux wit it: nice
1:06 PM - seanbud: there's a new map that uses separate character data so i dgaf if people streamsnipe me with shit gear
1:07 PM - seanbud: dude do you realize
1:07 PM - seanbud: what i pay for innanets
1:07 PM - seanbud: and this dayz file is dling at 12kb/s
1:07 PM - seanbud: fucking
1:07 PM - seanbud: amazing
1:08 PM - seanbud: so i miss the way the ducks used to be
1:08 PM - fux wit it: wait new map?
1:08 PM - seanbud: we play video games with eachother
1:08 PM - seanbud: and sometimes we lose
1:08 PM - seanbud: that's going to be my philosophy from meow on
1:08 PM - seanbud: if we're going to be the best we have to be faggots and cut everyone
1:08 PM - seanbud: so i dont wanna be the best
1:08 PM - fux wit it: alright im gonna put this out there
1:08 PM - seanbud: i wanna be the ducks
1:08 PM - fux wit it: whenever we win, its "great job everyone"
1:08 PM - fux wit it: whenever we lose (w
1:09 PM - fux wit it: oops
1:09 PM - fux wit it: whenever we lose even though I (specifically I) played well, its "great job everyone"
1:09 PM - fux wit it: whenever I have an off night which i have no influence over because im not a machine, its "lets cut lange"
1:09 PM - fux wit it: that shit
1:09 PM - fux wit it: needs to stop
1:09 PM - seanbud: yeah i kinda said something similar to that to puff/thrill
1:09 PM - seanbud: and i told u how to avoid it
1:09 PM - seanbud: just dont address it
1:10 PM - seanbud: your attitude and how well you (think) you are playing has no bearing on if we win/lose
1:10 PM - fux wit it: like the last time when we scrimmed and I said "i need puff/thrill to carry me a bit"
1:10 PM - seanbud: because even on your good nights we lose sometimes
1:10 PM - seanbud: there are many other issues
1:10 PM - fux wit it: that wasn't me resigning and giving up totally
1:10 PM - fux wit it: i honestly went in trying to the best of my ability that night
1:10 PM - seanbud: yeah i'm just saying
1:10 PM - seanbud: like i told them
1:10 PM - seanbud: that we cant use your attitude and shit as our only excuse and just write off every other problem
1:11 PM - seanbud: cuz you shouldnt have to absolutely carry the team and shit every night
1:11 PM - seanbud: if we put that pressure on you its a lose/lose for you no matter what
1:12 PM - seanbud: like
1:12 PM - seanbud: i've listened to mix^'s comms
1:12 PM - seanbud: and other teams
1:12 PM - seanbud: and people in invite arent retarded
1:12 PM - seanbud: its not like plat is crybabying because brad comms less or something
1:12 PM - seanbud: everyone should know wtf they're doing
1:12 PM - seanbud: and 5 people at the invite level should be able to make up for 1 person's "off" night
1:13 PM - fux wit it: yeah
1:13 PM - fux wit it: thrill seems like he wants to blame me sometimes though
1:13 PM - fux wit it: i guarantee you
1:13 PM - fux wit it: i fucking
1:13 PM - fux wit it: guarantee you
1:13 PM - fux wit it: that if I hadn't said "thrill/puff i need you to comm a bit for in my place"
1:13 PM - fux wit it: then he would have said
1:13 PM - fux wit it: "we need our soldiers to talk more what is going on"
1:14 PM - seanbud: i want to play invite this season with the same roster as last season.  if kyle cant play we'll get kyle 2.0 or whatever, but if talks of cutting and shit persist i'll just leave or quit, i dont want to cut friends to be the dreamteam because i dont want to win with fucking harbleu or whatever other faggots there are, i want to win with lange and ghost
1:14 PM - fux wit it: at this point im not even worried about winning im worried about the fact that im a 21 year old man who has never had a job and im taking a full college course load for the first time in my life and will be moving out in december
1:15 PM - fux wit it: that shit
1:15 PM - fux wit it: is all im thinking about
1:15 PM - seanbud: i mean
1:15 PM - seanbud: yeah
1:15 PM - seanbud: i don't think any of us are b4nny level commited or w/e
1:15 PM - seanbud: i'm over it
1:15 PM - seanbud: i dont want to put this team and this game as my #1 priority in life
1:15 PM - seanbud: but it is my hobby
1:15 PM - seanbud: and i enjoy the competition
1:15 PM - seanbud: so i still wanna do as well as i can and shit
1:15 PM - seanbud: but i'm with you
1:16 PM - fux wit it: yeah
1:16 PM - fux wit it: i think the best way for me to continue to enjoy this season is for me to reptile it
1:16 PM - fux wit it: just
1:16 PM - fux wit it: like only play tf2 when im scrimming
1:16 PM - fux wit it: MAYBE a bit of mge here and there on match nights for warmup
1:16 PM - seanbud: i'm basically there
1:16 PM - seanbud: i only invite pug because its right after scrimming usually and i'm still in the mood
1:16 PM - seanbud: but i dont do afternoon shit hardly ever
1:18 PM - fux wit it: yeah
1:18 PM - fux wit it: my last thought about how I play tf2 is
1:19 PM - fux wit it: on nights when im on, and im comming like a machine and analyzing the entire game from the pov of all 12 players
1:19 PM - fux wit it: those nights are by far the most fun and satisfying nights in tf2
1:19 PM - fux wit it: because on those nights im playing to my full potential and i am the 3rd best soldier in the game
1:19 PM - fux wit it: only behind platinum and tlr
1:19 PM - fux wit it: other nights are frustrating for me as well as you guys because i feel myself not playing as best as I can
fux wit it has changed their name to langebud.
1:22 PM - langebud: whatever the budship will endure
1:27 PM - seanbud: i feel like
1:27 PM - seanbud: i'm about to re-live flame idiot
1:27 PM - seanbud: and i know how that shit turned out
1:27 PM - langebud: lol
1:27 PM - seanbud: we all need different attitudes about it tho
1:28 PM - seanbud: if you have an offnight we need to get behind you(sex) and like i said earlier the rest of us should pickup the slack
1:28 PM - seanbud: it shouldnt be our excuse to not try
1:28 PM - seanbud: or some bullshit
1:28 PM - langebud: like i fucking hate to be the special-ed case that determines what our team structure is like but yeah
1:28 PM - langebud: you guys have to adapt and carry me when i can't focus
1:28 PM - seanbud: you're not tho
1:28 PM - seanbud: trust me
1:28 PM - langebud: if i understood why my brain worked the way it did i'd fix it lol
1:29 PM - seanbud: even when you do well we can still get pummeled 5-0 so its not like you're the only problem
1:29 PM - langebud: fwiw the tea+exercise does help a bit but its not a surefire thing
1:29 PM - langebud: it has reduced the frequency though provided there isn't other stuff going on
1:29 PM - langebud: like my college stuff
1:29 PM - seanbud: i do espresso about 7-730 and it kicks in about 9
1:29 PM - langebud: which is going to be crazy until after the new year probably
1:30 PM - seanbud: espresso is like jesus juice for me
1:30 PM - langebud: i think im really sensitive to caffiene
1:30 PM - langebud: im gonna try drinking the tea at like 6pm because even 7:30 keeps me up all night
1:30 PM - seanbud: its supposed to last like 5-6 hours depending what you ate
1:31 PM - seanbud: if i dont eat before/while i drink it my hands shake if i drink too much
1:31 PM - seanbud: this new map is working
1:31 PM - seanbud: looks tight
1:31 PM - seanbud: its like islands and penninsulas connected by bridges and shit
1:31 PM - seanbud: and its like 1/4th the size of the other one
1:31 PM - seanbud: so more encounters
1:32 PM - seanbud: and more buildings are lootable
1:32 PM - langebud: coo
1:32 PM - langebud: for real though im like really excited to finally have the prospect of moving out
1:32 PM - langebud: be on the horizon
1:33 PM - langebud: im so done living with my dad lol
1:33 PM - langebud: done with community college and not getting a degree
1:33 PM - langebud: well actually my community college is really good and i could get a good degree there BUT WHATEVER RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE