[11:34 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Sorry lol
[11:36 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: My bad
[11:36 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: Thanks for the advice love
[11:37 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: I might have to eat lots of plums
[11:37 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Plums are my favourite
[11:39 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: I scrolled back up and saw your message about running to conclusions.. thanks for understanding
[11:42 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: They're my favourite fruit, - shrugs- better late than never?
[11:43 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Do you still think I've been testing you?
[11:45 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: Probably not
[11:45 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: I dunno
[11:45 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: I'm fucked up
[11:51 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: If it's any consolation, I over-reacted to what you said about being unsure and as you had expected it did upset me. I think the emotions just took over the whole conversation.. nothing else made sense from then on, on either side of us. But it shouldn't reflect what/how we think of each other. Add that to the fact that it's over text -- so it's hard to guage the tone of the other person. I can assure you in no way did I mean not to believe you or, disrespect you. When I said, 'okay' I really meant it. Not that it means much at the moment for you -- I really do get that it's hard for you
[11:52 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: It's alright
[11:52 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: It is what it is
[11:52 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Finding the motivation to do anything is hard -- I messed up my studies too :/
[11:52 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: Sorry
[11:53 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: I didn't mean to make things hard for joy
[11:53 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: You
[11:53 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Don't blame yourself Tom
[11:54 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Anything that deals with emotions is difficult, but I don't regret it
[11:55 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: You don't?
[11:55 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Of course not, not when it comes to you
[11:56 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: Ohhh I thought you meant the conversation
[11:56 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Well  I meant us in general over the past 5 years
[11:57 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Including the conversation yes
[11:57 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: That makes more sense lol
[11:58 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: Yeah
[11:58 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: I don't regret it
[11:59 AM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Not at all?
[11:59 AM, 1/5/2016] Denz: There's bits I regret but as a whole no
[12:00 PM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: What do you regret?
[12:01 PM, 1/5/2016] Denz: That conversatio
[12:01 PM, 1/5/2016] Denz: Other stuff
[12:02 PM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: I do regret the way I reacted too
[12:03 PM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: I think it shows that we both care though
[12:07 PM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: It's difficult being this vulnerable.. I feel vulnerable now. I just want to say I love you
[12:08 PM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: Didn't expect you to say it back and I'm sorry I keep putting you through this rollercoaster of emotions.. it was just difficult holding it back
[12:11 PM, 1/5/2016] +61 406 345 010: -hugs- okay sleep well!