A message to everyone

Hello everyone, I'm writing this to let you guys know that there will be a couple of streams coming up in the next few days, however some changes are going to be made to my stream.

I previously stated that the reasons I stopped streaming were personal reasons and my lack of time, as well as how streaming stopped being fun, and I want to expand a little bit on this last factor.

I originaly started streaming to practice my english, as most of you guys are aware I learned english on my own reading books and stuff, and had no way to actually practice talking in english as no one I was close to could speak the language. It was a rough ride but I had fun being able to speak more fluently as time went by.

After a while I decided to start speedrunning TLOZ:SS, the community was really fun and I made some good friends on it, however this only lasted for a while, as the community crumbled and is pretty much dead now. This took a hit on my enjoyment on streaming but I still had a little fun doing it.

After I stopped running the game my chat also slowly died, from having at least 10 people talking constantly it started to have one line every minute or so, and I kept talking to no one just like I was when I first started, again this took away some of the fun, but still not all of it.

Then through the last 4 or 5 months it happened, what really ended the little fun I had streaming, I knew my stream was bad, low quality and not the best gameplay as I simply could not focus in playing because of things outside of the internet and inside of it, but that didn't give people the rights to constantly remind of that, there were a few people, but mostly 3 of them (whose names I will not say).

They keept saying stuff like: "I hope X streamer goes live", "I miss X streamer streams", "I have you muted because I'm also watching X streamer", "Sorry I wasn't talking, there was a more fun conversation on X streamer stream". If I were to pull logs (which I won't) at least 40% of the stuff they said on chat was a combination of those.

There is also the fact that they entered my stream, said "hi" and then just leave before I even replied.

This may sound like I'm just bitching and complaining, but being told EVERY DAY THAT MY STREAM SUCKED really pissed me off, I managed to endure it for months, and told indirectly that it was bothering me just to not be rude with those people, but they just didn't understand or care.

So I decided that because I wasn't having fun I would simply stop streaming, which I did, but these past weeks have made me think of those other viewers that actually wanted to watch my stream, even if they were just lurkers. So I now decided to simply ban those people that were making me sick and try streaming again, but I won't do it as often as I did before and probably won't use mic most of the time.

So if you think you may be one of them, just go to my chat and try typing something, because those people are already banned.

Alfredo.