paige
 can we stop harassing me over this
 ever

  Lillie
im not harassing you

  paige
 i dont enjoy it
 well youre still being a dick

  Lillie
youre a dick to me constantly

  paige
 like when

  Lillie
often
ive called you out on it
dont you remember

  paige
 no
 and apparently you dont either

  Lillie
you make fun of me for my hand writing all the time
which i actually care about a liot
and about the way i talk

  paige
 well i dont make fun of you

  Lillie
yes you do

  paige
 its not making fun of you
 its not like you dont try to establish yourself as superior to me in every way
 and get mad whenever theres anything at all im better than you at

  Lillie
no i dont

  paige
 like im fucking useless and something to be ashamed of

  Lillie
how do i do that

  paige
 grades
 remember

  Lillie
when did i ever act like you are useless

  paige
 when i scored better than you on that one test
 andi said it
 and you fucking FREAKED out

  Lillie
because you rubbed it in my face

  paige
 i was /happy/
 youre a dick

  Lillie
you werent just happy
you specifically rubbed it in my facew

  paige
 when i actually do something well in history it makes me /happy/
 well i finally did something better than Master Brock, Jack Of All Trades, 100s In Every Class, Knows Absolutely Everything

  Lillie
because i LITERALLY have nothing besides grades
THERE IS NOTHING DESIRABLE ABOUT ME OTHERWISE
ITS THE ONYY THING ANYONE HAS EVER LIKED ABOUT ME
IM UGLY AND DISGUSTING AND GROSS
PEOPLE HAVE LAUGHED AT ME EVER SINCE I WENT TO SCHOOL ABOUT THE WAY I LOOK AND TALK AND SPEAK AND WRITE
LITERALLY THE ONLY THING I COUOLD EVER FEEL GOOD ABOUT WAS MY GRADES
I COULD THINK, OH THEYRE LAUGHING AT ME, BUT I HAVE BETTTER GRADES THAN ME!
THEY SECRETELY TALK ABOUT HOW UGLY I AM AND HOW FUNNY I SOIUND BUT I GOT BETTER GRADES THAN THEM!!!!
THEY LAUGH ABOUT HOW IVE NEVER EVER MET A FRIEND OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL BEFORE BUT ATLEAST I GOT A BETTER GRADE THAN THEM!!!!!!!
AND IN EVERY OTHER FACET I AM CONSTANTLY OUTDONE AND PEOPLE NEVER FAIL TO SHOW ME HOW MUCH BETTER AND MORE TALENTED AND WELL ROUNDED THYE ARE THAN ME AND THEY CAN PLAY INSTRUMENTS AND DRAW AND WRITE WELL AND THEY HAVE FRIENDS AND THEY ARENT UGLY AND THEYE STRONG AND TALENTED AND CAN ACT AND PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE THEM???????????????
AND ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS HOW MY ONLY GOOD TRAIT IS STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH BECAUSE I STILL KNOW DOZENS OF PEOPLE WITH WAY BETTER GRADES THAN ME AND WHO DO MORE THINGS OUT OF SCHOOL AND ARE GOING TO COLLEGE EARLY AND I WONT EVEN BE ABLE TO GO TO A GOOD COLLEGE OR GET A GOOD JOB AND IM GOING TO DIE ALONE AND UNMARRIED WORKING AT A SHITTY JOB AND BARELY ABLE TO SURVIVE AND BARELY ANYONE WILL EVEN THINK ABOUT ME
THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO WILL GO TO MY FUNERAL IS MY FAMILY AND YOU!!!!!!