Hello

/* You have to read it if you don't want to */
/* Sorry for my englado, I tried to fix my mistakes the best I could */

Hello

First of all, I wanted to thank you for helping during this weird part of my life. Talking to you has always been a pleasure to me , as it helps me forgot things and it makes me feel happy. But right now, I have this weird feeling when I can't speak to you for longer than 1 day. I don't know why, but speaking to you really helps me a lot and it makes me feel greet. I'm starting to like you more and more, but not in a relationship way, more like I'm feeling like you're filling the hole that Renaud left when he had his psychosis(?).I just really want to be beside you and hug you to death(in a good way :p), but I know that will probably never be possible and it makes me really sad. It's hard for me because I know that's not really true for you, because you also have friends where you live, and I'm obliviously ok with that (I shouldn't be ok with that .. ? lol). I also feel like I need a lot and a lot of attention right now in my life because of what happened in the last few weeks. You'll always been there for me when I needed it, and I am very happy that you did hear me out. I feel like I don't get as much as attention that I would want with you, because you have friends and a family and you also need time for yourself. I feel like this is unhealthy for me because I really need to talk to others that can understand me and you're the only one I know that can provide that. The problem is that I don't really want to disturb you, because I feel like you have more important things to do than to care about a stranger that you've just meet 2-3 weeks ago. I don't want to take more of your time, because I know you have better to do than listening to me whining about my life. Also, right now, I really need some love. Not the love from a friend, but a love from someone special, and I'm starting to feel this way with you(like I said in the beginning, not In a sexual way or anything), but I know that this feeling is probably not the same for you. Right now, I am feeling all right(I guess that the best way to describe it). I cried a fuck ton writing this. The last time I cried that much was when my mother died. And this kin of what I'm starting to see in you. I know that you're not my mother(lol) and nothing will be able to replace her in my heart, but you're slowly starting to fill this hole, and I know you probably don't want to be here. I know that this text is really shitty, and I'm sorry that you had to read all of it(if you did ..lol).

/* Thing I forgot to say down below */
/* Well, thank you if you read it, otherwise I don't blame you. */
/* You don't have to answer anything, and I won't feel bad if you decide to forget about me. */
/* Also, I really like to send picture to you, because if really like it when you say that I'm cute. Even if you are lying(you said that you don't, but still), I like it a lot (✿◠‿◠), makes me feel greet (✿◠‿◠). */
/* I love you A LOT, maybe even too much. */
/* I really wanted a person like you in my life, but I want the love to goes both way */
/* Don't hesitate if you have any question */
/* Can't stop crying */
/* Have a nice day you dumbo 8). */