1:43 PM - joke: whats teamfortress.tv
1:43 PM - mix^ enigma: check it out
1:44 PM - joke: ok
1:44 PM - joke: im not in the video tho
1:44 PM - joke: so its boring
1:44 PM - mix^ enigma: haha
1:45 PM - joke: so when can i join mix
1:46 PM - joke: i tried making a team with carnage but he was like "you are not good enough and i dont have time to get you up to speed" and then he went and joined area51
1:46 PM - joke: after saying he wasnt gonna join a team thats below him
1:46 PM - joke: he joined area51
1:47 PM - mix^ enigma: desperate times
1:48 PM - joke: you know i bet if i was on carns team instead of that soup guy or that other guy we would be either rank 1 or 2
1:49 PM - joke: i got sick good at soldier im not soo good at mge with the jumping and that but w/e i dont practice mge
1:59 PM - joke: who are your soldiers
1:59 PM - mix^ enigma: tlr and relic
1:59 PM - joke: relic pocket?
1:59 PM - mix^ enigma: roam
1:59 PM - joke: fuck
2:00 PM - joke: he had an awful performance in that last game
2:00 PM - mix^ enigma: lol
2:00 PM - joke: can i teach him
2:00 PM - mix^ enigma: if you want
2:00 PM - joke: yea i want i want to play but if i cant play then i might aswell be some help
2:00 PM - joke: cause im the only person who can top off quantic
2:00 PM - joke: i really believe that not even joking
2:01 PM - mix^ enigma: as what class?
2:01 PM - joke: whatever class if i have it refined then i am the best right now all my practice has come from going into pubs solo and clearing them
2:01 PM - joke: theres no more pubs left
2:02 PM - joke: im rusty
2:03 PM - joke: my soldiers untested but ive done alot of practice to develop it alongside the gunboats
2:03 PM - joke: my demo is ofcourse on par with banny always has been
2:03 PM - joke: my scouts hit or miss
2:04 PM - joke: i need a good computer
2:04 PM - joke: i can afford to buy one now if i wanted though my dad won the lottery
2:05 PM - mix^ enigma: wat
2:05 PM - joke: yea
2:05 PM - joke: he wantss to take me and my brother down to colombia or something meet family or have some big family reunion in italy
2:05 PM - mix^ enigma: nice
2:05 PM - mix^ enigma: you're set for life then
2:05 PM - joke: na
2:05 PM - joke: he won not me
2:05 PM - joke: i get 20,000 though
2:06 PM - mix^ enigma: nothing to laugh at
2:06 PM - mix^ enigma: :)
2:06 PM - joke: so when can i join the team
2:06 PM - mix^ enigma: what team
2:06 PM - joke: your team
2:06 PM - mix^ enigma: .. we already have 6
2:06 PM - joke: yea and you want me to teach relic right
2:07 PM - joke: so i must be shown some respect before i can do that allowing me to join the team would be a good sign
2:07 PM - joke: ive had to deal with alot of flak from invite players and chobos
2:09 PM - joke: im not asking to play immediately im too rusty for that i probably could but wouldnt be as helpful i need experience under my belt with you guys but if you want me to teach relic than i should be allowed to join
2:10 PM - joke: did arizona really rage? he was losing to you before i even joined and thats practically the same thing
2:11 PM - mix^ enigma: rofl
2:11 PM - mix^ enigma: yeah he gets mad
2:11 PM - joke: i didnt even know i had 20 points
2:11 PM - joke: i got em pretty goood tho
2:15 PM - joke: i tried talking with uh seagull after i destroyed him in a pub and he was saying i was a troll i was just asking him if i could join his team
2:16 PM - joke: so uh im gonna go make some ramen im starving if you want to continue thinking im some chobo then its your loss but maybe you can see quality i dont know

2:56 PM - joke: ok im watching relic
3:04 PM - joke: maybe relic is just too used to the pocket role if i taught him then he would probably improve but it would just be a chobo teaching a pro if i was on the team then it would be a pro helping out another pro no disrespect
3:05 PM - joke: not trying to step on anyones toes but i know how good i am and i know how capable i am
3:10 PM - joke: yea im watching this game and if everything is this chaotic vs quantic then you guys are going to have to climb alot to win that game
3:11 PM - joke: like at mid
3:12 PM - joke: i mean ww wrapped around and picked off relic and then they were able to force your uber where you didnt want
3:12 PM - joke: and relic the entire time was just sorta in the zone going back and forth between hallway and door
3:30 PM - joke: omg you guys lost mid when it was tied at 4
3:30 PM - joke: didnt you guys win this
3:32 PM - joke: dantel almost stole that game wow they used up uber way too early orelse that might've been a roll
3:32 PM - joke: and then.. momentum
3:32 PM - joke: lmao seagull
3:32 PM - joke: what a loser
3:33 PM - joke: walking into sticks
3:35 PM - joke: what would be the best soldier combo between me seagull and ww
3:38 PM - joke: that was a good game bit sloppy on both sides but a good game however i dont think either team stand a chance against quantic
3:39 PM - joke: -yz50 even
3:40 PM - joke: not trying to berate or talk shit just trying to be honest because honestly i want to play in invite, i should be in invite..

3:53 PM - joke: oh ya do
3:54 PM - joke: quantics been shitting on everyone else the past few seasons
3:55 PM - joke: and they arent even using yz50
3:56 PM - joke: i seriously think that if i was on your team we'd be unstoppable
3:56 PM - joke: carnage would probably shoot himself if you let me join
4:07 PM - joke: you guys should try me out or something i could play soldier

5:44 PM - joke: please dont see me as some random chobo asking ok im a veteran my grandfather was a pow for fuck sake
5:44 PM - joke: i mean a veteran in the game

4:31 PM - joke: you know why i want to kill myself man its because of people like you carnage and everyone in power who tell me no when i want to do something im not harming anyone all i want to fucking do is whatever it is i want to do at the time wether it be play tf2 at an invite level or fucking skateboard professionally i can neither get the support or the fucking help of anyone and its fucking killing me it kills me that people are such fucking douchebags about everything ive worked my ass off to qualify to participate at that level so why cant i simply fucking play at that level i dont have to bullshit with some people who are probably just going to screw me over

4:33 PM - joke: and i will follow through with it if i get fed up enough with the god damn bullshit ive never hurt myself intentionally but god damn im so fucking sick of people humanity is fucking shit and at this point i hope all humans fucking die i dont give a shit if im in the same boat i hope our species is wiped off of this fucking planet because we dont deserve it nobody has any fucking sympathy or respect for one another
4:33 PM - joke: its all a fucking god damn joke

4:37 PM - joke: you want to say im unstable, delusional and all of the above but maybe you should take a look at yourself for some problems we all have our fucking problems and you dont know mine because you dont know me, delusional no im pretty fucking straight i know my place and i wouldnt be trying to play in invite if i didnt think i were able to, unstable no im not a god damn animal i know how to fucking act and if i want to act like a douchebag because people are being assholes to me than ill do that but it doesnt mean that im always a douchebag
4:39 PM - joke: you know you guys give me 1 fucking tryout ONE scrim and i was nervous as shit my computer chugs along as is its not the greatest system it can barely run tf2 at 30 frames and sometimes it freezes up and shit but im still a great fucking player considering and i was playing scout which takes time to adjust in a 6v6 format with your team and if your nervous can be alot more difficult to play than any of the other classes and i can play any damn class i want to play soldier i like soldier or fuck demo even im up there with banny if i were in the mix a few seasons ago i'd prob be better than banny right now
4:42 PM - joke: you know banny gets praised as a player pushing the limits of what a class can do and meanwhile im here evolving the way a roaming soldier is played and pushing the limits to what a roaming soldier is capable of and do i get any credit or noteriety no im in the god damn shadows left to play in pubs fucking alone and depressed

6:05 PM - joke: hey is that a deal?
6:05 PM - mix^ enigma: ?
6:06 PM - joke: in the offseason give me a tryout like 2-3 games, if you feel that im not worth it then you can talk all the shit you want and ill quit tf2 forever
6:06 PM - mix^ enigma: we have our roster already
6:06 PM - mix^ enigma: ..
6:06 PM - joke: offseason i said
6:06 PM - joke: after
6:06 PM - mix^ enigma: why would it change
6:06 PM - joke: why would what change your roster?
6:06 PM - joke: rosters change every season
6:06 PM - mix^ enigma: cool
6:06 PM - mix^ enigma: we have no plans
6:07 PM - joke: so what your saying is i should just give up
6:07 PM - mix^ enigma: sure
6:08 PM - joke: well your no help
6:08 PM - mix^ enigma: try emg
6:08 PM - joke: i did like 2 seasons ago
6:08 PM - joke: im just gonna buy a shotgun
6:08 PM - joke: i dont see the point
6:08 PM - mix^ enigma: ok
6:09 PM - joke: your alot of help man
6:09 PM - joke: thanks