for the gay

TBH i dont remember really talking to you much at all back before i stopped being friends with jess so i didnt pay you much mind after that. uhh i think i only talked to u cuz mike mentioned u at some point and u didnt seem to divulge much abt urself at all? i dont know exactly why u insist on being all ENIGMATIC but if that is something u cant help then its all fine and good. ur (gay) entitled to share as little as u want i guess which is also a nice change from everyone being all LOOK AT ME HERE IS EVERYTHING ABT ME BE MY FRIEND KTHX like idk helps keep ppls interest in a person for more than two seconds when u dont tell them everything straight up. but at the same time ppl can just get disinterested by not knowing u at all and just b like. bye. idk man? and omg idk if youd even like to know but i probably wouldve had a crush on u, or maybe i already DID start before i found out you were gay cuz hey ur genuinely cute (THIS IS SORT OF EMBARRASSING TO SAY NOW THAT I KNOW UR A TOTAL HOMO THO). i dont need to see what u look like to know that LOL :-) ok what else. idk if we have ALL THAT MUCH in common and im pretty sure we havent known each other much so what is there to say?? i guess i hope u like talking to me and that gettin closer or gettin to know eachother more is a mutual goal in mind cuz i wouldnt wanna be pushy.. hmm so yeah. oh i do wonder if youd be the kind of person to want the kind of best friend that would prefer to talk to you above all else? like idk do you want someone to be special to? just a general question i have thought of. so yeah man more interesting than what i think of you would probably be what you think of me. A MYSTERY