Why I've honestly considered if I'm having fun and wish to remain on blitzverse

First off, Blitz himself is the primary reason, getting that off the table now. He is extremely bull headed, and will argue endlessly. I've had first hand experience with that for every one of his wipes. He is extremely stubborn. I even had a decent following of players during the first wipe all coming in to file the same complaint. His answer was essentially this. "I am far more experienced in RP and know what's best for you" No, as someone who has been a DU admin multiple times, currently runs a large RP community, and has had a vast amount of experience in other RP games. You are never always right and you may never know what may be best. If you want a happy community you listen to your community. You don't offer BP gain increases they wanted to begin with in return for donating you money for a server anyone can run off their PC.

Second, his story so far has been a complete repeat of his first story from the first wipe, which was just as bad and complained about. (The thing I mentioned a large group of players coming to him about before) Not to mention it's horribly flawed. Just look at it, he's been playing Koori a month now, and what has happend? He killed a few people, walked around puffing his chest out with big emotes for the server talking about him doing all this powerful shit, and got himself some really fancy armor. How has this contributed to RP? Was it to make people train? They're already doing that, was it to make them work together to beat him? They tried that, and he got mad and said they were trying to ruin the event. Then he followed up by killing two of them.

It makes no sense, the event idea is horrible, and forced. Players have no influence, he is so strong no one can even scratch him so we just have to sit back and let him kill who he wants while he's shoving this one track story down our throats that we may or may not even want. No one seems to feel included, I don't really, aside from the Saiyan stuff he has going on, and no one I've spoken with has really seemed to enjoy it too much if at all, (And it really annoys me people will sit and complain about it forever but turn around and change their opinions completely when talking to Blitz). My only RPs generated from this so far this last month is me getting beat up twice, forced into hiding and /separating/ me from Rp, then being killed. Can't really say it lead to me getting conquest, I was getting that anyway. It's just bad and poorly executed, on top of the fact he hardly plays the character to begin with.

If he wants to play an event character, fine, but make it something REASONABLE, and it does not have to be your generic mustache twirling villain! And even when it is, I again point back to "make it something REASONABLE." If players cannot help take part in the story without just being killed or bouncing off the bad guy and making no difference, then it's not a good story. Event characters should bring RP to /everyone/ and give them something to accomplish, give them a goal that they can reach, something that won't take a month or more of waiting for progress, something that offers reward! Right now there is nothing to accomplish besides avoiding death. There is no reward.

Overall, it's all flawed, blitz is stuck in his ways and I feel trapped in his story with no real way of changing it or its outcome. It feels like his show and we're all just here to ride along until he's done with it rather than us being able to partake in it. The primary reason I stay is because it's the server with the best RP player wise. Like you, Vinasa, and everyone else I've been playing with.

I have tried to be patient with blitz, I've tried to be helpful, nice, and offer support for his events and such when I can to try and help things get along, I even made him his logo. But, between that and IRL stuff. Idk if I can anymore. Not to mention I just often get this feeling Blitz in general does not like me. I get enough looc passive aggression from Verus and Pota whenever I am remotely near them. The stress is killing me and I can't tell if I'm having fun or not anymore. I want to keep playing but I have more and more trouble trying to motivate myself to do it. I only have so much time in a day and atm I'm giving it all to this server.