<11:57:36> "Ferfax": what was your address again? They will want a interivew
<11:57:37> "Dimmizer": I wanna see what hes got to see
<11:57:43> "Dimmizer": say*
<11:57:44> "Dimmizer": w/e
<11:57:59> "Ferfax": did you ever thing we suggest this stuff becasue we think you might be good at?
<11:58:49> "Dimmizer": I know I can be good at it I just get fustrated with it
<11:58:57> "Ferfax": welcome to life
<11:59:07> "Dimmizer": and when I get fustrated i'd rather just not deal with it
<11:59:13> "Dimmizer": would rather do something else that is easier
<11:59:17> "Ferfax": you really need to work on that dude honestly
<11:59:49> "Dimmizer": the way I look at it is.. why do something that fustrates me and makes me unhappy when theres other things out there that DO make me happy and I actually know / understand
<12:00:21> "Ferfax": because at some point. you're going to find something that you love and its going to fustrate you. plus if you ever want a bitch
<12:01:55> "Dimmizer": Well idk whats gonna fustrate me about something I love
<12:02:04> "Ferfax": lol trust me
<12:02:07> "Ferfax": it happens
<12:02:15> "Dimmizer": im 25 an ive never been fustrated about riding dirt bikes or anything
<12:02:16> "Ferfax": i enjoy programming but it frustrates me
<12:02:21> "Dimmizer": never got fustrated gaming
<12:02:39> "Ferfax": sure abou that 2nd one?
<12:02:43> "Dimmizer": yeah?
<12:02:44> "Ferfax": never bene up set at a game?
<12:03:04> "Dimmizer": no?
<12:03:16> "Ferfax": never raged quit a game?
<12:03:27> "Dimmizer": yeah
<12:03:38> "Ferfax": thus you've been furstrated
<12:03:39> "Dimmizer": cause I was mad not fustrated
<12:03:42> "Dimmizer": difference
<12:04:11> "Dimmizer": frus·trat·ed
ˈfrəˌstrādəd/
adjective
feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, especially because of inability to change or achieve something.
<12:04:16> "Dimmizer": mad
mad/Submit
adjective
1.
mentally ill; insane.
<12:06:17> "Dimmizer": I get mad/angry or rage quit games because other people prevent me from doing something I know I can do without any problems so I dont get fustrated because I don't have any inability to achieve something
<12:08:52> "Dimmizer": now programming yes I get fustrated
<12:09:06> "Ferfax": you need to learn how to drive yourself to learn new skill
<12:09:06> "Dimmizer": because I have an inability to achieve something
<12:09:20> "Dimmizer": its something I like
<12:09:26> "Dimmizer": i just dont understand it for what ever reason
<12:09:55> "Ferfax": ive offered to help you man. you just need man up
<12:09:56> "Dimmizer": but i get fustrated with it so its just like meh.. When I was depressed I hated it and I just refuse to let myself become unhappy