decayist
did u do smthing wrong : c
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Yesterday at 8:29 AM
karamanero
i wasnt fronting when you got unadded but i know the reason for it like. idk i just feel really resentful that you were kind of my closest friend for almost a year and it felt like when jun came around you discarded me like old garbage and would barely give me the time of day. it just made me feel really used and unimportant and replaceable and i didnt like feeling like i was a placeholder or upholding a one sided friendship especially when like, when i started talking to harper again i tried to be mindful and keep talking to you just as much so it didnt feel fair that you couldnt do the same for me.

on a lesser note as someone with a personality disorder and i get that you cant necessarily control this but i mean i cant control being upset about it either like. my entire self value is based on people needing me for things, so being told that someone depends on me in some way (ie being someones fp or close to it) and then having them more or less abandon me for someone 'better' ESPECIALLY when that person is someone who is knowingly abusive is like. really disheartening and kind of damaged my self esteem. sorry.

Yesterday at 10:22 PM

decayist
heres the thing
1. I didntstop taking to you because of jun
2. you never brung up this issue you had with me ever so i couldnt do anything about it if i tdidnt know
3. i barely talk to anyone anymore including jun considering im finishing up school and just overall been really overwhelmed with shit
and it bothers me you didnt readd me even after you switched
i cant control who im attached to even if its an 'abuser' thats not how this works

Today at 11:42 AM
karamanero
it bothers me i did my best to be a good friend and still got totally abandoned so i guess we're even on that. all you're doing is making excuses and not even apologising and that kind of sucks.


decayist
im not gonna sit and say sorry bud btw nice guilt trip you obv werent trying to be a good friend bcuz u werent telling me things soo...

karamanero
thats really cruel of you

if you're going to respond to being told you've upset someone that way i really dont think i'm comfortable with you talking to me at all.