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  1. [6/16/2015 11:37:46 PM] Emily: :O
  2. [6/16/2015 11:40:26 PM] John: hey
  3. [6/16/2015 11:40:44 PM] Emily: i feel like we havent talked in like 238743247238 years
  4. [6/16/2015 11:41:28 PM] John: really?
  5. [6/16/2015 11:41:33 PM] Emily: yes
  6. [6/16/2015 11:41:38 PM] Emily: dont you think so?
  7. [6/16/2015 11:41:50 PM] John: didnt really feel that way tbh (worry)
  8. [6/16/2015 11:41:55 PM] John: pretty sure we talked last night
  9. [6/16/2015 11:42:09 PM] Emily: idk i think i like talking to you more than you like talking to me
  10. [6/16/2015 11:43:07 PM] John: :\
  11. [6/16/2015 11:43:15 PM] John: sorry
  12. [6/16/2015 11:43:28 PM] Emily: cuz like i try and text you throughout the day and stuff and i think if i didnt do that you wouldnt
  13. [6/16/2015 11:43:32 PM] Emily: you barely reply as it is
  14. [6/16/2015 11:44:09 PM] John: i got 0 of your texts
  15. [6/16/2015 11:44:17 PM] Emily: i mean not texts but skype
  16. [6/16/2015 11:44:28 PM] Emily: 'in general its normally texts but now your phone is broken
  17. [6/16/2015 11:44:35 PM] John: oh
  18. [6/16/2015 11:45:10 PM] Emily: unless you fixed it and didnt tell me or whatever idk
  19. [6/16/2015 11:50:46 PM] Emily: or not
  20. [6/16/2015 11:53:14 PM] Emily: you died
  21. [6/16/2015 11:55:23 PM] John: lol
  22. [6/16/2015 11:55:35 PM] Emily: something happened earlier
  23. [6/16/2015 11:55:38 PM] Emily: something bad
  24. [6/16/2015 11:56:16 PM] Emily: when i got home my sister started shit with me and i was had a knife in my hand and i was totally joking saying i was going to stab her if she didnt shut up
  25. [6/16/2015 11:56:33 PM] Emily: and then she called the police because she felt threatened
  26. [6/16/2015 11:57:02 PM] John: thats bad
  27. [6/16/2015 11:57:42 PM] Emily: so now my mom is freaking out and she thinks i have mental problems and she thinks i need a psych hospital
  28. [6/16/2015 11:58:07 PM] John: just know that if i dont see you next week we're done
  29. [6/16/2015 11:58:21 PM] John: but if you play it right you can be out of a mental hospital in 3 days
  30. [6/16/2015 11:58:28 PM] John: worst case scenario
  31. [6/16/2015 11:58:42 PM] Emily: im scared if i have to go for 2 reasons
  32. [6/16/2015 11:58:57 PM] Emily: 1 because if i cant go see you and 2 because i am scared to be there
  33. [6/16/2015 11:59:26 PM] John: its not a scary place at all
  34. [6/16/2015 11:59:38 PM] John: but usually you have to seem crazy before they admit you
  35. [6/16/2015 11:59:46 PM] Emily: but john...what about you
  36. [6/16/2015 11:59:56 PM] John: what about me
  37. [12:00:07 AM] Emily: she already thinks i am crazy because ive had those things happen in front of her
  38. [12:00:20 AM] Emily: what if i cant see you because im stuck in there...
  39. [12:01:00 AM] John: then we're done
  40. [12:01:16 AM] Emily: seriously? for something thats not in my control?
  41. [12:01:20 AM] John: absolutely
  42. [12:01:29 AM] John: it is in your control though
  43. [12:01:35 AM] Emily: how is it?
  44. [12:01:51 AM] John: you would have to do something wrong to be admitted into a hospital
  45. [12:01:55 AM] John: you would have to fuck up
  46. [12:02:13 AM] Emily: i did fuck up with the knife shit and then having those things happen
  47. [12:02:21 AM] John: whatever Emily
  48. [12:02:24 AM] John: straight up
  49. [12:02:32 AM] John: if you dont come to see me we're done
  50. [12:02:38 AM] John: because i wont trust you at all anymore
  51. [12:02:49 AM] Emily: wtf john
  52. [12:02:58 AM] Emily: you act like im just sitting at home and not going
  53. [12:03:05 AM] Emily: if i didnt come its because i literally couldnt
  54. [12:03:12 AM] John: dont believe it
  55. [12:03:22 AM] John: its too perfect
  56. [12:03:32 AM] Emily: whats perfect?
  57. [12:03:41 AM] John: you not being able to see me
  58. [12:03:52 AM] Emily: you dont want me to see you now?
  59. [12:03:56 AM] John: i do
  60. [12:04:01 AM] John: i dont want not to see you
  61. [12:04:16 AM] John: in fact it would cause an issue
  62. [12:04:21 AM] Emily: it hurts me that if this happened you would just drop me
  63. [12:04:32 AM] John: i had an excuse for not being at home for the next week
  64. [12:04:41 AM] John: and its going to be fucked up if you dont come
  65. [12:04:48 AM] John: and it will be entirely your fault
  66. [12:04:54 AM] John: and you deserve to feel guilty for it
  67. [12:05:01 AM] Emily: wtf is wrong with you
  68. [12:05:07 AM] John: wtf is wrong with you?
  69. [12:05:17 AM] Emily: nothing is wrong with me
  70. [12:05:37 AM] John: i told you months ago that i didnt trust you to come down on june 21st and for very good reasons
  71. [12:05:40 AM] Emily: but if i have to go to this stupid place which the chances are looking likely i cant believe you would throw all this away
  72. [12:06:00 AM] John: if youre going to make up some crafty bullshit to avoid seeing me thats your choice but i wont love you anymore
  73. [12:06:14 AM] Emily: what crafty bullshit
  74. [12:06:31 AM] John: that you had to go to a mental hospital at the perfect time
  75. [12:06:43 AM] Emily: its actually not the perfect time
  76. [12:06:52 AM] John: it is literally the most perfect time
  77. [12:06:52 AM] Emily: however if you would like to think it is then clearly you dont even want to see me
  78. [12:06:58 AM] John: out of all the possible times
  79. [12:07:04 AM] John: this time is the most perfect for you
  80. [12:07:12 AM] Emily: you are so fucked up
  81. [12:07:17 AM] John: you are so fucked up
  82. [12:07:19 AM] Emily: i fucking love you and youre acting like this
  83. [12:07:32 AM] John: im not going to let you treat me like Zack
  84. [12:07:36 AM] John: its just not going to happen
  85. [12:07:42 AM] Emily: the fact that you even have these thoughts
  86. [12:07:55 AM] John: the fact that you would not come to see me
  87. [12:08:07 AM] Emily: do you not understand that they will FORCE me to go
  88. [12:08:14 AM] John: fine
  89. [12:08:17 AM] Emily: im not willingly going to check into this bullshit
  90. [12:08:30 AM] John: if you go to a mental hospital in the next few days thats fine
  91. [12:08:41 AM] John: but if you cant get out in a weeks time it is 100% your fault
  92. [12:08:50 AM] John: so i expect to see you before the 29th
  93. [12:08:54 AM] John: and if i dont, we're done
  94. [12:08:56 AM] Emily: i dont know how long it takes?
  95. [12:08:59 AM] John: i do
  96. [12:09:03 AM] John: ive been to 4
  97. [12:09:28 AM] Emily: well i dont know how long it takes
  98. [12:09:31 AM] John: well i do
  99. [12:09:35 AM] Emily: i dont know what they do and how i get out
  100. [12:09:43 AM] John: you act as sane as possible
  101. [12:09:52 AM] John: they will let you out in 4 days max
  102. [12:10:03 AM] Emily: and is that guaranteed?
  103. [12:10:09 AM] John: if you arent an idiot
  104. [12:10:10 AM] John: yes
  105. [12:10:29 AM] Emily: im not an idiot but how do you know its going to be the exact same
  106. [12:10:42 AM] John: because if its not that means you dont care enough
  107. [12:10:53 AM] John: i dont expect to ever see you if it doesnt work this time
  108. [12:11:03 AM] John: so why should i care about you
  109. [12:11:15 AM] Emily: wtf
  110. [12:11:32 AM] John: the fact that you dont have a plane ticket 3 days in advance is suspicious already
  111. [12:11:36 AM] John: but i can let that slide
  112. [12:11:41 AM] Emily: actually i do have one
  113. [12:11:45 AM] John: proof?
  114. [12:12:00 AM] Emily: you dont get a paper ticket its electronic
  115. [12:12:03 AM] John: why would you not tell me you bought one
  116. [12:12:14 AM] John: i think thats pretty relevant info
  117. [12:12:23 AM] Emily: you never fucking talk to me
  118. [12:12:27 AM] Emily: you say hi and then you ignore me usually
  119. [12:12:30 AM] John: i talk to you all the fucking time
  120. [12:12:40 AM] John: literally so much
  121. [12:12:49 AM] Emily: you really dont though
  122. [12:12:54 AM] John: i really do though
  123. [12:13:08 AM] John: Emily you dont have to see me
  124. [12:13:08 AM] John: idc
  125. [12:13:15 AM] John: but if you dont we're done
  126. [12:13:15 AM] Emily: i WANT to
  127. [12:13:19 AM] John: just know that
  128. [12:13:27 AM] John: if you dont, i dont believe you want to
  129. [12:13:41 AM] John: refuse to believe you could be that unlucky
  130. [12:13:44 AM] John: its impossible
  131. [12:13:47 AM] Emily: why are you being such an asshole
  132. [12:13:58 AM] John: why are you trying to avoid seeing me?
  133. [12:14:04 AM] Emily: im very unlucky and if you dont know that you know nothing about me
  134. [12:14:14 AM] Emily: how the fuck am i trying to avoid seeing you
  135. [12:14:17 AM] John: i dont think youre that unlucky
  136. [12:14:20 AM] Emily: i hate that youre acting this way
  137. [12:14:20 AM] John: how are you not
  138. [12:14:30 AM] John: its been over 6 months and we havent met
  139. [12:14:33 AM] John: thats offensive
  140. [12:14:52 AM] Emily: so because my work is fucked and doesnt want to give me time off ive offended you?
  141. [12:14:53 AM] John: and now its gonna end up being another year probably till you have to make up another bullshit excuse
  142. [12:15:23 AM] Emily: why are you acting like this
  143. [12:15:29 AM] John: why would i not act like this
  144. [12:15:46 AM] Emily: you tell me you love me but cant be supportive about something like this
  145. [12:15:54 AM] John: no i cant
  146. [12:16:23 AM] John: should i expect you or not?
  147. [12:17:01 AM] Emily: i plan on coming but if i end up in this stupid place i dont know whats going to happen
  148. [12:17:07 AM] John: okay
  149. [12:17:10 AM] John: then i expect to see you
  150. [12:17:18 AM] John: dont fuck up in the next 2 days
  151. [12:17:23 AM] John: or 3 or whatever
  152. [12:17:45 AM] John: if you have to, hide from your family
  153. [12:17:52 AM] John: stay in a hotel for the next few nights
  154. [12:18:17 AM] Emily: they would find me at work
  155. [12:18:27 AM] John: call in sick
  156. [12:18:42 AM] Emily: ill get fired for that many days missed
  157. [12:18:52 AM] John: they wont take you out of work anyways though
  158. [12:19:01 AM] John: and if they did you would get fired apparently
  159. [12:19:15 AM] Emily: who wont take me out of work?
  160. [12:19:20 AM] John: anyone
  161. [12:19:30 AM] Emily: i dont get what youre saying
  162. [12:19:39 AM] John: idc what you do
  163. [12:19:43 AM] John: just get here
  164. [12:20:00 AM] John: literally dont care what it takes at all
  165. [12:20:15 AM] John: this should be more important than anything else
  166. [12:20:37 AM] Emily: it is important john but i cant lose my job either
  167. [12:20:51 AM] John: okay
  168. [12:20:54 AM] John: then dont
  169. [12:22:09 AM] Emily: im so upset
  170. [12:24:22 AM] John: me too
  171. [12:24:29 AM] John: i really trusted you
  172. [12:24:38 AM] John: i really trusted that i was going to see you
  173. [12:24:53 AM] Emily: im hurt that youre acting this way
  174. [12:25:02 AM] John: im hurt youre acting this way
  175. [12:25:08 AM] Emily: acting what way?
  176. [12:25:20 AM] John: the way youre acting
  177. [12:25:24 AM] Emily: ...
  178. [12:26:01 AM] John: dont play with knives
  179. [12:26:09 AM] John: i literally cant believe you would do that
  180. [12:26:18 AM] John: like i actually dont believe that
  181. [12:26:33 AM] Emily: i was joking when i said it...i was cutting food
  182. [12:26:43 AM] Emily: and she took it way too seriously
  183. [12:26:56 AM] John: well dont be a fucking idiot next time
  184. [12:28:00 AM] Emily: wtf
  185. [12:28:46 AM] John: going to sleep
  186. [12:28:49 AM] John: gnight
  187. [12:28:52 AM] Emily: ...
  188. [12:32:35 AM] John: also just so you know if i dont see you then ill be forced to sleep outside for a week to cover up the fact that i lied about what i was going to be doing while you were here
  189. [12:32:43 AM] Emily: wtf
  190. [12:32:55 AM] Emily: youre stupid if you even do that
  191. [12:33:00 AM] John: no
  192. [12:33:08 AM] John: youre forcing me to
  193. [12:33:09 AM] Emily: if i couldnt come could you not say youre plan changed
  194. [12:33:18 AM] John: because thats bullshit
  195. [12:33:26 AM] John: plans dont change like that
  196. [12:33:43 AM] John: i have no excuse
  197. [12:33:53 AM] Emily: what was the story you said
  198. [12:34:36 AM] John: i was going to spend a trial week at a house to see if i could be some other peoples roommate
  199. [12:35:14 AM] Emily: so then stay with a friend if worst case senario
  200. [12:35:25 AM] John: i have no friends to stay with
  201. [12:36:03 AM] John: worst case scenario i sleep on the street for a week
  202. [12:36:20 AM] Emily: john stop it...you acting this way hurts me so much
  203. [12:36:27 AM] Emily: you dont udnerstnad how bad i want to come
  204. [12:36:31 AM] John: oh then ill stop!
  205. [12:36:34 AM] John: LOL jk
  206. [12:36:54 AM] Emily: youre such an asshole
  207. [12:37:01 AM] John: youre worse than me
  208. [12:37:09 AM] Emily: how am i worse?
  209. [12:37:16 AM] John: seriously what the fuck are you hiding
  210. [12:37:23 AM] John: i literally dont care at all
  211. [12:37:34 AM] Emily: im not hiding anything john
  212. [12:37:41 AM] John: i dont believe you
  213. [12:38:09 AM] Emily: you never believe me about anything
  214. [12:38:17 AM] John: i believe you about most things
  215. [12:38:31 AM] John: but only when you tell the truth
  216. [12:38:50 AM] Emily: ive told you nothing but the truth since we started this
  217. [12:39:07 AM] John: so youre coming on june 21st?
  218. [12:39:12 AM] John: because you told me you were
  219. [12:39:28 AM] Emily: if i am able then yes
  220. [12:39:31 AM] John: no
  221. [12:39:38 AM] John: if you dont come then you are a liar
  222. [12:40:37 AM] Emily: i hate how you are acting right now
  223. [12:40:48 AM] John: i hate how youre acting too
  224. [12:40:51 AM] John: gnight
  225. [12:40:57 AM] Emily: wtf john
  226. [12:41:17 AM] Emily: im done this is bs
  227. [12:41:27 AM] John: k good
  228. [12:41:38 AM] John: then i dont have to wait 4 days to be sure youre lying
  229. [12:41:47 AM] John: and now i can have sex with anyone i want
  230. [12:41:53 AM] John: wins all around
  231. [12:42:09 AM] Emily: the fact that youre happy about this speaks loudly
  232. [12:42:16 AM] John: im not at all
  233. [12:42:20 AM] John: im just trying to hurt you
  234. [12:42:22 AM] Emily: sure seems like it
  235. [12:42:31 AM] Emily: im already hurt
  236. [12:42:38 AM] John: you deserve to be more hurt
  237. [12:42:52 AM] Emily: youre such an asshole
  238. [12:43:00 AM] John: youre such a liar
  239. [12:43:04 AM] Emily: you ruined this
  240. [12:43:10 AM] Emily: this is all youre fauly
  241. [12:43:10 AM] John: you ruined it
  242. [12:43:12 AM] Emily: fault
  243. [12:43:17 AM] John: its 100% your fault
  244. [12:43:26 AM] John: i refuse to take 1% blame
  245. [12:43:40 AM] Emily: im done john
  246. [12:43:46 AM] Emily: im actually done
  247. [12:43:51 AM] John: k gnight
  248. [12:43:54 AM] John: im going to sleep
  249. [12:50:00 AM] John: tell me when you change your mind
  250. [12:50:11 AM] Emily: what
  251. [12:58:59 AM] John: what
  252. [12:59:20 AM] Emily: you said to tell you when i changed my mind
  253. [12:59:43 AM] John: yeah
  254. [1:00:09 AM] John: lol
  255. [1:02:14 AM] Emily: i dont get you
  256. [1:02:53 AM] John: im fairly complex
  257. [1:03:00 AM] John: but i dont get you either
  258. [1:03:05 AM] John: i wish i did
  259. [1:03:18 AM] Emily: im not complex at all
  260. [1:05:36 AM] John: i didnt say you are
  261. [1:05:40 AM] John: i just dont get you
  262. [1:06:11 AM] Emily: you should get me because im fairly easy to get
  263. [1:06:43 AM] John: i dont get why every time youre about to meet someone, some travesty occurs preventing it from happening
  264. [1:06:49 AM] John: i wish i got it, but i dont
  265. [1:07:42 AM] Emily: everytime? its happened once
  266. [1:07:53 AM] John: no
  267. [1:07:56 AM] John: dont lie to me
  268. [1:08:01 AM] Emily: im not
  269. [1:08:06 AM] John: you are
  270. [1:08:12 AM] John: it happened multiple times to Zack
  271. [1:08:27 AM] Emily: i never had a solid plan to meet him at all
  272. [1:08:32 AM] Emily: so i have no idea what youre talking about
  273. [1:08:36 AM] John: you had a date
  274. [1:08:44 AM] John: and then you were forced to go on a cruise
  275. [1:08:51 AM] John: and if you didnt you would have been kicked out
  276. [1:09:10 AM] Emily: i never planned on meeting him then
  277. [1:09:13 AM] Emily: at all
  278. [1:09:18 AM] John: oh
  279. [1:09:25 AM] John: but you did plan on meeting me
  280. [1:09:32 AM] Emily: yes i did
  281. [1:09:37 AM] John: i dont believe you
  282. [1:09:53 AM] Emily: john you dont seem to get it that i fucking loved you so much
  283. [1:09:58 AM] John: only 1 thing will make me believe you
  284. [1:10:03 AM] John: and that is seeing you
  285. [1:10:26 AM] Emily: and im worried that that is fucked up now
  286. [1:10:35 AM] John: dont worry
  287. [1:10:40 AM] John: its a waste of energy
  288. [1:11:29 AM] Emily: ...
  289. [1:11:34 AM] John: you can do whatever you want Emily
  290. [1:11:38 AM] John: i care
  291. [1:11:47 AM] John: but as time goes on ill care less than you do
  292. [1:11:50 AM] John: a lot less
  293. [1:12:13 AM] Emily: i dont understand what youre saying
  294. [1:12:36 AM] John: if you dont see me, you will suffer because of it more than i will
  295. [1:12:36 AM] Emily: you said if i cant make it then were done but now you seem like you wouldnt be done
  296. [1:13:00 AM] Emily: ill suffer more? meaning you clearly dont even care
  297. [1:13:06 AM] John: i care a lot
  298. [1:13:13 AM] John: but i let go of things easily
  299. [1:13:25 AM] John: if you dont come and im forced to be done with you forever
  300. [1:13:29 AM] John: i will not cry
  301. [1:13:32 AM] John: and you will
  302. [1:14:08 AM] Emily: how can you tell me you loved me and then not even care
  303. [1:14:23 AM] John: idk i think i might be a sociopath honestly
  304. [1:15:10 AM] Emily: so what now..
  305. [1:15:15 AM] John: idk
  306. [1:15:18 AM] John: totally up to you
  307. [1:15:24 AM] John: you have days to decide
  308. [1:15:30 AM] John: but if i dont see you we're done
  309. [1:15:33 AM] Emily: decide what??
  310. [1:15:39 AM] John: i told you that months ago and im not changing my mind
  311. [1:16:03 AM] John: you get to decide what now
  312. [1:16:46 AM] Emily: theres nothing for me to decide
  313. [1:16:54 AM] Emily: things are not in my hands to decide
  314. [1:16:59 AM] John: yes they are
  315. [1:17:09 AM] Emily: how?
  316. [1:17:20 AM] John: you just cant go to the hospital
  317. [1:17:26 AM] John: under any circumstance
  318. [1:18:06 AM] John: and if you do and it causes you to miss your flight
  319. [1:18:10 AM] John: then you dont deserve me
  320. [1:18:20 AM] Emily: Wtf is wrong with you
  321. [1:18:31 AM] John: you are whats wrong with me
  322. [1:18:58 AM] Emily: john I'm done this is so fucked up
  323. [1:19:09 AM] Emily: Between you punishing me before and now this shit
  324. [1:19:10 AM] John: you were already done
  325. [1:19:17 AM] John: nothings changed
  326. [1:19:38 AM] Emily: Well you keep talking about shit
  327. [1:19:46 AM] John: okay im done
  328. [1:19:55 AM] John: im done talking about shit
  329. [1:20:09 AM] John: but it doesnt seem like this is gonna work out honestly
  330. [1:20:43 AM] Emily: I Honestly thought you would support me especially since you've been through this
  331. [1:20:46 AM] Emily: And my mind is blown that you wont
  332. [1:20:59 AM] John: youre stupid then
  333. [1:21:47 AM] Emily: Whatever
  334. [1:22:55 AM] John: it wouldnt have mattered if it was like a month ago
  335. [1:23:07 AM] John: i dont care if you go to a hospital, i care if you go now
  336. [1:23:45 AM] Emily: I get it. I figured you would be more understanding
  337. [1:23:50 AM] John: why
  338. [1:24:05 AM] John: why would you think i would lie to you?
  339. [1:24:11 AM] Emily: Well if you actually love me
  340. [1:24:27 AM] John: why would you think i would lie to you?
  341. [1:25:49 AM] Emily: I didn't think you would lie to me but neither of us could predict this situation
  342. [1:25:57 AM] John: you could have
  343. [1:26:03 AM] John: and tbh i could have too
  344. [1:26:24 AM] John: months ago i told you i was like 20% sure i would see you
  345. [1:26:52 AM] Emily: How could either of us predict this
  346. [1:27:22 AM] John: well you probably have known you were going to say this for a long time
  347. [1:27:32 AM] Emily: Going to say what?
  348. [1:27:45 AM] John: and if i got around to thinking what excuses you might come up with, i might have landed on mental hospital
  349. [1:27:59 AM] Emily: Wtf
  350. [1:28:44 AM] John: i really hate you
  351. [1:29:11 AM] Emily: How can you even say that?
  352. [6:31:23 AM] John: you make it very easy tbh
  353. [7:08:45 AM] John: you know what i hate about you the most
  354. [7:09:11 AM] John: you claim to be a rape victim, even though your rape experience was so tame that its literally not even worth calling rape
  355. [7:09:30 AM] John: i honestly hope you go to a mental hospital so you can actually know what it feels like to be raped
  356. [7:10:06 AM] John: when i went to a hospital the 1st time one of the guys there kept telling me how sexy i was and said one night he came into my room and jacked off watching me sleep
  357. [7:10:42 AM] John: i told someone there and they said they couldnt lock my door because then it would cause a domino effect and other patients would want their doors locked
  358. [7:11:19 AM] John: mental hospitals are filled with mostly batshit crazy males and almost all of them are coed
  359. [7:11:37 AM] John: i seriously hope you go there and get raped if I dont see you on saturday
  360. [7:11:45 AM] John: sincerely,
  361. John
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