[AiE, clop] Fluttershy makes Anon feel better

>you lie in bed
>you know you should get up but you just can't be bothered
>it's been light for a while
>but you keep letting yourself go back to sleep for 20 minutes at a time
>you gave up on snoozing your alarm long ago and turned it off outright
>it's probably 11 already
>but you don't care
>you know you shouldn't be like this
>you landed in equestria, a regular utopia
>ponies accepted you, gave you a home, give you little jobs you can do
>and you didn't exactly leave a worthwhile life back home
>you have no excuse for being depressed
>and the fact that you are anyway makes you feel guilty as hell, compounding the depression
>you just feel so... alone
>and so you just keep lying in bed
>at least it's comfy

>*creak*
>"Um... hello? Anon?" comes a hesitant voice through the crack in your bedroom door
>Fluttershy
>she's always been nice to you
>well, everyone has been really, but she's extra nice
>you don't get visitors often, but once in a while somepony will drop in on you to say hi
>what timing, like you are in any state to entertain someone right now
>or in any state you want someone to see you in
>you don't want to burden the already kind pones with your troubles
>or infect their world with senseless depression
"mm" is all you respond with
>"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up."
"s'okay" you mumble
>she walks in and faces you, her head just above your mattress height
>"Are you feeling ok?" she asks in her trademark soft, caring voice
>you're not sure how to answer, so you don't
>she studies your face for a bit
>a minute passes in silence
>you do your best not to show anything
>don't want her fussing over you
>you don't deserve it
>but... these ponies are pretty perceptive
>she gently (like there's any other way she can do anything) climbs up onto your mattress and lies down perpendicular to you
>"Anon, I... um... well, I think I can make you feel better... maybe"
>with that she sticks her snout under the edge of your blanket and wiggles her head until it is covered
>she scoots forward a touch with a small shuffling of her four legs tucked under her
>holy crap, what's she up to?
>you stay stock still, not quite sure what to do in this situation
>she moves her head around under your blanket out of your view
>you hear a faint sniff and she moves just a bit lower down
>a forehoof reaches out and catches your pyjama bottom waistband
>she pulls it down and you feel more air on your all but forgotten equipment
>the hoof moves to touch your member, which is in a state of confusion
>it wants to get really hard at the knowledge that someone is paying it attention but this is so out of the blue
>no-one has given you any romantic or sexual indications in all the time you've been here
>and you've never thought to be the instigator of any such indications either
>you rather assumed they weren't interested
>for that matter, you weren't even sure whether pones were for sexual
>so the idea of this exceptionally attractive (by pony standards, and you could see why), shy, and proper mare coming straight for your junk kinda shocked you into status quo where your dick is concerned
>but as she starts to stroke you gently, your little head, never being much for deep thinking, quickly shakes the shock and comes to life
>it doesn't take long before you see another minor shuffle forward followed by the feeling of wet heat on your now mostly hard member
>no hesitant taste, no exploratory licks
>she just took it right in her mouth
>she sucks lightly on the first couple inches for a bit
>then you feel her take in a little more
>she continues suckling, with just a little bit of tongue action on one side of your shaft
>you... can't say she's especially skilled at this
>not like the fap stories you read at home talking about long tongues doing impossible things
>but... damn does it feel good
>you realize quickly that it isn't just the attention being paid to your dick
>it is the attention being paid to YOUR dick
>a living being actually paying intimate attention to you
>it feels really fulfilling to have someone joining together with you like this
>telling you you are worth loving
>but she doesn't actually love you does she?
>there's never need any other indication of it
>even her words and tone of voice suggested more concern and caring than love
>whoa, there goes the rest of your now max hardness member into her snout
>you can hear the occasional quiet gagging noise as she figures out how to handle feeling the back of her throat hit
>she begins to bob her head slowly
>carefully keeping a seal with her lips and never letting teeth touch skin
>you wonder how you haven't climaxed yet
>all this pondering has distracted you from progressing too quickly
>that and the complete lack of foreplay
>you lift your blanket up a touch to get a peek at the action
>her eyes are closed
>a look of gentle satisfaction on her face
>you see her head moving back and forth, making your shaft appear and reappear
>god damn that's hot
>with a real image added to the mix, now you ain't gonna last long
>you quickly drop the blanket back down, and just enjoy the sensations
>fluttershy's ministrations
>it is but 10 seconds before you feel the signs beginning
>as the pressure builds, you lightly put one hand on her forehead and push back to get her off
>she pushes right back
>a forehoof comes up and pushes your hand back to your side
>moments later you release
>a tiny, muffled cough comes from her throat
>she slows down a bit but keeps sucking for another half minute while you begin to soften
>she pulls off you and scootches back till her head clears your blankets
>she turns her head to face you a gives you that gentle smile that only Fluttershy can pull off
>"Did that make you feel better Anon?" she asks with hope in her face
>you reach out of your blanket with both arms, grabbing her around the middle
>"oof!" she squeaks
>you pull her in against your chest in a hug, wrapping both arms right around her
"Thank you, Fluttershy"
>She stretches out her neck to nuzzle your face
>you loosen your grip a bit to let her weight rest on the mattress, hooves still tucked under her
>but you keep her tight against your trunk still
>you can see she is now sporting a big, satisfied smile
>you feel your now soft member resting against her backside but she doesn't seem to notice or mind
>you feel a little remaining cum leak out the end and onto her fur
>somehow that seems really hot to you, maybe a marking thing you think
>you grow just a little bigger before you tell yourself that's enough for now
>"I'm glad I could help you Anon"
>she sounds just like she did the time you got sick and she came and fed you for a couple days
>not lustful, just genuine caring
>you pat yourself on your back for being right about her not having a thing for you
>though you're not so sure you're happy at being right for once
>with your mind returning to full function again, you start thinking about this whole situation more
>well, at least now you have your answer on the pones for sexual question
>but... does this mean they're casual with sex?
>if so, how casual?
>or is this just how much Fluttershy cares?
>does she care for everypony this much?
>does she care for her animals this much?
>you push the last couple thoughts out of your mind cause you're really not sure what to think about those possibilities
>well, you figure she isn't too quick to give out cock cuddling since she wasn't exactly big on technique or skill
>maybe yours is just a problem pones don't see much
>after all they're so surrounded by love and friendship from birth that nopony probably feels lonely
>you know what? who cares
>you are just grateful for this attention
>this reminder of how enjoyable life can be
>you don't mind the sun lighting up your bedroom so much anymore
>even so, you decide to give yourself another 20 minutes of shut-eye
>but this time you'll do so with a smile on your face
>this may not mean anything ultimately, nothing more than an exceptionally kind friend in any case
>and this may not even happen again
>but that's ok, because no matter how this plays out, you know you'll never feel so alone in equestria again