Diary 1

Day 1

Dear Diary,

Yesterday the world ended today in the collective orgasms of the human race.

Not too sure about the last part but before every single living being other than me suddenly disappeared there was a collective scream of “I’M CUMMING!!!” or something like that.

Anyways after being awoken by the collective orgasms of everyone in my small town of Taft Heights I tentatively went outside to see if I missed out on some communal orgy. When I went outside the entire town was empty.

 I mean really fucking empty.

To test how empty it was I kicked down the door of my neighbor’s house, stole his pistol, and started firing it in the air. And what did you know the cops came and arrested me.

I wish.

Nobody came for me. Not even the cawing of the crows. At that point I realized I was all alone in the world. Or at least my small town. Tried stealing a car and driving to the next town over but it wouldn’t start up. Tried stealing another car but same problem. Then went to my house and tried turning on my lights but that didn’t work. I tried turning on my gas powered stove but the sparker didn’t work so I had to ignite the gas with a lighter. Water also still runs through the heater doesn’t work. At least I can still cook food and take a shit like a civilized man.

Well diary that was day one. Hopefully my experience as a boy scout actually managed to teach me more than how to fuck a boy in very convincing drag. Hopefully I won’t sink into madness. Hopefully Linda is still okay.
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Day 4

Dear Diary,

I’m going to now stop addressing this book with the word ‘Dear Diary’. Kind of makes it seem like I’m talking to an imaginary friend. Anyways today I started to test what would and wouldn’t work in this empty world. Apparently anything that needs a plug and socket doesn’t work. Started testing all of the the cars in the town but none of them worked. The town only had twenty cars there in total so it didn’t take very long. As I said, I live in a small town. Stuff with batteries were fine until the batteries run out. So I ran to the convenience store and stole all the batteries I could find. Also took all the twinkies.

I then hauled ass to my neighbor's house where a gas powered backup generator and an assload of guns resided. Most of the good crap was in a huge electronic safe but I quickly cracked the code. The code was 1-2-3-4-5. After helping myself to some of his MREs I went to sleep.

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Day 5

His MREs gave me diarrhea.

Spent the day shitting myself.

Thank god the toilets still work.

Running out of toilet paper though.

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Day 8

Stopping shitting so much. I’m going to leave the MREs for when I really need them. So today I went to the convenience store and stole as many perishable that would fit into his huge-

You know what fuck it.

My neighbors probably dead.

So I went and took the perishables and stuck them in MY refrigerator.

That was in MY house.

Not my CUNT neighbor’s.

Cuz the fucker is DEAD.

Paranoid piece of shit used to always scream how the world was going to end so he stocked up in crap that would help him survive a nuclear winter. He’s got an assload of canned food and other crap. Hell the man even has a pair of night vision goggles.

Maybe I shouldn't be so hard on the man. He was very kind to me. He would let me and a couple of my buddies go shooting with his awesome guns during the weekends. I think he was just lonely and wanted attention. After me and my buddies started hanging out with him he started cleaning himself more and even stopped talking about the world ending so much. He even got himself a girlfriend. Then because of that we stopped hanging out since he became an insufferable pile of snot after he got a girlfriend.

I take everything back. He’s a piece of shit.

Speaking of girlfriends I hope Linda is alright. She moved to France for her job as an accountant. Should’ve went to visit her over the summer instead of visiting my shitty home town of Taft Heights. I have no idea what a twenty eight year old hotshot accountant would see in a twenty two year old engineer. Maybe it was my abs.
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Day 9

Went around my neighbor's house and looked for what else he had in store.

Guns

Lots of them.

Knives

Lots of them.

And a nice wardrobes filled with tasteful clothing such as trench coats and fedoras. I put on a few to amuse myself then cooked up some chicken noodle soup in a can. Then I got my guitar from my house and started to strum out a few chords. Linda used to love that. I would take off my clothes and started playing the guitar after a romantic date. She would then get really horny and we would turn off all the clocks in the house and started fucking until we collapsed. Had to stop doing that since I always was late for class the next day.

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Day 13

A really weird thing that I noticed was that not only did every mother fucker in this town disappeared but also all of the animals went with them too.

Couldn’t even find an ant. When we run out of perishables I fear I will have nothing to hunt. Also the nearest town is fifty miles away. One of the downsides of living in a hick town for hicks. With this knowledge in mind I started panicking and ran back to my house and stored fifty miles worth of food away incase I ever needed to escape to the next town over for supplies.
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Day 33

Jerked off today for the first time in months. Was standing in an open field when I thought fuck it why not. Not sure what I jerked off too.

After that I just left my pile of semen there and moonwalked back to my house. There I opened up one of my cunt neighbor’s many cases of whiskey and drank three bottles. Passed out for the rest of the night.

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Day 34

Think I may be going crazy or my hangover is causing me to hallucinate.

Saw a woman today at the place where I was jerking off. She was a cosplayer. Had horns and a long tail.

Looked like a slut.

Spent the rest of the day stalking her.
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Day 35

Turns out I was crazy.

Spent an entire day looking for the girl but she wasn’t there. Looked for shit like foot prints but found nothing. I spent the rest of the day crying like a little bitch.

Not sure why though.
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Day 44

Spent the day watching anime on my neighbor’s laptop until it died.

Watched some anime about a guy who’s house was filled with monster girls like Lamia, Centaurs, Harpys, and a lot of other cute girls. Lucky bastard.

I would kill to have someone to talk to.
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Day 45

I’m so fucking lonely.

Picked up a rock yesterday and pretended it was Linda.

Together Rock Linda and I had a nice long chat about the weather and other silly things like the fedora on my head.

Afterwards I felt much less lonely. Probably shouldn’t do that again. People may think I’m crazy.
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Day 46

It's been forty six days since everything just got up and left me.

What the fuck did I do to the world? Who did I piss off? Does God want me dead? Am I in hell?

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Day 50

Cried myself to sleep last night.

Then thought about killing myself.
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Day 55

Few days ago I stood at the edge of a ravine.

Couldn’t kill myself.

Too scared.

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Day 60

Charged up the laptop and watched some movies to raise my spirits. Watched Gone with the Wind and Apocalypse Now (Redux) twice. I have to take my mind off things so I won’t do stupid crap like trying to kill myself.

The spiral of self pity is too dangerous to fall into again.

I must not think about defeat and focus on living.

Who knows maybe someday I will find someone.
Perhaps we will be friends.
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Day 75
It's been fifteen days since I last wrote in you Diary but I’ve been very busy trying to keep my mind off things.

I built myself a ham radio and started a broadcast sending my location out to any survivors. I talked about where I was, who I was, and how there was enough food for  more survivors. Also talked about how we could form a community together and thrive.

Then I started a farm for when people came over to live with me. Got to sustain ourselves. Went over back to Dick’s house where he had a farm and started tending to the plants over there. He had a rich variety of plants like cucumbers, tomatoes, squashes, potatoes, carrots, pumpkins, strawberries, and much more.

I set up an automatic irrigation system with the knowledge I learned from both school and my youth. Used to be quite the handy man when I was younger. Perhaps that was why I was attracted to Mechanical Engineering.

Anyways afterwards I decided to pack my bags and check out the next town over to see if there was anybody there.
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Day 78

There was no one there too.
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Day 81

I’m so damn lonely.

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Day 83,

Lonely man in the night

Why does the moon glow so bright

Will everything be alright?

Well no because God’s an evil piece of shit who damned me to hell for some crime I’m not too sure that I may or may have not committed but have absolutely no recollection of at all but still he damns me to the deepest pits of despair in an empty land with me hope of survival and no hope of life why did he do this to me I just want someone to be there for me someone to hold someone to love someone to just tell me its alright I want my mommy I want to see Linda again.
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Day 94

Happy Birthday to me.

I am now twenty three.

weee

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Day 112

I met Linda again.

Together Linda and I had a nice long chat about the weather and other silly things like the fedora on my head.
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Day 200

Dear Diary,

I’m sorry I haven’t been able to talk to you as much.

Linda and the harvest has just been keeping me very occupied lately.

She’s been reminding me of the things I have to do like farming, sending my messages through the radio, and not killing myself.

The plants are growing.

The sun is shining.

And I feel great.

Yesterday we harvested many fruits and vegetables. Linda and I made preserves and pies from the fruits. Perhaps I will let you have some diary. You have been a good friend to me.
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Day 214

Today I met a group of nice young men and a cute little girl. She had cute blonde hair and a frightened look on her face.

Went down to introduce Linda and I to them. They first asked me about my crops.

Then the men spontaneously started raping the little girl.

I told them that was quite rude of them. Here we were having such a nice chat about things like the weather when they just start raping a poor little girl. I then politely asked them to stop and think of the poor girls feelings.

The men said they couldn’t help it and that they were the ones who were tempted by the child. Started raving about how the world was now corrupted and woman and monster fused together forming abominations. They all claimed were the knights blessed by god who would protect the innocents. This gave me a sensible chuckle.

I whispered to Linda that the men were idiots as they were defiling an innocent little girl.

Then they killed Linda.

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Day 215

They are all dead.

Not sure how but I found their bodies on the ground riddled with bullets and knife wounds. I’m now covered in red paint. Linda’s dead body was also on the ground. The little girl was no where to be seen.

I am alone again.
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Day 216

The little girl they were raping came up to my house today.

She knocked on my door and I asked her why she was there.

She said it was because I was sad and crying and she wanted to ask why I was sad and crying.

I said, I don’t remember little girl. I think something sad happened and I did something terrible. I’m the reason why I am so lonely. Because I drive everyone away.

The girl just held my hand and told me she won’t let me be lonely anymore.
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Day 220

It has been four days since the little girl moved in with me.

I told her that it was very nice to have someone to talk to after Linda died.

She asked me who was Linda.

I said the woman who was with me.

She told me there was no woman with me, but I was talking to a head of rotting cabbage.

Huh
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Day 222,

After contemplating on what the girl said I went down to look at the dead bodies in the town.

Turns out there were the four dead men and bits of rotting cabbage on the ground.

I spent the rest of the day burying the dead bodies and my cabbage. I didn’t know what to put on their grave stones so I asked the little girl what their names were. She told me there names were Sir Smith, Sir Jay-Kwon, Sir Hernandez, and Sir Richards.

After burying them I pissed on their graves.

The girl asked me why I was pissing on their graves.

I replied, “because they were raping you and also they killed my head of cabbage.”

“Rape, is that some sort of game?” she asked with innocent eyes.

“Sort of”, I replied, “its what they were doing to you when we first met.”

We were talking when we first met, then everything went blank and when I woke up my friends were all dead, she spoke.

With that I decided to shut up. She probably forgot about the hard things in life just like how I-
wait I think I’m forgetting something important.
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Day 232

Turns out I killed her friends.

I apologized to the little girl but she said that it was okay since they weren’t really her friends. They hurt her a lot and called her mean names like filthy temptress and whore of babylon. Then they would go around praising some Jesus fellow and touch her in weird places. She would always black out around then but when she woke up she would be naked, sticky, and covered in bruises.

After that she asked me to play the guitar for her.

I pulled out my guitar and told her I would play her the song of my people, which apparently was “Somebody I Used to Know.”

She giggled and asked for another song.

Spent the rest of the night strumming my guitar and singing to her. She eventually fell asleep on my lap. Which meant I couldn't get up and drop her on the bed. Spent the rest of the night sitting like that.

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Day 240

Looking back through my diary I realized how fucking crazy the loneliness drove me. Thank god that little girl came to stay with me or I would’ve spent the rest of my life talking to a head of cabbage. After finally recollecting myself I decided to ask the little girl some questions.

First thing I asked her was what was her name. To which she replied Alice. I asked for a last name but she told me she had none.

Next I asked her who were the men that came with her to this town. She told me that from what she had gathered the men had heard my transmissions and decided that I was fucking crazy but had lots of supplies. They were told by some leader guy to pop a cap in my ass and take over the town for Jesus. But along the way they apparently met Alice who was walking around exploring the world. They at first were very nice to her at first but then one day they all started treating her terribly.

Then I asked her where the hell was everyone. Wasn’t really expecting an answer for that question but Alice did give me the answers I was seeking. She told me that there was another dimension, an alternate sort of earth with female monsters. She said they would seduce men and bear their children but their children would only be monsters. Eventually only monsters were left so their queen opened a portal to our planet. In a single day she took over our world with her magic and captured the males and transformed our females.

I asked her then what about me and those men who were with Alice? And where the hell did everyone else go? She told me that most of the men and the transformed women were moved to settlements around our planet. She then told me that the magic was not perfect so some men were left behind like me and those crazy people.

That night I did not sleep. I was the only human left alone in the world transformed by a demon queen to find mates for her subjects. Well there were still weirdo stragglers left behind like me and there was the girl Alice.

At least I have Alice.

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Day 242

Today Alice asked if she could call me Papa.

When I asked her why she said it was in exchange for answering my question.

Can’t argue with that.

Guess I’m now a twenty-three year old single father.

Later I made her some jam tea and poured myself some tea with brandy in it. She sat on my lap as we watched movies on the laptop until she fell asleep. I then tucked her into the bed and kissed her on the cheek.

I think she told me that she loved me in her sleep.

I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy.
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Day 245

My daughter Alice is a very cute girl.

She has long blonde hair, snow white skin, and stands about five feet and five inches tall.

She also has long pointy ears, glowing red eyes, two white horns on her head, bat wings, and a spade-like tail.

Apparently she’s one of the denizens of the other world which invaded ours. But hey I’m not one to judge. Company is company and so far Alice hasn’t tried to enslave me or anything like that. We spend our days tending to the gardens and watching films.

Occasionally she asks me to play the guitar for her. I can’t ever say no to those puppy dog eyes of her’s. But sometimes I just say no to see her pout. Its damn adorable. She puffs up her little cheeks and just stares at me all teary eyed.

She keeps insisting that she sleeps with me and I can’t say no. I think she likes the warmth but so do I. She really likes to cling to me in bed and she smells very nice. Like strawberries and sunshine, whatever that means.
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Day 247

I find myself looking at Alice differently. She was like a cute daughter to me at first but slowly I came to see her as a woman.
I know this is wrong but I can’t help it. I want to feel her soft underdeveloped body. I want to violently take her but I mustn't. I can not sink to the level of those “knights”. Been spending more time away from Alice these days. Told her she can’t sleep with me any more but she keeps sneaking into my bed. Rolled out of the bed and went to sleep on the couch. When I woke up she was lying on top of my chest. Her silk pajamas were falling off her shoulders revealing her tender developing breasts and her two pink nipples. Pushed her off before I did something I would regret. That was a close shave.

I have to resist.

No matter what I can not hurt my daughter.
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Day 254

Alice has been considerably more depressed. She’s a lot more despondent these days and there seems to be something on her mind. When I asked her what was wrong she asked me if I hated her.

I asked her why she would think such a thing and she replied it was because I wasn’t talking to her as much. We’ve been spending less and less time together and I haven’t even patted Alice’s head in an entire week. I tell Alice its not her fault and that I’ve just been very tired lately.

Can’t tell her the real reason why I haven’t touched her.
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Day 259

I’ve been jerking off a lot more lately. Mostly to keep myself from assaulting my daughter. Its always the same routine. After we finish tending to the gardens she goes and bathes and I go do my business. Sometimes I borrow her used panties. Today’s was white with blue stripes.

God I hope she doesn’t catch me.

Good thing is now I’m much calmer than before. I’ve been able to spend more time with my daughter without thinking about raping her. Maybe I’ll let her sleep with me tonight. That’ll cheer her up.
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Day 260

I did it with her.

Alice caught me masterbating in my room. She just bathed so the only thing that she was wearing was the bath towel. Not knowing what a penis was she immediately leaned in to inspect it. Towel slipped off revealing her skin still pink from the hot bath. Her damp hair fell down loosely and tickled my prick. Her breath gently blew against my cock as she stared at it closely.

 I couldn’t take it anymore.

I pushed her head down on my cock and violently started raping her tiny little throat. She sucked down on my huge cock with my glossy pink lips while occasionally choking on my huge cock. After forcing her to swallow a load of my hot white sperm I threw her down to the floor and forced myself into her tiny snatch. It clamped down on me like a vice while I pounded madly into her womb. I don’t think I’ve ever came so much even when I was with Linda.

Eventually she passed out after orgasm after orgasm but I still wasn’t satisfied. I continued to rape her defenseless body throughout the night dying her body with my hot white cum.


I’m no better than those scum before me.
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Day 261

The next day Alice seemed to have no recollection of the events that had transpired. In fact she was happy to find that we were sharing the bed together again. She didn’t seem very angry or frightened and just smiled at me. I felt much calmer than before and once again saw her as my daughter. She then spent the rest of the day happily clinging to me like a cheerful little barnacle. For some reason she was more energetic and happy than before. Whenever I looked at her she would just blush and giggle. The she would wrap her arms around me and whisper that she loved me.

Wierd.

Yesterday I assaulted my daughter yet she tells me how much she loves me. I didn’t really feel all that guilty that I forced myself on my daughter.

That’s some twisted shit right there.

I have no idea why I did what I did or why I even saw her as a woman. It was strange like some sort of hypnosis had warped my brain. Anyways I really need to recollect on what the hell is going on with my life.

I’ve got a monster as a daughter called Alice.
Last night I slept with her.
She doesn’t remember anything about that.

Also the world’s gone to hell and me and a couple of bozos are the last remaining humans not enslaved by the monsters.

I’ve been angsting like a damn teenager too long. I’ll just keep living like this with me and my daughter in our little empty town together. She’s happy and I’m not lonely any more. Alice has been begging me to play the guitar for her again so I’ll stop writing for tonight. I’ll just play my heart out for her and forget all of this crap.
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Day 269

I have horns.

Wasn’t a very gradual thing I woke up one day looked in the mirror and bam there were a pair of huge black ram horns on my head. They were very nice and solid. I broke a couple blocks of wood with them. Alice giggled when I did so and asked me show her another trick. So then I head butted a bricked wall.

My head still hurts.

I’ve been feeling a lot stranger lately. Not just because I have horns on my head. I’ve been needing less food lately and I’ve been growing up a lot for some reason. Right now I’m about six feet and nine inches. I used to be six feet two inches. Also my body has been becoming more and more muscular. I looked myself in the mirror yesterday and I looked like one of those male Abercrombie and Fitch models after photoshop.

Well I don’t really mind the changes so much. I look a lot sexier and I have more strength to grow vegetables and fruits. Also Alice seems to really like my abs, she spends a lot of time rubbing my muscles. She now insists that I sleep with her half naked so she can squeeze my body like a giant muscular teddy bear.
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Day 275

Something is really fucking weird with my body.

Not only do I have black ram horns growing out of my head and the body of every woman’s wet dream but I also now have purple skin. My sclera has turned pitch black and my pupils are a glowing gold. My hair is now a long mane of pure white and I have two large black wings on my back.

I asked Alice what the hell was happening to me. Alice told me she had once read about something very similar to my transformations in a book before. Apparently I had reached the final stages in what is commonly known as incubization. I was now a full grown incubus.

So much for being one of the last humans on earth.

Oh well.

Both Alice and I really like this body so I’m quite alright with the transformation. I don’t really even need to sleep any more. But sometimes Alice and I just spend the nights lying in bed together while holding hands or spooning. Sometimes we sit on the roof and stare out into the night sky.
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Day 281

Alice decided to teach my how to fly. She said that every proper demon should learn how to fly. In return I would teach her how to play the guitar.

The first lesson was quite difficult. Flying is not really a natural thing for humans so when I first flapped my wings I accidentally sent myself hurtling right into cabbage field. Alice spent a good two minutes just laughing at me before she properly helped me learn how to fly. Apparently wings aren't really used for flight. Its some complex system of inducing yourself to believe you can fly and the wings were merely to help give the illusion that...

Well it works because of magic.

Anyways I soon got the hang of flying in one day. Alice also assumed that she would get the hang of playing the guitar in one day but boy was she in for a surprise.

Anyways I look forward to teaching Alice how to play the guitar and to the future that we share together. Maybe we’ll start a band together. This is the last page In the diary I've been writing in. Perhaps I’ll go find another one in the house somewhere tomorrow.