Dear kach,

I am sorry it has to be this way, but I am extremely fed up. I will quit Skystorm.

Now, to further tell you the reasons why, I'll be honest with you, I can't stand you anymore. As easy as that. I am done and fed up with the things you say, the way you do things and foremost your attitude. For the longest of time I have simply tolerated and overlooked it, as I did not want to cause any drama anywhere, but even my tolerance has hit it's end. Do not get me wrong, these aren't things that have just now surfaced, they have bugged me for the longest of time, but out of simply being nice, I have no said a word or have lied in order to be friendly. Considering it now, I should have been nice and not said anything at all, actually. The many different times I have lied and not told you my actual opinion is so high now, that I can't bear it anymore. I'm also pawsitive that I'd be very close to scream at you, if I won't say anything now.

Before I start going to explain why I have something against you, let me state this: I know that I am not perfect either. I know that I have mental issues and have other problems in life, but I am trying to fix them. Especially my mental issues. And if I want to be able to fix my mental issues, I need to get rid of people who do not help me with feeling better or are "a thorn in my side", so to speak. And I need to especially get rid of people who, constantly, are either throwing shade or are spewing toxic shit, even if not directly at me but themselves or others.

To be fair, right now, I am not sure where to actually begin with my complains. There is so much, but I can just not pick one of them and present it in the best way, because frankly, I am at a loss of words. Let me be honest, when I was asked why I am still friends with you and I wanted to name reasons, the only one I was able to name was that I do not any kind of drama in my life right now. But still being "friends" with you, or rather, still having ties to you is kind of causing drama in my life. And I actually really do not need that drama.

Your toxic way of spouting shit about others or downtalking yourself at all times is annoying and, if we go look at your tweets, cover around 90% of them. No matter what you write, you spout your toxic ways everywhere. Complete with an overuse of smileys, no less. I would like to say that, if we just overlook these toxic ways, there would still be more to you than just that, but simply put, there is too much toxic character inside of you in order to see anything good, which is a shame. If you were less toxic, maybe one could actually consider to be real friends with you.

But let's be honest, even if you read this right now, I am pretty sure that you do not give a fuck. Let's be fair, I have thought about just leaving the skype group, subreddit and everything without saying a word for over a year now. Maybe I should have just done that, but in the end, I want to have said this. Not because I think that maybe you will change or even listen to my words, but just to have said it. At the end of this, you will probably just laugh about this with your boyfriend anyway, am I right?

Which brings me to my next point. Ever since you're in a relationship with Secior, you have dramatically changed. Not in a good way however. You have adapted to the things we all hate about him and the things we are simply unable to tolerate about him. I am sure you didn't even realize how much you are like him now, because this is a simple thing everyone in a relationship goes through. And also, people change, of course something like this would happen. However, when the two of you started your relationship I was happy thinking that maybe you would change for good and be less toxic, especially less toxic about yourself. Oh boy was I wrong.

You started to rant about the other Skystorm members, which I all consider friends, like they were garbage. Listening to your rants, especially the last one about Miauii was so hard to tolerate. Having to lie and say things that would make you spout even more about him was even harder. I wanted to slap myself after your rant for being such a bad friend towards Miauii and "participating" in your rant by simply lying. It makes me feel bad just remembering it, sending the logs about what you said about him yesterday to him was even harder. I, honestly, should have told everyone that I lied in order to see how much further you would go with your gossip, but couldn't and I am horribly ashamed of myself for that. Given that the guys will read this now, I am horribly sorry for this. I should have said something earlier, both about the gossip-rant as well as me lying to hear more gossip.

But to be completly fair, I should have said something months ago anyway. If anything, the whole thing with Toucan was the final nail in the coffin that should have made me tell you how I can not stand you anymore. I had promised him that I would one day tell you what I think about you and I am deeply sorry that it has taken me so long in order to finally tell you all this.

Frankly, thinking about that whole thing makes me angry again and I should probably tell you all the things I thought when I read everything, hearing what you did to him, but let's be honest, I will not give you the simple pleasure of that. There are so many things that race through my thoughts remembering it and it hurts just thinking that I did not tell you any of these when it was fresh, when you had just hurt one of my friends. But what am I saying, in your opinion he is an asshole after all, right? In your opinion, he doesn't matter and frankly, I feel like it is the complete opposite.

And while we are at it, your way of handling scouting is amazing. And with amazing I mean incredibly shitty. Nobody owes you anything just because you use the currency the game gives you, especially not even if you use money. And I am not saying that because the game has given me nothing with all the money I used, but because it is just this way. You yourself have chosen to spend money on it, it is your own fault for expecting to get anything from it. And even when you get good cards, you cry because it is nothing that you want. Yes, it's okay to be salty, but there it is not okay to be a toxic shit while being at it. You used your money to scout more and what you did scout, you directly sold again, effectively turning what you used your money for to nothing. And then you complain about getting nothing from it?

Look, I am not even mad about the double SRs you sold, because clearly those were actual good reasons to sell them. But... good URs you could still have used? Especially those that others are wishing for, those that others are dreaming about, but you sell them because "they are useless"? Which is funny, considering you have multiple healers in your teams. And even more funny, because you cry whenever someone sells a Nico UR. Remember how much you were whining about me selling Cyber Nico and you saying that you would never sell a Nozomi UR? Well......... Look where we are, amirite. But of course that doesn't hold true anymore now, because it was "such a useless and ugly UR kek" right? Man, your way of justifying ways is wonderful.

And then you also qq about other people getting Nico URs. Your salt about starry getting Fairy Nico through a Ticket was amazing, considering I got her through a ticket too. But, y'know, not my kind of deal to talk about.

Ah, but after all this, I do have to say one thing. I do not want to bash you for nothing. I also want to tell you one thing: Go and get help for yourself, go to therapy, work out with a therapist what is wrong with you and how you can change yourself and get better. It will help you. Maybe one day you will be able to not wish yourself dead and also maybe stop hating yourself.

For now, I have nothing more to add, though there are more things to say, which I have no words for right now. Maybe one day I would be able to get have the words for that, but right, I do not. But don't worry, I will not call you and tell you what I dislike about you, when I have the last words for it. Because frankly, I wish to never having to interact with you again the near future. Maybe one day, in case you ever change, but for now, no.

Oh, and before I forget! It seems that in the end, me am that kind of Orc kek. Finally being able to tell you what I think and all.

With this I will also lay down the title of Goddess that I only took on as a joke.

Final Words from Shiro:

"My friend, the fates are cruel There are no dreams, no honor remains The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

-Loveless, Act IV"

Ah yes... good ol' Final Fantasy... Loveless is a beautiful poem.

I had tweeted this out, but I guess it is disguised so easily to not understand, because it's a "nerd" thing. Not like you would ever consider reading my tweets, hah, but I don't give a shit.

This one was directed towards todays event. Fate is cruel how it goes now, dreams of us all together forever are good as ash blown into trash. Your, and your shitlords honor is gone. And lastly... our goddesses arrow of her bow, is gone. The arrow that once protected is now broken and gone.

That, is my short and "poetic" farewell. I have nohing more to say other than good luck with your life, and I really... I really do hope your future wont be just being constantly depressing and self-hating. I really do want you to be happy, and not just fake it and continue being harsh with yourself.

Oh yeah you also have a shitty taste for men and Shitlord is my major reason why I grew so distant from the group. Why did I continued to stay then? Well I guess "Kuro" as Miauii calls her, knew of the future... ^

Sayonara. Forever. Thank-you for everything.

The mentioned skype conversation:

[23.03.2016 15:40:11] Kach: yuinoooo

[23.03.2016 15:41:17] Yuino: kaaaaaach

[23.03.2016 15:41:31] Kach: can i rant to you about something

[23.03.2016 15:41:41] Yuino: always

[23.03.2016 15:41:43] Kach: i mean not about you LOL i just need someone to talk to

[23.03.2016 15:42:31] Yuino: yeah, no matter if it's about me or not, you can always rant here lol

[23.03.2016 15:42:46] Kach: ok thanks

[23.03.2016 15:42:47] Kach: so like

[23.03.2016 15:43:04] Kach: idk what miauii is doing

[23.03.2016 15:43:13] Kach: and i dont really care

[23.03.2016 15:43:37] Kach: but during the last nico event i told him id beat him and he was like "lol no you wont because youre lazy"

[23.03.2016 15:44:14] Kach: in the end i did beat him so i was like "am i still lazy now?" and he was like "lol yes because you played on the 4x ex"

[23.03.2016 15:44:17] Kach: ?? ok fuck you

[23.03.2016 15:44:22] Kach: and now like

[23.03.2016 15:44:29] Kach: when i rushed for the nico

[23.03.2016 15:44:36] Kach: i got her like a minute after him

[23.03.2016 15:44:51] Kach: i went on twitter to see and i saw he was faster, it fucking pissed me off

[23.03.2016 15:45:03] Kach: but when i saw how he reacted about it

[23.03.2016 15:45:13] Kach: his attitude fucking made me scream

[23.03.2016 15:45:26] Kach: "boohoo klab killed my rush"

[23.03.2016 15:45:37] Kach: dude you just didnt pay attention where you tapped

[23.03.2016 15:45:58] Kach: & i was slower without problems so am i supposed to consider that im shit??

[23.03.2016 15:46:25] Kach: he was all being a whiny bitch about it all over reddit like dude stop saying that you were slow

[23.03.2016 15:46:45] Kach: idk his attitude about it just really pissed me now

[23.03.2016 15:46:49] Kach: but like,now

[23.03.2016 15:47:16] Kach: who looks like the lazy one

[23.03.2016 15:47:46] Kach: pingu said miauii was done with his exams so i figured hed be playing more

[23.03.2016 15:47:56] Kach: but he hasnt done much at all after he rushed

[23.03.2016 15:48:16] Kach: at least now im pretty confident he wont beat me

[23.03.2016 15:48:31] Yuino: Man, you guys and your competition lol

[23.03.2016 15:48:37] Kach: nah im just pissed about how he always acts like hes better than everyone else

[23.03.2016 15:49:01] Kach: i have my own goals and idc what he does, but then he comes in and just destroys your hopes

[23.03.2016 15:49:11] Yuino: Well, he is like ... what? 16? 17? he is still in puberty, I am not surprised

[23.03.2016 15:49:16] Kach: i just want to teach him a lesson but he doesnt even listen

[23.03.2016 15:49:19] Kach: ah

[23.03.2016 15:49:24] Kach: i forgot about that part LOL

[23.03.2016 15:49:32] Kach: i keep forgetting hes super young

[23.03.2016 15:50:21] Kach: but still, doesnt really forgives him

[23.03.2016 15:50:30] Yuino: yeah, when you remember how old he is, I think it's really easy to understand why he is the way he is

[23.03.2016 15:50:34] Yuino: puberty hits hard after all

[23.03.2016 15:51:31] Kach: he shouldnt be so deep into it at that stage tho

[23.03.2016 15:51:45] Yuino: different people, different puberty ways

[23.03.2016 15:51:53] Kach: and it doesnt make up for him acting like a douche

[23.03.2016 15:51:58] Yuino: trust me, i have seen people who were worse than him at this age in puberty

[23.03.2016 15:52:59] Kach: sucks that by the time he'll be out of it sif probs wont exist anymore

[23.03.2016 15:53:04] Yuino: yeah, but i think everyone has a little douche inside themselves lol

[23.03.2016 15:53:30] Yuino: well, I think Aqours will still be for like 3 years or so atleast? and if Aqours is a success in japan, we will get a 3rd generation

[23.03.2016 15:53:37] Yuino: so sif will likely live on

[23.03.2016 15:53:40] Yuino: probably

[23.03.2016 15:53:41] Kach: well

[23.03.2016 15:53:49] Kach: no nico events anyway

[23.03.2016 15:54:09] Yuino: maybe you find an aqours best girl with the sunshine!! anime

[23.03.2016 15:54:13] Kach: nah

[23.03.2016 15:54:19] Yuino: and if it's ruby, you two can challenge each other again

[23.03.2016 15:54:26] Kach: i dont care about sunshine and i dont want to care about them

[23.03.2016 15:54:30] Kach: LOL no thanks

[23.03.2016 15:55:06] Kach: i still find it outrageous hes having ruby as center during a nico event

[23.03.2016 15:55:13] Kach: like wow, way to be faithful to your best girl smh

[23.03.2016 15:55:42] Yuino: maybe he found a new best girl with Ruby? not sure, everyone can change their minds after all

[23.03.2016 15:55:50] Kach: damn

[23.03.2016 15:55:52] Kach: thatd be harsh

[23.03.2016 15:56:03] Kach: but more nico love from me for me

[23.03.2016 15:56:10] Yuino: i mean, in other shows it happens from time to time that I change best girl/guy, so yeah

[23.03.2016 15:56:33] Kach: welp

[23.03.2016 15:56:43] Kach: i need to grind twice as hard now :v

[23.03.2016 15:56:47] Kach: ill go back to it

[23.03.2016 15:56:52] Yuino: haha, have fun

[23.03.2016 15:56:52] Kach: thanks for listening to me

[23.03.2016 15:56:55] Yuino: always