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Weekly summary of me, incoming!

> Speed Stuff

Andes Marathon was fun! I ended up running Curious Village 100% for the first time, and ended with a surprisingly good 2:21:17. I can easily fix some glaring mistakes and optimize to sub 2:15, which I will after CSM.
Cave Story practice has mostly centered on being consistent with some tricks I wanna showcase, namely Sisters Skip. It used to be a nightmare but now I got it down pretty consistently! Full runs should come during the week.
Celeste Classic remains on hold until after CSM. I'm going for the sub2.

Also, I'm learning Super Bomberman next week.

> Casual gaming

turns out BotW is super relaxing if you play it for the sake of exploring

> Creative

Podcast episode has been really well received and I can't thank you all enough :> It was quite a cathartic episode for me.
Next episode is being delayed a bit since i've been dealing with stuff you'll read soon.
Album work is waiting on some more time lol

> Personal

I've gone thru two very difficult experiences this week and I need to talk about them.

As some of you know, I had been housing two girls in my single ambient apartment since late October. I did because none of them had a place to go and they were friends. But they were very very irresponsible and started driving me insane.

I gave them until february to leave this place, after a series of events. When one of them knew about this, she just gave up and went even lazier and less responsible than ever, until yesterday, where some accidents caused me to finally snap at her.

I'm not glad with how that went, and I feel a lot of guilt on the matter. She inmediately left home as I broke down and felt about to collapse.

I had given so much for them: money, space, privacy. I gave up on streaming and speedrunning so they could have me for as much as they needed. And it all went for nothing. I cant say I like how it went, but on the other hand, I'm thankful they are finaly gone.

In other news, someone who once claimed to love me decided I'm too big of a problem, and has turned me away without warning. We promised we would be there for each other, and I believed it, but apparently I have a track record of being bad at judging people.

All in all, it's been a week of revelations and things that had to happen. I've not been at my best, but you'll see me reach for the summit, as I usually do.

Stay tuned for CSM, just two weeks away.

PD: o, also, my phone was stolen so I have no way to communicate except laptop.