First time (Leon/Femui)

"Hey Leon, you want to get married someday?"

	Kamui glanced at Leon. She was lounging on his bed, her chin in her hand and her legs lazily swaying back and forth. A mountain of books and papers were stacked around her like skyscrapers. Across from her, Leon was sitting cross legged. Currently lost in whatever tome he held in his hand, his deep brown eyes studying the page intently. He lifted his gaze to meet hers.

"Hm?"

Kamui dropped her legs with a sigh and sank deeper into the mattress.

"I said, do you want to get married?" Her words sent him into a scramble. His delicate face lit up in red.

"H-Huh? Of course not! Why would you even ask that?" He buried his eyes back into his tome. "Don't be ridiculous," Leon mumbled.

She hid her face in her hands and giggled. She thought it was charming, the way he would fluster so easily then desperately try to hide it.

"Don't take me so seriously," she laughed. Kamui brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. Sunlight was softly streaming through the curtains, making her translucent waves shimmer in the light.

"You don't remember? Back when we were kids, we said we would get married. Heh, I thought marriage meant that you picked the boy who you had the most fun playing with. I remember you specifically told me... I'm gonna marry you so nobody else can have you."

She placed her fingers on the page he was trying to read, slicing through his focus.

"You don't still think that... Do you?"

"Don't be stupid. I was an immature child back then," he scoffed. Leon shielded his face behind his bangs.

	Truth be told, there wasn't a drop of dishonesty in her words. For as long as he could remember he pined after his sister. Starting from when he was young, innocent imaginations of her wearing an elegant white dress and walking along the river hand in hand. To when he grew older, when those thoughts turned into dirty fantasies consumed by lust and sexual frustration. You could say he was obsessed. Every day he fell even more madly in love with her. She just... got him. Never in his life has a person understood him so well.

	To her this was quite obvious. It had become an unspoken fact between the two of them. In fact the day before yesterday they kissed. They had shared an intimate moment under the stars, discussing their fears, futures, and curiosities of life. Leon kissed her without even thinking. Of course, it quickly killed any semblance of a mood that was left and thrust them into the awkward situation they were in now. He tried to escape. In shame, he tried to lock himself away in his bedroom for all of eternity. But he was wrapped around her finger. When she asked him to come out he couldn't say no. That was the reason why she was sitting on his bed right now, helping him study and organize his books. Her idea was that if they spent time together eventually the awkwardness would go away. But to him, it just made it even worse.

He gently pushed her fingers away and cleared his throat, "Stop distracting me. I need to get this work done. Now be useful and go back to what you were doing."

	Kamui took this as a challenge. First she rested her palm on his knee. He tensed up, but otherwise was unresponsive. Then, she started to slowly drag her fingertips along the inside of his thigh, tracing back and forth in a path. Her nails just barely grazing his skin through the fabric of his pants. He attempted to turn a page but his hand was trembling. She edged even closer, to the very top of his thigh, but he snapped and grabbed her wrist.

"S-Stop it."  He tried to be stern but it ended up sounding like a whimper.

Kamui silently scooted closer to him, her face inches away from his. When he looked up she spoke,

"Boo."

He freaked out and pushed her away. "Awahh! Stop! G-Go away! Don't get so close to me!" he yelled.

This sent her into a fit of laughter as she fell backwards onto the bed. "It's way too easy! The way you get embarrassed so easily... It makes teasing you so rewarding," she giggled. He slammed his book shut and glared at her.

Kamui absentmindedly played with the ends of her curls. Coiling it around her fingers then letting it unwind. The smirk on her face dissolved into a new, meek expression.
"Hey uhh. About the other night...," she began.

"What about it."

Her face turned redder, this was a rare sight. "Uhm. I. I kind of... haven't stopped thinking about it."

He crossed his arms. "You're mad right? If you're gonna tell me off go ahead, I don't care."

Kamui leaned closer to him, her crimson eyes glowing like fire. From this distance he could just barely feel her breath.

"I... I want to do it again. Only If you want to too..." She bit her lip and looked away. Now that the words were out she was too nervous to look him in the eye.

	She expected him to push her away and tell her to buzz off. Or maybe even leave the room in an embarrassed mess. But he did quite the opposite. With a soft grip, Leon cupped her cheek and pulled her face close. His lips were tender as they gently brushed against hers. They melted into one another. She pulled him into her and clung onto the neck of his shirt. His hands started to wander, gripping her hips tightly as he parted her lips with his tongue. The sounds of their mouths dancing echoed in his bedroom. She tasted sweet, and richer than the finest wine. He wanted more. He wanted to engulf all of his senses in her smell, in her taste, in her everything. It was even better than he had imagined.

	Roses. She smelled like roses. Jasmine, Gardenia, fresh mountain blossoms in the spring, every flower he could think of. It was like the aroma of a divine garden. But most importantly, it smelled like her. Her familiar fragrance was his favorite smell in the world. It made his mouth water

	They parted. Kamui nuzzled into the space between his neck. Her breath was hot and heavy against his skin. She laid against his chest in silence, her head spinning too rapidly to form any coherent thoughts. Before he could speak, she pushed him down onto his back.

"W-What are you doing?" He stammered.

She kissed him again, this time deep and slow, and rested her forehead against his.

"Hahh...," she breathed, her lips wet with his saliva. "Don't resist. I want to kiss you more..."

	As she kissed him his mind turned into pudding. It was like an out of body experience. Leon wasn't controlling his actions. It wasn't him when he raised his hand to feel her ass and push her tight against his pelvis. He didn't have control of his fingers when they sunk into her thighs. That was someone else moving his tongue when he traced it along her collarbone. Just as he had started to slip his hands under the hem of her shirt she pulled away leaving him cold.

His mind settled and the realization of what just happened came crashing over him like a tidal wave.

"Nee-san... why are you doing this," Leon asked. He glanced over to his right, Kamui was staring at the ceiling with blank expression.

"I don't know... sorry. I'll stop now."

There was a tense silence hanging in the air, squeezing his throat and making his stomach flip uncomfortably, it almost felt claustrophobic.

"I don't know what I'm doing.... Everything has been so messed up since the night we kissed. I've been a wreck. I wish we could go back to the way things were before. I miss being close to you and being able to talk about anything with you," she admitted.

	Her words stung. He knew he messed up. The second his lips touched hers for the first time, he had dug his own grave. But to know that it was affecting her this much? She's been stressing out for days? He felt awful. Truthfully as much as he wanted to succumb to his own lust, even more he just wanted her to be happy. The fact that his stupid mistake was fracturing their relationship... it burned in the pit of his stomach.

Leon struggled to keep his voice even,

"You're right. It's my fault. Just forget everything that has happened the past week. I'll move on... eventually."

	It hurt so much to say this. He never, ever, lies to her. But every word was false. He inhaled sharply and shrugged her off of him. All of his papers now lay in ruin, all bent and folded, it reflected how he felt at that moment. He started to gather them up into a stack when Kamui gripped his shoulder, holding him back.

"No," her voice shook.

"Don't say something so stupid. That's not what I meant. Gods... You can be so dense sometimes. Can't you see? You messed me up. That kiss, It made me realize. That I might... that I love you..."

As soon as the words came out she began stammering and blushing madly.

"You're so stupid! The worst! I've loved you for so long and it took me this long to realize it. I don't know what to do... I-I-I've never loved anyone..."

	After a long pause, suddenly something in her shifted. She sat up so she was now straddling him and fumbled with the buttons of his shirt. Her trembling fingers kept slipping. She groaned in frustration and started tugging fiercely at the fabric. Leon sat up as well and grabbed her hand preventing her from going any further.

"Er. What are you doing?"

Kamui tried to pull herself free.

"S-Shut up! I want this gone, take it off. Just let me do this. Don't say anything." There was a desperate look in her eyes.

	Just as she had undone the last button he restrained her hands. The temperature change tickled his now bare skin. Her eyes were glued to his body. In the light his body was so pale... but unexpectedly built.  He blushed madly while desperately trying to cover himself with his free hand.

"N-N-Nee-san! S-Stop it! Don't look at me!," he cried out.

She struggled against his grip trying to break free.

"Just... let me... do this! Let me go! I need to get you naked."

Leon's eyes bugged out of his head.

"Ehhhh?! Are you out of your mind? Argh. Stoop! Calm down and stop fidgeting!"

 With just barely enough free movement, she pried at the button of his pants. Then it hit him.

"Are you... trying to cope? Is this your way of dealing with your feelings?"

Kamui froze in place.

"Thats exactly what you are doing isn't it," he said.

She bit her lip and avoided his eyes.

"N-No."

He sighed and released her hands.

"You're just being dramatic. We'll figure it out okay? Now stop trying to strip me."

He crossed his arms and turned his bare chest away from her.

"Give me my shirt back... it's embarrassing."

Kamui pouted and held it tight in her fists.

"I may be desperate but I need to do this. I can't hold back these feelings anymore. Gah. Stupid Leon. I'll feel better if you just let me continue."

"I'm not helping you do something you might regret"

"I won't regret it... I would never. I've never felt like this before. This uncontrollable urge to just... Can we please? I need to feel you even closer..."

"I mean I never... I've never been with a girl before," Leon lowered his voice. His face turned bright red. "Uh I-I don't really... know how... uh. But if you are serious... I g-guess maybe we could try..."

	And with that, she came crashing down on him, their lips colliding once more with a new passion. One hand laced in his hair, the other prying at her own shirt. She grabbed his hand placed it on her hip, urging him to help her take her shirt off. The soft silk of her blouse slipped between his tentative fingers as he pushed it up her torso. The rhythm of their mouths broke apart for just a moment to pull it over her head. Her breasts spilled out of her shirt as it came off, round voluptuous pillows that squished against his chest as she urgently brought her mouth back to his. He nearly had a hemorrhage at the sight.

Her fingers traveled down his stomach. All the way down to the waist of his pants. She let them wander even farther, lightly stroking the growing bulge underneath her hand.

"N-Nee-" he started to moan. She cut him off.

"You shouldn't call me nee-san while we're doing this," she said breathlessly, "It makes me feel dirty." His heart was pounding rapidly, like his ribcage was about to burst.

	Kamui managed to undo the button of his pants but he instinctively stiffened. She pulled away and glanced at him. Her waves cascaded down her shoulders like a silvery river, nipples just barely peeking through. Her lips were red and swollen, glistening wet in the light from the window.

"Why are you so afraid of me? I feel comfortable around you, do you not feel the same?," she questioned. Her breasts were directly at his eye level. It was like a magnet... I mean how could he not look. Leon quickly darted his eyes away before she could catch him.

"No. That's not it." He sighed. "This whole thing, everything, it's like a dream. I don't want to ruin it. Kamui, you're so important to me... I don't want to mess this up."
She flashed him a warm smile.

"Of course its gonna be messed up. Its gonna be clumsy and awkward and uncomfortable. Maybe even a little weird. Neither of us have any idea what we're doing right? All that matters is that I'm with you. I want to share this moment with you, nobody else. So please relax. You're starting to make me feel nervous too."

	Despite his hesitation, he let her pull down his pants. Leon was too embarrassed to look her in the eye as she gently stroked his cock, memorizing every inch with her fingertips. Kamui he gently wrapped her hand around and started to rub, and was rewarded with a moan. The sight of him squirming made her heart pound. He was just as nervous as he was.

"Does this feel good?" She asked.

He let out a whimper and hid his face behind his hands.

"M-Maybe a little... Hahh...," he breathed.

The way she was lightly squeezing him made him light headed. Every inch of his skin was on fire, her touch almost electric. He tried his best to stifle the moans

"Nghh... S-Stop... Ahhn."

When pushed his hand off of his mouth so she could kiss him, his lips were trembling.

"Don't... Ahhn... You're gonna make me..." he gasped.

Leon desperately clawed at her hands to stop, but he had already started succumbing to the feeling. He grabbed her shoulders and pulled himself up. Kamui gave him a confused look.

"Let me get on top" he said as he quickly switched places, pulling himself on top of her. He traced his hands along her thigh and pulled down her pants.

They lay bare, skin to skin, letting the feeling sink in. She was so soft, so delicate, he was afraid to make a move.

"You have no idea... how much I want you, how long, I've wanted you. My whole life it's been driving me crazy. To be honest I'm kind of afraid," Leon murmured.

She reached up to brush his hair out of his eyes,

"It's okay," Kamui smiled, "Leon. I love you. I'm not lying or joking... I really do. Now come closer..." She traced her hands along his chest as she spoke, "Just don't be too rough."

	Leon took her hips and pulled them down closer to him. He let his cock slip in between her thighs. It was wet, and soft... like nothing he had felt before. The sensation drove him wild with anticipation. Kamui's crimson eyes bore into his, hopeful and a little scared. They were both scared.

	Suddenly she felt something hard pushing at her entrance. She winced as the pressure increased, but it wouldn't give. Too tight. He increased his force as slowly as he possibly could. Kamui dug her nails into his forearms and finally he got in. ...it hurt. It wasn't an enjoyable feeling at all to be honest, his cock stretching and forcing it's way in. The sunlight illuminated the sheen of sweat that had formed on her fair skin. She was glowing.

"S-Sorry. Are you hurt?" Leon asked.

Kamui shook her head.

"Just a little, keep going."

	Only the head was in. He nearly lost it just from the velvety warmness that had enveloped his erection. Leon pressed his forehead against hers and looked deep into her eyes. Slowly, he had started to thrust. Kamui's breath was hot against his mouth. Her breasts slightly bounced with every motion. He couldn't help but let his hands wander all over. Leon needed to feel every surface, every crevice and facet of her body. He massaged her breast in his palm, feeling her nipple stiffen under his thumb. Leon kissed a trail down her jaw to her ear, where he whispered,

"I love you. Every part of you."

He sunk his fingers into her hips as he pushed himself even deeper

"You're so warm... I love it. Right now you're mine. I'm never letting anybody else have you," he growled.

	Gods. It felt amazing. Like an unbearable itch being scratched. Every movement sent goosebumps rippling across her skin. Kamui's nerves were on fire, each time he filled her she could swear she was seeing stars. Her body was electric, alive. A pleasant buzz rattled deep in her core. She laced her hands in his hair, pulling him as close as she possibly could. They had shared a close relationship. She trusted nobody as much as Leon and he knew her every corner of her mind. But this... This was a whole new level of closeness.

	He wasn't even being rough or quick. Leon's touches were tender and gentle, like she was a porcelain doll. It made her heart race erratically and her hips buck none the less. She was gripping at the sheets tightly but he smoothed his hands over her's and intertwined their fingers. Kamui. His Kamui. Everything he had held so much love and adoration for rolled up into one clumsy person. She squeezed his hands. Whimpers rolled off her swollen lips. Her voice was silk, each sound was so cute it made his heart swell.

	Too much. It was too much. Shit. No not yet. He can't. He doesn't want this moment to end... He wants to stay like this with her forever...  The way she slid around him, velvety smooth, like waves breaking over his head getting closer and closer. The way her chest rose and fell rapidly against him and her hands gripped his... These sights and sensations were too overwhelming. His muscles clenched as the waves pushed him closer to the edgy. He was ruining it. He was going to blow it. (Literally lol) "Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Kamui...," he screamed in his head. She was too beautiful... This pleasure was too much....

"Nghh... N-Nee.... Kamui...," he groaned as he held her for dear life.

	He came to a stop and practically collapsed on her chest, panting heavily. It was like the life was sucked right out of him. Kamui wrapped her arms around him while he recovered. As soon as he gained his composure he sighed and buried his face against her skin in embarrassment.

"I'm sorry," Leon mumbled.

She laughed and stroked his hair.

"It's only natural," she teased.

"It wasn't perfect I messed it all up. I'm so selfish.. I-I couldn't help it... I'm a terrible lover."

"Shhh. You always get so flustered. Its fine. I'm perfectly content right now, laying here with you."

Leon felt the same way. He wanted to let time and space melt away and spend eternity right there in her arms. He lifted his head up met her eyes.

"Nee-san," he murmured, "I love you. I’ve always thought… that I had to hide these feelings no matter what. But… I’m glad that I was able to confess them. Thank you… for accepting me."