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MidnightWolf2007MidnightWolf2007 : hello fae
FaerieLightWolf: Hello.
MidnightWolf2007: had a bad day?
FaerieLightWolfFaerieLightWolf FaerieLightWolf : Every day
MidnightWolf2007: sorry fae- hugs her gently-
FaerieLightWolf: *shrugs*
MidnightWolf2007: the reason it took me so long to invite you is i wanted to talk to ivy and monty
FaerieLightWolf: I know
MidnightWolf2007: we came to a conclusion, we wont fight you on leaveing anymore tho we all want you to stay and be a part of this family, even ivy
FaerieLightWolf: okay
MidnightWolf2007: if you want to stay and pe a part of this family we welcome you, but we want to see you more engaged in the family, but if you deside to leave we would ask you to remove yourself from the kitchen chat, tho remember if you do that we will take that as final
FaerieLightWolf: I don't fit in, I've got no idea how to engage anyone. I've said that multiple times.
MidnightWolf2007: try, and know how that is, but you need to try
MidnightWolf2007: and you do fit in, when you try you do well, the bed thing the other day was good
FaerieLightWolf: I can't, every time I try to be in the family it ends in a fight with her.
FaerieLightWolf: I'm not submissive enough to fit in.
MidnightWolf2007: tho you got upset when you took ivy's joke to seriously
FaerieLightWolfFaerieLightWolf : I took it seriously because every time I say something I get growled at or told not to talk.
MidnightWolf2007: like i said hun we want you here and we want you to be part of our family,
FaerieLightWolf: You're barely around, Ivy's hateful. Monty's the only one I get attention from and he's not even the one that's supposed to be my master. I don't feel like I'm wanted, I feel like an extra.
MidnightWolf2007: hugs you again- fae, its at the point you expect everything ivy says to be mean so you take it that way, but she is getting better, and when she jokes you take it personaly
FaerieLightWolf: I'm tired, and sore. I work for a living and I never have enough money to be full. Yeah I take things personally and I'm jealous that she gets so much given to her and doesn't appreciate it. What really hurts is that she doesn't think she's ever done anything wrong. Just one sincere apology for anything would be nice.
FaerieLightWolf: She expects me to keep all her secrets, but won't keep mine.
MidnightWolf2007: she has had a hard time as well hun, and what secrets of yours has she not kept
FaerieLightWolf: And I get in trouble if I'm caught not telling her seomthing someone told me.
FaerieLightWolf: She told on me to Nox, that I was sharing things with her. Advertised to a whole room that I was one of his, and we all know how she feels about the girls that are with him. Whores. And I've been called whore enough.
FaerieLightWolf: He knows my phone number, could find where I live. If he were angry enough that I told her things, he could find me.
MidnightWolf2007: sighs- fae, let it go to be with the family, or you will have to leave
FaerieLightWolfFaerieLightWolf : I'll leave... I don't believe I'm actually wanted...just some passive version of me...
MidnightWolf2007: sighs- thats up to you but know you dont have to
FaerieLightWolf: I do have to... If everything is my fault, like I'm being told it is, then it makes sense... if I leave everything will be peaceful.
MidnightWolf2007: then leave kitchen chat
MidnightWolf2007: have a good life
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