Rainy days

~The rain made her pink mane and tail soaking wet, though she did not seem to mind.
>This part of town was usually crowded with people and full of life.
>But it was dead and quiet as she walked through the night.
>This was the third time this week she went out in the middle of the night.
>Every time alone and completely lost in thought.
>She couldn’t sleep so instead of simply lying in bed she went out.
~She left town and head for the outskirts of the small city.
>It had all changed when you left.
>You never accepted her love and now that you had moved on and moved away, she blames herself.
>She blames herself for not trying hard enough; she blames herself for trying too hard.
>She blames herself for that you never understood.
>And now it’s too late.
>She continued from the town into the forest.
>Her friends had tried to comfort her, telling her that it was not her fault and it was of your free will.
>But whatever they said she felt guilt.
>They used to visit her often, always being happy and cheerful.
>But when they smiled at her, she would never smile back.
>When they laughed would she never laugh with them.
>So after a couple of weeks did the visits get less and less frequent, until they simply gave up.
~The small road now revealed a small clearing in the otherwise dense woods.
>So the visits stopped, and with that her last social contact with the world.
>From that point she just stayed inside, not seeing any reason to go outside more than to feed her animals.
~Entering the small clearing she is no longer shielded from the rain by the large trees, and is quickly greeted by a shower of rain.
>She had grown more and more distant to the outside, never talking to anybody.
>She barely even talked to her animals anymore.
>Angel did even at one point ask her what was wrong.
>But she never answered, there was no use for explanations.
>They would never understand.
~She arrived to the center of the clearing, and sat down in front of what seems to be a small wooden cross.
>It wasn’t always like this.
>There was a time where she was happy
>There was a time where she woke up every day feeling nothing but joy for the day ahead of her.
>There was a time where she still pursued your love.
~Tears now form in her big blue eyes with rain still hitting her face.
>But everything changed when you passed away.