Not to be continued - Always Good

>[YouTube] Meghan Trainor Ft John Legend Like I'm Gonna Lose You Lyrics
>Here we are again Anon, another lonely night driving aimlessly to god knows where
>Listening to an artist you hate, on repeat, because it fits the mood
>Reality loves a metaphor though, and rain falls onto your car, obscuring the universe
>The city lights go by a little too fast
>Your phone sits in the cup holder, Gatsby's green light fails to flash at you
>All the better, because the last message you received is burned into your soul for eternity
>"you're so sweet Anon, I'd be happy to hang out sometime, just as friends tho [smiley emoji] -RD"
>Your face had fallen then and there, maybe forever
>The calluses on your hands threaten to tear as you grip the steering wheel in a stupor
>Months, you slaved over a barbell, around a track, in front of mirrors, using motivation from all assortment of places to keep at it
>All for her, because she was always there with you
>Always good for a laugh
>Always good for a spot
>Always good for a bit of tomboyish trashtalk
>Between her face and your own autism, you made yourself into a machine
>And that wasn't enough, even after all those months
>Let it out boy, let out that frustration
"Fuck."
>You don't scream, screaming would require rage
>This is just...emptiness
>All you have left is knurled steel and mirrors, and that's where you're headed
>This time, you'll spot yourself, because she's out with another guy right now
>Some twink-looking fucker from out of the country
>In the back of your mind, /pol/ laughs at the concept of racemixing, as well as you being a cuck
>You drive faster
>Tonight, you'll set some PR's
>Either that, or you'll just load up 7 plates and drop the bar on your chest
>The song keeps playing, rain keeps falling, the ride never ends