aisarete ch5

chapter 5
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I've always wanted someone to love me.
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A: Mm...
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A: Ah
A: Ah...!
A: No, uh, st-
A: Uu.....
(crying noises: Uh..,uu, hi, hic, ugh)
T: ....I'm sorry, Asuka-san....
T: Did you...hate it?
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A: (Nn...)
T: A, Asuka-san...
T: If you don't get used to it first...
A: It's okay if it hurts....It's okay if it's tight, so....
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A: Come here......
(Haa everywhere)
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A: Feels good...
A: Sorry...Tama-chan
A: Just stay like this for a bit...
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T: Katsudon...
A: Huh?
T: I ate katsudon earlier.
T: You didn't reply to me, Asuka-san... I ordered the katsu set...but they gave me katsudon.
T: I just ate it anyway. That was the first time I've done that, but
T: Why didn't you reply to me?
T: You usually respond immediately...
T: I used to not mind whether someone replied to me
T: But it bothered me so much that in the end I left the katsudon behind.
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T: I wondered if something had happened and headed for your apartment
T: And on the way there
T: I saw you
T: getting on a taxi with a man. How to put it...
T: The expression on your face was...
T: I called a taxi too, and told him to "follow that car" like in a drama.
T: My body was hot but my head was cold
What is this
T: The blood was rushing to my head, but at the same time it was puling back....
T: It was a feeling I didn't understand....
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T: I reached your apartment, and from the small window I could see you crying.
What is this......
T: Before I knew it, I took your hand and was running.
A: Why....Even though you didn't say anything before...
T: Before?
A: When that guy at the park talked about my past...
A: You didn't react at all, Tama-chan.
A: I thought you didn't care about me...
T: You really
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T: You thought that was because I don't care about you?
T: At that time, I felt when I looked at you
T: That it's okay if there's things I don't know in our relationship.
T: Saying I don't care,
T: Weren't you mistaken?
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A: It seemed like I didn't care, so you also acted that way
A: Is that what you're saying?
T: Yes.
What.... What...
So it wasn't because he wasn't interested in me...
(Ahaha...)
A: Tama-chan...
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A: Shall we....continue?
(Ahs and hahs the usual)
A: How many minutes has it been...
A: Maybe I should count by tens...?
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A: This kind of slow sex... This is the first time in life...
A: I want it to be more passionate, enough that it hurts, but
A: Even though it's too slow and there's an itchy feeling in my stomach
A: I'm happy...
(Ah...)
A: No good
A: I'm already...
T: Yes... Me too...
A: Gonna cu...
A: Cum....
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A: Aha...a...aah...
all of the small horizontal bubbles are b-bmp
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T: The first time we met...
T: I could have just forcefully turned you away.
T: But I didn't.
T: I couldn't get your wound-covered feet out of my head.
T: If I were to stroke there, or lick there...how would it feel?
T: What kind of face would you make?
T: When I thought about that I couldn't think of anything else...
T: Meeting you changed something inside of me.
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T: Is this what love is, I wonder....
I've always wanted someone to love me.
To be loved in an easy to understand way
Through words, through things, through sex
If I were to say "Yes, that's love" right now, would Shinjirou become mine...?
A: ...It's fine. That doesn't matter any more.
T: Say something, please.
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A: Figure it out yourself.
Worry about me as much as possible
A: You're smart, right?
And think about me forever.
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F:(stare) He's so handsome he sticks out like a sore thumb... (So out of place...)
E: ...When I throw you away
E: You always come back to me
Worker: Here's your curry udon.
E: ...I ordered curry ramen.
(Eh, really?)
(F: stare) (E: I'll eat it though)
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F: So you're saying...you think about this person 24 hours a day
F: Enough that it causes a disturbance to your daily life?
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F: Ah, I felt that a lot in my youth~ All the time~
T: Do you understand yourself why you became that way?
F: Why, you ask....It's just because you're in lo...
A: Hold on, I told you to figure it out yourself.
A: You're cheating.
(T: Tch)
(F: I was on a walk and ran into him~ Am I interrupting your date? A: Not at all)
T: I wasn't cheating. I was just doing a survey.
(F: What-- What are you talking about--)
A: You clicked your tongue at me just now.
(F: You're close huh-- T: I was just consulting... A: That's cheating--)
F: No way
F: Hata-chan!
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F: What's with those cheap looking shoes?
A: You noticed? I got them for 480 at Yamamura.
F: The material's too thin. If it rains they'll get soaked.
F: If you wear those you'll become ugly. (Shunned--)
A: A freeter doesn't have time to care about fashion.
T: I thought I could give you a good answer, but...
A: Fufufu
T: What? I'm seriously thinking about this...
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A: Worry about it as much as possible.
A: Mr. Straight-laced.