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- To whom it my concern,
- In lieu of recent events and outbursts from myself for pretty much no reason, I have decided to seek psychiatric help.
- As some of you may or may not know I suffer from severe depression and anxiety. I want to apologize for my recent actions as of late.
- This is not how I wanted to act, I've been taking medication for some time now.
- I started at 10mg of anti-depressent when I was 12, I am now almost 24 years old and taking up to 120mg a day with no actual effect on my mood, within the past week I have run out of said medication.
- Some of you know I have recently moved, which leaves me without a doctor where I am currently living. I do not wish to act like, for lack of a better term, a "pretenious douche bag."
- I have also suffered through a servely trumatic childhood, which really isn't an excuse but it eats at me every day living were I am, as it is where most of my childhood took place.
- I often stand around and stare absentmindedly at nothing in particular, this is more from fighting with my own self, than anything else.
- When you become that fixated with surviving yourself, it becomes a physical struggle to even move. I go to bed hoping, and sometimes even praying that I wake up anywhere but here.
- I've literally become repulsed by what I've seen myself become, and I want anywhere that doesn't remind me of myself.
- I'm hoping that when I've finished finding myself, I can come to terms with it, and finally be able to move on with my life, instead of having to fight with myself in a struggle of trying to keep myself from hurting myself.
- Regards,
- Kevin 'mosh' Glendenning
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