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- [11:00:25 PM] Constantine Xen: this hurts me more than lumi not trusting me
- [11:00:39 PM] Constantine Xen: being seen like someone who can actually do that
- [11:00:55 PM] Constantine Xen: you spoke with zodac, you just fed eachothers drama
- [11:01:15 PM] Constantine Xen: "involved chili"
- [11:01:21 PM] Constantine Xen: so much involvment!!
- [11:01:33 PM] Constantine Xen: asked him to ask her when she goes to norway, so i don't have to break silence
- [11:02:46 PM] Uuh Ъ: and you think chili wouldnt find it weird asking him out of blue that?
- [11:02:52 PM] Uuh Ъ: like seriously now?
- [11:03:10 PM] Constantine Xen: i told him
- [11:03:13 PM] Constantine Xen: "i'm not speaking to her"
- [11:03:26 PM] Constantine Xen: and he knew i'm living together with her
- [11:04:01 PM] Constantine Xen: i'm being seen as such a piece of shit
- [11:04:15 PM] Constantine Xen: how can i face everyone else now?
- [11:04:26 PM] Constantine Xen: i just let my bad emotions out to you people, i had no one else
- [11:04:59 PM] Constantine Xen: and together, you all decided my fight is pointless
- [11:05:10 PM] Constantine Xen: even now, i will not give up
- [11:05:16 PM] Constantine Xen: friend or whatever
- [11:05:29 PM] Constantine Xen: i will do whatever needs to be done to fix things with hanna
- [11:05:45 PM] Constantine Xen: your opinions or convictions cannot break me
- [11:06:06 PM] Constantine Xen: i have memories and experiences that are stronger than someones words
- [11:06:41 PM] Constantine Xen: and i will struggle to keep them
- [11:06:52 PM] Constantine Xen: even if it takes ten times the pain i have now
- [11:06:59 PM] Constantine Xen: i will make things right
- [11:09:49 PM] Constantine Xen: that's what you do for what you believe in
- [11:09:53 PM] Constantine Xen: you don't just move on
- [11:10:36 PM] Constantine Xen: you fight, until there is nothing left to fight for
- [11:11:20 PM] Uuh Ъ: human feelings are much more complicated than you think they are
- [11:11:50 PM] Constantine Xen: and how is this related to what i said?
- [11:12:01 PM] Constantine Xen: i said that even if it doesn't work out as a couple
- [11:12:17 PM] Constantine Xen: i want things with hanna to stay with me like they were, before she left
- [11:12:33 PM] Constantine Xen: even for that, i am willing to struggle
- [11:20:38 PM] Constantine Xen: at least zodac actually has real concerns..
- [11:20:46 PM] Constantine Xen: doesn't try to justify himself at every moment
- [11:24:25 PM] Uuh Ъ: I am taking the blame. I am not going to beg or cry or ask deperately for forgiveness. You can hate me, stop talking to me, block me, anything you want. I was prepared for everything the moment i decided what to do.
- [11:25:00 PM] Constantine Xen: see. nothing useful.
- [11:25:07 PM] Constantine Xen: just "i take the blame"
- [11:25:50 PM] Uuh Ъ: hmm.. so what do you want me to do then?
- [11:26:13 PM] Constantine Xen: i don't know. for one, don't be so condescending.
- [11:27:31 PM] Uuh Ъ: oh then what? cry and beg you to forgive me?
- sorry, no
- [11:27:42 PM] Constantine Xen: there's the condescendce again.
- [11:27:49 PM] Uuh Ъ: whatever
- [11:28:04 PM] Constantine Xen: zodac is not begging, nor he is crying
- [11:28:15 PM] Constantine Xen: he's just not condescending.
- [11:28:31 PM] Constantine Xen: yeah, he did say "this is a waste of time"
- [11:28:37 PM] Constantine Xen: but he also said that earlier, all the time
- [11:28:56 PM] Constantine Xen: he's consistent.
- [11:29:49 PM] Uuh Ъ: yeah sorry I'm not straightforward. next time i will have it in mind
- [11:30:02 PM] Constantine Xen: don't get into a next time
- [11:30:20 PM] Constantine Xen: before you put someone else's relationship with people they value in jeopardy
- [11:30:39 PM] Constantine Xen: i will dig myself out of this
- [11:31:02 PM] Constantine Xen: i don't know how, but i will
- [11:31:25 PM] Constantine Xen: with a valuable lesson, a painful one
- [11:31:55 PM] Constantine Xen: i would be able to forgive you only if you actually mentioned anything to me first
- [11:32:07 PM] Constantine Xen: but hey-you went behind my back just as well
- [11:32:12 PM] Constantine Xen: on assumptions
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