SSJ RP LETHO

“Hmph.” Kourne grinded her teeth looking down from the platform at the orange clouds. “I’m too weak.” she said as she sensed a mere child whose power she couldn’t even measure due to her own being so low. “I was too weak to live.” she fell to her knees and closed her eyes, she remembered Naraku’s body limp, lifeless, bloody and beaten. She held him in her arms, her best friend, even they hated each other after they got through with their problems they spent almost every day and every waking moment together, she began to shed tears. “Why..” she thought to herself as her arms fell to her side she just let them hang. “He doesn’t even exist anymore…” Naraku had faded from existence, she couldn’t believe it. “Kold..” she said as she wrapped her fingers into her fist clenching it so tight that her fingernails began to cut into her palms causing blood to trickle down her palms hitting the white tiles below her.

“He killed me, I was so weak. How could I save them!” she said as she stood to her feet and looked up at the clear skies. The wind around her began to pick up, she had been dead for about two years and these thoughts flowed through her head every day. “I was too weak, dreams of being the strongest, wasted.” her hair began to flow as the winds picked up more, the blood from palms leaking in between the spaces from each tile. “I COULDN'T SAVE MYSELF!” she yelled with emotion as her red aura appeared around her engulfing her body like flames, this wasn’t from her will to fight, or even her will to be the strongest, this was from her now ever burning rage. Her rage just now began to boil over.

Her strong mind was now as fragile as glass, filling with cracks the very moment she met her end at the hands of Kold. The tiles below her feet began to crack under her ever increasing power. She remembered every defeat in her lifetime, Naraku taking her tail, Naraku breaking her arm, Kold coming to their planet and defeating every warrior they had, Kold coming to earth taking everyone on and defeating her and Xerion, she remembered the battle on a doomed Vegeta, her very planet blown up in front of her eyes as she sat to weak to do anything, finally she remembered her final battle in the living realm, Kold defeating killing Kale, almost killing Yahiko, and killing her with one blow, the ultimate blow to her pride. The tears came faster to her eyes now, her fist clenched ever tighter, and her mind cracking even more.

“Naraku, Kale and myself all dead.” she said in a sad tone, “I COULDN'T EVEN SAVE MYSELF! HOW COULD I EXPECT TO SAVE THEM!” as her rage exploded among the orange clouds of the afterlife, her hair rising. Her mind began to crack more, the very dimension she stood in seemed to be shaking as her tears flowed upwards with her aura which was now flashing a golden yellow. The tiles around her that she had built began to crack and shake under the stress of her very power. The energy around her thicker than oatmeal, it all stopped for a moment in time. Everything seemed peaceful, “You couldn’t save yourself..” she whimpered quietly. Suddenly every bad moment in her life came rushing back to her at once, and her the glass frame of her mind, broke.

The face of Naraku, Candor, Xerion and Kale came to her face, all dead, all beaten, this isn’t what disturbed her most she saw the face her child, Kail, dead. She had no idea how she could help any of them or what could happen to any of them now, she was gone. She had finally snapped after two years of rage and thought “SO HOW COULD YOU SAVE THEM!” she yelled at the top of her lungs it could almost be heard through the whole afterlife. “I hate you..” she said as she closed her eyes remembering her own death, she hated the image that burned in her head, it was herself. She grinded her teeth so hard it sounded like someone was scratching a school board. Yellow sparks seemed to flash around body. She remembered Naraku’s death and her own, suddenly it was like he was back at that place, her final battle, recalling the fear and anger going throughout her body. Suddenly she remembered the punch, the one punch that caused her death, her downfall she felt it all again the cold and loneliness of her death, her demise. She saw it and she saw it over again Naraku’s body dropping on the bridge on Namek, she held his body in her very hands she screamed as she opened her eyes and unimaginable power began to emit from her body. a yellow aura would flash around her, her long black spiky hair flashed yellow, and her eyes began to turn into a yellowish green. Her aura turned yellow as she continued to yell endlessly, her screaming echoing across the realm and suddenly it seemed as if the sun itself sat upon the platform, a bright yellow light could be seen from great distances when the light faded a bit all you could see was Kourne. Her hair was now a bright yellow it stood tall on her head, and her aura held the same tint. She looked down at her hands in amazement, and didn’t say a word, she knew this is what Kold spoke of and it was probably Xerions rage over her very death that gave him this power, that she now held too.