The outage I’m about to take should not take a large toll on the air space as all comms should be switched to the alt location which will most likely cause some delays. That being said, who knows what else will become a factor due to gov’t employees being in control of the upcoming situation. Many of them live up to exactly how they are viewed by the public, lazy and useless. But that is what I have come to observe of most US Citizens, lazy. We sway how all people exist being US Citizens, yet few care. I of course say this stoned and nervous, not wanted to but feeling that I need to at least try and make this difference. I have no faith. Not in humanity anyway, you are all about death, as was I not too long ago. But unfortunately my sisters had kids and figure we should not completely destroy chance. Because that’s all I see, a gov’t who would rather take care of itself and the money in the world, definitely not its people. Though since the people do not care, what could possibly change. WAKE UPI! This is a gov’t by the people, for the people and of the people which right now equates to immoral and unethical acts. That’s why terrorists and 3rd world nations hate us, because our tax dollars go to more unrest than rest. So we deserve the retribution from people who do not have the same ability for education, work and way of life. Take a hard look in the mirror, I have. And this is why I am about to take out ZAU and my life.

April, Pop, love you guys and I am sorry. Leaving you with a big mess. Do your best to quickly move on from me please. Feel like I give a shit for the first time in a long time again...but not for too long (haha!)

So I'm gonna smoke this blunt and move on, take care everyone.