hey
[00:29:39] Infinite Skies: how's life
[00:29:50] Deppie: hey!
[00:29:54] Deppie: it's been too long
[00:30:06] Infinite Skies: yea
[00:30:10] Deppie: sunday has been pretty good, spent most of it in bed and eating
[00:30:40] Infinite Skies: well not much on my part
[00:31:27] Deppie: that's coolio
[00:32:17] Infinite Skies: yea I just remember cpw and all and you came to mind
[00:32:20] Deppie: heh
[00:32:25] Deppie: oh the joys of cpw
[00:32:46] Infinite Skies: yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa they all still look like tools except no chat and lol hangout
[00:32:50] Deppie: before the kinds of people who play hatred ironically invaded it
[00:33:00] Infinite Skies: hangout is nothing but regret
[00:33:09] Deppie: it's filled with people who have their own inner fedora
[00:33:22] Infinite Skies: hangout?
[00:33:32] Infinite Skies: I only talk to tych and desu from there idk if it's still alive
[00:33:34] Infinite Skies: it looks dead
[00:34:09] Deppie: I meant the wiki
[00:34:20] Infinite Skies: me too
[00:34:25] Infinite Skies: looks dead
[00:34:42] Deppie: there is other related wikis with chats
[00:35:09] Infinite Skies: oh
[00:35:21] Infinite Skies: well I haven't heard anything about hell or wolves in 2 years so
[00:36:22] Deppie: well...
[00:36:37] Deppie: there's been ups and downs
[00:36:42] Deppie: between me and them
[00:36:49] Deppie: (they're together now)
[00:36:52] Infinite Skies: married?
[00:37:08] Deppie: nah, but pretty much engaged
[00:37:13] Infinite Skies: oh
[00:37:18] Deppie: want their skypes?
[00:37:22] Infinite Skies: nah
[00:37:27] Infinite Skies: ty tho
[00:37:41] Infinite Skies: I don't think either would be happy with me
[00:37:46] Infinite Skies: and me neither
[00:37:46] Deppie: I mean, there's been a lot of beef between them and me
[00:37:56] Deppie: and like, I was sick of them making me cry
[00:37:57] Infinite Skies: I know I thought you hated them
[00:38:08] Deppie: it's been ups and downs
[00:38:29] Deppie: like, we knew each other, but we could never be the same
[00:38:40] Deppie: what happened recently took the biscuit tho
[00:38:43] Infinite Skies: ?
[00:38:56] Infinite Skies: what happened
[00:39:39] Deppie: I was pretty down, very down, had a status on Skype like 'I wish I could get hit by a bus'
[00:39:49] Deppie: come the evening I have an idea
[00:40:01] Infinite Skies: ?
[00:40:26] Deppie: i'll complement my friends and try to make them happy and feel good
[00:40:32] Deppie: so i'm being all sentimental
[00:40:51] Infinite Skies: it's alright
[00:40:53 | Edited 00:40:55] Infinite Skies: it's alright
[00:40:56] Deppie: and then Patrick sends me this (it's from lacey)
[00:40:59] Deppie: Look, this whole "you-guys-are-so-perfect-you're-so-amazing" thing is starting to get a bit worrisome. It's starting to get to the point it sounds very sarcastic and snarky as if you talk about us behind our backs or are currently saying something about us to other people. Whatever kind of weird game you're playing, or anything you're trying to hide, spit it out now and tell me the truth. I can't trust you when you overly flatter me or others like that.
[00:41:47] Deppie: Which tore my heart out, because they made feel like shit for being generally nice.
[00:41:52] Infinite Skies: ..............yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeea good to know they didn't change at all
[00:42:17] Deppie: what pissed me off is that they tried to play it off as my fault
[00:42:48] Infinite Skies: so you cut contact with them, do you still have them added or not
[00:42:58] Deppie: even better when they accused me of talking behind their backs, despite doing exactly that
[00:43:06] Deppie: Patrick removed me for no reason after
[00:43:13] Infinite Skies: good, remove him too
[00:43:27] Infinite Skies: really don't just let yourself be treated like that tho I know you won't anyway
[00:43:28] Deppie: i removed lacey (as it didn't feel right only having the one)
[00:43:36] Deppie: and Patrick as well
[00:43:52] Infinite Skies: when was this btw
[00:44:58] Deppie: 17th feb
[00:45:06] Deppie: i'll give you the whole story
[00:45:21] Infinite Skies: sure, well about sarah, how is she
[00:45:32] Infinite Skies: does she hate them too, like she used to
[00:45:46] Deppie: yup
[00:45:49] Deppie: what makes you feel better when you're in a bad mood?
[17/02/2015 00:27:51] Patrick: watching gamegrumps?
[17/02/2015 00:27:55] Patrick: saying fuck you bad mood?
[17/02/2015 00:27:59] Patrick: playing monster hunter?
[17/02/2015 00:28:04] Patrick: talking with lacey?
[17/02/2015 00:28:22] Patrick: i literally hate being in a bad mood
[17/02/2015 00:28:28] Patrick: so i just dont!
[17/02/2015 00:28:28 | Removed 00:31:04] Deppie Yena: This message has been removed.
[17/02/2015 00:29:08 | Removed 00:31:08] Deppie Yena: This message has been removed.
[17/02/2015 00:29:42] Patrick: be happy then
[17/02/2015 00:29:50 | Removed 00:31:12] Deppie Yena: This message has been removed.
[17/02/2015 00:30:17 | Removed 00:31:17] Deppie Yena: This message has been removed.
[17/02/2015 01:14:59] Deppie Yena: i really am glad to have met you
[17/02/2015 01:20:55] Patrick: oh
[17/02/2015 01:21:03] Deppie Yena: really
[17/02/2015 01:21:12] Deppie Yena: i'm actually lucky to have you as a friend
[17/02/2015 01:21:26] Patrick: why sentitmental so suddenly?
[17/02/2015 01:21:49] Deppie Yena: why not? you deserve it
[17/02/2015 01:23:01] Deppie Yena: hell, you're an amazing person
[17/02/2015 01:23:19] Deppie Yena: that should be enough
[17/02/2015 01:24:14] Patrick: did something happen that's making you say this or
[17/02/2015 01:24:35] Deppie Yena: I've realised how lucky I am to know people as good as you
[17/02/2015 01:24:56] Deppie Yena: You, Lacey, Chelsea, Hayden, Hannah...
[17/02/2015 01:25:01] Deppie Yena: Everyone
[17/02/2015 01:52:20] Patrick: Look, this whole "you-guys-are-so-perfect-you're-so-amazing" thing is starting to get a bit worrisome. It's starting to get to the point it sounds very sarcastic and snarky as if you talk about us behind our backs or are currently saying something about us to other people. Whatever kind of weird game you're playing, or anything you're trying to hide, spit it out now and tell me the truth. I can't trust you when you overly flatter me or others like that.
[17/02/2015 01:53:36] Deppie Yena: Is this as a response to me?
[17/02/2015 01:54:26] Patrick: it's creepy and it worries us when you just suddenly start throwing compliments
[17/02/2015 01:54:39] Deppie Yena: I'm actually pretty hurt.
[17/02/2015 01:54:40] Patrick: like you're doing it to pay up for something bad that you just did or something
[17/02/2015 01:56:07] Deppie Yena: I do it because it makes me feel happy when nothing else does, it reminds me that no matter how bad I feel, I've still got friends that are good friends. And that means a lot to me.
[17/02/2015 01:57:02] Patrick: the thing is
[17/02/2015 01:57:13] Patrick: you're breaking out a random compliment with no back-end to it
[17/02/2015 01:57:19] Patrick: and your status is you wanting to die
[17/02/2015 01:58:17 | Edited 01:59:21] Deppie Yena: I don't know what to say, I really don't know how to react to being told not to compliment. And if anything I actually feel worried, what have I done to make you think I've got a ulterior motive?
[17/02/2015 01:58:58] Patrick: think about it
[17/02/2015 01:59:26] Patrick: A good friend wants to kill themselves, they send 'goodbye' happy messages to their own friends.
[17/02/2015 01:59:35] Patrick: marlon
[17/02/2015 01:59:36] Patrick: im not
[17/02/2015 01:59:38] Patrick: telling you
[17/02/2015 01:59:41] Patrick: to not compliment
[17/02/2015 01:59:57] Patrick: i really am glad to have met youthat is a goodbye message marlon
[17/02/2015 02:00:07] Patrick: along with you deleting your other messages
[17/02/2015 02:00:10] Patrick: it made me panic
[17/02/2015 02:01:01] Deppie Yena: And therefore I can't be trusted?
[17/02/2015 02:01:33] Deppie Yena: I sent happy messages because I feel upset and I wanted to feel happy again.
[17/02/2015 02:01:55] Deppie Yena: If you had an issue, or was panicking, why didn't you ask me directly?
[17/02/2015 02:04:39] Patrick: because i was afraid you'd react just like this
[17/02/2015 02:06:07] Deppie Yena: I'm just worried about how I come across to you two.
[17/02/2015 02:06:25] Patrick: you're our friend
[17/02/2015 02:06:35] Patrick: it was just circumstantial that we got worried
[17/02/2015 02:07:05] Deppie Yena: I'm worried about talking to you all.
[17/02/2015 02:07:41] Patrick: do you just not read my messages
[17/02/2015 02:08:04] Deppie Yena: sorry hang on I've got a bit blrrue eyes
[17/02/2015 02:08:24] Patrick: think about it
A good friend wants to kill themselves, they send 'goodbye' happy messages to their own friends.
marlon
im not
telling you
to not compliment
i really am glad to have met youthat is a goodbye message marlon
along with you deleting your other messages
it made me panic
[17/02/2015 02:24:54] Deppie Yena: I'm not upset with you
[17/02/2015 02:25:06] Deppie Yena: I just don't want to lose you all again
[17/02/2015 02:36:51] Deppie Yena: I hope you're ok.
[17/02/2015 05:19:02] Deppie Yena: By the way, really am feeling better now
[18/02/2015 00:57:53] Deppie Yena: Happy pancake day
[27/02/2015 21:03:13]  Deppie Yena would like to add you on Skype
[00:45:53] Deppie: Patrick's log
[00:46:09] Infinite Skies: [17/02/2015 00:28:28 | Removed 00:31:04] Deppie Yena: This message has been removed.
[17/02/2015 00:29:08 | Removed 00:31:08] Deppie Yena: This message has been removed.?
[00:46:22] Infinite Skies: tons of removed messages
[00:46:42] Infinite Skies: I see tho
[00:46:56] Deppie: that was the sentimental stuff
[00:47:03] Infinite Skies: [17/02/2015 02:24:54] Deppie Yena: I'm not upset with you
[17/02/2015 02:25:06] Deppie Yena: I just don't want to lose you all again
[17/02/2015 02:36:51] Deppie Yena: I hope you're ok.
[17/02/2015 05:19:02] Deppie Yena: By the way, really am feeling better now
[18/02/2015 00:57:53] Deppie Yena: Happy pancake day
[27/02/2015 21:03:13]  Deppie Yena would like to add you on Skype
Patrick's log?
[00:47:36] Deppie: the recent stuff, Patrick removed me just after the second message
[00:47:52] Infinite Skies: ..............from me reading it all bush
[00:48:02] Infinite Skies: it feels like you are being nice desperately
[00:48:08] Deppie: because i was
[00:48:11] Infinite Skies: good to see you are being the bigger man but
[00:48:29] Deppie: i literally was looking for any excuse to be happy at that point
[00:48:32] Infinite Skies: so i'm gonna ask the most obvious question, you wouldn't be fine with me talking about this with anyone else right?
[00:48:40] Deppie: sure
[00:48:42] Infinite Skies: just for reference
[00:48:43] Infinite Skies: wait
[00:48:44] Infinite Skies: sure?
[00:48:50] Deppie: yes
[00:48:55] Infinite Skies: ....................uuuuuuuuuh you sure?
[00:49:06] Deppie: [16/02/2015 00:33:26] *** Deppie Yena would like to add you on Skype

Aheh, if you're worried about my icon and tagline, you've only got to warn me and I'll be more than happy to change it. ***
[17/02/2015 01:49:26] Deppie Yena: How's things been?
[17/02/2015 01:56:57 | Edited 01:57:10] Deppie Yena: Why didn't you ask or tell me directly?
[17/02/2015 01:58:52] Lacey: I couldn't find your thing for a moment
[17/02/2015 01:59:48] Lacey: And things've been alright
[17/02/2015 02:02:05] Deppie Yena: I'm sorry.
[17/02/2015 02:03:21] Lacey: I am too, Medic.
[17/02/2015 02:03:29] Lacey: I really don't want you to take me the wrong way.
[17/02/2015 02:04:04] Lacey: Your status was worrying me and Pat and the messages seemed random to us so we didn't know what was happening.
[17/02/2015 02:04:18] Lacey: Sorry if we raised confusion.
[17/02/2015 02:04:19] Deppie Yena: Then why didn't I get asked outright?
[17/02/2015 02:04:29] Deppie Yena: I'm actually worried now what else you've been saying about me.
[17/02/2015 02:05:10] Deppie Yena: I'm so sorry for making you panic.
[17/02/2015 02:05:40] Lacey: I couldn't find your Skype, for some reason I had you blocked again. [I keep having to reinstall Skype and I guess I forgot to unblock you]
[17/02/2015 02:06:02] Lacey: It's okay Medic. Sorry we seemed angry. We didn't mean to.
[17/02/2015 02:06:14] Deppie Yena: Don't be.
[17/02/2015 02:06:17] Deppie Yena: Please.
[17/02/2015 02:06:47] Deppie Yena: I'm not going to lie, I'm actually now worried about engaging with you all in future.
[17/02/2015 02:06:58] Lacey: Why?
[17/02/2015 02:07:18] Deppie Yena: Because no matter what I do, I always come off worse.
[17/02/2015 02:07:27] Deppie Yena: Oh handg on waterworks
[17/02/2015 02:07:36] Lacey: Medic!
[17/02/2015 02:07:56] Lacey: It was the status! That just alarmed us. It seemed like a goodbye message, it was just a little scare, don't panic.
[17/02/2015 02:08:24] Lacey: And no, we haven't been saying anything about you.
[17/02/2015 02:09:38] Lacey: Pat noticed your status and your messages, that's why we started talking.
[17/02/2015 02:11:00] Lacey: [8:15:45 PM] Lacey: AND THE WHOLE TIM EI WAS EATING THEM
[8:15:49 PM] Lacey: IM SO NOT USED TO EATING SHRIMP
[8:15:53 PM] Lacey: SO I ALMOST ALWAYS
[8:15:57 PM] Lacey: PULL THEM APART
[8:16:06 PM] Lacey: AND LOOK AT THE WITTLE SHRIMP INSIDE
[8:18:06 PM] Lacey: then shove it in my mouth nom
[8:20:26 PM] Patrick: I LOVE SHRIMP THO
[8:20:31 PM] Patrick: THEYRE ONE OF MY FAVS
[8:22:53 PM] Lacey: I LVOE SHRIMP TOO THEY ARE ONE OF MY FAVS AS WELL
[8:23:07 PM] Lacey: THEYRE SO WEIRD THATS WHY I LOVE THEM
[8:23:39 PM] Patrick: [7:14:53 PM] Deppie: i really am glad to have met you
[7:20:49 PM] Patrick: oh
[7:20:57 PM] Deppie: really
[7:21:06 PM] Deppie: i'm actually lucky to have you as a friend
[7:21:20 PM] Patrick: why sentitmental so suddenly?
[7:21:44 PM] Deppie: why not? you deserve it
[7:22:54 PM] Deppie: hell, you're an amazing person
[7:23:12 PM] Deppie: that should be enough
[7:24:08 PM] Patrick: did something happen that's making you say this or
[8:24:56 PM] Lacey: oh my god wh
[17/02/2015 02:12:20] Lacey: Patrick is worried that you're upset with us.
[17/02/2015 02:13:20] Deppie Yena: I just..
[17/02/2015 02:13:39 | Edited 02:14:33] Deppie Yena: Look, this whole "you-guys-are-so-perfect-you're-so-amazing" thing is starting to get a bit worrisome. It's starting to get to the point it sounds very sarcastic and snarky as if you talk about us behind our backs or are currently saying something about us to other people. Whatever kind of weird game you're playing, or anything you're trying to hide, spit it out now and tell me the truth. I can't trust you when you overly flatter me or others like that.
[17/02/2015 02:14:02] Deppie Yena: That really freaked me out, it made me think I was being nasty, that nothing I do is nice anymore
[17/02/2015 02:14:09] Deppie Yena: Or I was being horrible
[17/02/2015 02:14:29] Lacey: No, please, that's not what I meant.
[17/02/2015 02:14:43] Deppie Yena: But it's what you said, even Patrick said it was creepy
[17/02/2015 02:15:42] Lacey: It just seemed "off". Your status did too. We didn't know what was going on and it made us kinda panic.
[00:49:09] Infinite Skies: well said person would of course be only the closest person I ever know
[00:49:22] Deppie: it's fine, tell anyone
[00:49:25] Deppie: [17/02/2015 02:16:18] Deppie Yena: Everything that's happened before with us has made me a needy wreak, I'm scared of talking to you all, in case things like this happen
[17/02/2015 02:17:00] Deppie Yena: I really do think the world of you all, but I'm so scared I'll get hurt
[17/02/2015 02:17:40] Lacey: Remember how I peacefully ended me and Sarah's friendship, because I felt like she just wasn't herself anymore?
[17/02/2015 02:17:56] Deppie Yena: Do you think it's time for me to go the same way?
[17/02/2015 02:18:29] Lacey: I wasn't comfortable in the friendship anymore. And you surprised me when you said Pelly left her, I had no idea until you told me.
[17/02/2015 02:18:54] Lacey: I don't know. If you do not feel comfortable in our friendship, you need to tell me. You need to let me know.
[17/02/2015 02:18:56] Deppie Yena: i miss lacey too
should i try talking to them again?
i resent a contact request to her
hope shell accept
[17/02/2015 02:19:35] Deppie Yena: I need you all, I really do.
[17/02/2015 02:19:59] Lacey: As guilty as that makes me feel, I just don't feel comfortable being friends with her anymore.
[17/02/2015 02:20:33] Lacey: I don't mean to offend. I really do not.
[17/02/2015 02:20:42] Deppie Yena: I understand, don't worry.
[17/02/2015 02:21:57] Lacey: I love Sarah. I care about her. Me not wishing to be friends with her doesn't mean I dont' LIKE her. It just means I'm not comfortable and we needed to break apart. It's like how you grow up and start breaking away from some people.
[17/02/2015 02:22:15] Lacey: It just happens, and it's a hell of a lot better when it's done calmly and politely instead of through drama.
[17/02/2015 02:22:26] Lacey: I didn't want us to lose friendship via drama.
[17/02/2015 02:22:47] Lacey: I was tired of drama. I was tired of hurting her feelings, and tired of hurting yours, and getting shit stirred up.
[17/02/2015 02:25:22] Lacey: We don't talk about you guys anymore, but when we do, we avoid shit talking Sarah or whatever like we did a year back. I'm avoiding that now because I know that was out of me just being hurt or annoyed. Patrick never says anything about her, Patrick wasn't extremely close to her. Chelsea is still friendly with her. I'm tired of the drama and hurting Sarah and other people and then getting myself hurt so I just don't shit talk people anymore. I'm tired of it.
[17/02/2015 02:25:41] Lacey: There's too much drama going on down here anyways, like with my brother and shit.
[17/02/2015 02:25:49] Deppie Yena: I'm sorry Lacey
[17/02/2015 02:26:08] Deppie Yena: I just don't want to lose the people I value most
[17/02/2015 02:26:30] Deppie Yena: Oh..
[17/02/2015 02:26:35] Deppie Yena: Oh dear
[17/02/2015 02:26:38] Lacey: I know, Mar.
[17/02/2015 02:26:38] Lacey: ?
[17/02/2015 02:26:50] Deppie Yena: Patrick has just removed me
[17/02/2015 02:26:58] Deppie Yena: Are you going too?
[17/02/2015 02:27:12] Deppie Yena: What about Hayden and Chelsea?
[17/02/2015 02:27:15] Lacey: Nah.
[17/02/2015 02:27:17] Deppie Yena: Are they going?
[17/02/2015 02:27:36] Lacey: Hayden and Chelsea don't even know what happened. Don't worry.
[17/02/2015 02:28:10] Lacey: If anything is said about you it's usually just between me and Patrick, like when you send him pictures or something.
[17/02/2015 02:28:32] Deppie Yena: I'm sorry Lacey..
[17/02/2015 02:28:52] Deppie Yena: I just wanted to feel happy, I've not been feeling good these past few weeks
[17/02/2015 02:29:13] Lacey: I'm sorry too Medic. I didn't mean to make you feel upset or take us the wrong way.
[17/02/2015 02:29:15] Deppie Yena: I've really caused you two bother.
[17/02/2015 02:29:16] Lacey: Want some games?
...
[00:49:26] Infinite Skies: alright
[00:49:27] Infinite Skies: Aheh, if you're worried about my icon and tagline, you've only got to warn me and I'll be more than happy to change it. ***?
[00:50:27] Deppie: she used to block me due to me being in vid chats with Chelsea, her mom sometimes might join her and my icons can vary in lewdness
[00:50:42] Infinite Skies: Chelsea?
[00:50:47] Deppie: i know i come across as desperate, but i just wanted so much to be happy
[00:50:54] Deppie: can't remember her wikia name, sorry
[00:51:00] Infinite Skies: you don't have to
[00:51:03] Infinite Skies: just give me points
[00:51:04] Infinite Skies: and
[00:51:18] Infinite Skies: bush, trust me, I know all about desperation, if anything you're a bigger man then me
[00:51:22] Infinite Skies: when it comes to that
[00:51:28] Deppie: because i was seriously doing nasty things to myself already, and I just wanted to stop being so sad
[00:51:40] Infinite Skies: nasty things such as cutting yourself?
[00:51:46] Deppie: worse
[00:51:48] Infinite Skies: such as?
[00:51:53] Deppie: I've been pouring bleach over myself
[00:52:03] Infinite Skies: I see
[00:52:06] Infinite Skies: how about now
[00:52:16] Deppie: not done it in two weeks
[00:52:21 | Edited 00:53:18] Deppie: seeing people about it, mental health advisers
[00:52:33] Infinite Skies: [17/02/2015 02:18:29] Lacey: I wasn't comfortable in the friendship anymore. And you surprised me when you said Pelly left her, I had no idea until you told me.ugh, her, god dammit I could have done it without seeing that fucking name
[00:53:08] Infinite Skies: i don't want to stay on it but
[00:53:22] Infinite Skies: was pelly the sjwus ultimus in a relationship with wolves
[00:53:28] Deppie: no
[00:53:35] Infinite Skies: with who then
[00:53:36] Deppie: sarah was in one with megan, Pelly's best friend
[00:53:44] Infinite Skies: great
[00:53:46] Deppie: sarah broke up
[00:53:59] Deppie: right around the time megan started being fictionkin
[00:54:02] Infinite Skies: that's a very good choice i know i may sound biased here but.......................................ugh
[00:54:08] Infinite Skies: no
[00:54:10] Infinite Skies: not with fictionkin
[00:54:12] Infinite Skies: i mean with pelly
[00:54:17] Deppie: it's cool
[00:54:18] Infinite Skies: right i already have a friend who's fictionkin
[00:54:25] Deppie: oh boy
[00:54:32] Infinite Skies: eh, he's more normal then me
[00:54:38] Infinite Skies: trust me at that point
[00:54:40] Infinite Skies: and a very
[00:54:42] Infinite Skies: very close friend
[00:54:50] Deppie: did you read the whole log?
[00:54:57] Infinite Skies: i don't want to after seeing that name god
[00:55:07] Infinite Skies: i will tho
[00:55:22] Deppie: they actually made me cry
[00:55:27] Deppie: i can't believe it
[00:56:06] Infinite Skies: look i'll keep one thing clear the whole thing about being fictionkin and what not I've so rarely seen my friend mention let alone shovethroat it, and i am also pretty fucking sure Pelly's lovely friend probably shovethroated it all the fucking time, so, just, don't have a bad impression on all fictionkin people right?
[00:56:12] Infinite Skies: cuz i know pelly when it comes to this
[00:56:13] Infinite Skies: ugh
[00:56:23] Deppie: nah it's cool
[00:56:33] Deppie: i never was  close to pelly or sarah's ex
[00:56:38] Deppie: i did try to be but
[00:56:50] Infinite Skies: fuck it, she changed, she changed a great deal leave it at that
[00:56:56] Infinite Skies: tell that to sarah too for me okay
[00:57:03] Infinite Skies: can i trust you with that
[00:57:18] Infinite Skies: i have sarah but if i contacted her just to say this imagine how rude it would be
[00:57:32] Infinite Skies: so just
[00:57:49 | Edited 00:57:58] Deppie: it should be fine
[00:58:04] Infinite Skies: look i'll keep one thing clear the whole thing about being fictionkin and what not I've so rarely seen my friend mention let alone shovethroat it, and i am also pretty fucking sure Pelly's lovely friend probably shovethroated it all the fucking time, so, just, don't have a bad impression on all fictionkin people right?
cuz i know pelly when it comes to thisparaphrase that to her for me, connect it in any kind of conversation of any kind can i trust you with that
[00:58:12] Infinite Skies: as for something else
[00:58:29] Deppie: sarah wants to be friends with megan (her ex) again
[00:58:33] Infinite Skies: they actually made me cry
i can't believe iti can somewhat really honestly, did you know i rarely cried, so when it happens i know how painful it can be
[00:58:41] Deppie: it's not because she was fictionkin that was messing it up
[00:58:45] Infinite Skies: good
[00:58:47] Infinite Skies: but
[00:58:52] Deppie: they always made me out to be the bad guy
[00:58:54] Deppie: always
[00:59:07] Deppie: even in this case where i was so pathetically nice
[00:59:12] Infinite Skies: what about pelly, ok let's just say i fought with her ages ago and it was so awful i'll tell you the details one day
[00:59:21] Deppie: they still spun it as me having an agenda
[00:59:27] Infinite Skies: also bush, the more you try to act nice the more it can be abused
[00:59:31] Infinite Skies: i'm not saying don't act nice
[00:59:35] Deppie: i don't care
[00:59:41 | Edited 00:59:42] Infinite Skies: well i do
[00:59:42] Deppie: really
[00:59:46] Deppie: they can't abuse me
[00:59:53] Infinite Skies: keep on acting nice please, just call out bullshit too
[01:00:03] Deppie: i worry i can't
[01:00:21] Infinite Skies: [17/02/2015 02:29:15] Deppie Yena: I've really caused you two bother.
[17/02/2015 02:29:16] Lacey: Want some games?
...what happened then
[01:00:28 | Edited 01:02:21] Deppie: i really wanted to get all angry at pat and lacey but I couldn't
[01:00:31] Deppie: i said no
[01:00:33] Deppie: hold on
[01:00:51] Infinite Skies: you're a better man then me....
[01:00:55] Infinite Skies: anyway
[01:00:57] Infinite Skies: sigh
[01:01:09] Infinite Skies: what about sarah is she alright i wanna talk to her but yea one day
[01:02:01] Deppie: [17/02/2015 02:29:25] Deppie Yena: It's fine, really.
[17/02/2015 02:29:32] Lacey: No, no. Just a fright.
[17/02/2015 02:29:43] Deppie Yena: I just want Patrick back
[17/02/2015 02:29:50] Lacey: Why?
[17/02/2015 02:30:21] Deppie Yena: You said it yourself, you're part of a set
[17/02/2015 02:30:27] Deppie Yena: Can't have one without the other
[17/02/2015 02:30:45] Lacey: He'll likely add you back. Don't worry.
[17/02/2015 02:30:53] Deppie Yena: I hope he's ok.
[17/02/2015 02:31:01] Lacey: He is.
[17/02/2015 02:31:20] Deppie Yena: Do you have a paypal donate button somewhere?
[17/02/2015 02:31:24] Lacey: Chelsea's talking to me now. Not about you, though. We're discussing music.
[17/02/2015 02:31:35] Lacey: Nah. Can't have internet money yet.
[17/02/2015 02:31:38] Lacey: http://www.toonget.com/pokemon-eevee-and-friends-2013
[17/02/2015 02:31:46] Lacey: Here, cheer up for me. Have some anime. It's on the house.
[17/02/2015 02:31:54] Lacey: And sorry for the trouble we spooked outta you.
[17/02/2015 02:32:03] Lacey: [9:30:23 PM] Lacey: HOW U DOIN GURL
[9:30:53 PM] Patrick: DOIN GOOD GURL
[17/02/2015 02:32:07] Lacey: Yeah he's fine.
[17/02/2015 02:32:11] Deppie Yena: I love you all.
[17/02/2015 02:32:16] Lacey: Love ya too.
[17/02/2015 02:32:19] Deppie Yena: So much.
[17/02/2015 02:32:28] Lacey: Don't be sad. Just watch some anime and fall asleep.
[17/02/2015 02:41:36] Deppie Yena: I'll try
[17/02/2015 03:03:53 | Edited 03:08:26] Deppie Yena: I hope Chelsea and Haysen are ok
[01:02:12] Infinite Skies: i see
[01:02:26] Deppie: Sarah is temp
[01:02:30] Deppie: I thought you knew her?
[01:02:56] Infinite Skies: i do
[01:03:00] Infinite Skies: temmington
[01:03:05] Infinite Skies: i haven't talked with her in ages tho
[01:03:07] Infinite Skies: i still have her
[01:03:08] Infinite Skies: also
[01:03:15] Infinite Skies: do you still have wolves added
[01:03:21] Deppie: I don't
[01:03:29] Infinite Skies: so why did she say all that stuff
[01:03:41] Infinite Skies: the logs are confusing me
[01:03:55] Deppie: Took them off, added them back for a bit, they never accepted, removed them again
[01:04:00] Infinite Skies: alright i see
[01:04:01] Infinite Skies: so
[01:04:02] Deppie: Best thing to do is look at the times
[01:04:15] Infinite Skies:  you back. Don't worry.
[17/02/2015 02:30:53] Deppie Yena: I hope he's ok.
[17/02/2015 02:31:01] Lacey: He is.
[17/02/2015 02:31:20] Deppie Yena: Do you have a paypal donate button somewhere?
[17/02/2015 02:31:24] Lacey: Chelsea's talking to me now. Not about you, though. We're discussing music.
[17/02/2015 02:31:35] Lacey: Nah. Can't have internet money yet.
[17/02/2015 02:31:38] Lacey: http://www.toonget.com/pokemon-eevee-and-friends-2013
[17/02/2015 02:31:46] Lacey: Here, cheer up for me. Have some anime. It's on the house.
[17/02/2015 02:31:54] Lacey: And sorry for the trouble we spooked outta you.
[17/02/2015 02:32:03] Lacey: [9:30:23 PM] Lacey: HOW U DOIN GURL
[9:30:53 PM] Patrick: DOIN GOOD GURL
[17/02/2015 02:32:07] Lacey: Yeah he's fine.
[17/02/2015 02:32:11] Deppie Yena: I love you all.
[17/02/2015 02:32:16] Lacey: Love ya too.
[17/02/2015 02:32:19] Deppie Yena: So much.
[17/02/2015 02:32:28] Lacey: Don't be sad. Just watch some anime and fall asleep.
[17/02/2015 02:41:36] Deppie Yena: I'll try
[17/02/2015 03:03:53 | Edited 03:08:26] Deppie Yena: I hope Chelsea and Haysen are okthese were just lies?
[01:05:01] Infinite Skies: bush forgive my ignorance if i fail to understand anything you post
[01:05:02] Infinite Skies: but
[01:05:04] Infinite Skies: i have to ask...
[01:05:18] Deppie: not lies
[01:05:19] Deppie: but
[01:05:29] Infinite Skies: were those the last things she said to you
[01:05:38] Deppie: no
[01:05:59] Infinite Skies: did you post the last things she said to you
[01:06:05] Infinite Skies: in what chronological order again
[01:06:07] Deppie: [17/02/2015 03:20:37] Lacey: beware
[17/02/2015 03:20:52] Lacey: a bunch of skype spammer bots are targeting furries
[17/02/2015 03:20:59] Lacey: keep your icon for a few days the way it is now
[17/02/2015 03:21:06] Lacey: the bots look like this, and come in swarms:
[17/02/2015 03:21:13] Lacey: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/B-A_AeWIEAAwVv2.jpg
[17/02/2015 03:21:27] Lacey: do NOT even try to play with them, immediately block them and report them
[17/02/2015 03:21:35] Lacey: FUCK WRONG LINK
[17/02/2015 03:21:38] Lacey: OH FUCK
[17/02/2015 03:21:47] Lacey: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/B-A9bihCYAMZP8v.png
[17/02/2015 03:21:55] Lacey: there is the right link
[17/02/2015 03:22:16 | Edited 03:24:00] Deppie Yena: thanks for the heads up, to be honest I'd be more likely to reply to the first link
[17/02/2015 03:22:30 | Edited 04:14:23] Deppie Yena: Not sure if I should go about checking my Skype is not on anywhere worrying.
[17/02/2015 05:17:02] Deppie Yena: I can say that, that whole event has really made me feel better.
[17/02/2015 05:18:13 | Edited 05:18:27] Deppie Yena: Also, your icon has reminded me to say, I think a friend is turning me into a pony lover
[17/02/2015 22:37:23] Deppie Yena: https://41.media.tumblr.com/d2ea9813841c1c4cc77c4bc63ef766e0/tumblr_nia7cyQwiM1sm8hr2o1_540.jpg
[18/02/2015 00:11:34] Deppie Yena: Eating peanut butter by the tub...
[19/02/2015 02:51:15] Lacey: o
[21/02/2015 04:33:47 | Edited 04:42:28] Deppie Yena: hey, what's new?
[25/02/2015 05:01:27] Lacey: no
[25/02/2015 05:01:50 | Edited 05:02:05] Deppie Yena: no what?
[25/02/2015 05:02:14] Lacey: o nvm
[25/02/2015 05:02:26] Lacey: shit srry wrong person
[27/02/2015 21:03:33]  Deppie Yena would like to add you on Skype
[01:06:14] Deppie: this was the last
[01:06:15] Infinite Skies: forgive my stupidity
[01:06:22] Infinite Skies: alrighti see
[01:06:24] Deppie: basically, after pat removed me
[01:06:27] Deppie: i felt really bad
[01:06:28] Infinite Skies: i see....
[01:06:31] Infinite Skies: yea
[01:06:35] Deppie: like, the set was ruind
[01:06:35] Infinite Skies: she was playing the good cop then?
[01:06:41] Deppie: not sure
[01:06:49] Deppie: but i knew after what happened
[01:06:50] Infinite Skies: .......sigh, this is kinda tragic really
[01:06:53] Deppie: i could never trust them again
[01:06:57] Infinite Skies: yea
[01:07:08] Infinite Skies: .....i understand, maybe i shouldn't have brought this up at all
[01:07:12] Deppie: plus, if this is how they think you should treat someone you think is suicidal
[01:07:26] Deppie: i hope they never actually have to deal with anyone
[01:07:31] Deppie: they could have just asked
[01:07:40] Infinite Skies: right
[01:07:44] Deppie: "hey your status is worrying, wanna talk?"
[01:08:07] Infinite Skies: well maybe i should be more up to date with your skype
[01:08:09] Deppie: or "you sound like you're saying goodbye, and your status, are you ok?"
[01:08:23] Infinite Skies: ....either way are you okay now
[01:08:39] Infinite Skies: ?
[01:09:00] Infinite Skies: bush, can i get a response of any kind i am worried
[01:09:15] Infinite Skies: bush?
[01:09:40] Deppie: I'm
[01:09:43] Deppie: stable
[01:09:51] Infinite Skies: stable is one word for it
[01:09:54] Deppie: like, i'm seeing a mental health team
[01:10:02] Deppie: army doesn't know a thing
[01:10:03] Deppie: all is good
[01:10:06] Infinite Skies: i want you to be better then that, i know there isn't much i can do but
[01:10:27] Infinite Skies: didn't knew you were in the army or they allowed internet there, kinda envy that bit
[01:10:30] Infinite Skies:  either case
[01:10:33] Infinite Skies: are you fine with life
[01:10:55] Deppie: no
[01:10:58] Infinite Skies: honestly i really want to get a clear response from you saying you won't...harm yourself anymore
[01:11:09] Deppie: i can't promise that
[01:11:22] Deppie: right now, I've been shaving myself as an alternative
[01:11:28] Infinite Skies: right none of us are fine with life, not me, not my friends it really isn't worth living but for all it's worth, at least promise me you will contact me when you try to
[01:11:42] Deppie: but too many nicks, scrapes, razor rash and ingrown hair is making my life hell
[01:12:07] Infinite Skies: well
[01:12:22] Infinite Skies: this may seem too random but why not going to a barber
[01:12:37] Infinite Skies: and then
[01:12:48] Infinite Skies: ...............well
[01:12:50] Infinite Skies: actually
[01:12:59] Infinite Skies: when you are confident you won't harm yourself do it
[01:13:01] Infinite Skies: and again
[01:13:17] Infinite Skies: can you at least tell me before, or even after doing it
[01:13:38] Deppie: i can't afford a barber
[01:13:39] Infinite Skies: rant all your sorrows to me, please i mean yea we aren't the closest friends out there we never talked that much but despite all that
[01:13:50] Deppie: and i'm too insecure to get it waxed off
[01:13:55] Deppie: like, i can't stand my body hair
[01:14:10] Infinite Skies: i dislike my body hair too except my hair
[01:14:11] Deppie: i'm guessing the bleach helps me feel 'clean'
[01:14:21 | Edited 01:14:35] Deppie: and washes away the gross
[01:14:37] Infinite Skies: but still
[01:14:50] Infinite Skies: it does more harm then good, you already realize that yourself
[01:15:06] Infinite Skies: i want to repeat myself
[01:15:19] Infinite Skies: i know we were never that close
[01:15:20] Infinite Skies: but
[01:15:37] Infinite Skies: even if i'm just a random guy on the internet i would like it if you vented all your pain to me
[01:15:45] Deppie: it's fine, really
[01:16:03] Deppie: once I've sorted my body hair image out, i'll be able to move on
[01:16:12] Infinite Skies: this life and all it's worth is nothing but shit with the world filled with trash i already hate everything around me, i at least want to be helpful in the little things i do
[01:16:28] Deppie: do speak to sarah more
[01:16:32] Infinite Skies: ?
[01:16:35] Deppie: she could do with someone like you
[01:16:42] Infinite Skies: how come
[01:17:41] Deppie: because you're a good person
[01:17:47] Deppie: say hey to her as soon as you can
[01:17:53] Infinite Skies: i just did
[01:18:00] Infinite Skies: but yea as i thought it's going awkwardly
[01:18:05] Infinite Skies: and
[01:18:17] Infinite Skies: .....heh, i really think otherwise about the good person thing, but, thank you nontheless
[01:19:10] Infinite Skies: ....best of luck, and please consider my request about contacting me when you try to harm yourself