Some sad news

Tsaaq: ((PANTIES.))
Alexithymiaa: (LOUNGING)
Tsaaq: Hayle sat on the couch, flipping through the channels as she stared at the television. Her hand was aimlessly petting Hera as she sighed. Her phone sitting beside her and stuff but she wasn't really paying attention to it or anything.
Tsaaq: ((*Hayley x.x))
Alexithymiaa: -Adam was standing behind the couch, flat out baffled because he'd been sitting on the couch with Hayley when he noticed his wallet was missing from his pocket where he last had it. He leaned down to look underneath the couch, assuming it had fallen out and dropped to the floor.-
Tsaaq: She turned to look over at Adam. She furrowed her eyebrows as she put Hera down beside her. "What happened?" She asked. Hayley pushed up to her feet as well.
Alexithymiaa: "I can't find my wallet." He said in a casual tone because he wasnt actually worried yet. It probably falls out of his pocket all the time when he's lounging around. He pushed up to his feet from the floor, planting his hands on his hips as he scanned their immediate area. "Maybe it's in the couch."-
Tsaaq: Hayley frowned and looked down at the couch. "Scoot." She told Hera who fucking refused to move. She leaned forward and began to dig her hands around between the couch cushions. Once she couldn't find anything she went down on her knees and started to look underneath the couch.
Alexithymiaa: "Nothing?" He asked her when she moved from the couch to the floor, clearly coming up empty handed. He scratched at the top of his head, spinning around to look toward the kitchen where Lady was lying on the floor gnawing on her bone he'd given her a little earlier. "I don't see it..."-
Tsaaq: "When was the last time you had your wallet. Like when you took it out to do a thing or whatever?" Hayley asked, not bothering to get up from the floor yet. She sat indian style on the carpet.
Alexithymiaa: "Well...." He paused, trying to think specifically the last time it was in his hand. "I went to the store to pick up a few things earlier, and I put it back in my pocket after I paid. And I remember getting into the car with it because it was uncomfortable when I was sitting on it. But that's the last time I remember specifically thinking about it."-
Tsaaq: ((HOW THE HELL DID I GET UP HERE.))
Tsaaq: She looked at the animals then at Adam. She chewed the inside of her cheek a moment. She stood up and went to the door. "Let's go check the truck then." Hayley suggested as she pulled the door open and walked out onto the porch.
Alexithymiaa: "Okay." He turned to follow her to the front door, stepping out onto the porch behind her and closing the door so no animals ran out. He walked down the stairs and turned left to head to his truck parked in the driveway, not needing keys because fucker never locks his truck. He pulled the driver's door open, leaning in and sweeping his hands over the seat. "I don't see it."-
Tsaaq: "Look under." Hayley said. She went to look down by the gas and brakes then under the seat of the truck. Her eyebrows furrowed as she climbed out of the vehicle and crossed her arms over her chest. "I don't get it... You had it when you got home, right?"
Alexithymiaa: "I definitely did. I mean it's not like there was really much in it, but I don't want to drive anywhere without my license." He ducked back into the truck to look it over once more, frowning. "Maybe it fell out when I was putting things away?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley put her hands on her hips. "In the kitchen?" She asked as she went back towards the house. She jogged up the steps and tripped but attempted to play it off and as she held the door open for him.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah." He pushed the truck door shut and turned to follow her bacl into the house, closing the door behind him and heading over into the kitchen. Just out of first thought because he can be absent minded sometimes, he opened the fridge, checking the shelves to make sure he hasn't left it in there.-
Tsaaq: She poked out her lips as she went to look around in the kitchen. Under the dining room table and over by the little closet/seat that was over there too. "I don't really see it anywhere." She sighed, leaning against the counter.
Alexithymiaa: -He started pulling open cabinets, assuming he'd left it in one when he was putting things away, coming up empty handed. "I don't either. I don't know where else I could have left it."-
Tsaaq: "I mean, we can reorder your stuff." Hayley shrugged her shoulders at him. "That's the good thing about DMV letting you do stuff online." She pouted. "Unless you think we'll find it later..."
Alexithymiaa: "I guess I'll have to cancel my debit card too..." He said with a sigh, not really believing his wallet was gone, just temporarily misplaced. "But where could it have gone? It has to be somewhere in the house."-
Tsaaq: Hayley inhaled deeply and crossed he rarms over her chest. "Where else could it be?" She asked him. Her eyes bouncing around the kitchen and living room.
Alexithymiaa: "I don't know. I didn't really go very far. I didn't even go upstairs when I got home. I put everything away, gave Lady her new bone, and sat down on the couch. I don't understand how it wasn't just on the floor or in the cushions or something like that."-
Tsaaq: Her eyebrows knitted. "Was anybody else around? Maybe they've seen it?" Hayley asked him. "I haven't seen it anywhere that I can remember."
Alexithymiaa: "Not really..." He started, shifting on his feet. "Although I saw Felix come home briefly earlier, and I saw Jade. But that was really it.'-
Tsaaq: "Well... You're making me worried. You gotta be more careful. We don't exactly live with a bunch of people we can trust." Hayley sighed before turning away and covering her face. "I'll keep looking but if we can't find it in like two days we have to do the stuff where you get things replaced... Maybe I'll get you a wallet chain or something?" She offered.
Alexithymiaa: "I guess a wallet chain isn't a bad idea." He said with a shrug, his eyes sweeping over the kitchen again. "I don't know how much more careful I can be if it's in my pocket."-
Tsaaq: She groaned a little. "I know but you just have to be more mindful or something I don't know!" Hayley said. "Or maybe it's just something that you can't really avoid and I should stop stressing out." She sighed, going towards the living room and sitting down.
Alexithymiaa: "I didn't have very much cash in it, and everything else is replaceable. There's no need to stress." He spoke as he walked back into the living room to follow her, sitting down on the couch and peering into her face. "See? No big deal."-
Tsaaq: Hayley sighed again and went to lean her head on his shoulder. "But that was your stuff." She said quietly. "You know that bummed out feeling you get when you lose stuff like that? Like it's replaceable but it sucks that you lost it in the first place." She frowned.
Alexithymiaa: "But look, I'm not bummed. It was a cheap wallet, and i didnt have anything special or valuable inside. Just my license, my debit card, and a few dollars. None of that means anything to me." He swung his arm around her shoulders, giving her a little shake. "If it doesnt turn up in a couple days, we'll get a new one. You can even pick it out."-
Tsaaq: She nodded her head slowly at Adam and went to lean against him again. "Okay... That sounds good." Hayley smiled a little. Her smile faded rather quickly. "So... I went to the doctor or whatever yesterday with Cadence." She said.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh yeah?" He asked, not realizing that was a bad thing at first. He moved his hand to her hair, petting her. "How is Doctor Ferguson?"-
Tsaaq: "Oh, she's good but that's not where I went." Hayley answered. "Even though she wouldn't mind having another seperate session with us if you feel like you're up to it?" She offered before going silent.
Alexithymiaa: "Oh." He said quickly, still not really catching on. "Well sure, we can do that if you want to. I'm okay with that." He said with a nod. "So which doctor did you go to?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley lowered her head as she kept her gaze on the floor. "Yeah I'll ask her what days are good for her." She said. She sputtered her lips. "Uh, my mom told me to go to the lady parts doctor." Hayley told him. "So that's where I was."
Alexithymiaa: "Oh. Oh..." His tone changed when he understood what she meant by that, almost instantly breaking eye contact with her. "Is everything... okay?"-
Tsaaq: "Adam." She frowned when he looked away. She shook her head. "Well..." She trailed up. "The doctor said because of all of the sexual assault and shit." She hesistated. "I can't have any kids apparently." She said quietly.
Alexithymiaa: -He turned his eyes back onto her face, his lips turning down into a frown as he moved his hand to take hers. "Oh Halo... I'm so sorry." He gave her hand a squeeze, his other arm pulling her closer against him.-
Tsaaq: She began to sniffle as she leaned into him. Hayley tried hard not to start crying. "I'm tired of being sad about it even though I just found out yesterday..." She trailed off. "I'm just so fucking mad."
Alexithymiaa: "You have every right to be sad. You have every right to be mad." He spoke softly, trying to keep his tone even despite being angry that Thad had taken this away from her. "Maybe this is a good time to schedule another session with Dr. Ferguson."-
Tsaaq: Hayley wiped whatever tears that threatened to leave her eyes. "Yeah... When would be a good day for you?" She asked with a shaky voice. "By the way I don't want to hurt myself or anything. So please don't worry. I'm just really sad."
Alexithymiaa: "I understand." He laced his fingers with hers, keeping his voice gentle. "Whenever you need to go. It doesn't matter. I'll rearrange things."-
Tsaaq: "Really?" She sighed as she looked up at him. "I don't know. As soon as possible. I have to go to cheer tomorrow but Tuesday I can do things... And maybe it'll be long enough that I won't get super emotional." She said with a pout.
Alexithymiaa: "Whatever you need. Do you want me to call her and set up the appoointment for you? We can go after dinner if you want." He moved his hand to her back, rubbing his fingers in circles to try to be soothing.-
Tsaaq: She smiled a little and went to kiss his cheek. "Thank you. I'd like that a lot." She said quietly. "Can we have something really yummy? Like chinese or sushi or something?" She asked.
Alexithymiaa: "How about if we order in some chinese, and then we'll go?" He asked her, tipping his head over and using the 'hey buddy' voice.-
Tsaaq: ((Stop that.))
Tsaaq: She nodded while smiling. "Okay." She agreed. Hayley wiped her face with the back of her hand and went to hug him tightly. "Thank you." She said. "I'd probably lose my mind if you weren't around."
Alexithymiaa: -He wrapped both arms around her, holding on. "You're welcome. It's a good thing Im here then, right? Because you're not going to lose your mind. Everything is going to be just fine and you're going to get through this."-
Tsaaq: She took in a deep breath and pulled away a bit to look up and him. She couldn't bring herself to speak but she nodded her head. "I'm ready for sleeps." She sighed.
Alexithymiaa: "Okay, then let's go upstairs and get ready for bed, okay?" He said as he pushed up to his feet, offering his hands down to her to help her up as well. "Where do you want to sleep tonight?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley took his hand and stood up as well. "My room has curtains and a door that locks so we can be left alone with our animals." She replied. "As long as that's okay with you."
Alexithymiaa: -He turned to look over at Lady who was still in the kitchen working on her bone. "I think Lady is a little busy to join us, but that sounds fine to me." With her hand in his, he turned toward the staircase, beginning to guide her before letting her walk up ahead of him.-
Tsaaq: ((DAMN YOU LADY))