>tell Rodrigo i'm worried he's overloading himself and will have trouble once school is back up
[17:04:43] Makoto: "First, you have nothing to do with this, don't fucking butt in what I do or don't."
[17:05:04] Cherry: that's pretty snippy
[17:05:22] Makoto: This guy >>
[17:05:51] Cherry: the fuck is stressing him out
[17:07:07] Makoto: I just remember how he was before uni ended. Tons of schoolwork, normal work, AND he was watching a crapton of anime and never wanted to miss any episode so basically his schedule was filled to the bri,
[17:07:18] Makoto: and now he's playing Hearthstone like mad
[17:07:39] Cherry: Roddy reaaally needs to set his priorities better.
[17:07:50] Makoto: Especially since
[17:07:56] Makoto: When I asked him to get into League
[17:08:05] Makoto: "I don't really have time for online games".
[17:08:36] Cherry: yet plays hearthstone like mad
[17:08:45] Makoto: Exactly.
[17:08:51] Makoto: But if I call him out on it
[17:08:57] Makoto: He'll tell me to shut the fuck up.
[17:09:31] Cherry: It's not even an ironically sarcastic response like the one you told me about concerning him watching anime before.
[17:09:46] Cherry: I sort of understand with League because games take foreverrrrrrrrrr
[17:09:51] Makoto: Exactly. He seriously means it.
[17:09:53] Cherry: but what the hell roddy
[17:09:54] Makoto: And no
[17:09:59] Makoto: He didn't talk about League
[17:10:03] Makoto: Online games overally.
[17:10:34] Cherry: He'd probably have some more time if he was willing to just
[17:10:38] Cherry: take a short break from anime.
[17:10:46] Makoto: Not even a break
[17:10:55] Cherry: like not even a long break like maybe a day
[17:11:01] Makoto: Stop the "I have to watch those 4 episodes today"
[17:11:04] Makoto: Jesus
[17:11:16] Makoto: If I told him to let some new episodes wait
[17:11:19] Makoto: He told me to shut up
[17:11:23] Makoto: Again
[17:11:30] Makoto: Are those signs of addiction? :/
[17:11:31] Cherry: i thought he'd like marathoning
[17:11:34] Cherry: ...
[17:11:39] Cherry: I think so holy shit
[17:11:50] Makoto: Should we talk to him?
[17:12:00] Cherry: I'm
[17:12:04] Cherry: not sure what we'd say
[17:12:30] Cherry: I've never seen anime addiction to the point of pushing aside everything else before.
[17:12:37] Makoto: Plus
[17:12:44] Makoto: As he keeps saying
[17:12:55] Makoto: He sees nothing wrong in watching anime over doing stuff with me
[17:12:58] Makoto: Since
[17:13:09] Makoto: "He's not ignoring me, just busy with other things
[17:13:58] Cherry: ... Well there's an argument you don't hear everyday.
[17:14:04] Cherry: I can't believe he actually said that holy fuck
[17:14:07] Makoto: Like
[17:14:09] Makoto: Yesterday
[17:14:31] Makoto: I woke up around 1pm of my time, we started teasing each other, but he was busy
[17:14:32] Makoto: Ok
[17:14:34] Makoto: Then again
[17:14:34] Makoto: Ok
[17:14:37] Makoto: Eventually
[17:14:43] Makoto: He found time for me for like an hour
[17:14:45] Makoto: Got busy again
[17:14:53] Makoto: And we could finally fool around at 10
[17:14:56] Makoto: After 9 hours
[17:15:01] Makoto: I told him that such a long wait
[17:15:08] Makoto: Kinda killed my excitement
[17:15:11] Makoto: "Not my fault"
[17:15:31] Cherry: how was that not his fault
[17:15:54] Makoto: "Third, YOUR excitement got killed off. It wasn't my fault."
[17:16:44] Cherry: wat
[17:17:02] Makoto: "Sorry but I won't accept you accusing me of being the reason for your sadness. "
"Are you saying I'm obliged to spend lots of time with you?"
[17:18:05] Cherry: w a t
[17:18:15] Cherry: roddy what the fuck
[17:18:17] Makoto: :c
[17:18:41] Cherry: is he possessed or something he'd never say any of this stuff
[17:18:51] Makoto: He does, to me. All the time.
[17:18:59] Makoto: Since
[17:19:06] Makoto: As he keeps saying
[17:19:17] Makoto: "I bring his needless trouble"
[17:19:19] Makoto: By:
[17:19:23] Makoto: Being sad at times
[17:19:29] Makoto: Expecting some attention from him
[17:19:47] Cherry: You'd think he'd do a better job at trying to cheer you up at least
[17:19:56] Makoto: No because
[17:20:09] Makoto: If I say it's his fault, he doesn't admit it
[17:20:23] Makoto: And if it's IRL stuff, he says he doesn't care for my problems
[17:20:43] Cherry: I
[17:20:52] Cherry: can't believe he treats you like that
[17:21:04] Makoto: Long history, y'know...
[17:21:05] Makoto: I mean
[17:21:16] Makoto: I used to be a total pain in the ass, ok?
[17:21:19] Makoto: Key word is USED.
[17:23:14] Cherry: I don't think Roddy would hold that over your head to treat you badly in the long run.
[17:23:27] Makoto: He does...
[17:24:49] Cherry: He sounds like a different person... Christ.
[17:25:06] Makoto: He does.
[17:25:51] Cherry: *hugs you tight*'
[17:26:04] Makoto: *huggle*
[17:27:26] Cherry: I'm really sorry he does this... :c
[17:27:53] Makoto: There's no way he ever listens to me since I'm the "problem".
[17:29:37] Cherry: Putting your past aside, you aren't causing any problems now.
[17:29:48] Makoto: I mean
[17:29:51] Makoto: Example:
[17:29:55] Cherry: I just really can't wrap my head around Roddy doing this for payback.
[17:30:00] Cherry: or doing this at all.
[17:30:06] Makoto: He promises me we will RP a little
[17:30:10] Makoto: I'm like "yiss"
[17:30:18] Makoto: Then something pops up for him
[17:30:21] Makoto: He can't
[17:30:23] Makoto: I'm sad
[17:30:28] Makoto: He's mad at me for being sad.
[17:30:44] Cherry: wat
[17:30:58] Cherry: Why would he get mad?
[17:31:17] Makoto: Because "it's not his fault, it's in the past, let go finally".
[17:31:35] Cherry: Huh?
[17:31:51] Makoto: He says those things.
[17:32:03] Makoto: "It happened and we can't change it, stop being sad.'
[17:32:32] Cherry: Is that word for word what he said?
[17:32:49] Makoto: Well, more or less, but that's the gist of it.
[17:33:08] Cherry: Because I'm trying to find out who he's talking about when he said "it's not his fault" unless he's referring to himself.
[17:33:40] Makoto: Well, him.
[17:33:45] Makoto: His logic is:
[17:33:58] Makoto: If he didn't do it with intent of making me feel bad
[17:34:02] Makoto: It's not his fault.
[17:34:16] Makoto: Doesn't matter I feel bad as collateral damage.
[17:34:38] Cherry: He should know better than that. Even if it isn't intentional, that doesn't mean it isn't bad.
[17:35:13] Makoto: Exactly...and I keep explaining him: if he felt a TAD sorry for it, I'd be ok. He'd apologize, "we'll try next time", bam.
[17:35:15] Makoto: But nk
[17:35:18] Makoto: He does everything
[17:35:20] Makoto: but
[17:35:23] Makoto: apologizing,
[17:35:43] Makoto: He literally says he won't apologize because "he doesn't feel he did anything bad".
[17:38:58] Cherry: He should know full well that most of the time if he goes away, it's bad. The only real excuses are when parents are pulling him away or something.
[17:39:19] Makoto: But I'm "restricting him" I keep hearing.
[17:39:32] Makoto: That my desire for attention makes him change his plans and he hates it.
[17:41:31] Cherry: He doesn't seem to have any problems with changing plans if he's hopping away all the time.
[17:41:45] Makoto: But those are HIS plans.
[17:44:04] Cherry: Still.
[17:44:31] Makoto: Bottom line: He's a really fucking great guy. Seriously. But he's so socially disabled.
[17:44:44] Cherry: It's not like you're asking him to bend over or get a mohawk. Just a little attention.
[17:44:59] Cherry: I'm almost tempted to believe he might have ADHD and can't pay attention.
[17:45:04] Makoto: I even told him yesterday
[17:45:10] Makoto: I didn't want sex all that time
[17:45:16] Makoto: I just wanted to
[17:45:17] Makoto: Talk
[17:45:22] Makoto: Since it was so fucking frustrating
[17:45:30 | Edytowano 17:45:35] Makoto: Him taking 40+ minute time between responses