"Mask of anonymous"

you are Anonymous suddenly you hear you name drop like some sort of curse "why he sits alone"
-you growl a little under nose
>grabbing a sandwich from your lunch and leave cafeteria
>"i know it that coming here was a bad idea"
>(read in mocking Voice) WHY HE SITS ALONE?, WHY HE DONT BE SAME LIKE US SOCIALIZING AND HAVING FUN AND JACK OFF EACH OTHER EGO, as you made small puppet show from hands
-YOU PUFF WITH ANGER STEAM FROM YOUR NOSE
>jezz can't they stop doing this i just like be alone
>but sadness get you as think that you will come back to empty home again welcomed only by pictures of your family
>"oh jeez,not again" you whisper quietly
>you feel that annoying feel mixed with pain in your chest memories of your mom and dad flash for second
>omg can't i just stop,they are death and NOTHING will bring them back to live
>but sadness doesn't stop moving forward
>you feel water in your eyes
>O SHIT EMERGENCY MENTAL BREAKDOWN
>YOU RUN QUICKLY TO TOILETS, CLOSING YOUR CABIN
>OMG CHILL DEEP BREATH
>YOU PULL OUT CIGARET FROM BACKPACK, AND START SMOKING
>NOW, NOW COUNT TO TEN
>YOU SPOKE TO YOUR SELF TAKING OUT MORE OF CIGARET INTO YOUR LUNGS
>suddenly everything come back to normal, like nothing happened
>you sighed with relief
>but you forget that toilets got smoke detector,and suddenly beep filed silence of toilet, scared you a little
Oh for fuck sake
>you open cabin throwing unfinished cigaret in to the toilet and flushing it down to pipes
>better get out of here before miss sunny D and her moon edgy come to rip me a new one
'beep' 'beep'
>sound still rings in your head
>behind that stupid looking statue of "mule" in front of school
>well no one saw me,better finish that sandwich, and maybe smoke some more
>you to devour your sandwich like frog swallow fly
>you're guy who doesn't like "table manners" you just filling up your stomach
>after big satisfied squall on full volume you decide to skip chemistry and head home.
>you start to walk slowly,you like it that way
>you decide first to go to shop to buy some food for dinner
>you buy ready spaghetti in can and some ingredients for chicken to bake also some dog food and some bottle of water
>well that gonna be 45$
>you pay for it and continue your routine to home
>you breathe deeply, as you pass some garden
>smell of roses and lavender filled you with better mood
>that long walk remind you that you should pay someone visit
>slowly walk to some garbage dump enter through your secret pass
>bowl with water and food is empty and happy bark from some sort of makeshift shack welcomed you
well now i got somthing for you
>old dog walk to you slowly limping
>you open your backpack and fill bowls one with water and other one with dog food
>you sit on ground as dog start eat food
>you start talk to Maxpax how was your day, what you gonna do when you finished school and your dreams
>for some reason dog always stop eat when you talk, you wish that Maxpac could speak to you but it would be stupid right...?
>after 1 way conversation you get up and say your goodbyes to dog with scratching behind ears
>sun is orange now and feel of coming autumn is getting stronger
>you like autumn, the smell, many colorful leaves falling down on ground that remind you about your mother fun in stack of leaves that my dad just finished prepare as he join us to have fun
>this time no breakdown like some one put spell on me like you feel mother and father hugging you from behind,and whisper into my ear "we love you"
>small tears flow down from cheek as you start walk, it was not sad tear, nor happy bittersweet tears dropping from cheek on ground like chestnuts in autumn
>you reach for cigaret and smoke as you walk and let the tears fall from your eyes
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>you reach your home as you get inside it start raining outside
home sweet home
>you said and drop backpack on ground
>pick your groceries and cook spaghetti
>its not big home made for modern family and emptiness of space in home make you depressed sometimes, but you manage to use to it but still silence is unmanageable annoying
>you pick letters and look for something interesting
Bill,Bill,Bill
>head back kitchen and pick up your cooked meal
>and eat fast, as you finish wash dishes and made some sandwiches for tomorrow
>tomato,ham,salad,cheese,and fresh slices of bread
>suddenly you hear knock to door
wow that something new
>you head to door and open them,it was Celestia
>"why did she come here, i don't have time for this bullshit"
"hello miss" you greet her with unpleasant
>"hello anon"
>at least she don't call you nony, that would make you mad as fuck
what do you want?
>she looks at you with that look that you don't like
i am sorry, i am really tired wanna come in?
>yes and i would like speak with you anon
>"o shit" you know that tone of voice it's something serious "fuck"
>you clean table a little from dust, you don't eat in dining room for some weird reason but you trying keep everything "clean"
tea,coffee or cola?
>tea please
>you go to kitchen and open tea you brew one for you and one for Celestia
how many spoons of sugar?
>2 please
>as you give tea and seat in other end of table,you're prepare for worst
>anon you are alone and you don't have any friends in school most of time you isolate from others
and this is bad because...?
>you got good grades and you're nice person, but isolation its not way to live anon and you started smoking i am just worried about you
and what should i do go and find false friend so YOU can piss off or just stick my fist up into someone's ego till he cum with force of horse
>Celestia punches table with fist "fuck why did i say this out loud"
>listen i don't want to force you to do this but you don't give me much options anonymous
>"wtf she plan to do"
>she take deep breath and small sip of tea
so what you plan to do?
>she smirks at you
>I am gonna put someone in your home
>"no no nope nope never please let this be nightmare, she cant do this to me"
>as she can read in your mind, Celestia answer your question
>yes i can anon she live alone just like you but in well bedsit and she got visit from friends sometimes she surely will take YOUR proposition for one free room to live in
MY PROPOSITION WTF ARE YOU NUTS CELESTIA I WILL NOT...
>she shut you up
>or you do this or you will be suspended for three months out of school for smoking
>"shit this is bad" you don't care about it but more of time that she put in suspended you from school, you don't like this idea at all that work in school all exams and home work you gonna need catch up
isn't this weird that some random student gonna say to guy that dont know and say "hey dude wanna move into my place"
>she correct you
>a girl anon
>now this is worse that you expect guy living with other guy doesn't sound bad for you at least you could play video games and find some interests but girl..."now this sound uncomfortable as fuck"
am i need to call ambulance? are you feeling good? ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY LADY!?
>she smiles at you,you did not notice but you're fire red as fuck on face both with embarrass and anger
>aww that cute anon you shy to girls i mean i could move my self to you home and sleep every night in one bed when you're scared of darkness
>now she tease,you probably more red and look like tomato right now
>oh my,i did not know that you like older women anon
>now this catch you off guard
i...dont i mean i ehh I what?
>i am just playin with you anon, or maybe you would like me to move...
>you crossed fingers intro crucifix and say
Out of this house by the power of christ compels you
>she laughs at you,as you realize what you did it with impulse
>oh anon you and your weirdness hahaha
what i can say,i just don't like any of this idea Celestia can you just give up on this?
>no anon she will move to you tomorrow, let me do the talking i only need your presence
>you growl under nose with annoyance
at less can i know her name?
>you know that Celestia will not give up you really don't wanna be suspended for so long
>it will be surprise
>she wink at you weirdly
Oh c'mon
>you facepalm table with your head almost spilling rest of your tea that left in you cup
>well it was nice that she at least come to you privately to tell you this in 4 eyes not in her office you hate smell of it oranges give you a headache and her office Always smells like that
>well anon see you tomorrow
>she heads to exit door, leaving you confused,annoyed and embarrassed
good night
>you mumble under nose but loud enough so she can hear it
>sweet dreams anon, oh and prepare room for her if you could
>oh you now will have nightmare for sure
>again you are alone in your 4 walls of silence but not for long 15 hours to judgment day
>"oh for fuck sake now not only i need to clean room for "invader" but also i need to do my home work" you get up and put empty cups of tea in sink
>"well at least it's not much homework from school today let's see,math and history"
>at least 2 hours to do all homework, math was hard but you manage to do it and history was easy "wow genealogy tree of greek gods is fuck up"
>you put homework in to backpack
>you head up stairs there are 3 bedrooms and one toilet with shower you know that no way you gonna let she sleep in parents room you sleep there,your old room is free but not cleanest and last room is small and you put a loot of boxes in there no fucking way you gonna move them today
>you look at your old room "ahh ok just let do this quick"
>You open door slowly with small fear that something is behind it, you turn flash and you fear was confirmed,DUST,DUST EVERYWHERE
>You saw mess, a lot of dust on shelf,dusted picture frames that you forget that even existed
>First bed,replacing dirty bedding for a new fresh one
>You open window with difficulties, but you manage to do it
>Old desk filled with standing pictures dusted that no image is visible catches your eye
>"What even are the pictures"it was long ass time when you visit your old bedroom it was 4 or 3 years ago, you don't remember these pictures most of the time you just avoid enter there for some reason
>You pick them up and place in prepared box not cleaning them just put them with dust, hiding secrets of the images under dust bother you least
>"Its not like i need more pictures in my new room"you put more stuff in boxes most of them are private or just some old toys
>You pick up box with this dusted picture and some wallpapers in it and head to your room and place box in corner of room
>Back to cleaning you open old closet "O MY GOD LOOK AT THIS" it was nothing just "some" clothes hangers:^)
>You swept sweat from your forehead as you throw last of trash bag to trash can
>Your old room was clean and look better for second was looking like you just moved into this home and slept first time on uncomfortable mattress
>'Flash back' of you and your dad slowly carry boxes filled with some stuff to home, as you trying help carry some of box to new home but most of boxes was to heavy,taste of home made soup that mom cook when we moved all boxes into home
>You shake your head and look at clock 10pm
>"That should do" you look satisfied with your job
>You hit the shower,brush your teeth
>Turn off lights in home and you go to sleep with hope that Celestia will change her mind but why you gonna lie to your self, she will not change her mind
>Closing your eyes and wishing that tomorrow will never come slowly you drift intro dream land
>For some time it was only darkness, you flow through like on some sort of boat carrying you somewhere deeper and deeper into unknown
>This time you don't had any dream,well only small images flow through your mind as you trying remind yourself what was in your dream
>You were lying in bed for some time,you not quite awake but you not in dream land, your brain slowly start working you look at clock 5am
>You are early bird, as you slowly head to toilet and brush your teeth
>Your head down to kitchen in pajama to brew some coffee
>Filling up coffee express with water and turning on as you watch black liquid filling slowly you mug
>There was only one thing you like in morning, coffee without sugar and no milk
>"Well today is judgment day" you think, sipping slowly still hot coffee
>You grab one of sandwich from fridge that you make before sleep, you eat the same way as usual, faster as you can
>Full you drink rest of coffee, you head to your room to change clothes
>Jeans pants,shirt with printed tie on it and grey Hooded sweatshirt with zipper in the middle
>You look at time 6:35 am
>You had 2 hours to go as you remember that way to school takes you one hour and
thirty minutes, you decide to leave home early this morning,you don't want to be late again on lessons
>Grabbing lunch box with sandwiches and putting it to backpack you leave home
>As you walk,you hear someone behind you
>Anon wait
>you turn around to see derpy run to you direction,"now i remember why i rather getting late to school"
>You trying to avoid Derpy as much as you can every morning
>Good morning anon
>She greeting you, as she catches up to you
>You trying ignoring Derpy
>Hello is anybody there
>You say with annoyance
Good morning derpy
>are you ok? you look worried
>She ask "for fuck sake can't she just shut up and go away from me"
Ohh everything's is just fine
>You say sarcastically
>You speed up
>Anon what is going on?
Just leave me alone Derpy
>You almost yell at her
>She look at you confused,this is bad you lose your cold blood and start boiled up inside slowly for no reason
>Anon what the matter why you angry so sudden
>You reach for cigaret with your shaking hand
>What are you doing anon
>One more stupid question...
I AM SMOKING, YOU RETARD
>You answer with hatred to Derp, you hitting critical mass of hate
>She stare at now you with tears in eyes and confusion
WHAT YOU GONNA CRY NOW, GO AHEAD AT LEAST MAYBE YOU STOP ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS
>You hate her, but why? what she did to you she only follow to school you and ask how you feel
>Answer was easy for broken mind of your, she existed she bothers you every morning with these uncomfortable questions
>"Anon stop" tears falling on ground from her face
>you turn around and say
OH BO HO HO, AND WHAT YOU GONNA...
>She hug you now, what is going on...
>ANON STOP WITH THIS MASQUERADE
>You push her away and say
FUCK OFF
>She get up from ground trying to hug you again
>This time you avoid her attempt of hugging you
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!
>You yell with full force.
>Anon please just stop with this, why you're so mad at me,did you forget what promise to you anon
YES, AND I DON'T CARE, I DON'T WANT ANY SYMPATHY FROM YOU OR FROM ANY ONE JUST FUCK OFF!
>She fell on knee, defeated and say
>As you wish anon
>She get up, and start to run in direction of school leaving you with cigaret in mouth
>You start walking,"I do not care about she and what she feels
>"What was that stupid promise again" trying to dig in memory
>You feel bad now "that was really immature of me"
>You look up to the sky like you wanted to be struck by lighting in this very moment
>"Maybe i should apologize,but not now"
>You have other problems in head now
>You enter to school and look around "everything look normal, as usual"
>Some of students just arrived and some chit-chat about god knows what
>You head to your locker and pick some books that you need for today
>In your way you to class been interrupted by Flash sentry and he say
>Here comes dat weirdo
>Ignoring him, you pass him unfortunately you push his shoulder with your shoulder
>Suddenly you hear "DUCK ANON"
>You duck,as Flash Sentry fist passing you in inches
>You almost fell over,you turn around and face him
>You are mad now, all muscles twitch,your face make ugly grin of mad man
>You are prepared for his move you know how to fight
>this time he tries to kick you in stomach
>Dodge,you swing right hand with all you got to hit his face, he dont duck in time, as your fist meet his nose, he is wide open no guard nothing, he cover his face with his hands with pain,your left hand goes automatycly in to his midriff,he now lay on floor unable to catch breath
>You release steam from nose, and wait till he get up,but that was all, you did not notice, but a lot of students watch whole thing
>You put hood on head,as you walk through crowd of spectators,walk into your classroom
>You can hear students asking flash "are you ok"
>you expect Flash put more of fight,that was just pathetic
>You in classroom,suddenly you can hear from speakers
>"Anonymous to the vice-principal office NOW"
>Professor Discord look at you with look in his eyes "what did you do"
>you glance back at him with look"god can't help me now"
>He smirks at you, and tell class to open textbook on page 25 and read to page 27 till he come with me
>You like Discord,he saved your ass not once
>As he closed door behind him, he ask
>Ok, what the case anon?
>You answer willingly
“I beat the living shit out of Flash Sentry, because he started it.” You say bluntly.
>Discord looked at you, expressionless
>”Okay,so you need help from me with this I presume.”
>You look at Discord with hope that he will help you
“Can you dig me out of this shit?”
>He massages his temple, as if he’s thinking of something
>”This is gonna be harder than you think. It's not like what you did the last time.”
>At this point, you assume that he is tired of saving your ass from ‘Edge moon’, because every time for some reason Discord always was there for you when you need help
>He even stays with you after school and helps you try to understand how physics and chemistry works
>A damn good teacher
>Eccentric at ways of teaching but was working miracles for you
>”Alright, alright. I’ll help you Anon but this is the last time. It doesn't mean I will stop helping you with learning but is last time I’ll help you with Luna.”
>You grin
“Thanks Professor, it’s the last time, I promise.”
>Discord flicked you on your forehead with a finger
>”We talked about calling me ‘professor’, Anon. just call me by my name when we’re in private. And don’t thank me right now. I still need to talk with Luna. Thank me when we’re done conversing and settling down your problem.”
>You show a sly grin
“Here comes that final boss fight.”
>Discord look at you again and add
>”Prepare yourself, for we shall embrace the dark cave of ‘Edgy moon’, slayer of virgins and the period bringer.”
>Discord overdid the joke, but you just laugh
>You and Discord stood in front of the door that leads to "The Dark Cave"
>As you open door, you were quickly overwhelmed by the smell tobacco that’s in the air
>Curtains of the window are covering the light of the sun and the only light source in the room is the desk lamp sitting in front of a human-like silhouette
>The sudden movement from behind the desk made you assume that it was Luna
>You hear her voice through the darkness
>”What were you thinking, Anonymous, starting a fight while you’re in school grounds?” She said, in a voice that seemed to change the atmosphere in the room
>You try to respond, but Discord gestured you not to
>He cleared his throat, preparing to speak
>”Anonymous did not start the fight, it was a boy named Flash Sentry that started it. Anon was merely defending himself.”
>Luna stepped out of the darkness with cigarette between her fingers  and came face-to-face with Discord.
>Her very presence seemed to unnerve you but not him
>He flashes her a very confident smile, as if he’s accepting the challenge
>She raised her eyebrow in disbelief
>”And you believe Anon’s story because?”
>Discord straightened his back and crossed his arms
>”Because I know Anon is better than that. I trust him.”
>Luna scrunched her eyebrows
>”That is not sufficient, Discord. Simple trust won't do in this situation.”
>Discord stared at Luna in an anger-like manner but was calm at the same time like he was controlling the conversation, but you know well he’s about to
>As Discord was about to speak, someone opens door
>Outside there were three girls taking a gander at the three of you
>You know one of them and that is Derpy, you do not recognize the other two
>One of the girls has a rainbow colored hair and the other one is pink colored
>The pink one looks familiar
>what was her name? prank pop? pinkie kek?
>You try not to think too much of it because you’re more focused on Derpy
>Which is surprising because she’s here
>Luna stood there in surprise but quickly composed herself
>”What you think you doing Derpy, Pinkie Pie, and Rainbow Dash? Entering my office unauthorized. Shouldn’t you three be in class right now?” She says, in an irritated tone
>Oh, now you remember the Pink one
>Derpy did not flinch, instead she answer
>”I saw what happened Miss Luna, and I bring two other witnesses from the fight between Anon and Flash.”
“Is she for real now? I asked her to leave me alone, to stop caring for me and all that.” You mumbled to yourself
>The pink girl spoke
>”Yeahwewanttohelpnonyhedidnothingtostartmeanyflashstarte- Oh hi nony!”
>Oh my fucking god someone give her some ADHD medicine or something. You told her not to call you that
>Luna looked at Pinkie
>”Pinkie Pie, slow down. The only thing I got from that is you greeting Anonymous with a nickname ‘Nony.’”
>”You call him Nony?” Said Discord, chuckling. “Why do you call him that?”
>Pinkie pie spoke again
>”I call him Nony because his name is so hard to say for me, I tried but only thing i get it was anonimowe, animesuse and anemeduse so I just call him Nony.” She beamed a smile.
>You rub your temples annoyance as if you can’t comprehend anything from her
>Couldn’t she call you Anon since that’s also easy to say?
>This is the reason why you avoid Pinkie Pie because she addresses you as “Nony”
>And also she asks for your birthday which you don’t know the reason for
>The Rainbow-haired one spoke
>Yo I saw Anon wipe the floor with Flash Sentry, Miss Luna. Anon was like whoosh! And then dodge! And then BAM! And POW! IT WAS SOOO AWESOME!” She says while flailing her arms and doing karate poses.
>Discord look at Rainbow girl
>”You not helping Anon with this Rainbow Dash.”
>So her name is Rainbow Dash
>She turned red and scratch the back of her head
>”Well, he did not start the fight I can say this for sure. If Derpy did not scream at Anon to duck, Flash would’ve hit Anon from behind his back.”
>So Derpy warned me, oh fuck now I feel like a total jackass
>Luna walked back to her chair and then sat on it
>She’s thinking of something to say but Discord interrupted her before she does
>”See you got your proof about Anon. He is innocent. Anon only defended himself.”
>She looked at everyone inside her office
>”You have proof, yet that doesn’t change the fact that he resorted to violence and injured a student.” She said, in a harsh, cold tone. “Resort to violence is not tolerable here in Canterlot.”
>Discord did not say anything else and just merely sighed
>You’ve had enough being silent
“And what should I do? Just take it up the ass and let him maul me close to death like what I probably did to him? And you had me instead of Flash here? You don't like me don't you, Luna?” You spoke with a voice that is laced with venom
>But she wasn’t fazed by it nor was she intimidated
>”That’s not how this works, Anonymous. You fought Flash Sentry, you suffer the consequences.”
>Pinkie and Rainbow spoke
>"But he did not start the fight, this is not fair..."
>You envision yourself launching behind the desk towards Luna
>You turn your head and see Derpy looking at you, glooming
>you feel like Derpy would try to take you far away from this place though you wouldn’t agree about that idea
>You’re about to be punished so you let it happen
>Luna stood up from her chair
>”Flash will be punished as well, but Anon, but you need to pay consequences of what you did, that how this works.” She then directed her attention towards the girls. “You three can go back to class. She then turned her head at Discord. “Discord, I believe you will be having lessons for the next class with Anonymous. You should go back to class.”
>She then finally looked at you
>”Anon please stay we’re gonna need to talk a little bit longer.”
>The girls nodded their heads and then walked out the door
>Discord patted you on the shoulder as if trying to say "You’re gonna be alright just hang in there."
>He walked out the door as well
>Luna opened the curtains and the window finally to let the warm breeze of the fresh air and the light of the sun in
>”So what am I going to do with you, Anon.”
>You sat on a chair in front of the desk
“I don't know vice-principal, what you’re about do is your choice. I’m not gonna run and might as well accept the consequences. I’m tired dealing with this shit.”
>Luna was surprised, as if she expects you to argue with her again
>”Well first I was thinking of having you suspended for about a month but now I really don't know because this will only get more complicated for me.” She said, as she placed a cigarette stick on her lips and then checking her pockets for something
>You assumed she’s looking for a lighter, so pulled yours from the pocket and tossed it at her
>”Huh, thanks Anon.” She then lit her cigarette and then inhaled the cancerous smoke in her lungs
“No problem, also smoking’s bad for you.”
>A light smile appeared on her face
>”Anon, I know what punishment you’re going to get.”
>Now you are interested, though, at the same time a little bit nervous
>”Anon, you will be helping in the library for 2 months.”
>Well
>That was an ok punishment, though you were expecting something bad like a suspension
>But
“Two months is kinda long. One month would’ve been enough I think.” You say in attempt to changer her mind
>She raised her eyebrow as if she caught your gist
>”Hmmm, if you’re gonna attempt to change my mind you should’ve at least come up with a better idea. Like for example, if you give me that pack of cigs that poking out of your pocket then I’ll probably lessen your punishment for a month.”
>You looked down and see it actually sticking out
>You shrug your shoulders
“Welp, better than getting two months.” You reach for your pack on your pocket
>With a sleight of hand, you took two from the pack and then handed the rest to Luna
>”Anon, all of them.”
>You pull only one out and handed it to her whilst trying you best to look defeated
>”Ok, you can go back to class. Your punishment will start tomorrow
after school so better be there.”