9/25/16

Sunday, September 25, 2016
10:40 PM - Rhys~✬: I have a question.
10:40 PM - Danii: i may or may not have an answer
10:40 PM - Rhys~✬: You're not random anymore?
10:40 PM - Rhys~✬: Or is it, just my presence around you changed?
10:41 PM - Danii: im not that random anymore
10:41 PM - Rhys~✬: So
10:41 PM - Rhys~✬: What do you do then?
10:41 PM - Danii: watch videos and game mostly nowadays
10:41 PM - Danii: as well as watching memes
10:42 PM - Rhys~✬: Sounds awesome in that case.
10:42 PM - Danii: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r138QiyjBLM
10:42 PM - Rhys~✬: You ever get the feeling that you've drifted apart from someone close?
10:42 PM - Rhys~✬: Or that what you once had, isn't there anymore?
10:42 PM - Danii: all the time
10:42 PM - Rhys~✬: Do you just live on then?
10:43 PM - Rhys~✬: Or are the memories (Or them if they're still around.) keep you around and kicking?
10:43 PM - Danii: memories mostly
10:44 PM - Rhys~✬: Do you still have close friends/family around or no?
10:44 PM - Danii: not really..
10:44 PM - Rhys~✬: If that's the case
10:45 PM - Rhys~✬: What about those people
10:45 PM - Rhys~✬: Whom reside on your friend's list
10:45 PM - Danii: they appear to drifted apart like everything else...
10:45 PM - Rhys~✬: H"ave you just decided to stop trying?
10:47 PM - Danii: Honestly yeah.. because when I get close to someone I end up fucking up and losing them...
10:47 PM - Rhys~✬: So, Are you admitting to what Outlaw said one night when he was infuriated with you?
10:47 PM - Rhys~✬: That you just fuck things up and would drift apart from now only him but those you care for?
10:48 PM - Danii: I believe I am yes
10:48 PM - Rhys~✬: Hmm
10:48 PM - Rhys~✬: Then why do you stay?
10:48 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw's taking to me via cellphone to asks you these questions by the by.
10:49 PM - Danii: uh what o.o
10:49 PM - Danii: im so confused
10:49 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw
10:49 PM - Rhys~✬: Wants to ask you questions
10:49 PM - Rhys~✬: I'm relaying the message.
10:50 PM - Danii: im confused though
10:50 PM - Rhys~✬: About?
10:50 PM - Danii: outlaw is you? right
10:50 PM - Rhys~✬: I'm Rhys.
10:50 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw is a whole different being in his own right.
10:50 PM - Danii: But apart of you?
10:50 PM - Rhys~✬: What do you mean? Apart of me?
10:51 PM - Danii: You created outlaw? and now you have rhys?
10:51 PM - Rhys~✬: I beg your pardon? I did not create Outlaw... He had two parents who died tragically.
10:51 PM - Rhys~✬: And well I do have Rhys because I am Rhys.
10:51 PM - Rhys~✬: // Rhys is a human, Outlaw is a Karelian Bear Dog two different characters.
10:52 PM - Danii: you're rping ?
10:52 PM - Rhys~✬: No.
10:52 PM - Danii: in a way
10:52 PM - Danii: im so confused right now
10:52 PM - Rhys~✬: Just staying in character.
10:52 PM - Rhys~✬: RP hasn't started.
10:52 PM - Rhys~✬: Let me put it too you this way
10:53 PM - Rhys~✬: Imagine both Rhys & Outlaw are on the phone texting
10:53 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw decided he wanted to question you, but didn't want to directly something about you did something to him long ago and basically you're not the same anymore.
10:53 PM - Rhys~✬: So... I'm just the messanger.
10:54 PM - Rhys~✬: Regardless
10:54 PM - Rhys~✬: Why do you stay Danii?
10:55 PM - Danii: Because if i leave i lose  memories
10:55 PM - Rhys~✬: It's best you let them go though.
10:57 PM - Danii: its those memories that keep that keep me kickin and here, because those memories i have that, help me throughout the shit i've been dealing with
10:59 PM - Rhys~✬: If I can be honest... This is quoting Outlaw. "Those memories you have with me, are mostly shit... It's been one fatal mistake after the other, you've never truly made amends to your crimes, paid for them, and got off scoot free with the injustice you've provoked upon me... Basically, you used me and never truly apologized for it besides an I'm sorry or offered to make us even so why keep horrible memories?"
11:00 PM - Danii: theres more than those
11:00 PM - Rhys~✬: That's not the way he see's it.
11:00 PM - Rhys~✬: He does say that those "
11:01 PM - Rhys~✬: "Good or Fantastic memories" mean shit now after thinking about all you've done and your way of handling it.
11:01 PM - Danii: and besides those memories have helped me learn from
11:02 PM - Rhys~✬: Good. It helped you learn that you can just live with the horrible misdeeds you done.
11:02 PM - Rhys~✬: He uh says how you could dare call him close friend knowing what you did to him.
11:02 PM - Rhys~✬: How can you pretend that everything was alright when it wasn't?
11:03 PM - Rhys~✬: He says you just abruptly left, stopped talking to him often, for whatever reason you don't RP or ERP anymore coincendentally when he tried to get even... Hell he even got denied by life and you never capitalized on it... You just sort of bullshitted him and ignored it like it was nothing.
11:04 PM - Rhys~✬: *The human just scratches his head and whistles in a bit of a "Ooohh boy..." kind of way relaying these messages from Outlaw.*
11:05 PM - Rhys~✬: Rhys: "You uh want to comment on any of that or...?"
11:07 PM - Danii: if you really want to leave than leave, im not going to stop you
11:07 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw says he wants you to say that he was right about his predictions.
11:08 PM - Danii: Im not going to say soemone was right to something i really dont remember
11:08 PM - Rhys~✬: Then
11:08 PM - Rhys~✬: How do you keep memories if you don't remember>
11:08 PM - Rhys~✬: Isn't that hypocritical or ass-backwards?
11:08 PM - Danii: THose arent the memories i remeber
11:09 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw says you can have selective memories, but he remembers all of your interactions with him.
11:09 PM - Rhys~✬: Oh uh...
11:09 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw asks
11:10 PM - Rhys~✬: If you're not going to stop him or re-add him... Why don't you just delete him this time?
11:10 PM - Rhys~✬: HE says you both don't really talk at all... Neither of you are making an effort to re-grow a tainted friendship
11:11 PM - Danii: I dont remove people
11:11 PM - Danii: its very rarely i remove people.
11:11 PM - Rhys~✬: Didn't you remove Freki?
11:11 PM - Rhys~✬: Well if it's rare why not make an exception to him he asks?
11:11 PM - Rhys~✬: HE says he's not who you saw him as or what he used to be.
11:12 PM - Rhys~✬: He says he doesn't get why you're just having friends or people who you never delete on your buddies list... He thinks you just collect friends just because.
11:12 PM - Danii: i didnt remove Freki
11:12 PM - Danii: freki removed me
11:13 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw says fair enough
11:13 PM - Rhys~✬: But why not just make an exception for him?
11:13 PM - Danii: I dont make exceptions
11:14 PM - Rhys~✬: But you did
11:14 PM - Rhys~✬: You were willing to make an exception to let
11:14 PM - Rhys~✬: Me
11:14 PM - Rhys~✬: "Quoting Outlaw."
11:14 PM - Rhys~✬: ERP penetrating your tailhole
11:14 PM - Danii: Im talking about removing people xceptions.
11:14 PM - Rhys~✬: Why not?
11:14 PM - Danii: because i said so
11:14 PM - Rhys~✬: Why are you keeping me around as a friend collector?
11:15 PM - Danii: pleas e repsect that ?
11:15 PM - Rhys~✬: What respect?
11:15 PM - Rhys~✬: That's what Outlaw's saying
11:15 PM - Rhys~✬: Outlaw says you lost that respect when you did what you wanted to him so he's gonna do what he wants to you
11:16 PM - Rhys~✬: I'm quoting Outlaw again oh my....
11:17 PM - Rhys~✬: "Well kitty... Why would I respect that when you won't respect my wish for you to just rid me since there's obviously nothing here for us... why waste time, space, and opportunity for one another by keeping a bridge together that nobody uses? Why not just end things? Again, Neither of us is working towards trying to rebuild one another and we're just bullshitting just end it."
11:21 PM - Danii is now Online.
11:25 PM - Rhys~✬: Now uh Danii I take it?
11:26 PM - Rhys~✬: I  don't know what you did to make Outlaw despise you
11:26 PM - Rhys~✬: But uh sorry that we had to meet like this
11:31 PM - Rhys~✬: So uh...
11:31 PM - Rhys~✬: What are you gonna do now though?
11:38 PM - Danii is now Away.