What I've Done

Cead

5:38
Master Ceadeus 27
You're going to tell me this, K. What have you said to Atomic Angel recently?
5:41
Loudclaw
Within what time period?
It's been a little bit since I've had any contact with Starry.
Did something happen?
5:42
Master Ceadeus 27
Within a week.
Just tell me. "You're not under oath. Just answer the questions." -Boondock Saints
5:43
Loudclaw
Nothing, since... ten or so days ago, I think.
Wait...
I think
I was trying to make friends or at least be a neutral acquaintance with her about five days ago
5:43
Master Ceadeus 27
That's good. Now, tell me the truth. Say that again, if it is the truth. If it isn't, by God you better hope you tell it this time.
5:44
Loudclaw
I was attempting to make friends, or at least be neutral acquaintances, with her, about five days ago.
5:47
Master Ceadeus 27
Is that the truth?
5:47
Loudclaw
Yes
5:47
Master Ceadeus 27
So what day was it? The day's name, of course, what day was it?
5:47
Loudclaw
It's been quite a while since our last argument.
Tuesday.
5:49
Master Ceadeus 27
Look, I don't give a single damn whether you argued with her or not. It's what you [may have] said. Now anyone with a bit of sense knows that the most hurting things are the ones you argue about the least. It's simple fact. You know good and well you've said something, and I want to know every word you can recollect of your last conversation. And I swear to God and all that's good in this world, if you don't tell the truth, you will regret it.
5:50
Loudclaw
This is the last I've seen of her.
I took a screenshot.
https://storage.googleapis.com/clipular-clips/14206332/4731927403692032?GoogleAccessId=clipular2012@appspot.gserviceaccount.com&Expires=1385430557&Signature=K/s4woLZ5N0ymit1WdlQqa4PD8lumTpZA0czMRqXYXg+x1iqire1XDrYJXbxRKP49d87Xe7CgvrXIb8EKtFPN7JGMMidk0QgS1ZBhemhtc06FdTeGvJ66b3a/xzoBS42RptrHnLt3R9owcydiT9elzCG7aivOQ9apqdg987yhjo=&md5=a5be14d8cdb6a23d3ec8f6132eb5d9c4&NOT_A_LINK
She logged on, said that, and logged off
5:51
Master Ceadeus 27
No one stores anything in googleapis.
Except for websites temselves.
Pray tell, where did you post this pic?
5:52
Loudclaw
Nowhere.
It's stored on Clipular, my clips.
That's my screenshot extension.
5:52
Master Ceadeus 27
Makes more sense now.
Let's see...
5:55
Loudclaw
Mm?
5:55
Master Ceadeus 27
Allright, you check out :|
I was seeing if her avatar log matched up with you saying it was five days ago or so
It does
5:56
Loudclaw
Why? What's happened?
5:57
Master Ceadeus 27
Nothing's happened, nothing that needs detailing leastways
Also, you didn't say what you said
5:58
Loudclaw
After/Before that?
I had no chance to respond.
5:58
Master Ceadeus 27
And honestly, what Sister said is of no consequence-this entire thing is based around you
Before that, really
anything you've said before
that
ANYTHING
If you commented on the color of a tree lichen, I want to know about it, damn it!
5:59
Loudclaw
Important details I remember is me trying to help Dawn stop cutting, then a while later Starry popping in and saying that.
Between that, I was working on some homework
I did go onto CC and PMed Lucan to help me
6:01
Master Ceadeus 27
Did you say anything on the main chat?
6:01
Loudclaw
Not that I remember.
Wait
6:02
Master Ceadeus 27
Also, I apologize if this is scaring you-but this information is needed and if I don't have it... Let's just say no one will be happy
Oh?
Something has been made clear, then?
6:02
Loudclaw
I said "Help me!" without giving any detail
It was connected to her cutting but I didn't specify that in main chat
6:03
Master Ceadeus 27
You've implied that Lucan was helping you
with homework
6:04
Loudclaw
No
What I meant was, I asked Lucan to help me deal with Dawn, because I was at wit's end. I didn't know what else to do.
6:05
Master Ceadeus 27
Hey, it's Dawn, and guess what? You didn't help at all.
(:
You told me it was a good idea to tell others irl, and I did.
It made things worse.
You thought you knew everything about the situation, but no way.
That is all C:
6:06
Loudclaw
Ceade did you offer her control, or are you an alt?
6:06
Master Ceadeus 27
Oh, I gave her temp control of comp
...How did you know?
 xD
Join.me
6:07
Loudclaw
Yeah
6:07
Master Ceadeus 27
Of course I'm not an alt
6:07
Loudclaw
She said this exactly
6:07
Master Ceadeus 27
no alt accumulates 5K edits
silly
6:07
Loudclaw
Right here
http://www.clipular.com/c?5510259867123712=PaEp8WrCoKVOAG8iFaPDaS5xvW8&f=.png
I tried to help with what I knew from Health, I'm not an authority on the subject, damnit
6:08
Master Ceadeus 27
It's very case sensitive, no one is an authority on the subject, but you still didn't help any
You tried and failed
6:08
Loudclaw
I TRIED. I didn't want to make it worse.
6:08
Master Ceadeus 27
But you didn't lie, so I can't say anything there
You didn't want to, but you did
but this is about dawn, and this whole convo is about Sister
6:09
Loudclaw
But it's related.
6:09
Master Ceadeus 27
So indirectly that it doesn't matter-Dawn's issues with you would not have served to further Sister's frustration with you, except that it would have given her further reason to say what she did
6:10
Loudclaw
But that's what I know at the moment.
Recently
I never intended on harming anybody in anyway.
And I say "recently" as about a season ago.
6:13
Master Ceadeus 27
Listen, kid, good intentions don't account for shit. Not a single blessed thing. It's what you /did/. I don't care if you had a peace for world hunger ending, if that plan ended up throwing us into WWIII you couldn't just go around claiming oh i had good intentions lul. No, you have to face up to what you did.
I don't know yet if you've said anything to her that would have set her off personally;
but I do believe you did, and I believe it was harsh enough to encourage her statement you showed me.
6:15
Loudclaw
Look.
I DON'T know what would have fucking set Starry off, because ///I'M NOT HER///. I don't know Starry well, and I DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO DO TO ME.
6:16
Master Ceadeus 27
This is Dawn again - why don't you stop being indirect and just tell us what you said? All we want to know is how you might've offended her, that's all. We'll leave you alone if you just tell us. Fair trade, or not?
Well, there's such a thing as emotions. ^-^
She said it well
6:17
Loudclaw
Ghhhh...
6:17
Master Ceadeus 27
Dammit, just tell us what the hell she said and stop beating around the bush
We want to know every single fucking keypress.
6:17
Loudclaw
YEah
Well I can't fucking provide every single fucking keypress
6:17
Master Ceadeus 27
YOU WILL>
6:17
Loudclaw
MAKE ME
6:18
Master Ceadeus 27
The fact that you're unwilling to shows guilt.
6:18
Loudclaw
Oh I'm WILLING
6:18
Master Ceadeus 27
AND GUILT SHOWS PROOF.
6:18
Loudclaw
But I don't have a picture perfect fucking memory
6:19
Master Ceadeus 27
Really? Because I would expect someone like you, who causes all sorts of trouble, to keep pastebines and screenshots of everything you've ever said, SPECIFICALLY /FOR/ THESE OCCASIONS
So pray tell, why are you so close about what you /know/ you said?
6:19
Loudclaw
Actually, lemme examine my screenshots
6:20
Master Ceadeus 27
I'll tell you what-you tell me, word for word until your memory is exhausted, what you've said to Starry in the last, oh, I dunno, two weeks or so. If you do, I'll leave you alone-forever.
(Unless of course you start stuff)
6:21
Loudclaw
Okay, one
I don't cause trouble everywhere I do
go
And I don't want trouble.
Now let me examine what I have.
I don't have anything else about Starry... Damnit
6:25
Master Ceadeus 27
Hah, good, we've got what we need
6:29
Loudclaw
Explain, or else
6:29
Master Ceadeus 27
Hah, you can't make me explain shit diddly
You didn't explain yourself, so I won't explain myself
that game works two ways, kiddo
6:30
Loudclaw
I tried to explain myself, fucker.
6:30
Master Ceadeus 27
You're hilarious
I have to peel potatoes, brb
6:30
Loudclaw
I can't be banned from Wikia
Yet

Dawn

5:31
.Dawnshadow
What have you said to Starry recently?
5:42
Loudclaw
Talking about it with Ceade
5:42
.Dawnshadow
And you're also going to tell me (:
When were the last arguments you had with her
5:44
Loudclaw
Arguments?
Mm...
Beyond a week ago
What happened?
5:45
.Dawnshadow
and what did you say?
Nothing.
5:45
Loudclaw
I forget the specifics.
5:45
.Dawnshadow
Forgetting isn't an excuse.
5:45
Loudclaw
I said the specifics.
I recall the gist of it.
5:47
.Dawnshadow
Tell me
5:48
Loudclaw
I recall that Starry and I were fighting over... well, something about... Oh, let me pull up the screenshot
5:50
.Dawnshadow
Now, while you're doing that - did you or did you not cause her pain?
5:51
Loudclaw
Not that I recall.
https://storage.googleapis.com/clipular-clips/14206332/4731927403692032?GoogleAccessId=clipular2012@appspot.gserviceaccount.com&Expires=1385430557&Signature=K/s4woLZ5N0ymit1WdlQqa4PD8lumTpZA0czMRqXYXg+x1iqire1XDrYJXbxRKP49d87Xe7CgvrXIb8EKtFPN7JGMMidk0QgS1ZBhemhtc06FdTeGvJ66b3a/xzoBS42RptrHnLt3R9owcydiT9elzCG7aivOQ9apqdg987yhjo=&md5=a5be14d8cdb6a23d3ec8f6132eb5d9c4&NOT_A_LINK
5:51
.Dawnshadow
That isn't enough
That's what Starry said
I want what YOU said
5:51
Loudclaw
Again
She logged on
Said that
And then logged off
5:51
.Dawnshadow
What about before that?
5:51
Loudclaw
I had no say
Look, why are you asking me all this?
5:52
.Dawnshadow
Because she's my best friend.
No one gets away with hurting my friends.
If you tell me the truth, I'll leave you alone.
Recall EVERYTHING you can
Every arguments
*argument
5:54
Loudclaw
Look right now I'm being overwhelmed
Let me deal with what Ceade is saying first, then I'll get to you
It's easier for me to remember one thing at a time than two
5:55
.Dawnshadow
You know that we're pointing at the same thing?
5:55
Loudclaw
Yes, I do, but it's easier for me to deal with one person at a time
5:56
.Dawnshadow
Fine.
I'll ask him to open Join Me if he has it
5:57
Loudclaw
Besides, he's being less demanding, and he's trying to get me to say things in a better way
Please don't DEMAND...