uhhh.. sucks that you couldn't study properly >: i understand what you went throught, i had phase when i pretended to be sick all the time just to skip classes, too. uh i hate people who bully..

i'm glad you didn't give up! all that sounds so similar.. the situation with your father sounds horrible.. i have a really controlling mom and she does that too but not quite often :< it's really difficult when you can't relax, even in your own room.. good that you atleast got your graddes and graduated c: you don't sound like a loser! i bet the adhd has a lot of do with your problems with school and work. i'm happy that it's going better c: past is the past, all that matters is how you make the future! you're not useless to me at all, atleast :3

oh i share that so much.. had no ambition, felt like school was useless (why study hard if you can never feel right with yourself?), didn't care for any hobbies and just wanted to sleep and play video games.. but i slowly got out of it and now with all this, i finally have a concrete future plan that i'm ready to wait for and pay money and what ever. i'd rather spend all the money i earn on this than on car/house/junk that is useless if i'm not happy!! what would you choose now if you could choose anything (in a university)?

i don't judge you! i know how hard these things can be, i've spent a lot of time reading about other people and i have few friends who had had to deal with a lot of stuff when growing up.. i would be an ass to judge you for something like this! i'm glad you could say all that c: it's good to let it out!

oh i was really bad at waiting when i was younger, lots of fights with siblings xD nowadays, i can do fine watching someone play if i'm with them! but youtubers are not to my liking (usually, some are really good, like fitzthistlewits). oh i'd love to see your games! and puzzles are my forte, i really like puzzle games c: like professor layton! i'd help you out~

you gotta try it :-3 so many people do that! i've never been able, loudness just hurts so much ;_; i'm not sure what it is, i can just feel a slight sensation in my mouth.. and sometimes i can see very very very slight patters, but not so often as the mouth thing. it's quite confusing to be honest xD oh only few days ago? i hope they work well c: better now than never!

i was walking tonight in snow, it was really beautiful ;_; but cold! so i had a "angry" face.. but not many people saw me tho. i look friendly? ahh thanks! i look grumpy when sleepy :s like early in school.. i feel so ashamed but i can't help it, i just feel like i'm dead or something. i hate mornings xD

i do that too! got loads of pics ;_; and i often ask if i can picture my girl friends outfits xD kinda saving for future reference~ also, make up tutorials, hair tutorials, all kinds of info ready waiting for to be used!aww those pictures ;__;

oh that sounds like fun c: i've always wished i had someone to play my boardgames with! i got a few but no-one has ever played them with me XD i got several tier 7 and one tier 8! and almost all tier 5 and most tier 6 (i am such a completionist, did almost every single one of the tier 1, 2, 3 and 4 tank lines ;__; my friend only plays few and has more tier 8 than me, even tho i have played almost a year more than he :DD) BFH was great! i want it baaackk..

too baggy is easy to fix, i used to like sewing :3 made overals once without any tutorials, only a.. uhh blueprint for legs! i've bought my clothes from H&M (i call it hötö mötö) and jack&jones and brothers, but they are expensive.. i've only bought leggings, and uhh some headpins already.. ;_; oh you're taller! oooaahh that's so cuuute... i like tall girls~ especially if i'm shorter ;___; ufgasggghhhhhhhh... (i hope you don't have too much dysphoria about it :<)

just cheese and the spices that came with the package c: and well some aroma salt (what the hell is it in english, no idea!) and some pepper, i like using spices more than i like anything else in cooking xD yeah, it feels really good to be able to flex out the words instead of aiming for compactiviness. oh you write a lot? i haven't noticed! :3

ooh mario party seems like fun.. i used to play wow too! years ago. aww :3 i remember a year ago when someone spoke to me in c-RPG (a mod for m&b: warband) and asked if i were a girl ;__; i was happy! your friends seem like fun (i've said this like a million time lol)! and your family too. oh you played ctr! that game is so great i really miss it! :3 somehow, that russian room looks so russian XD i dont know why but i expected it being like that xD yeah he does look really small on that :o (i'm really bad with liquor, people say i'm way too funny but i cant remember anything in the mornings.. no hangovers tho for some reason xD). oh i understand that, i'd feel too.. i like that you have glasses by the way! :3 i only have reading glasses (which i love to use but can't if not reading/on the computer) oahhh i can't wait for HRT ;_; magic skittles.. ohhh you look so sad in that one pic ;____; but your smile is so cute, even if not real..

oh i'm starting to hate your ex xD ugh she sounds so annoying.. people really like dragging you :3 ohh you look so cute in that.. oh, nice painting! your part was definitely the best! (i was about to say pest please why do you this to me, brains?)