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- Sunday, April 19, 2015
- 2:20 PM - Moofin: why are you so mad?
- 2:20 PM - Ignis: Good freaking question
- 2:20 PM - Ignis: Why am I mad everyday
- 2:20 PM - Moofin: Yes. Why are you?
- 2:20 PM - Ignis: I dunno
- 2:20 PM - Ignis: You tell me
- 2:21 PM - Ignis: Are the dumb people of this world the answer?
- 2:21 PM - Moofin: are you really this mad that you won't even talk to me
- 2:21 PM - Ignis: No..
- 2:22 PM - Ignis: I just want to put up a wall around myself so no one can hurt me more
- 2:23 PM - Moofin: do you just think that everyones against you no matter what or something?
- 2:23 PM - Ignis: Not neccessarily
- 2:23 PM - Ignis: But I think /most/ are
- 2:23 PM - Ignis: It just
- 2:23 PM - Ignis: Seems like I can't ever win in anything
- 2:24 PM - Moofin: what do you mean? what are you wanting to win in?
- 2:24 PM - Ignis: Anything
- 2:25 PM - Ignis: I'm not /good/ at anything, I don't have any real best friends, I'm mediocre when it comes to science, and I have my dumb raging problem all my life
- 2:25 PM - Moofin: The first two are false
- 2:26 PM - Ignis: Tell me then, what am I good at?
- 2:26 PM - Ignis: How would you know anyways?
- 2:26 PM - Moofin: I obviously haven't known you for years and don't know anything about you, I'm that great of a person.
- 2:26 PM - Ignis: Ugh
- 2:27 PM - Ignis: Okay, you know me, but real best friends talk on a daily basis, do all sorts of fun stuff together
- 2:27 PM - Ignis: I don't do that with anyone...
- 2:27 PM - Moofin: They don't necessarily have to
- 2:27 PM - Moofin: All they have to do is be close
- 2:27 PM - Moofin: People can be busy and not afford to talk to you every single day
- 2:28 PM - Moofin: But, that's what you're looking for why not the start the conversations yourself?
- 2:28 PM - Ignis: I do sometimes
- 2:28 PM - Ignis: But for the most part I'm shy
- 2:28 PM - Ignis: Or, me and some other person don't really have much to say.
- 2:29 PM - Moofin: I am too but I got past it
- 2:30 PM - Moofin: how do you think i got the balls to message you again
- 2:30 PM - Moofin: I thought i would make it worse
- 2:30 PM - Ignis: I don't know
- 2:30 PM - Ignis: You felt pity
- 2:30 PM - Moofin: because you're forcing so much hate that you dont deserve on yourself
- 2:31 PM - Ignis: I cant help it
- 2:31 PM - Ignis: I used to get mad at other people
- 2:31 PM - Ignis: Or the game
- 2:31 PM - Ignis: For my faults
- 2:31 PM - Ignis: Now
- 2:31 PM - Ignis: I blame myself
- 2:31 PM - Ignis: I hit myself
- 2:31 PM - Ignis: I say bad things about me
- 2:32 PM - Ignis: Because.. it's all my fault
- 2:32 PM - Moofin: What is
- 2:33 PM - Ignis: Losing/Doing bad/Getting angry
- 2:34 PM - Moofin: You're still avoiding my question but im going to say: losing and winning shouldnt matter, if you hate doing bad just improve, anger is a human emotion that everyone feels it's not like you're the only person who gets mad
- 2:34 PM - Ignis: Thats true
- 2:34 PM - Ignis: But I /too/ mad
- 2:35 PM - Moofin: Then just find something that lets you vent
- 2:36 PM - Moofin: (that isn't steam lol)
- 2:36 PM - Ignis: I cant
- 2:36 PM - Ignis: I have no idea what I could do
- 2:36 PM - Moofin: Then just vent to me or some shit like you used to do
- 2:36 PM - Ignis: I used to vent to you?
- 2:37 PM - Ignis: I dont even remember
- 2:37 PM - Moofin: All the time lol
- 2:38 PM - Moofin: I guess it helped you cope with your anger and that's why you did it, soo
- 2:38 PM - Moofin: It's not like I mind it anyway
- 2:39 PM - Ignis: I know I used to with Em, but not you..
- 2:39 PM - Moofin: You probably did it with us both then
- 2:39 PM - Ignis: I see..
- 2:40 PM - Ignis: *sighs*
- 2:40 PM - Ignis: Well, next time I'll try not to do whatever
- 2:40 PM - Moofin: I just hate seeing people get so mad at themselves lol
- 2:40 PM - Ignis: I just have really bad self esteem
- 2:41 PM - Ignis: It's hard for me to take compliments because I dont believe theyre true
- 2:41 PM - Moofin: You're hurting yourself for no reason then
- 2:41 PM - Moofin: why would they say something nice about you if it wasn't true? believe me when I say that there's not many people willing to say that to your face and be lying
- 2:42 PM - Ignis: Good point
- 2:45 PM - Ignis: Still
- 2:46 PM - Ignis: I'm a little dissapointed no one's really asking me to do stuff on my birthday
- 2:46 PM - Ignis: Hang out or whatever
- 2:46 PM - Moofin: Irl or steam?
- 2:46 PM - Ignis: Steam
- 2:46 PM - Moofin: Most people just say happy birthday and move on from then, it's not anything personal
- 2:47 PM - Ignis: I've only gotten like 2 so far
- 2:47 PM - Moofin: really? that's a bit surprising
- 2:48 PM - Ignis: Mhm
- 2:48 PM - Moofin: to be fair half of your friends are offline and you cleared your list
- 2:49 PM - Ignis: I cleared my list of many of the old people I never talk to anymore/former comp. TF2 teammates
- 2:49 PM - Moofin: ah
- 2:50 PM - Moofin: well you also put a ton of rage on your profile, maybe people just didn't feel like talking to you then?
- 2:50 PM - Ignis: Yeah, maybe
- 2:50 PM - Ignis: Still though
- 2:50 PM - Ignis: If /I/ saw someone as upset as me ON THEIR BIRTHDAY, I'd try my best to make them feel better
- 2:50 PM - Ignis: Because I know how it feels
- 2:51 PM - Moofin: Because you're a good person
- 2:51 PM - Ignis: I dont think good people rage and scream
- 2:51 PM - Moofin: Do you consider me a good person?
- 2:51 PM - Ignis: *nods*
- 2:51 PM - Ignis: Better than some...
- 2:52 PM - Moofin: everyone has their drawbacks
- 2:52 PM - Moofin: I rage sometimes and get mad instantly if anyone brings up a few situations you dont know about
- 2:52 PM - Moofin: why do you think yours are worse than others, and that you're a bad person for them?
- 2:52 PM - Ignis: Because I hurt other people in the process
- 2:53 PM - Ignis: By telling them to fuck off and whatnot
- 2:53 PM - Ignis: And even if I'm not ragey, I tend to be rude without knowing it
- 2:54 PM - Moofin: I'm sure if that person is willing to keep you on their friends list they won't mind it (occasionally) as long as you apologize later
- 2:54 PM - Moofin: and like I said before, you can just vent to me/emily
- 2:54 PM - Ignis: Oh no
- 2:54 PM - Ignis: I cant vent to Emily
- 2:54 PM - Ignis: I'll never do it again
- 2:54 PM - Moofin: why not
- 2:54 PM - Ignis: Because once upon a time
- 2:54 PM - Ignis: I used to play that game called Cave Story
- 2:54 PM - Ignis: And I
- 2:54 PM - Ignis: Raged so hard
- 2:55 PM - Ignis: That she started yelling at me and stuff
- 2:55 PM - Ignis: And it hurt
- 2:55 PM - Ignis: A lot
- 2:55 PM - Ignis: And I stopped talking to her a long time after that
- 2:55 PM - Ignis: It was really bad
- 2:55 PM - Moofin: Wasnt she 11?
- 2:55 PM - Moofin: /12
- 2:55 PM - Ignis: *shrugs*
- 2:56 PM - Moofin: anyways
- 2:56 PM - Moofin: She was pretty immature back then and didn't see anything but the fact that were you yelling in her steam chat
- 2:56 PM - Moofin: most likely at least
- 2:57 PM - Ignis: I dont blame her though
- 2:57 PM - Moofin: I talk to almost every single day and I know she's a lot more calm than she used to be
- 2:57 PM - Ignis: I was acting really more crazy than ever before
- 2:57 PM - Moofin: You shouldn't blame anyone
- 2:57 PM - Moofin: do you think she hates you or something?
- 2:57 PM - Ignis: After what happened, I think she has a small grudge against me
- 2:59 PM - Moofin: I doubt she thinks less of you for it
- 2:59 PM - Moofin: I also cant find the group but do you think you would be in her best friends group if she had a grudge on you/
- 2:59 PM - Ignis: Um..
- 2:59 PM - Ignis: No..
- 3:00 PM - Ignis: Nevertheless, I still feel a little awkward around her about it
- 3:00 PM - Moofin: have you actually talked to her since then?
- 3:00 PM - Ignis: Yes
- 3:00 PM - Ignis: Like today
- 3:01 PM - Moofin: then just put it behind you
- 3:01 PM - Ignis: Ok..
- 3:02 PM - Moofin: shes insanely easy to talk to, and hey, maybe you two could become best friends again
- 3:02 PM - Moofin: I guarantee she'll be easier to talk to than the people you've raged at, at least
- 3:03 PM - Ignis: Maybe.
- 3:03 PM - Ignis: Ya know
- 3:03 PM - Ignis: I say I never win
- 3:03 PM - Ignis: Because of 3 things
- 3:04 PM - Ignis: 1. I was in a writing contest and a poem I wrote was picked to represent my school, but when the presentation came to read aloud the best pieces, some other Senior at my school read hers instead.
- 3:04 PM - Ignis: 2. I was in a Smash tournament on Friday at my school and I got to finals but lost
- 3:05 PM - Ignis: 3. Losing seems to happen a lot to me when I play video games, and people say they're just for fun but losing doesnt feel very great
- 3:06 PM - Moofin: If yours got picked to represent the school, you should be thinking of the accomplishment you got there instead of getting pushed aside by a senior
- 3:06 PM - Moofin: If you got to finals, you did pretty fucking good, even if you lost it
- 3:07 PM - Moofin: I'll admit losing sucks but you gotta learn that it happens, and to have fun with the game no matter the outcome, and winning will come with improvement which comes with time
- 3:08 PM - Ignis: I don't know how to have fun in a game if I feel like I got my ass kicked/the other person is laughing at me
- 3:08 PM - Moofin: Then they're pieces of shit and ya gotta ignore them
- 3:09 PM - Moofin: And if you got your ass kicked, well, you're playing a game in which that can happen, so don't be surprised if it does. I bet you've beaten up at least 1 person
- 3:09 PM - Ignis: True..
- 3:09 PM - Moofin: Getting your ass kicked is one of the best ways to learn, you can see what players better than you do and copy them
- 3:09 PM - Moofin: or at least learn why they're doing what they do
- 3:10 PM - Ignis: *nods*
- 3:13 PM - Moofin: Anyways a friend wants to play gta with me, so ill talk to ya later and also, happy birthday
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