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  1. Sunday, April 19, 2015
  2. 2:20 PM - Moofin: why are you so mad?
  3. 2:20 PM - Ignis: Good freaking question
  4. 2:20 PM - Ignis: Why am I mad everyday
  5. 2:20 PM - Moofin: Yes. Why are you?
  6. 2:20 PM - Ignis: I dunno
  7. 2:20 PM - Ignis: You tell me
  8. 2:21 PM - Ignis: Are the dumb people of this world the answer?
  9. 2:21 PM - Moofin: are you really this mad that you won't even talk to me
  10. 2:21 PM - Ignis: No..
  11. 2:22 PM - Ignis: I just want to put up a wall around myself so no one can hurt me more
  12. 2:23 PM - Moofin: do you just think that everyones against you no matter what or something?
  13. 2:23 PM - Ignis: Not neccessarily
  14. 2:23 PM - Ignis: But I think /most/ are
  15. 2:23 PM - Ignis: It just
  16. 2:23 PM - Ignis: Seems like I can't ever win in anything
  17. 2:24 PM - Moofin: what do you mean? what are you wanting to win in?
  18. 2:24 PM - Ignis: Anything
  19. 2:25 PM - Ignis: I'm not /good/ at anything, I don't have any real best friends, I'm mediocre when it comes to science, and I have my dumb raging problem all my life
  20. 2:25 PM - Moofin: The first two are false
  21. 2:26 PM - Ignis: Tell me then, what am I good at?
  22. 2:26 PM - Ignis: How would you know anyways?
  23. 2:26 PM - Moofin: I obviously haven't known you for years and don't know anything about you, I'm that great of a person.
  24. 2:26 PM - Ignis: Ugh
  25. 2:27 PM - Ignis: Okay, you know me, but real best friends talk on a daily basis, do all sorts of fun stuff together
  26. 2:27 PM - Ignis: I don't do that with anyone...
  27. 2:27 PM - Moofin: They don't necessarily have to
  28. 2:27 PM - Moofin: All they have to do is be close
  29. 2:27 PM - Moofin: People can be busy and not afford to talk to you every single day
  30. 2:28 PM - Moofin: But, that's what you're looking for why not the start the conversations yourself?
  31. 2:28 PM - Ignis: I do sometimes
  32. 2:28 PM - Ignis: But for the most part I'm shy
  33. 2:28 PM - Ignis: Or, me and some other person don't really have much to say.
  34. 2:29 PM - Moofin: I am too but I got past it
  35. 2:30 PM - Moofin: how do you think i got the balls to message you again
  36. 2:30 PM - Moofin: I thought i would make it worse
  37. 2:30 PM - Ignis: I don't know
  38. 2:30 PM - Ignis: You felt pity
  39. 2:30 PM - Moofin: because you're forcing so much hate that you dont deserve on yourself
  40. 2:31 PM - Ignis: I cant help it
  41. 2:31 PM - Ignis: I used to get mad at other people
  42. 2:31 PM - Ignis: Or the game
  43. 2:31 PM - Ignis: For my faults
  44. 2:31 PM - Ignis: Now
  45. 2:31 PM - Ignis: I blame myself
  46. 2:31 PM - Ignis: I hit myself
  47. 2:31 PM - Ignis: I say bad things about me
  48. 2:32 PM - Ignis: Because.. it's all my fault
  49. 2:32 PM - Moofin: What is
  50. 2:33 PM - Ignis: Losing/Doing bad/Getting angry
  51. 2:34 PM - Moofin: You're still avoiding my question but im going to say: losing and winning shouldnt matter, if you hate doing bad just improve, anger is a human emotion that everyone feels it's not like you're the only person who gets mad
  52. 2:34 PM - Ignis: Thats true
  53. 2:34 PM - Ignis: But I /too/ mad
  54. 2:35 PM - Moofin: Then just find something that lets you vent
  55. 2:36 PM - Moofin: (that isn't steam lol)
  56. 2:36 PM - Ignis: I cant
  57. 2:36 PM - Ignis: I have no idea what I could do
  58. 2:36 PM - Moofin: Then just vent to me or some shit like you used to do
  59. 2:36 PM - Ignis: I used to vent to you?
  60. 2:37 PM - Ignis: I dont even remember
  61. 2:37 PM - Moofin: All the time lol
  62. 2:38 PM - Moofin: I guess it helped you cope with your anger and that's why you did it, soo
  63. 2:38 PM - Moofin: It's not like I mind it anyway
  64. 2:39 PM - Ignis: I know I used to with Em, but not you..
  65. 2:39 PM - Moofin: You probably did it with us both then
  66. 2:39 PM - Ignis: I see..
  67. 2:40 PM - Ignis: *sighs*
  68. 2:40 PM - Ignis: Well, next time I'll try not to do whatever
  69. 2:40 PM - Moofin: I just hate seeing people get so mad at themselves lol
  70. 2:40 PM - Ignis: I just have really bad self esteem
  71. 2:41 PM - Ignis: It's hard for me to take compliments because I dont believe theyre true
  72. 2:41 PM - Moofin: You're hurting yourself for no reason then
  73. 2:41 PM - Moofin: why would they say something nice about you if it wasn't true? believe me when I say that there's not many people willing to say that to your face and be lying
  74. 2:42 PM - Ignis: Good point
  75. 2:45 PM - Ignis: Still
  76. 2:46 PM - Ignis: I'm a little dissapointed no one's really asking me to do stuff on my birthday
  77. 2:46 PM - Ignis: Hang out or whatever
  78. 2:46 PM - Moofin: Irl or steam?
  79. 2:46 PM - Ignis: Steam
  80. 2:46 PM - Moofin: Most people just say happy birthday and move on from then, it's not anything personal
  81. 2:47 PM - Ignis: I've only gotten like 2 so far
  82. 2:47 PM - Moofin: really? that's a bit surprising
  83. 2:48 PM - Ignis: Mhm
  84. 2:48 PM - Moofin: to be fair half of your friends are offline and you cleared your list
  85. 2:49 PM - Ignis: I cleared my list of many of the old people I never talk to anymore/former comp. TF2 teammates
  86. 2:49 PM - Moofin: ah
  87. 2:50 PM - Moofin: well you also put a ton of rage on your profile, maybe people just didn't feel like talking to you then?
  88. 2:50 PM - Ignis: Yeah, maybe
  89. 2:50 PM - Ignis: Still though
  90. 2:50 PM - Ignis: If /I/ saw someone as upset as me ON THEIR BIRTHDAY, I'd try my best to make them feel better
  91. 2:50 PM - Ignis: Because I know how it feels
  92. 2:51 PM - Moofin: Because you're a good person
  93. 2:51 PM - Ignis: I dont think good people rage and scream
  94. 2:51 PM - Moofin: Do you consider me a good person?
  95. 2:51 PM - Ignis: *nods*
  96. 2:51 PM - Ignis: Better than some...
  97. 2:52 PM - Moofin: everyone has their drawbacks
  98. 2:52 PM - Moofin: I rage sometimes and get mad instantly if anyone brings up a few situations you dont know about
  99. 2:52 PM - Moofin: why do you think yours are worse than others, and that you're a bad person for them?
  100. 2:52 PM - Ignis: Because I hurt other people in the process
  101. 2:53 PM - Ignis: By telling them to fuck off and whatnot
  102. 2:53 PM - Ignis: And even if I'm not ragey, I tend to be rude without knowing it
  103. 2:54 PM - Moofin: I'm sure if that person is willing to keep you on their friends list they won't mind it (occasionally) as long as you apologize later
  104. 2:54 PM - Moofin: and like I said before, you can just vent to me/emily
  105. 2:54 PM - Ignis: Oh no
  106. 2:54 PM - Ignis: I cant vent to Emily
  107. 2:54 PM - Ignis: I'll never do it again
  108. 2:54 PM - Moofin: why not
  109. 2:54 PM - Ignis: Because once upon a time
  110. 2:54 PM - Ignis: I used to play that game called Cave Story
  111. 2:54 PM - Ignis: And I
  112. 2:54 PM - Ignis: Raged so hard
  113. 2:55 PM - Ignis: That she started yelling at me and stuff
  114. 2:55 PM - Ignis: And it hurt
  115. 2:55 PM - Ignis: A lot
  116. 2:55 PM - Ignis: And I stopped talking to her a long time after that
  117. 2:55 PM - Ignis: It was really bad
  118. 2:55 PM - Moofin: Wasnt she 11?
  119. 2:55 PM - Moofin: /12
  120. 2:55 PM - Ignis: *shrugs*
  121. 2:56 PM - Moofin: anyways
  122. 2:56 PM - Moofin: She was pretty immature back then and didn't see anything but the fact that were you yelling in her steam chat
  123. 2:56 PM - Moofin: most likely at least
  124. 2:57 PM - Ignis: I dont blame her though
  125. 2:57 PM - Moofin: I talk to almost every single day and I know she's a lot more calm than she used to be
  126. 2:57 PM - Ignis: I was acting really more crazy than ever before
  127. 2:57 PM - Moofin: You shouldn't blame anyone
  128. 2:57 PM - Moofin: do you think she hates you or something?
  129. 2:57 PM - Ignis: After what happened, I think she has a small grudge against me
  130. 2:59 PM - Moofin: I doubt she thinks less of you for it
  131. 2:59 PM - Moofin: I also cant find the group but do you think you would be in her best friends group if she had a grudge on you/
  132. 2:59 PM - Ignis: Um..
  133. 2:59 PM - Ignis: No..
  134. 3:00 PM - Ignis: Nevertheless, I still feel a little awkward around her about it
  135. 3:00 PM - Moofin: have you actually talked to her since then?
  136. 3:00 PM - Ignis: Yes
  137. 3:00 PM - Ignis: Like today
  138. 3:01 PM - Moofin: then just put it behind you
  139. 3:01 PM - Ignis: Ok..
  140. 3:02 PM - Moofin: shes insanely easy to talk to, and hey, maybe you two could become best friends again
  141. 3:02 PM - Moofin: I guarantee she'll be easier to talk to than the people you've raged at, at least
  142. 3:03 PM - Ignis: Maybe.
  143. 3:03 PM - Ignis: Ya know
  144. 3:03 PM - Ignis: I say I never win
  145. 3:03 PM - Ignis: Because of 3 things
  146. 3:04 PM - Ignis: 1. I was in a writing contest and a poem I wrote was picked to represent my school, but when the presentation came to read aloud the best pieces, some other Senior at my school read hers instead.
  147. 3:04 PM - Ignis: 2. I was in a Smash tournament on Friday at my school and I got to finals but lost
  148. 3:05 PM - Ignis: 3. Losing seems to happen a lot to me when I play video games, and people say they're just for fun but losing doesnt feel very great
  149. 3:06 PM - Moofin: If yours got picked to represent the school, you should be thinking of the accomplishment you got there instead of getting pushed aside by a senior
  150. 3:06 PM - Moofin: If you got to finals, you did pretty fucking good, even if you lost it
  151. 3:07 PM - Moofin: I'll admit losing sucks but you gotta learn that it happens, and to have fun with the game no matter the outcome, and winning will come with improvement which comes with time
  152. 3:08 PM - Ignis: I don't know how to have fun in a game if I feel like I got my ass kicked/the other person is laughing at me
  153. 3:08 PM - Moofin: Then they're pieces of shit and ya gotta ignore them
  154. 3:09 PM - Moofin: And if you got your ass kicked, well, you're playing a game in which that can happen, so don't be surprised if it does. I bet you've beaten up at least 1 person
  155. 3:09 PM - Ignis: True..
  156. 3:09 PM - Moofin: Getting your ass kicked is one of the best ways to learn, you can see what players better than you do and copy them
  157. 3:09 PM - Moofin: or at least learn why they're doing what they do
  158. 3:10 PM - Ignis: *nods*
  159. 3:13 PM - Moofin: Anyways a friend wants to play gta with me, so ill talk to ya later and also, happy birthday
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