SVTFOE: As Long as I Want You Ch. 13

SVTFOE: As Long as I Want You Ch. 13
Written by WriteFriend
Edited by an EditAnon


Marco was back in his room, going through all of the events that transpired tonight in his head. He wasn't sure what he was going to tell Jackie given the new information he has. He wants to be honest with her but every time he has tried to make those two clear the air everything gets worse. Marco knew he should at least tell her that she was right in her suspicions and just leave it at that, not like they have to worry about Star or about him cheating on her. Marco laid down on his bed, still wondering what to do. One thing is for sure, he should leave out the part about Star basically walking around  her underwear in front of him and the fact that she tried to kiss him. No Vault-Tec made fallout shelter would be able to withstand the blast from Jackie's explosion of rage then.

Marco tried to close his eyes and go to sleep, but he could still hear Star's sobs a few feet away. He covered his face with his pillow, not because of the noise but because her anguished sobs felt like someone was jabbing him with needles, considering she's crying because of him. He got up from his bed, he was considering going over to apologize to her Marco knows that when he gets angry he tends to overreact sometimes he has to admit him and Star have more in common in terms of being overly emotional than they think. Before he made his decision on what to do the crying stopped and soon there was a knock on his door. He walked over to open it, ready for anything and to his surprise found Star she was holding his hoodie and mercifully covered up with a robe.

"Here, you left this with me," she said softly as she handed Marco back his hoodie. Her eyes were red from crying.

"Thanks, I would have let you keep it though" Marco replied.

"It's okay, I already have one of yours," Star said while letting out a quiet sigh.

"So, you do take my clothes...I blamed the puppies," Marco mused trying to change the one.

"Well, I just added to the list of horrible things I do to you," Star said, trying not to cry again.

"Star, c'mon you aren't a bad person, I just don't think we fit together like you wish we did, that's all."

Marco sighed, all his life he's been pining after one girl, slowly bracing for rejection. Not once in his fourteen years of life did he ever think he'd be the one rejecting a girl. Especially not one that means so much to him as Star Butterfly, faults and all.

"You think, but you don't know for sure...and you won't even try?" Star muttered at him.

"Yeah, you got me there, but hey, maybe in some parallel dimension you and me are a happy couple right now, that's gotta be heartwarming to think about in some ways, right? …Right?" Marco said trying again to cheer her up, which at this point was like an instinct.

Star didn't smile or laugh or do anything besides hanging her head in shame, Marco couldn't believe he made things worse.

"I don't want to think about other-dimensional versions of us being happy, I just want US to be happy, I want you to cuddle with me and kiss me and tell me you'll always be there for me and mean it," Star whispered.

"That's the thing, I will be there for you, but not so much the other things...Star, just please stop crying. Someday we will look back and laugh about this night, I promise," Marco replied to her. "For now, what I can do is this, it's not much but its what I can do for a friend." Marco wrapped his arms around her shoulders and gave her a quick hug, but Star pushed him away and began walking to her room. Marco watched in silence, not even bothering to say goodnight. As for Star it was just too much, she didn't want hugs out of pity, she wanted hugs out of love and she’d rather not have Marco hug her anymore if it wasn't for that sole reason. Marco closed his bedroom door and threw his hoodie into the dirty clothes hamper, the fact that it was damp with tears was not lost on him. He'll make it up to her somehow.

That night Star tossed and turned in her bed. She didn't know if she'd ever be able to sleep again, not after tonight. She heard her bedroom door squeak open and sat straight up. She looked and saw Marco walking towards her. Probably here to tell her not only that does he not love her but that no one will ever love her because she is an awful person. Marco reached her and motioned her to scoot over, much to her surprise. Star did as she was told and Marco crawled into bed beside her. Star was confused but at the same time happy.

"What is it, Marco?" Star asked him.

"Just for tonight, Star...and we can never speak of it ever again...EVER" Marco replied.

"Just what for tonight? Star replied.

Marco answered her by leaning over and kissing her on the lips. Star opened her eyes wide in shock and then blushed and closed them as she enjoyed his touch. Marco rolled himself on top of her and kissed her some more as Star dug her fingers into his back.

"What about Jackie?" Star asked, angry with her self for even letting go of Marco's lips for a second, but she had to know.

"You were right, I don't know for sure if we do fit well together or not, so tonight pretend we are in a parallel dimension where we test it out...but just tonight," Marco responded and went back to kissing her lips, and then her neck. Star began to squeal in delight if this was a test she didn't want to fail...for once.

Star closed her eyes and let Marco kiss and touch her all over her body. As far as Star was concerned this was the best feeling she's ever had, she wouldn’t care if she had to throw Jackie in some dungeon back on Mewni, she isn't letting her take Marco back, not ever. Marco then lifted up her nightgown and began to tickle and kiss her belly button with his tongue, Star had to bite her bottom lip hard to keep from squirming, it felt so good. She wasn't sure what else Marco was planning on doing and she didn't care either. Star took off the rest of her nightgown to give Marco better access to her body. Marco took off his own t-shirt and proceeded to kiss Star's chest right above her breasts slowly and rhythmically causing Star to moan ever so slightly, she ran her hands down Marco's chest and felt his budding abs and muscles. Star had come to the decision that tomorrow she will not imprison Jackie on Mewni…she might escape and take Marco back, no, no, no…Star has to kill her, it’s the only way to be sure. No witnesses of course.

Star ran her fingers through Marco's hair as he kissed her chest.

"I can use the wand and make them bigger if you want, bigger than Jackie's," Star said between heavy breaths as she ran her hand over her breasts anxious for Marco to yank the bra off her.

"No, I think you are perfect just as you are" Marco replied lifting his head and meeting Stars gaze.

Star started to tear up, "Oh, Marco, I'm so glad you’re here with me," Star replied letting some tears of happiness fall.

Marco kissed her lips tenderly while caressing her cheeks like how Star liked it. "Shhh just enjoy the moment," He whispered to her.

"I love you, Marco," Star whispered back.

"I Love-"

(Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you 'cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you)

Stars alarm clock radio had gone off it was time to wake up. Not only had she been dreaming, the stupid radio was playing the song Marco used to declare his undying love for Jackie. In a fit of rage, Star unplugged the radio and threw it out her balcony where it shattered into a thousand pieces against the sidewalk. Star collapsed on the floor of her bedroom and just cried some more. After a short bit, she walked to the bathroom to brush her teeth and when she saw her reflection in the bathroom mirror she had to try very hard not to scream.

Around her face, tiny purple mewberty hearts had appeared.