I'm sorry, I don't keep a trip log, but I do remember all of my psychedelic trips. I'll write the intense ones, and the ones closest to today.

It's winter 2010. A girl I know brings ecstasy pills to a small private party (~7 people) and tells us to take 2 each, as the trip will be stronger and last longer. Without any questions me and 3 of my friends swallow them.
What we didn't know was that each pill was a double dose. As a first time, the equivalent of 4 dose of ecstasy is pretty intense. So Pink Floyd and other experimental bands are coming out of a big amp, one of my friends is on the floor rolling and laughing,
another one is sitting right beside the amp, in a daze, and the last one was lying on a bed spitting a wheel chair trying to contact Jesus (while saying some random prayers). Me, I was sitting on the floor and taking in every single sound wave and emotions from the music. Every song had a different color and feeling to it. I remember being amazed at life, the world, and music. I felt intensly happy, giggly, tingly and somewhat light headed.
I remember looking for a dog when Pink Floyd's Dog played, until I realised it was actually the song. Mind Blown. Overall it was pretty fun, and essentially what brought me to do other drugs

After that, we did multiple experiments with different drugs. Some hilarants, different strands of weed, etc.

Summer 2011. For family reasons, I had to move 6 hours away from my all of my childhood friends. all of them. A month later, most of them came by for a week-long visit. With some weed and mush.
One night we sat down around a fire (with a sitter of course), took as much mush we could, and lit a fat joint. I was lying on a long chair, and then I looked at the night sky, it was perfect. There was little light polution, so I could see the stars and that's when it hit me.
I was amongs the stars, like an astronaut. Floating, surrounded by small specks of light. It was very comfortable, and relaxing. One of my friend picked at me a little bit for being a 'inner-tripper' as he called it.
Lasted a couple of hours until my mom started screaming from her window that we were making too much noise and we had to go back inside.

Winter 2011-2012. Winter break, time to give my good ol' friends a visit ! One of my friend wips out 3 tabs of LCD. Me, him, and one of my childhood friend put it under our tongue and waited. It was very fun, at first. The blanket was very trippy, furry with a wave print on it. We laughed  at a building that looked like Bender, on my friend's wallpaper. One of us wasn't really feeling it yet so he rolls a gigantic joint (hi-liner sized), and we smoked it all.
Bad idea. When we came back inside, I couldn't think. Every time I closed my eyes I either saw a chicken or a bird. Every time I closed my eyes I was always flying, looking down to the world, unable to reach it. It went on for 4 hours. Then, for the last couple of hours, I was seeing shadows in every dark corner of every rooms. Human shaped with long arms and pointy fingers, like the scene from Insidious. Endlessly repeating inside my head, 'please make it stop'.
Of course, the sitters had no experience in psychedelics and were only there to prevent any physical injuries. Turns out it released my schizoid personnality. I knew I had schizophrenics in my family, but I didn't tell anyone as I was happy to see everyone and wouldn't want to ruin the fun, we were wanting LCD for years now. When I came back home, I litterally blocked every single contact I had with everyone except my mom and dad. I became anorexic for 2 months (which I am glad because I lost 70 pounds), and started cutting.

Summer 2012. My childhood friends are done high school, while I am still stuck in there because of different academic systems. They decide to rent a small summer house for a week, away from everyone, to do as much drug as they want, when they want, and make some fireworks to celebrate the end of their high school. Of course I am invited.
Thinking that seeing my friends would only help me, I decide to go. All is fun, until the fireworks night. I took 2 ecstasy pills and the biggest hit from a bong I have ever taken. I start drifting in time and between dimensions. I can't keep my eyes open, and I start seeing stuff. I see how my childhood friends will look and what job they will have later in life. One is a bald accountant, one is a fat neet, one is a fat construction guy, one is a healthy doctor, one is in the army, one is a depressed and sickly looking guy working dead- end office job, and the last one is a happy mechanic.
When I looked at myself, I had a rope around my neck. Panic attack. Try to calm myself with some music, the first song to play was 'Alcest - Souvenirs D'un Autre Monde' (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTM9x-fEMwo). You see, I speak french and understand the lyrics.
Translated, here are lyrics:

>Where I come from, time doesn't exist
>Seconds turn into hours
>The years are short moment, immediately gone
>And our deceiving words are replaced
>By music and colors,
>Floating like fragrances in the amber air

>Don't be afraid, now it's all over
>Break the chains of your deadly fears
>To be free from them forevermore
>And find the previous tranquility
>Don't be afraid, now it's all over
>Let your tears run one last time
>To be free from them forevermore
>And rejoin the world you come from

All the while, seeing hanged me from trees. I swear I felt my heart break in millions of pieces.
After that week, I completely stopped talking to all of them, I surrounded myself in anime, music, video games and VNs. Cutting became more intense. I became completely asocial.


Winter 2013-2014. Tried DXM through sucrets. It felt like I was drunk, while walking on a cloud. My movement felt a lot more robotic, and I thought my teeth were completely shattered from the crunching of the sucrets.
I lied in bed for a couple of hours, covered in cold sweats and cramps, thinking I would die.

Spring 2014. Tried DXM through cough syrup. Threw up all of my diner in the toilet, then had diarrhea. After that, I felt better but there was this lingering pain in my stomac.
Lying on my bed, my room turned into a big room with egyptian-ish architecture with a big owl looking down on me. After a few hours of looking at it, I fell asleep.

Summer 2014. Tried DXM through gel caps. I was very tired and kept falling in and out of sleep for the lenght of the trip. All I remember is lawn mowers flying around me.



Sorry, that's all I remember... Previous trip are a lot more detailed, as they were more intense and needed more explanation. DXM is nice, but not as intense.