2:59:54 am zac efron: i have no opinion on him
3:00:11 am zac efron: he better fucking behave if he's gonna be your boyfriend
3:05:15 am lynds💋: I honestly
3:05:18 am lynds💋: don't know
Changed status to Online (3:20:23 am)
Changed status to Away: here's to us at the end of the line (3:24:09 am)
3:50:53 am lynds💋: sleepy
3:51:54 am zac efron: i'm sad
3:51:55 am lynds💋 (Autoreply): here's to us at the end of the line
3:52:05 am zac efron: and your away message makes me sadder
3:52:15 am lynds💋: what's wrong
3:53:08 am zac efron: we broke up again
3:53:57 am lynds💋: we
3:54:06 am zac efron: you and i
3:54:08 am lynds💋: only you'd say that
4:01:54 am lynds💋: we weren't a relationship, quiet
4:02:23 am zac efron: i like to pretend it was a bit
4:02:51 am lynds💋: you can't live a half life with someone
4:03:09 am zac efron: i do with myself already
4:03:16 am zac efron: but you're right
4:03:25 am zac efron: it's not fair
4:04:39 am lynds💋: I want someone I can home to, cook dinner for, go on dates with and wake up to in the mornings and share a life with an it's unfair for me to get a fraction of it or steal it
4:04:43 am lynds💋: and it's unfair for you too
4:06:49 am zac efron: it's not us babe
4:06:52 am zac efron: i wish it could be
4:07:31 am zac efron: we can't be anything more than spontaneous outbursts of intimacy through a mutual attraction
4:07:54 am zac efron: you're an amazing woman lyndsy
4:08:00 am zac efron: i have nothing but love for you
4:08:44 am zac efron: but you can't be in love with me
4:08:55 am zac efron: as i can't be in love with you
4:10:13 am lynds💋: and I'm aware of that and I know that and I'm tired, I don't want random passing intimacy that's wonderful in the moment but fades out and you're not mine and I'm really not yours and it's unfair so we are done
4:14:04 am zac efron: so we are done
4:14:11 am zac efron: i'll miss you
4:15:10 am lynds💋: don't, I'll always be your friend
4:15:24 am lynds💋: and in like 5 years we will laugh about our idiocy
4:16:15 am zac efron: most likely
4:16:40 am zac efron: how about if we're both single by 30
4:16:43 am zac efron: we get together
4:17:21 am lynds💋: ILL BE 30 before you
4:17:42 am zac efron: then you have 10 months to find someone to date if you don't want to date me
4:18:18 am lynds💋: what if we both end up like married with kids on the way, I'd die laughing but happy at the same time for us
4:19:14 am zac efron: lyndsy if we're both single at 30 then we're getting married
4:19:17 am zac efron: thats my whole point
4:19:23 am zac efron: i want kids one day
4:19:28 am zac efron: you'd be a good mother
4:19:30 am zac efron: done deal
4:19:36 am lynds💋: that is not how it goes
4:19:40 am zac efron: why not
4:19:48 am lynds💋: LMAL YOU CANT JUST PICK THE MOTHER OF YOUR CHILDREN LIKE THAT
4:19:55 am zac efron: i chose you
4:20:00 am zac efron: if you're still available
4:20:10 am zac efron: which i highly doubt
4:20:39 am lynds💋: you have to be in love with them and happy and want to wake up to them with a cuddly baby between you guys and you realize hey I want more of these boogers with you and a life
4:20:49 am lynds💋: oh damnit battery on 1%
4:20:56 am zac efron: fuck
4:21:08 am zac efron: lyndsy i would have no trouble loving you
4:21:30 am zac efron: and being someone for you
4:21:46 am zac efron: it's just sad that now isn't the right time
4:22:27 am lynds💋: maybe it'll never be the right time for us and that's okay, maybe we were some passing thing like some kind of lesson learned or something
4:22:31 am lynds💋: I'm fine with that
4:24:57 am zac efron: i just want to hug you forever
4:25:09 am zac efron: i'm half asleep right now
4:25:16 am zac efron: i'm sorry lyndsy
4:25:30 am lynds💋: nothing to be sorry for
4:25:46 am zac efron: sorry for making this complicated than it should be
4:26:20 am lynds💋: this doesn't even touch complicated, that's for Ryan gosling but you and I are okay
4:26:38 am zac efron: i'm glad we got out of this
4:27:04 am zac efron: without any repercussions
4:27:24 am zac efron: asides from confusing ourselves a little
4:27:49 am lynds💋: yes I'd like it to stay that way forever