You know what, fuck it. I don't know if you're ignoring me or if you just haven't read this, but having this time to reflect has just made me think about how shitty of a friend you are. I've put up with your shit for 3 years, and every time we have any minor fight you cut contacts and act like it's the end of the world. Guess what, friends fight sometimes. If your reaction to that is to not be friends anymore, you're going to die very alone. And even though you're always the one who makes a big fuss I always have to come crawling back to you. You never do the work to repair the friendship. While you bitch and moan I come kissing up to you hoping that we can just be friends like we usually were. And then we get in another tiny fight, and you freak out and cut contact again. Even after all this, you refuse to accept responsibility for a fucking thing. You turtle up and get aggressive and blame me for EVERYTHING. I'm done with it. And after all of that, you have a Gaul to blame me for the same thing? Fuck off. You abuse me, you abuse me friends, you act confusing and unpredictable and then you blame me when I'm not able to read your fucking mind or when I make a relatively small slip up. And why is it that whenever I do ANY THING you jump right to saying "you always do this" but can never name an example? I'm sorry for you if you're not lying but the whole "memory loss" thing only ever seems to work in your favor. "you always do X" "name me an example" "I can't because memory loss". It's bullshit.

Were not going to be friends anymore. We will probably never be friends again. I hope you understand that it's fucking difficult for me to abandon 3 years of honestly great times with you, but you need to fix your shit. Be mad at me all you want, call me a dick all you want, but I REALLY hope you take this as a wakeup call, Justin.