These last few days with you have been extremely memorable Tayler, from us recovering from last Sunday night, and being strong and loving, to all of our fond memories over the last 12 months, unforgettable moments. Every second we are in each other's presence is pure treasure. Unforgettable moments and memories between us. That's what the last year has been with you Tayler. From the bonding at the drive in theatre, to Wonderland, to all of our nights at my house. They're all locked inside my memory,  for decades to come, and I'll look back on everything we've done, and who we've become. Everything has been remarkable with you. You give me meaning, you give life meaning... You give us meaning. And it's undeniable that for years to come will be nothing but similar, but more strong and meaningful. You're an incredible girl Tayler, and you have an insanely amazing caring boy to be part of your life. Please nurture and treasure that. I already know you will though! We've come for far with so many restrictions, it's crazy!!

I'm not using emojis because I'm too focused in the moment, and way to busy speaking my mind and telling you how much I love and care for you.

I know this week will be rough for you, but I want you to know, I need you to know.. That my entire trip I will literally be doing nothing but thinking of you, no matter what I'm doing. If I'm swimming in the ocean, you'll be on my mind, if I'm drinking out in one of the villages and getting to know the locals, I'll be thinking of you (and telling them all about my life in Canada, and about what a wonderful girlfriend I have back home). If I'm swimming with the Dolphins, or adventuring the jungles of Cuba, on a cruise, or simply eating dinner.. You're going to be on my mind!! Every second until I'm back in your arms Tuesday, and even after! I can't wait to land in Cuba knowing that you're back at home, reading this and thinking to yourself "it's an entire week, but I'm going to be as strong as I can". I know you'll be busy focusing on school and friends, family and dance. You'll be able to spend more time with Kendra, Katia, all your other friends as well as your brother and Lucky! You have incredible friends and I know for a fact you'll keep yourself busy. Even at night when you're in bed, you'll have Lucky, your bear and shark, you'll also have me to text which I'll get once I come home! You'll have this huge message to read, our saved conversations and pictures to go through, as well as your valentines card to look forward to! You have lots of things to take your mind of missing me, but I know you will, and I know you'll cry at some point, and that's okay! When I come back, Expect to be greeted with the biggest hug you've ever received as well as all the affection one boy can ever offer a girl. I can't wait to tell you stories and share picture videos and experiences!! You're going to be my go-to when I come back.. I'm going to be so friggen thrilled the second I get service and are able to text you! You can bet your ass I won't be sleeping the night I get back!! Or the next day when I'm with you. I love you more then words could ever explain, you're my everything, I've never felt so strongly for a girl, or anyone in my entire life. I know that when I say I'm in love with you, and I'd die to be with you, I mean that. I can't picture you not in my life, and I don't ever want that to become a reality. You're the most amazing, wonderful, attractive, smart, funny, down to earth loving girlfriend a boy can ask for. Happy Valentine's Day by the way, just in case I can't message you for whatever reason.

Please keep our snapchat streak going, and any chance I can get on Instagram to send you a message, you can bet your ass I will be.. And being able to see your bio and if you decide to put something about missing him, boy will that make me smile and tear up, that would be incredible to see! But you already know this! Please stay safe, stay strong, know that a special someone, being me, will be thinking about you uncontrollably! And I'll see you on the flip side! I love you baby girl!! I love you so so so so much!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ GAHHHHHH 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗