[6:03:00 PM] Arytiss: Did you wanna tell Silvi about your concerns from earlier? Have you been able to sort it out at all? :o
[6:04:14 PM] ℜita: I am.. not sure tbh.  On one hand its an opportunity thats never been presented to me.  On the other hand, socially speaking I enjoy you guys quite a bit.
[6:04:27 PM] Arytiss: Mhm o:
[6:04:35 PM] Arytiss: Socially you will
[6:04:40 PM] Arytiss: Always have us c:
[6:04:55 PM] Arytiss: As long as you are an honest doki o:
[6:07:46 PM] ℜita: problem is I am going into A4 tommorow with them.  They promised me the weapon upgrade coat if I stay the ride~ If that happens I will end up locking myself to that but then could tell them until 3.2 I am gonna do a1,a2, and possibly A3 with a group till rep.  On the other hand I would then feel weirdi n your group because its like ar eality coming true of hwat you talked about last raid and I dont really wanna do that to you guys.  I also feel comfy like this is my retirement xD and someones trying to drag me out of retirement.  By retirement I dont mean giving up raiding or trying hard but a warm casual atmosphere not borne from convenience.
[6:08:32 PM] ℜita: I declined this guy once already, because I wanted to bring a friend with me but she didn't want to come without her gf and her gf only wanted to raid with ehr FC that was already ded so that never panned out
[6:09:04 PM] ℜita: He saw me A4 the other day tho and liked my numbers and asked if I was still held to that.. so if I decline him again I will burn a bridge.. but if I take him up I will burn more bridges
[6:09:05 PM] ℜita: xD
[6:09:09 PM] ℜita: and I should of of
[6:09:14 PM] ℜita: not put myself into this situation
[6:09:17 PM] ℜita: but
[6:09:19 PM] ℜita: I am an idiot
[6:09:20 PM] ℜita: xD
[6:09:22 PM] Arytiss: Mmm
[6:09:24 PM] ℜita: like a puppy dog
[6:09:27 PM] ℜita: that gets excited
[6:09:31 PM] Arytiss: Let's talk this out with
[6:09:34 PM] Arytiss: Silvi
[6:09:40 PM] Arytiss: If that is ok?
[6:09:49 PM] ℜita: ok =o
[6:09:59 PM] Arytiss: She will be honest because she also loves you c:
[6:10:11 PM] ℜita: but
[6:10:16 PM] ℜita: I am jittery its not a fun topic
[6:10:18 PM] ℜita: to approach
[6:10:26 PM] Arytiss: You have to relax
[6:10:37 PM] Arytiss: I think your issue is
[6:10:52 PM] Arytiss: You feel like you're cheating on us, in a word :o
[6:10:58 PM] ℜita: yea
[6:10:58 PM] Arytiss: But this is more like
[6:11:00 PM] ℜita: xD
[6:11:11 PM] Arytiss: We are your university Frieda
[6:11:26 PM] Arytiss: And some guy wants to take you away :0
[6:11:35 PM] Arytiss: We still love you o:
[6:11:45 PM] Arytiss: But we will hiss at him, rawr o:
[6:12:43 PM] Arytiss: But no matter what
[6:12:50 PM] Arytiss: We will be happy for you c: