its a long winding road
out here in the cold
you know, i forgot my jacket

i never saw the sun till now
it's not as pretty as i thought
you lied, i wanted to know

bashing his head against a wall
after all is said and done
you know, i would give it my all

and bottle caps with total strangers
a bit too unholy for all of the cages
you know, i think ive put myself in danger

i love being ignored
and i love when you give me director notes
you lied, i'm starting to get bored

i puked in the trash can with
a lot of gumption
you know, i really wanted to cry

and you werent there yet
but i felt it for the second time
you know, i think its my turn to die

cause it fucking hurt
when he hit me
you know, i cant control it anymore

the rhymes arent important
when you're dying at your core
you know, i'm not a child anymore

and i feel like its over
every time you say goodbye
you and i both know thats a fucking lie