Adura
 Have you told her that you're depressed?
Bantam
 I told her
But I doubt she even really cares


Adura
 If you told other friends, I'm sure they'll be there for you. What about family?


Bantam
 My other friends are all nerds. They don't understand relationship stuff.
And they're annoying


Adura
 God...


Bantam
 Adura I know this sounds really stupid to you. And I know it probably is
But this is how I'm feeling right now. And you're the only one I really trust to support me.


Adura
 Bantam, stop. This isn't right. Letting yourself become depressed over a break up. Nothing interesting? Nothing to do? That isn't true. There are plenty of things to do. Games? Family? Friends? Stop being just so... Attached to her. Tell me. What has she done to offer you that is keeping her so... I don't know, glued to her?


Bantam
 She was a great girlfriend
And she just threw it away


Adura
 And isn't that her own fault? For letting you go? She was the one who didn't realize just how great you are. She was the one who threw it away, not you.


Bantam
 It is her fault
But it hurts thinking negatively about her because I want to think positively about her


Adura
 And you don't have to think negatively of her.

Adura
I just want you to stop worrying over her, always thinking or talking about her, always just being so attached. Don't you realize that you are hurting yourself? C'mon...
I know you can realize that...

Bantam
 I realize I'm hurting myself. I'm destroying myself really. Part of me tells me I should talk to her a lot less and part of me says to keep talking to her



Adura
 Do what is best. Choose one. Which do you believe will make you hurt less? Talking to her more? Or talking to her less?
Adura
I know you don't want to be distant from her, but, think about it. If talking to her more only hurts you more, yet is keeping you together, and talking to her less is making you more relieved, yet more distant... Well, I want to know. Which could be better?

Adura
As in... Is she truly worth your time?

Adura
..Bantam?


Bantam
 Sorry I was eating dinner



Adura
 It's okay.


Bantam
 I feel like keep talking to her is the right thing to do, but it hurts. And distancing myself from her is a temptation but I feel like a bad person doing that



Adura
 How would you be a bad person? Did she... Okay, I know this sounds harsh, but did she truly care? She did leave you behind, and, as you put it, she threw it away.


Bantam
 I don't know if she truly cared. I asked her why she broke up with me and she said she just wanted to see what it was like with him and that I was a amazing boyfriend. Fucking hate him btw



Adura
 Doesn't sound like she did to me. That isn't a reason, is it? Just so she could see what another person is like? Maybe it is. But... I don't believe she is worth your time for much longer. Have you found your calls more... Bland? Shorter? If so, then... Well, she may not care, if that's the case.


Bantam
 Maybe you're right



Adura
 We can't know for sure. I'm just giving my advice. I'm only trying to do my best here.


 Adura
 You're welcome. But can you answer my question, please?


Adura
About the, uh, calls.

Bantam
 I don't know



Adura
 Try to recall your calls, if you can.

Bantam
 I mean like

I just don't know
I can't be the same way with her in calls anymore since were not dating.


Adura
 Yeah...