Without going into to much detail about why I'm doing this what I'm doing is I'm going to Omegle. That chat with strangers thing and typically it's used for creeps to ask for Kik and asl. Recently though I have been faking who I am. I have two full personas and back stories on who I am and what I have done. Both very similar in the sense of sexuality but different at the same time. Because I don't actually feel like I belong anywhere at all I just use these pictures fake names and fake personas to get these overly horny guys to just give me a moment of their time. Just to make me feel like I actually matter at all even if it comes at the price of selling myself out for their mere pleasure. It's basically the only thing that keeps me somewhat sane as strange as that sounds