[4:55:49 PM] curdbird: Whats going on?
[4:56:10 PM] jesseo: nothing i just think drama is dumb
[4:56:25 PM] curdbird: Whats dramatic?
[4:56:36 PM] jesseo: pizza
[4:57:33 PM] curdbird:
Yeah i know amber and jamie are feeling left out. Why arent they in,tho?
[4:58:03 PM] jesseo: you srsly don’t have to play dumb
[4:58:12 PM] jesseo: i know you talked to manda
[4:58:53 PM] curdbird: So? Apparently sonatine didnt invite them for her own reasons but intro and jam are wondering why you didnt invite thwm
[4:59:24 PM] jesseo: so you can start more drama right can you not
[4:59:50 PM] curdbird: Actually i just want my friends you included to gt along...
[5:00:02 PM] curdbird: Get*.
[5:00:47 PM] curdbird: I dont know what happened. I want to know what happened between you guys? We were all just having a blast this week with comissions and then this weird thing happen
[5:00:54 PM] jesseo: NOTHING HAPPENED omg
[5:01:27 PM] jesseo: the pizza group came together from our lil circle in fb and if people aren’t comfortable then i don’t want there to be discomfort but this is being blown out of proportion
[5:02:20 PM] curdbird: Well you know me you ire and ambs had a pizza thig going too. I just didnt understand why they weren't invited
[5:03:03 PM] jesseo: and its a private pizza group if people don’t feel comfortable with someone else getting their private item then i can understand that and i don’t think its fair for me to get stuck in the fucking middle and be cornered just bc we are friends
[5:03:53 PM] curdbird: Its not really even about the facebook group when heres not 50 users in that ping group now so what does that matter
[5:04:06 PM] curdbird: Theres now*
[5:04:10 PM] jesseo: because we put people in we all mutually liked p much
[5:04:17 PM] jesseo: so that we can slot our friends
[5:05:11 PM] jesseo: and i don’t see anything wrong w that
[5:05:23 PM] curdbird: It looks like a whos who of the cw world in that group jess. Are you saying ire and intro arent your friend?
[5:05:33 PM] jesseo: are you just trying to manipulate my words lol
[5:06:02 PM] curdbird: No. I'm wondering why yhey werent invited
[5:06:43 PM] jesseo: well I’m not admin anymore so
[5:07:12 PM] curdbird: why not? what happened?
[5:07:42 PM] jesseo: why does that matter?
[5:07:46 PM] curdbird: jess, I love you I don't want you to feel like im coming attacking you. its just intro and ire were questioning why I was in the group and they weren't.
[5:07:47 PM] jesseo: why do you need details?
[5:07:50 PM] jesseo: no sorry
[5:07:52 PM] jesseo: i feel attacked
[5:08:00 PM] curdbird: because I care about our friends man, you included
[5:08:29 PM] curdbird: i need to hear your side... its hard to say what happened. i have no idea cos i never got into the pizza group for really any reason i was just invited by warrior
[5:08:42 PM] jesseo: and its not right that amber is fucking messaging other people on behalf of the anger she has towards me because yeah our friends aren’t gonna overlap sorry
[5:09:06 PM] curdbird: our friends aren't gonna overlap?
[5:09:17 PM] jesseo: we aren’t always gonna have the same friends
[5:10:01 PM] curdbird: what do you mean? here i am, you and i have been talking for everyday for like a year we've become very close, you and i. i feel. and i trust you jess that's why i came to you when intro and Jamie were coming to me upset
[5:10:30 PM] jesseo: and as different people we’re not gonna have the same opinions about other people and i don’t know why I’m wrong for that or ANYONE as a matter of fact
[5:10:58 PM] curdbird: yes i asked tundra to invite them... but that's when she told me she didn't feel comfortable inviting them because she wasn't friends with them
[5:11:05 PM] jesseo: yeah okay but you could’ve came to me first?
[5:11:13 PM] jesseo: when you talked to manda?
[5:11:40 PM] curdbird: you didn't get back to me til today
[5:11:55 PM] jesseo: well if i understood right you talked to manda today
[5:12:11 PM] curdbird: yeah i talked to Amanda today, i talk to her almost everyday
[5:12:41 PM] jesseo: okay i don’t care how much you talk to her
[5:14:11 PM] curdbird: ok im just saying yeah we talk.... im confirming what you understood correctly, yes?
[5:14:15 PM] jesseo: no
[5:14:28 PM] jesseo: you talked to manda today about the invite.
[5:14:55 PM] jesseo: & i care about how you talked to tundra to invite them and when she explained to you you didn’t talk to me and ask & went to amber instead who p much in my opinion is p much harassing my friends and making me uncomfortable when she never talks to them anyway. thats not right.
[5:15:51 PM] curdbird: i did ask Amanda to invite them, i didn't think it was a big deal. i didn't know what happened or why they weren't invited.
[5:15:58 PM] jesseo: okay well its a big deal now
[5:16:02 PM] jesseo: and we don’t have to be friends like any of us
[5:16:29 PM] curdbird: you don't want to be friends with me?
[5:16:34 PM] curdbird: what?
[5:16:42 PM] jesseo: i don’t want to be friends with anyone willing to take a fucking pizza group out of proportion
[5:17:21 PM] curdbird: sorry that amber and Jamie are my friends and they were feeling left out that you didn't invite them? i didn't know why you didn't and i still don't understand why you didnt
[5:17:27 PM] jesseo: I’m honestly not gonna do this anymore and if you want to talk i don’t want to talk about a group i don’t want to talk about pizza i don’t want to talk about amber/jamie
[5:18:51 PM] curdbird: i didn't take the pizza group out of proportion, Jamie and amber were wondering why they weren't invited and i honestly had NO CLUE why you didn't. i didn't know you weren't friends with them
[5:19:15 PM] jesseo: can you not twist my words where did i say they weren’t friends lol omfg this is getting soooo fucking ridiculous
[5:19:39 PM] jesseo: i don’t want to explain
[5:19:40 PM] jesseo: okay
[5:19:42 PM] jesseo: period
[5:19:46 PM] curdbird: well, heres me asking why they weren't invited? its not a big deal to me, but they were offended
[5:19:49 PM] jesseo: i have my own reasons am i not allowed
[5:19:57 PM] jesseo: okay obviously it is a big deal to you to be in the middle
[5:20:38 PM] curdbird: in the middle? i just asked a mutal friend who is admin, i actually thought you were just so busy this week jess, i didn't think you didn't invite them on purpose. i still have no idea
[5:20:40 PM] curdbird: i don't get it
[5:21:00 PM] jesseo: yeah
[5:21:02 PM] jesseo: the middle.
[5:21:18 PM] jesseo: b/c instead of trying to resolve it and not create more bullshit you don’t try to get more information
[5:21:30 PM] curdbird: I've been asking you this whole time, why?
[5:21:38 PM] jesseo: so instead my friend is actually Facebook messaged and made very uncomfortable
[5:21:39 PM] jesseo: im done
[5:21:56 PM] jesseo: your last slot on the slackers and then we can be done
[5:21:58 PM] curdbird: facebook messaged? i never even use facebook
[5:22:04 PM] jesseo: ya
[5:22:11 PM] jesseo: amber actually messaged my friend on fb
[5:22:19 PM] curdbird: what?
[5:22:21 PM] curdbird: today?
[5:22:23 PM] jesseo: yeah
[5:22:27 PM] curdbird: sonatine?
[5:22:31 PM] jesseo: no
[5:22:36 PM] jesseo: jinx
[5:22:53 PM] curdbird: i have no idea why she did that
[5:23:09 PM] jesseo: sorry but like i feel like this has gone too far and i don’t want anything to do with it anymore because you know how amber is and she’s a fucking firecracker sometimes && you didn’t account for that because you didn’t care
[5:23:44 PM] curdbird: i didn't account for that because i didn't know she was gonna talk to jinx. i don't even know jinx....i told amber to talk to you and sonatine
[5:23:54 PM] curdbird: why are you cutting me off like that, jess?
[5:25:45 PM] curdbird: we work so well together. and you're my best friend here, you're gonna burn me ?
[5:26:05 PM] jesseo: im gonna burn you? LOL
[5:26:14 PM] curdbird: you are saying we're done?
[5:26:20 PM] curdbird: like you don't wanna be friends anymore?
[5:26:51 PM] curdbird: over some pizza group I'LL FUCKING LEAVE IT RIGHT NOW IDGAF why aren't we gonna be friends?
[5:26:59 PM] jesseo: EXACTLY
[5:27:01 PM] jesseo: over some PIZZA group
[5:27:05 PM] jesseo: and theres THIS much shit going on
[5:27:20 PM] jesseo: & yeah because sure friends are supposed to be there for each other but you’re not supposed to make friends feel as awful as i feel right now because idk if you’ve heard of the domino effect because now everything is falling apart
[5:27:49 PM] curdbird: how is it falling apart?
[5:28:05 PM] jesseo: because my friends shouldn’t be fucking harassed
[5:28:16 PM] jesseo: i am soooo fucking enraged right now i am crying and you have no fucking idea because ya i care for you and i love you and you drive me crazy at times bc i am crazy & we’ve been thru a lot of shit together up and down but theres a time when done is done and I’m just too tired
[5:28:34 PM] curdbird: how did i make you feel awful? I've been asking you why you didn't invite them, jess.
[5:28:44 PM] curdbird: all you can say if how you feel
[5:28:51 PM] jesseo: because of the fucking shit you did to lead to the events that are happening rn
[5:28:59 PM] jesseo: you know how amber is okay
[5:29:16 PM] jesseo: and honestly amber I’ve been friendly to her because i know she’s a good person && you guys are friends with her
[5:29:33 PM] jesseo: but i honestly can’t stand how she can get
[5:29:37 PM] jesseo: and it makes me quiet
[5:30:01 PM] curdbird: no i didn't know she was gonna message someone on their facebok. i had no idea, i told her to go to you and sonatine becase it seemed to me like that pizza bg that was mildly discussed was the reason why amber wasn't invited.
[5:30:23 PM] jesseo: you know her omg you talk to her everyday too
[5:30:27 PM] jesseo: how she gets whne she’s upset
[5:30:31 PM] jesseo: she pushes and pushes and pushes
[5:30:34 PM] jesseo: aka team mischief
[5:30:42 PM] jesseo: and my friends don’t deserve that and i don’t deserve that
[5:30:46 PM] jesseo: and you don’t fucking care
[5:30:49 PM] jesseo: can you pretend to not
[5:30:52 PM] curdbird: that's fine. i didnt really understand how you felt about amber, like that....i take a lot of what she says in a joking manner
[5:31:06 PM] jesseo: yeah but honestly
[5:31:11 PM] jesseo: our personalities clash
[5:31:51 PM] curdbird: im not pretending to not care? i didn't realize that was a big personality clashing happening.... im sorry i was blind to that
[5:31:51 PM] jesseo: yeah i don’t tell anyone how i feel ??
[5:32:08 PM] jesseo: because i am worried about hurting ppl’s feelings
[5:32:20 PM] jesseo: and its a shame tbh how little other people care about other people
[5:32:40 PM] curdbird: ya i know you are worried about that jess, and i didn't realize that i hurt you. i just thought you were busy and hadn't invited them. im sorry jess
[5:33:48 PM] jesseo: i hate arguing with you and anyone tbh but esp you because you’re like my sister but sometimes i still don’t feel comfortable talking about things because i don’t want you to feel inclined to feel a different way towards someone just bc i do
[5:34:38 PM] curdbird: jess. i have been trying my ass off to remain neutral in this, and when you withhold how you really feel about someone, how am i suppose to know why they weren't invited?
[5:34:52 PM] curdbird: like, if i had known i would've just been like k i dunno guys
[5:34:57 PM] curdbird: i love you man
[5:35:20 PM] curdbird: i am fucking crying right now. you're gonna stop being my friend because i just asked why 2 other users weren't invited
[5:35:28 PM] curdbird: and yes it caused a whole bunch of shit
[5:35:43 PM] curdbird: i didn't know amber was gonna get all facebook messagey on people like wtf is that
[5:35:53 PM] jesseo: yeah and now
[5:35:54 PM] curdbird: i told her to take it up with you and sonatine man
[5:35:56 PM] jesseo: she’s telling sonatine that
[5:35:59 PM] jesseo: ireland didn’t even want the floral recolor
[5:36:01 PM] jesseo: when i asked her
[5:36:03 PM] jesseo: UP AND DOWN
[5:36:06 PM] jesseo: if she was oaky with it
[5:36:09 PM] jesseo: if she was sure with it
[5:36:53 PM] curdbird: i don't think ire understood she only got 3 recolor for csc ...you know how shes newly back and didn't read sonatines new forum, i don't know if she even remembered that's how its been with sonatine's recolor
[5:37:00 PM] jesseo: so if i don’t have the right to be mad fine whatever
[5:37:32 PM] curdbird: im not saying you don't have the right to be mad. im just saying don't drop our friendship jess
[5:40:09 PM] curdbird: please
[5:41:40 PM] curdbird: this was something that should've been handled between you guys, sure, i'll admit i was wrong, but when 2 of my friends are coming to me feeling shitty and left out because they thought you were gonna invite them. jesus, i had no idea there was this personality clash and stuff happening between you and amber... i just didn't realize it...
[5:55:09 PM] curdbird: and now you are sure you don't want to be friends with me?
[6:07:48 PM] curdbird: hey you know, i'm dealing with tracy dying 2 days ago and ... I guess I didn't realize there was all this shit happening/building between you and amber. I don't know. I haven't even had the opportunity to talk to you about how much I am feeling the loss of a friend and now you're saying you don't want to be friends with me. I cant handle this fucking shit right now