[20:36]   Amaranth Summerset: Fuck fuck fuck no no no no....
[20:36]   Rena Dyne: what?
[20:37]   Amaranth Summerset: Trisha aka Campio..he's..he's scaring me...
[20:37]   Rena Dyne: Why?
[20:37]   Amaranth Summerset: [22:37] Trisha Mitsukurina: No more than likely not, more than likely going to blow my brains out when I go to the gun range this weekend, seems fitting
[22:38] Amaranth Summerset: Please don't...
[22:39] Trisha Mitsukurina: Fuck it, might as well, life has been perdition, fucking sister is going to die, Mom's gonna kill herself right after, might as well stop being a goddamn coward and do it
[22:39] Amaranth Summerset: Please...no...I..I don't want to live knowing..knowing you did that..
[22:39] Amaranth Summerset: I..I wouldn't be able to handle it...
[22:40] Trisha Mitsukurina: Than I won't tell you, but if I'm gone for more than a week, one of two things happened
[22:40] Amaranth Summerset: No..
[22:40] Amaranth Summerset: YOU KNOW HOW EMOTIONAL I CAN GET
[22:40] Amaranth Summerset: DO you think I would be able to fucking HANDLE THIS
[22:40] Amaranth Summerset: I get mopey and weepy when people just get MAD at me
[22:41] Amaranth Summerset: I'll be a god damn wreck if you do this!
[20:37]   Rena Dyne: They probably won't do it.
[20:38]   Rena Dyne: Plus if they do, its nothing you can stop or help with at this point hun. This is..a bit beyond us.
[20:38]   Amaranth Summerset: I..I'm scared..
[20:38]   Rena Dyne: Neither of us are shrinks, and they need a professional one at this point.
[20:38]   Amaranth Summerset: I..I don't want to live with this on my mind..
[20:38]   Amaranth Summerset: I....
[20:38]   Rena Dyne: I understand, but you have to understand its not something you can do anything about.
[20:38]   Rena Dyne: If you were there in person, if you could physically grab and hide the guns that'd be one thing. But we know nothing about him, its out of our hands.
[20:39]   Rena Dyne: We dont know his real name, we dont know where he is, what city.
[20:39]   Rena Dyne: Infact, him talking about suicide is against f-list rules and really we SHOULDNT be discussing it.
[20:39]   Amaranth Summerset: Now I really can't sleep
[20:39]   Amaranth Summerset: I'm..I'm terrified..
[20:40]   Rena Dyne hugs
[20:40]   Rena Dyne: Just put it out of your mind, what happens happens at this point, sug, its out of your hands.
[20:41]   Amaranth Summerset: I DON'T WANT HIM TO DIE!
[20:41]   Amaranth Summerset: I...I dont...
[20:41]   Rena Dyne: I know you dont
[20:41]   Rena Dyne: I don't either.
[20:41]   Amaranth Summerset: What is with my life!
[20:41]   Rena Dyne: ITS NOT YOUR LIFE. Not in this situation.
[20:41]   Rena Dyne: Its out of your hands, theirs NOTHING you can do about this situation.
[20:41]   Rena Dyne: No more than I can.
[20:42]   Rena Dyne: No more than miranda can or the f-list staff can.
[20:42]   Rena Dyne: The ONLY people who can help him right now are real people, flesh and blood, that know him.
[20:44]   Amaranth Summerset: Fuck...
[20:44]   Amaranth Summerset: Fuck fuck fuck fuck....
[20:44]   Rena Dyne: What?
[20:45]   Amaranth Summerset: I don't know what to do anymore...
[20:45]   Rena Dyne: Let it go. It's all you can do.
[20:45]   Amaranth Summerset: I'll feel heartless...
[20:45]   Rena Dyne: What else can you do?
[20:45]   Amaranth Summerset: I..I just can't..sit here..and..and let this just..unfold...
[20:45]   Rena Dyne: What else can you do?
[20:45]   Rena Dyne: Do you know his real name? his address?
[20:45]   Rena Dyne: his city? state? Country?
[20:45]   Amaranth Summerset: no..
[20:46]   Rena Dyne: Then what can you do?
[20:46]   Rena Dyne: Our hands are tied, it sucks, but you have to move on.
[20:46]   Amaranth Summerset: I don;t think I'll be able to sleep tonight....
[20:46]   Rena Dyne: Go out, buy some Nyquil
[20:47]   Rena Dyne: take a small tablespoons worth
[20:47]   Rena Dyne: NO MORE THEN THAT.
[20:47]   Rena Dyne: that will put you to sleep.
[20:56]   Amaranth Summerset: You know...
[20:56]   Amaranth Summerset: I'm glad I skipped buying anya lcohol this week
[20:56]   Amaranth Summerset: Probably would have downed several of them by now...
[20:56]   Rena Dyne nods
[20:56]   Amaranth Summerset: I'm so pathetic...
[20:56]   Rena Dyne hugs"No, you're not
[20:56]   Amaranth Summerset: Look at me...
[20:57]   Amaranth Summerset: I'm fucking bawling my eyes out and resorting to drinking my problems away
[20:57]   Amaranth Summerset: Fucking pathetic....
[20:57]   Rena Dyne: A lot of people do.
[21:02]   Amaranth Summerset: I'm supposed to be doing college work right now...I can't do it like this...
[21:14]   Amaranth Summerset: I'm...I'm really glad you're here...
[21:14]   Amaranth Summerset: Everyone else just turns me away when I have problems...
[21:17]   Rena Dyne hugs and nods
[21:18]   Amaranth Summerset: Though I'm probably being annoying now..I'll..I'll go away...
[21:19]   Rena Dyne: Its fine sug
[21:20]   Amaranth Summerset: I don't know how you can put up with me...
[21:20]   Amaranth Summerset: Everyone else gets sick of me by now..
[21:21]   Rena Dyne: Because I can put up with a lot.
[21:22]   Amaranth Summerset: Oh...
[21:23]   Rena Dyne pats on the shoulders
[21:45]   Amaranth Summerset: Fuck no why does he keep telling me things I don't want to know..
[21:45]   Amaranth Summerset: I'm freaking out again.
[21:45]   Rena Dyne sighs and hugs
[21:45]   Amaranth Summerset: [23:49] Trisha Mitsukurina: I have the blade in my lap, yet I can't just finish it.

[21:45]   Amaranth Summerset: I...I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE
[21:45]   Amaranth Summerset: I JUST WANT IT TO STOP!
[21:45]   Rena Dyne: log out.
[21:45]   Amaranth Summerset: I just...I can't anymore...
[21:45]   Rena Dyne hugs
[21:46]   Rena Dyne: I understand, you need to log out, get on an alt he doesnt know.
[22:31]   Rena Dyne: Do you mind if I share this log with Trisha.
[22:32]   Amaranth Summerset: Um..why?
[22:33]   Amaranth Summerset: Dunno why you're asking me really...
[22:33]   Rena Dyne: Because, I'm talking with him, and because I don't share chat logs without permission.
[22:33]   Rena Dyne: I afford that curtesy to everyone I talk with, unless its global staff or a moderator who needs the logs to act, I will never share without permission.
[22:33]   Amaranth Summerset: Okay..go...go ahead...
[22:34]   Rena Dyne: Alright.