the grind and the line stay so good morning to the best family on youtube
0:11this blog is going to be a little different because i'm going to talk
0:13about something serious but had a plan d didn't want to talk about this for
0:18months now but have never done it and I've been thinking about a way to do it
0:23and what channel i should do it on and should i make it emotional and should i
0:28include all clips from that channel like what should i do and I'm just been so
0:31confused so now I'm gonna do what I do best which is talk for a long time about
0:37something very important to me that literally like I couldn't sleep right
0:41now because i was thinking about it so i hope if you have a little time you can
0:44listen to this not only to listen but so you can give me your advice your opinion
0:49on this decision because at the end of it I am asking for your advice in your
0:52opinion and I'm not going to make a decision without asking us first seeing
0:57how you guys feel about it and then as a family deciding together so to give you
1:01a little backstory i started fouseytube on march 25th 2011 you know when i
1:06started i did anything and everything I did dances and outdoors because those
1:11are hot in the time I even did pranks i did middle-eastern sketches where I
1:16dressed up as my mom my dad my brother my sister my grandma and I reenacted
1:20what it was like living a middle-eastern household I was dubbed the Middle
1:23Eastern Tyler Perry I need poems I'd inspirational talks under a whole bunch
1:27of stuff and then later that year i created a second channel I never wanted
1:32to create a second channel but the reason I created a second channel
1:35because that was the thing to do on youtube at the time everybody I'd like
1:39to be like a one-to-many they like it or do I just do what I just into thing to
1:43do so i created a channel called boosie bill and I would upload logs on there
1:49not daily which is blogs at different times ended up trying daily and then I
1:53ended up stopping and then one day like two years later I decided to delete
1:58pussy bill and create a channel i now call dose of pussy run by the dose of
2:04pussy family the dof bros aka the best family on youtube now when i was doing
2:09youtube I never looked at myself as a blogger I always looked at myself as an
2:14entertainer who creates content and that's what I did for so many years and
2:18that's what I love to do I didn't look to get user even care about my second
2:22channel all I cared about was to create good content on my main channel to have
2:27people rewatching entertain that's why some of the videos have over a hundred
2:31and twenty-five million views on that channel that's why there's over a
2:34billion views and almost 10 million subscribers so my content was it
2:39hey guys whats up this is what i'm doing i actually used to get mad at bloggers
2:43before I became a daily longer because i was like i'm here hustling and bustling
2:48creating content while somebody else all they're doing is blogging their daily
2:53life because I didn't really understand it and I was like it's so absurd how
2:56people are creating a name for themselves that way i was really against
3:00it and then started daily vlogging on dose of lucy and i found a new revival
3:04as to why i do what i do and i found people who supported me from all over
3:10the world and i found people who will literally do anything for me so I'm
3:15pussy to have people who watched me who were entertained by my content so they
3:19enjoyed watching me they laugh they laughed at my content so their comments
3:23learn about me as a person
3:25it was about my content so if they didn't laugh at a skip that I did it
3:28wasn't fouseytube you're gay
3:30fouseytube you this it was no that wasn't funny do better next time
3:35so now i know so see it's now being criticized as a person regardless
3:40of the content so now it's like me it's character-driven it's what i show you
3:44guys this story arcs that I take you guys on and all that stuff
3:48long story short here we are in 2016 and I get torn every single day as to what
3:55channel i should upload on because hear me out
3:57I know this sounds crazy I know I have a channel with almost 10 million
4:00subscribers i know the potential in that I know how much money could be made by
4:04that if that's all I was thinking about I know what there yet I still value what
4:09i have here on this channel with 3.8 million subscribers and the people who
4:14watch me every day that's what I'm finding my value in my purpose and I'm
4:18no longer driven to do actual content for that channel because i don't want to
4:23divide and you know do things with the different audiences i get to you about
4:28eighty percent of people who are subscribed to pussy to have no idea
4:31about Joseph Uzi they're probably waiting for me to upload on that channel
4:34and wondering where is he not understanding that you guys have been
4:37seeing what I've been doing behind the scenes for so damn long
4:40so now when I was filming that challenge video yesterday for the blog i literally
4:44was gonna create a cutout of imposed on Russia to but then I ask myself why
4:48that's not what my audiences that's not what my family is that's not where the
4:52people who watch me everyday are because that's you guys you guys understand my
4:56vision of my dream and here's the trickiest part about it and this is the
5:00railing my . a tiny bit when I was focused on you know content I was
5:05focused on being a funny person I was focused on trying to make people laugh I
5:09was focused on you know trying to create content that's funny and I did that for
5:12many many many many many years here i am now though
5:16ando supposed two strong people use it and I fouseytube like I know you guys
5:19watch me every day but I promise you guys are still watching fawzi I don't do
5:23this stuff can only do one public only do that stuff for the camera and I
5:27that mind boggles you to hear but I promise I hang out with so many bloggers
5:31and they're all the same thing they have a certain persona to them like me I'm
5:35very calm very tranquil I'm very introverted I don't even talk much when
5:40I'm around people but when the cameras turn on the lamp the persona that i
5:44created for so many years comes to life
5:47I start talking different i start talking louder and more high-pitched I'm
5:50more like crazy I'm more like ocean for the blog so let's do this because this
5:55is crazy but my normal life polished chillin with my friends I wouldn't do
5:59one percent of the stuff that I do for the blog i understand that entertainment
6:03for you guys i understand that me getting in a bathtub and screaming super
6:06loud and you know is entertaining whether you hate it or love it
6:10I understand that like if I was really gonna get an ice bath i will get in
6:14commonly not sitting and I guarantee you guys can blog myself doing that but i
6:17like to entertain you guys and I it just turns on but if you met me who I am as a
6:21person you civ this is what you would get very calm very different very mature
6:26conversation very intellectual conversation that's all whatever people
6:29judge me as why I'm on you to be down like that's cool
6:33you've never met me you never talked to me like you seen our personality to you
6:38too
6:38you've seen what I've created throughout the years you've never had a deep
6:42conversation me the college graduates the family man good friend a good
6:46boyfriend whatever it may be a lot of you have cognizant of it and i've
6:51introduced you that the live streams and that's why you really mess with me when
6:54you need me like a mule
6:55actually chill person you're not this crazy person I once thought you were
6:59anyways that's beside the point i just really wanted to be able to say that
7:02so here I come down to my decision i have dose of pussy and I have Lucy to I
7:07can obviously continue posting on Joseph pussy as I do right and I can every once
7:12in awhile post the video on Lucy to whether it be a motivational thing
7:16whether it be a sketch whatever it may be
7:18or I can put all my content on one channel i can start focusing all my
7:23energy on one channel now what this would do is give me an opportunity to
7:27start making actual content and blogs for one channel so i don't have to say
7:33all I don't want to pause my day with the life that I'm living to create
7:36content for this channel because I'm totally cool right here right now but I
7:39feel like logs and content should be derivative and live on the same platform
7:45but my conundrum is do i post that on those so Lucy do i post on pussy too
7:51and here's what I'm asking you i know my dear friend Alex recently did it and
7:55that is now what I'm asking you what do i do i'm straight up asking you what do
7:59i do do i stop posting on Lucy to wear 9.6 million subscribers are there and
8:05have supported me for five years
8:07why stop posting there and I start posting the pranks the challenges the
8:12sketches and actually start creating content and daily blog on Joseph boosie
8:17or do i do the opposite so i stopped posting on Joseph pussy and start daily
8:21blogging on pussy too and still upload on a certain day sketches comedy
8:26motivational pranks whatever it may be
8:28do i do that pussy too and then use dose of pussy for whatever I want
8:33as in you know motivational talks or you know just extra behind the scenes or
8:38something that I wanted to upload you there i'm truly stuck on that option
8:42because I don't know
8:43another option is i still post my daily vlogs on dos and i still create my
8:47content for dos but i find something to do with Lucy to make it a community
8:53channel for YouTube and I let smaller youtubers upload on it I hire people to
8:58film with me and we create you know something I don't know I really don't
9:02know and that's where I'm confused and I'm telling you as a creator I don't
9:06know what to do because i want to invest all my energy into one channel and not
9:10to and I don't know which one to do it on so i guess what i'm asking you if i
9:14were to switch the food c2 and I want to start posting all my daily blogs on
9:18fouseytube and i uploaded all the content and everything on pussy too
9:22would you come with me to phu SI 2 would you still watch me every single day
9:26would you still support me the way that you do if nothing changed except you got
9:30more content I block the same well I introduce you to this version of myself
9:35so I explained that in a second
9:36I blog the same I talk the same change no names are still do Abra's you're
9:42still the best family on youtube and scream and moan every day I still say
9:46for the grind on soft he says he lives there are nothing changes except it
9:49lives there are you even subscribe to pussy too
9:52would you come with me there I really need you to tweet me all day today and
9:56comment and let me know and if you have a different idea that i haven't proposed
10:00please share with me because I've been thinking about this for months and when
10:03Alex made his decision also jealous because i was like i wish i was able to
10:07decide something like that but I feel like mine his circumstances are so
10:10different because I told him to do that kinda knew would be a good thing but it
10:13could be really bad for me and I don't know
10:16now obviously a lot of people or subscribe to pussy to believe me because
10:19they're like we didn't subscribe to look at this piece of crap but I don't need
10:22them anyway I'm asking you guys if you would come
10:25lastly i had a meeting today with my management and my agency and
10:30in that meeting I told him what I wanted to do for 2017 and the rest of my career
10:34I've been preaching for so many years that I want to be a motivational speaker
10:37I've been saying it people tweet me and I like your wheel of your readings why
10:41don't you write a book why don't you do motivational speaking and I always say
10:44one day while I told myself why wait one day if I could do it today so i told my
10:49management exactly what i want to do want to create a line of self-help books
10:53on a tour around the world and I want to be one of the most known and most
10:56successful motivational speakers of my age in 2017 by the end of it
11:01you're not supposed to tell people your dreams because then they can try to
11:03shoot them down and they laugh at them but I'm staying at you blank in the face
11:06and telling you that's what I want to do I want to use everyday every ounce of my
11:11power every energy to help inspire and change your guys's life and try to start
11:15something inside you guys I want to tell you about my addiction I want to write a
11:19memoir about my addiction and talk about my addiction and talk about each time i
11:22did it how I felt why I did it and give you an understanding i'm willing to do
11:27that i'm going to open up to you guys and talk about in-depth what it's like
11:31living with depression what it's like little bipolar how I still managed to
11:35succeed and create this life for myself while going through that that's what i
11:39want to do every day of my life
11:40that's my purpose as much as I enjoyed creating for pussy to the reason I want
11:44to do this ship is not only to shift you know the content but also shift myself
11:49and introduce you to this new version of myself while always been what never
11:52introduced you to talk to on a more mature level more honest level Mourinho
11:57vulnerable level I promise you I promise from the start i will be one of the
12:00world's biggest motivational speakers let whoever laughs at that laughs at
12:04that level however say anything negative like how can somebody with depression
12:07demotivational let me show you i live motivation every single day by doing
12:12what I do all going through depression and bipolar an addiction and that is why
12:16I rise and that is why I am the line that I
12:18em and I want to wake up every single line inside you guys you guys all have a
12:22line inside you
12:23you'll have a dream that's waiting to be fulfilled and you all have a purpose in
12:27this life you might wake up and not know your purpose and I'm sorry that's one of
12:30the saddest things in the world people are unhappy because of what they don't
12:34have people are unhappy because in their head they're not living the life they
12:37think they should be living and that's what I want to do with you guys want to
12:40help you access that life so in 2017 my goal to come out with my first book with
12:46that book the documentary I've been talking about for years with that
12:49documentary start a world tour not as comedy but for motivational speaking yes
12:54I just announced that to youtube where people are going to shit and try to
12:58shatter my dreams so I can watch us in here and say I told you so the people
13:02who supported me supporting me through it so if you're ready for this new
13:04journey
13:05you ready for these decisions if you're ready for me to change my life and try
13:08to become a motivational speaker i want to be to not have to say I want to do
13:12this on that know what do you do I'm an actor a motivational speaker
13:16no I'm still gonna act baby don't worry you'll see me movies that's coming but I
13:20also want to be known as a motivational speaker and I want to be the reason you
13:24wake up with purpose every single day and are successful i love you guys so
13:28much i respect you I value you i appreciate you and I'm glad to have you
13:32in my life listening to this right now with that being said I'll see you
13:36tomorrow features to come back on dosa pussy for the grind dont stop these days
13:40green and the Lions stay strong and don't forget don't sweat the small stuff
13:54yeah