Yuuhi's Twisted World

Yuuhi Takahiro
Yesterday · Edited
ATTENTION MUST READ TO THOSE WHO LIKE OR FOLLOW ME OR HATE ME (PLEASE ACTUALLY READ THE WHOLE THING AND NOT SKIM THROUGH IT)

My facebook page will be officially closed as of now.
We have been having very... suspicious people out there and so on.
How do I explain it?
There has been so much BS going on, I don't even understand it myself.
I am not allowed to post on my facebook page for a long time.
Ever since a lot has been happening, some friends and family and a couple of connections I've had with others have been hearing a lot of stuff about me.
And one person I have a close relationship with has decided to get someone to investigate about everything.
Though, maybe in a week or a month.. I might end up deleting this page for good. All the hard work is gonna be wasted, but it's whatever.
I'm sorry you guys.
The winners of the giveaway I did, I have apologized to them for not giving them their prizes yet. So, I decided once money comes in.. I will be buying them their prizes along with a cosplay of their choice.

But since there has been dumb rumors about me.. I dont know how much there is now.. I will admit to some ive heard.

-I did have.. well I can't really say it was a "Fake I.D" since the school doesnt really have that kind of I.D. It was more of a play card for me. After a week or two of having it.. I felt as if it was wrong to have it.. sooooo I technically burned it.
-I have been accused of someone saying that I have said i accused them of "rape". Though, I didn't. All I ever said was that the guy kissed me with my consent and I honestly do not know what he is talking about. I wasn't really the one who asked for it though. Nor did I like it. We were just complaining about someone and he asked "Can I kiss you" and I remember I thought "Errrr... I really dont.." and I just nodded and then there you go.
-I'm underage.. and I've done a lot of bad things, i regret all of them.. and I'm actually done doing those things. It isn't worth my time.. and i feel very wrong for doing it. It haunts me till now, but yeah.. I actually don't like being reminded for it cuz all i do is just cry about it.. To me it was like a loooonngg traumatizing moment.
-I've lied.. I've done the worst shit ever for a young person. I admit to it. I was stupid.. I still am. As i said.. i regret all of the shit I've done and all I do is just feel like crap cuz i am crap
-my true race... pffftt.. I cannot say anything about my past in this really. I am not a single bit of Korean. (I wouldnt really want to be korean cuz I really dont like races, i just thing everyone is human) I am a filipino with some Japanese heritage in my family, and you may think this is a lie, but no. I will say one thing.. My dad.. has some japanese in him only because during world war 2 some stuff went down on his side of the family and apparently some of the girls in his family got.. yeah.. and I get the filipino side from both parents. but a percentage of japanese from our stupid ancestry shit. (I honestly hate having to tell a story I've only heard like 3 times). But yeah.. Uhmm I actually never lived in the philippines. Like never.. I just remember I was 4.. I woke up in a bed living in vegas.. I only visited that place like 2 times.. and it was only for like a couple of weeks. Sooo errr... I honestly get very scared when I go there. And I get very sick so I told myself I'd never go there again really cuz I always get sick when Im there besides every other place I've been to. So I've pretty much lived in America most of my life.
- The name "Yuuhi Takahiro" Is a stage name. It was meant to be brought back for a special reason. I had a friend with the last name Takahiro who passed away when I was little when I lived here most of my life. Her family, was like my family and they still are. So I decided to try to bring back the name and that best friend of mine, would call me "Yuu" most of the time.. so i decided.. why dont I call myself "Yuuhi". ^^
-My cosplays.. I do know how to make cosplays. xD If you guys did not know that. Though, I will say I don't make most of them. I do buy some. Or... the most thing i always do is that.. I make only parts of the cosplay... and I have one person I know who sews and does designing and such do the rest for me, but she doesn't mind me having all the credit. (Which it actually makes me feel bad, but i do pay her for her service with dinner or buying her a ton of books and sewing supplies) Like for example.. the hatsune Miku wedding dress.. the only thing i made on that was the flowers the neck park and the tail. I just got taught while she was sewing everything.
- About "sock puppet" accounts. I've had a few. And some of them are just my friends trying to defend me. Also, about the stupid diet article. I will say now.. I never made that. xD My friend actually made two articles about me doing shit like that and working to hard only because she was like "Ok.. here is an article! Now stop being an unhealthy bitch". And it got me pissed cuz I was thinking "great.. now this is on the internet", but i let it pass.
- Lastly... the money I donated.. I will admit. I only donated about 2,000 to 4,000 $$$ (I dont have the fucking kind of money.. but this was actually from some of my college savings). Though, I will admit.. It wasn't only me who took part in this.. and the girl who needed surgery was a dear close friend of ours. About 10-15 other people helped out with this and I guess I should've really mentioned that. Sorry, but anyways.. yeah.. that is how it was, sorry if your respect went down to level 0. But yeah. My college savings went from $7.000 down to like rfghngfedfrhngfdwsdfgfe. I dont even care. I'll just keep saving it. I'm just happy that me and my friends were really able to help her out.

THOUGH I WILL SAY SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO YOU ALL.
I've been to Juvie for all the bad shit I did actually.
I ended up being in Juvie for a couple of days because one of my friends decided to turn me in and it was a good choice. The judge decided that I would be in Juvie for a couple of days and then let go. It made my mother really sad and she was disappointed in me and I could understand why.
Along with that.. I went to support groups and everything and that is when I realized that I just... I was so terrible. I actually still attend those support groups because I just feel as if I'm not ready yet.

So... that's all i can say really..
Idk what else, but I can just say one last thing... I am not sure why the person who started shit about me is doing this and apparently it is to "reveal" who i "truly" am, but honestly.. we all grow up at some point and realize we've done a ton of bad shit. Who i was before.. isn't really who I am anymore. You can say anything you want to this post.. You can dislike my page.
But i am telling the honest truth... someone said that i wouldnt change my ways... but now I am.. Honestly... i spoke to my dad about this and my mom my brother really close friends and the one who runs the support group i go to.. and they told me just to confess it all up. Idk what else to confess, so if you have questions just say it below or message me it (I will turn messaging back on)
You can hate me, you can stop being my friend, just do what you want.

I'm just trying to continue on with my life.. okay? At least I'm not trying to destroy someone's life.
I mean.. at any point soon I already know I might go to Juvie again, but I can't get trialed twice for the same shit, so it is just... yeah.
I've never really told anyone I've been to Juvie.. but i have.. I just... yeah. I really hate talking about how I was like back then and all. Now I'm just someone who chills, goes to school, makes videos, fvrntbvurnovrvntnvotnv i just do whatever I do now a days... I really dont do that much.

So.. if you're trying to get on me at my past.. just stop please. I've received punishment and a lot more. It was to the point I literally just got slapped. (Which i deserved sooo yeah. Might've been worse than slapped. Just more like a whoopin or my ass got beat)
I'm still going to support group... so I'm learning a lot..
I've been to Juvie.. and for all I know.. I could go back again.. idk how it works here. I only learned that I cant be trialed twice for the same case.

Sorry if you guys hate me now. ^^ It's okay though. You aren't the first. All I can say is.. I'm not the dumbass stinking lying bitch i was. Now I'm just... I'm telling the truth.. so once this goes on some forum or some other fake page or something. I guess it'll spread xD.

But they really wanted the truth out of me so here. Ha... I'm honestly crying cuz I'm actually realizing how much bad shit I've been through and done... god I hate my life, but life is filled with shit. And we make mistakes... (Which I made a on of bad ones)
Ha...
Welp.. anyways.. you can dislike.. hate me... just do whatever you like.
It was nice having peeps like you guys around!

I gotta start debating on some other stuff and do some other things.
^^ Last thing for everyone who just really hates me:
"Have fun. Nice getting to know you guys too! Haters are very interesting in my opinion. I think I am like a sadist or something cuz.. I kinda like seeing myself get hurt and beaten down by others sometimes. It hurts, but I feel satisfied about it. Sounds crazy, but yeah. You guys are pretty chill. I mean, i've hated peeps like BIG TIME CRAZY before, soooo I don't blame ya. Pretty cool things you said there about me though. Haven't caught up, but meh.. I'm too lazy to now. You guys have fun continuing. I mean it.. xD Like.. I'm actually laughing from typing this, but whatever." if you have any questions... then go ahead and ask them through inbox or in the comments.

After being friends with this one close friend for so long and I fessed up to him... I just... i couldn't lie to everyone anymore.. so I just decided now once he went to bed.. that I would make this post.. soo.. here you go.

GOSH I SHOULD STOP NOW! ANYWAYS.. YOU GUYS KNOW TRUTH ABOUT ME. NOW GO ON AND DO WHAT YOU WOULD DO.
Just know.. I was glad to have you stick around.
Bye.....
-Yuuhi Takahiro




 Message is for others on that stupid PULL Site:
My past consisted of me drinking, s3x, drugs, etc. Pretty much it was just that... I did drinking... and I abused it so much cuz I was like "Damn.. drinking is hella cool" and s3x... I can only say it was once... the end. and drugs... yeah... that is... like.. cigs.. yeah.. the green stuff.
And those who I see saying I'm covering up lies with other lies.. I literally am not. Sorry for saying I was crying and laughing.. I'm a bipolar bitch when I type shit down. Jeez. I never know what to feel when it comes to these things. The support group I attend is called "G.E.T it! " It is a girl teen support group. And another program I go to is "Substance Abuse Awareness Program" because.. yes.. I was very abusive with drugs and alcohol and now.. Im not.. its just.. its so gross. I've been going to these support groups for... about 5 months now.. so dont be like "You were a bitch just a week ago you cant change overnight" I've been slowly trying to change.. okay.. and when I confronted everyone about what has been going on in these support groups they just told me to fess up and that was like weeks ago... and I had to think about it so much.. what would be the bad and good that came out of this. I didn't want to fess up.. but i told myself "If I want to go onto changing my life and who I am.. then I have to end it with fessing it all up" I dont know half of the crap you guys said about me.
Sorry for mixing up masochist with sadist. ^^ Now I know..

Im not even trying to play a victim.. and last time I ever said this when someone said I was... everyone was like "Hahah LIES LIES" OKAY STOP!
Don't address my friend as a "DEAD FRIEND". I find that fucking rude as hell to me. Idk why. Her last name was Takahiro... and I went to her house often when I was little because she literally lived next door. I'd even climb the brick wall from my house to her house just to sneak in and play with her and her brother. After she passed away her parents moved out and now some other peeps own the fricken place. I have nothing wrong with it.. but i just miss them.

I'm not really leaving cuz of the rumors... meh.. i guess I could say I am, but at the same time.. It is my choice to leave. I actually just sat here and I wondered why I was leaving. (TBH Idk if I said if I was sure or not on leaving). But yeah... if I do leave.. there will be a reason besides your dumb rumors.

And just earlier.. I ended up going to my dad (which i really dont want to since our family is all separated now, but what the hey) And I asked him about the real shit that went down on his side of the family. And it was true! We have Japanese heritage because history is a bitch. (But im beginning to look more like mother so I guess the filipino in me is just. EATING ME ALL UP =_= im stupid...)

Haha! YOU WISH I HAD AMNESIA ABOUT THE PHILIPPINES. xD I dont...
I've seen videos and been told about myself when I was like a baby. Had my first bday... and yeah... experienced a lot. I was told that when I was like.. 2 or 3.. Me and my family ended up moving to the U.S in Vegas. And we have pictures of us like going to Universal studios.. disney land.. and a ton of other trips that i dont even remember bahaha. I was a baby.But yeah. Idk.. But yeah I never lived there. nor do I ever want to (No offense if you feel offended by that comment). Soo yeaaahh. Whoever you are who said this.. Stop saying major BS. you didnt take care of me when I was a baby. What? Do I have to get the one who babysitted me when I was a baby and took care of me like all the time to just admit mah babyhood for you?

Just believe what you want to believe... okay? I dont want to make an ugly PULL account and post this shit on there cuz honestly.. I dont need one.. just look at this shit.. snapshot it.. and then post it. Like you guys always do. I DONT WANT FUCKING PITY! God damn.... Pity is just.. it makes me feel like shit cuz Like yeah.. I mean i have to admit.. it feels okay and when I hear this shit.. It makes me sad and it just makes me realize a lot of shiet. SOOOOO.... WERGTHEWDERGTHYTGREHMGRTNRHGR. I really dont like pity.. I used to take advantage of it tho.. but now im just... just dont give me it... Like if you do I accept it.. but It just.. meh..

Whew... Im so done and so tired.
And Imma guess what you guys will say "She is still covering up lies and more lies" Oh gosh... *bangs head on keyboard* rgtnjrjrtfjnbtuelibebubvg;oebvxdrw;ibv cermnujouojnuerobujbutrfeui
Why... U know.. this is ridiculous... Im tired from even trying to explain to you guys. Idk how you don't get tired of talking shit. Is it like.. a hobby or something? Jeez. Anyways.. believe what you want to.. say what you like.. Jeez this was long enough but I had to keep going cuz you guys are just.. wow.



Yuuhi Takahiro~
Real name is Mariah Mendoza
Real Age would fall under 13-14
Held a false giveaway for more fans
Claims a false 30k donation for a "fans" brain tumor surgery
Sometimes types status updates as her "assistants"
Claimed Rape on a guy who did absolutely nothing, on the same night she met them too, woooosh.
Is totally Filipino and not a half/half mix. And certainly has not lived in Japan from ages 1-9, I think her language skills is a huge indicator of this. I know other individuals who have lived for short amount of times for oversea studies and in 2 or so years one can have a well established conversational level due diving into the language like that yanno
Claims her parents are adoptive
claims to be on a "starving diet" that she never actually did
Uses cosplay she bought and claimed she made it
the baleeting when she gets called out
stealing people's food at karaoke and at restaraunts..was actually banhammered from a restaurant.


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