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"Revolver" - Against the False Self I-VII by Melchior

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  1. "Revolver" - Against the False Self I-VII
  2. by Melchior!!aIutr.S0js ([email protected])
  3. 2nd Edition - For Pastebin
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  6. Chapter I
  7. "The flyers gave us their mind"
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  9. Behold, in my opinion the most important movie ever created. A movie where the main enemy is none other than the False Self, the Devil, called usually the ego. In Rosicrucian teachings we call the threefold spirit the ego, so i will not be calling it that throughout the movie. In some beliefs the Dweller of the Threshold is the False Self, standing like the devil on your shoulder to incite you to evil. I somewhat suspect that. The movie has a lot of symbolism and is hard to cover. So, i will start by quickly explaining the story and than i will go through the important scenes and quotes, giving my opinion. The main hero is Jake Green, played by Jason Statham. Ray Liotta plays the casino boss Dorothy Macha. Macha runs illegal gambling all over the city. On one occasion he needs a card man and asks Jake to play for him. Jake doesn't want to do it but they harass and threaten his brother's family. As Jake is winning against the various mafia bosses, one of the sour losers insults his mother. Jake shoots him in the foot and a fight breaks out. He is called for questioning in the police later. Macha sends the goons to threaten his brother's family again. In accident they shoot his niece. Jake doesn't say anything about Macha to protect his family and get's sentenced to jail - 14 years normal or 7 years solitary confinement. He chooses the 7 years. During his time he is between the cells of a conman and a chess master. During the first 5 years the three of them communicate with hidden messages in library books. He learns from them a strategy "Formula" that is said to win any game. The writings they exchanged were said to be confidence tricks and chess moves. The two promise to take him when they break out but they don't. They just disappear and let him serve the remaining 2 years. When he is finally out he finds that all of his possessions and money were stolen by them. Jake nonetheless continues with the formula and starts making money again. Soon most Casinos have blacklisted him, fearing his freakish luck. The formula can be applied to any game, but what about life? 2 years after the release, Jake and his two brothers walk into Macha's casino. All tables are closed to them but Macha invites them to a private high roller game. Consumed by his ego, Macha bets a fortune on a chip toss against Jake and looses. On their way out a man hands Jake a card and tells him that he can help him. The card says "Take the elevator". Jake has a fear of enclosed spaces and takes the stairs. He suddenly collapses. The doctors tell him that he is ill but cannot diagnose him. Macha fears that Jake may be out for revenge. He sends a hitman to kill him. As Jake get's home he sees another card on the ground. It says "Pick this up". While he gets down bullets fly, missing him. The mysterious man named Zach, comes with a car and saves him. In the car Zach introduces him to his partner Avi and they propose him a deal. They will take all his money and he will do and answer whatever they say, no questions asked. In exchange they will protect him from Macha. They also show him his medical life which they somehow obtained. It shows a rare blood disease which will kill him in three days. It is hinted that they will save his life if he accepts their deal in time. Jake is suspicious of a con and goes around asking doctors, even threatening them, thinking they have been paid by the con artists. Finally he brings them all his money and agrees. It is revealed that they are loan sharks and now they will use his money to make profit. They give him a motel room though. Meanwhile Macha awaits to meet with none other than Mr. Sam Gold - The most powerful mafia boss, that everyone fears. We learn that only Zach and Avi are protected from his influence. An old Asian woman comes as his representative instead. Macha strikes a deal involving big amounts of drugs. But somehow the loan-sharks know where he keeps the powder and steal it, with the help of Jake. Next Macha tries to buy powder from an Asian triad and sets up a meeting in a hotel room. Again the loan-sharks appear to know everything and sneak up, using gas to put everyone to sleep and steal everything. Next the triad sends assassins to try to kill Macha in a restaurant but fails. Macha sends his own hitman and kills the triad. Meanwhile Zach and Avi finally tell Jake the truth about the False Self. He knows what he has to do to win against the False Self. "Nothing hurts more than a little money loss and humiliation". He goes and donates all his money to a charity in the name of Macha. After that he sneaks up all the way into Macha's bedroom. Jake falls on his knees and tells Macha that he is sorry that he offended him and begs for forgiveness. The false self starts to force Jake to kill Macha and to not humiliate him self, but fails. Macha is shocked and confused, standing. Jake leaves taking the elevator for a ride down. The elevator stops and breaks up between floors 12 and 14. With the phobia of enclosed spaces the false self reveals himself again but this time Jake can hear him finally, and banishes it. It becomes more and more threatening and commanding but finally disappears, only to come again laughing in a second. This is a very important part. Nonetheless Jake has become aware of him and learned to disobey him and banish him. He has become fearless and achieved Christ consciousness. The elevator starts working again and drops Jake at the 1st floor where angry Macha waits for him with a loaded gun. Macha fears that this visit was a plan of Jake to get revenge on him. He fears what he doesn't understand. He shouts at him, commanding him to fear him. Jake stands smiling without saying anything. Macha starts to cry in a breakdown and Jake leaves. Later Macha finds that Jake donated money to a charity in his name. The servant woman of Mr. Gold visits him to congratulate him on his donation and give him a final warning that Mr. Gold doesn't give second chances. It is clear that he has failed with the drug deal and his end is near. Macha snaps finally shouting after her. Jake survives another assassination attempt by Macha's goons who are puzzled. They visit Jake's brother to ask him about the money and the powder, torturing him. The hitman that works for Macha experiences a change of character and starts killing them. Finally he died after killing all of them but one, who takes hostage the daughter of Jake's brother. Finally, Jake goes to visit Macha and the movie ends in a stare down, as Macha holds the little girl hostage with a gun to her face, screaming at Jake. Jake remains again without staying a word, smiling. Macha has a breakdown and kills himself with his own gun. This is the shortest, easiest to understand version of what happens in the movie. But this is nothing. I haven't even covered what is said, the quotes that appear throughout the movie and the symbolism. To understand everything this movie teaches it will take me much more writing. I welcome everyone to watch this movie and it must be the full 1 hour 52 minutes version. You can find it uploaded on Youtube if you just search for "revolver full movie". Now, i must first give credit to a gentleman named Alexander Becker. He actually uncovered some secrets that i didn't notice. You can read his explanations here - Explaining the Rules of Con from the Movie "Revolver" by Guy Ritchie (http://www.scribd.com/doc/80031583/Explaining-the-Rules-of-Con-from-the-Movie-Revolver-by-Guy-Ritchie). He noticed that the con artist and chess master are actually clues for the word consciousness - con-chess-ness. He also notices that Macha is always seen in blue light and the triad in red. In the opening scene Jake remarks on the purple chip's color to Macha. That purple is between blue and white. He says white instead of red. Another good remark is that green represents greed and that Jake Green's biggest weakness in this reincarnation was greed. That's why he gained the most when he gave all his money away. And now it is my turn. Studying everything about the archons, the flyers of Carlos Castaneda, the Devil, the Ego, the Dweller, i have gathered enough information to start understanding some other secrets. We all know that he is "The self centered" and comes with us in each reincarnation, as does our real self - the spirit, the monad. Mr. Gold in my opinion is the hive mind of the real devil, made from all the ego's in each of us. Therefore the enemy, the adversary, is not only in us but also acting through everyone around us. I have come to suspect that there is an exchange of information between the hive mind of the people, or rather it can read our own thoughts, since he is in us and he wants us to believe he is us. Fair warning - Until now you only received a short summary of the movie. Once you watch the movie and read below this line it is life changing. The more you learn against the devil, the more he learns. Because as Don Juan told Castaneda - "The flyers gave us their mind". And as Max Heindel exposed - "The only way they could find an avenue through which to express themselves and gain knowledge was to use man's physical brain". In another paragraph he also states - "This the Lucifers did that they might profit by it themselves--to gain knowledge as man acquired it". The Lucifers evolute through us. They learn when we learn. What happens when we go through their temptations and influences? A secret that Max Heindel only hinted with high level language, which most still do not suspect. The clues are in the movie and in other books too. Even now i start to feel eerie writing it so easy to understand by the masses. Even now it makes me feel fear that i may have given a big cheat to be seen by someone that should have found it the hard way. But this fear is an illusion. The secret was actually exposed in the Rosicrucian writings. To continue, do you understand the other secret? Why the warning? Why people say the more the person knows the more he suffers? Why the students complained to Heindel that they started experiencing strive and suffering when they started on the spiritual path? He told them. You chose to fasten your evolution by learning so much. You chose to start fighting your fears and character flaws. Therefore the lessons that you need to learn are increased in speed too. All the bad stuff you did in past lives and in this. You cannot expect to become enlightened while you still fear and avoid elevators, do you? You cannot expect to become invincible to the devil while you still fear that someone on the street may call you a bad name. And now that you know this, do you expect the devil to stay at one place? Throughout the movie the rules of the game are given. These rules are the formula to defeat the adversary. Let us see just what the first rule is! "The only way to get smarter, is to play a smarter opponent." Exactly what i wrote in the last paragraphs. With knowledge both you and the false mind gathers experience. You both become smarter. What is next? "The more sophisticated the game, the more sophisticated the opponent" Almost the same, but this shows how when you make the game harder by changing your strategy, your opponent will also change his strategy and make the game harder. Would you like an example? Lucifer may wish to teach you a lesson in confronting fear and dealing with bullies and angry people. Maybe you live in a bad neighborhood. Maybe you are an African American living in a racist town. You are scared of humiliation, of not saying something back to someone who insults you. You are scared of being beaten. Obviously, all this fear comes from the enemy. Don't forget that he is you, and he thinks you are better than others. Therefore you need to be protected as an investment. We cannot have you killing yourself in a breakdown. So, you buy a gun, something with gas rounds. After all we just want to be able to defend ourselves and those close to us. To feel safe and to be able to exert some justice. No need to kill someone over an insult, right? But that is cheating! You have an unfair advantage now. You can just shoot anyone who insults your ego. But you must learn your lesson and this advantage is making you straggle in evolution. You would think that the enemy would use this to immediately end you in prison, but the rules are a lot more complicated. You made the game more complicated when you got the advantage. Now the little voice of fear speaks to you again - "What if i don't pull it fast enough or drop it? What if the other guy pulls some kung fu move? What if he dies and i get send to prison? My life would be over because of something stupid. FEAR! FEAR! FEAR!". You get smarter and become tired of caring a heavy gun every day. A small knuckleduster would do. To be pulled only when needed. Enough to scare some reason into the possessed. Would be a shame if now old people started harassing you and being mean on the street? You couldn't possible hit them. Why, they are so brittle they would die on the spot, or fall on their head if you pushed them. The fear speaks again - "I could just ignore an insult, but what if they insult my family?". And because fear controls you he will tell you to use the knuckleduster, just in case the 70 year old in the bar may turn out to know kung fu. We really cannot afford to be humiliated to loose a fight, can we? Or what if a teenager starts following us and calling us a name? We all know what happened to Trayvon Martin. But women! Women are the real danger! They might kick you between the legs if you simply disagree with them. Do you see what happens here? You kept trying to solve the problem, but the game kept changing. There was always a voice casting fear and doubt. We know from gnostics "Archons" are masters of illusion. Yes, the false self can really hypnotize us and fool us into believing his illusion. The illusion was that all old people, kids and women are waiting for you to go outside so that they can call you the name that hurts the most and ruin your day, and they are all kung fu fighters, and the police are just waiting to arrest you if you even touch them. And if you go out even a day without protection these people are waiting to harass you and humiliate you. And you will suffer for days and become even more depressed. If someone goes to a psychiatrist and shares such thoughts he would probably be locked up as insane. In that case should we lock up 70% of the population? The people that claim to not be like this would jump you quickly if you were to show them a middle finger on the street and say something humiliating. They live in fear just the same. They carry weapons too. They fear minorities because of past encounters and what they heard. They buy chip bracelets for their children and go around the hood with their gang too. This was an example for a person who feared confrontation and humiliation. A similar example is racism towards blacks and whites. The people might not fear confrontation but they have been brainwashed by the false mind to hate and fear each other. All it takes is for some racist old man to yell at a young boy on the street and call him a nigger. With enough trauma the boy would grow to hate old white people. Tomorrow an innocent man may be having a bad day and yell at the grown boy why he parked on the sidewalk. Sooner or later that grown boy may snap and beat him to death. In jail the African will start to hate whites even more. After all his life is now ruined because of another grumpy old man. And the whites will hear the news on TV and become even more afraid and hateful. The African will get out of prison. Maybe he learned his lesson. But there would still be people calling racist names. Where does the cycle end? Who was responsible? Anyway, i explained with the first example what happens when a person tries to change the rules of the game. Obviously, the false mind changes his rules too. You are it's food source. The food is fear, anger, pride, greed, lust and such low emotions. He fools you that his mind is yours, therefore - You are a special snowflake who shouldn't care about others. Now, how could the person afraid of confrontation really defeat the false mind? By defeating his fear of being offended and humiliated. By learning how to properly react in situations. By choosing to fool the provocative person into confusion and peace. By forgiveness. By realizing that people around you are easily controlled by their emotions and other influences. The situation only looks scary and humiliating because the false mind is insecure and fools you. It never let's you see the truth. The truth is that not everyone is out to get out. If the Devil had full power than obviously as soon as you picked a bible everyone in the city would run to kill you. And people would throw themselves in front of you. The game is far more sophisticated than that. The game is only fun when you are tempted and your morals are challenged. Why do they say that demons lurk in crossroads. Because the dweller whispers when you need to make a moral choice. It is amusing. The false mind doesn't let you imagine for a second how someone like Dwayne Johnson would react if someone called him a name on the street. He would laugh and ignore it. And it wouldn't be humiliating at all. Yet the false mind would fool the person, imagining himself humiliated and weak, like it mattered if he said something back. There's one more thing the false mind hides from you. It doesn't let you think what happens to that person after he ruined your day. In reality there is a 50% chance that he was mostly good, yet had a bad day or some complex himself and just happened to activate on you. In time he would probably remember what happened and feel sorry and ashamed. Sooner or later something bad will happen to him and he will suffer. Isn't this what you wanted to see, to be happy? To see him suffer? Than why does it matter? The false mind keeps you thinking that the person who ruined your day will continue to be a menace to society as long as he is alive and he was never a good person. Sounds like you are being fooled. One more example is needed to see how the psyche and the false mind work in most people. Do you ever wonder how master Jesus could deal with people possessed by the false mind? That someone might be fooled and influenced for their own good? To make them snap of their ego? Let us talk about a road rage example. A BMW quickly reaches you and starts honking. You move in the other lane and get behind him. What does the ego of this driver tell him? "Who does this guy think he is to slow me down? I am sick and tired of these people making me waste time! I am better than them! I will go yell and humiliate him to feel better!". So, a buff guy gets out the car and is about to come yelling at you. This is why most drivers carry a gun, especially in America. Many drivers may just pull out their gun and kill him on the spot in self defense. Is it not true that it's legal to shoot a home invader? The same rules apply to someone who was coming to kill you, especially if he had a bat. But what if you instead got out of your car with a gun shouting "I'M SORRY BRO! PLEASE FORGIVE ME THAT I SLOWED YOU DOWN! WILL YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME BRO!". With the proper pitch you will confuse him and make him think you are insane. You are still pointing a loaded gun at him so there is nothing he can do. The crazy person would shout and beg him to forgive him and get back to his car. Confusing isn't it? You expect someone with a gun to insult you back or humiliate you but this way your ego is not hurt. There were no insulted family members. The false mind is silent and shocked. You weren't insulted or humiliated. Just happened to meet a crazy person who is acting unstable. With the false mind silent and the blood temperature cool the logical mind instructs you to quickly get back in your car and drive away. And at dinner tonight, you will not have suppressed anger and humiliation. You will tell your family how you met a crazy guy who spared your life instead of someone who could have shot you. You learned an important lesson that you are not the boss, without getting shot or ending in jail. Everyone is happy, especially your family. And you will never know that the crazy person was actually really intelligent and spared your life because you were too much under the control of the false mind to control yourself. We can certainly learn to act crazy and talk in a manner that professional wrestlers talk, when it is needed - full of emotion and drama. Finally we can proceed to the next rule of the game. "The bigger the environment, the easier to control." This is probably the only thing i don't fully get. I guess the more you are busy with thousands of distractions, the more you don't notice the problem. Notice how when you are alone is where old memories and fears may start to talk. They say an idle mind is the devil's workshop. But than again you will notice him when he talks. You won't notice the small influences when your mind is entertained and busy. You will notice him when you are alone with yourself. When you try to meditate and the daily distractions and worries come. I still don't get this fully. It probably has another meaning. "Find the opponent's weakness. Give them just a little of what they think they want so the opponent simply distracts their victim by getting them consumed by their own consumption" Another tricky one. It seems to refer mostly about addictions. The Devil is said to always attack the weakest spots in the character. Giving you a little of what you are prone to addiction is truly enough to get you addicted. And the addiction will distract you by the real problem - What are you trying to escape from? In the movie there is another explanation too. Jake gives a donation in Macha's name to feed his ego and begs him on his knees for forgiveness. That could be seen as a trick. Enough for today my friends. I haven't even gotten half of the symbolism covered yet! I haven't even gotten to the scenes and quotes. The movie simply has too much information hidden and i have too many examples to share so that people can understand the workings of the ego. It will take me at least another writing to cover the whole movie, but the best parts are still to come! I hope you are enjoying this. I am convinced you will find even more than me when you watch the movie! Expect more soon!
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  11. Chapter II
  12. "The only way to repay debt is humiliation"
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  14. Correction - It is best to obtain the DVD of the full version which has deleted scenes and commentary. The first UK version in 2005 is the full. The US version in 2007 had scenes removed and moved. The full version ends with piano music and no credits. The shorter version ends with psychologists talking. Why is it important to get the DVD? The deleted scenes give further secrets, one very special in particular. I remember finding it on YouTube and it went like this - "The only way to repay debt is humiliation". What is this debt? It is talked about in occult books. The debt you accumulate when you do bad deeds - Namely hurting others and choosing to serve yourself. It is covered in our Cosmo Conception as the law of cause and effect. We learn from there that hurting others usually ends with you experiencing the same in later lives. And that the punishment and repaying of debt doesn't usually start getting strong as long as you are obeying Mr. Gold - The false mind. Obeying him degenerates your evolution backwards. Sometimes such people do get punished in the same life though. I don't really know fully how the laws work.But why is humiliation the repayment? First of all humiliation may not be the exact proper word. Rather a mixture between humbleness and suffering. These lessons are very hurtful to the personality and are seen as humiliation to it. How can you be brought back to God when you have run so far, becoming so self centered and proud? Only when you are humbled and your pride and ego are hurt can you begin the healing. The false mind will speak to you that it's illogical and unfair to suffer and be humiliated. It is afraid of dying. If you hurt it too much it will make you think you are going insane, because it is going insane. As a last resort it will make you experience suicidal thoughts to make you obey. Because if you become suicidal you will stop doing what you are doing out of fear that this is going to make you kill yourself. You will give in to his fear and obey commands. To the food addict gone on a diet it will say "You are going insane Jake! If you don't have chocolate soon you might get so crazy and depressed that you could kill yourself! Do you really want to commit suicide over a chocolate Jake? It is not worth it. Get a block of chocolate. The stupid diet is not worth your sanity and life Jake!". Does Mr. Gold want you to suicide? It would seem that this is the ultimate goal of the Devil. But no. “First rule of business, protect your investment.”
  15. If you suicide, than who will keep producing fear, desire and anger? Who will continue to evolve, ego driven to success and pleasure? We know from Max Heindel that if you suicide you will have more resistance to suicide in the next lives. That means Mr. Gold will have a harder time using insanity and fear of suicide to manipulate you. Suicide is not advisable of course, but horrible. The lost years between reincarnation, the suffering of your loved ones, the sin - We cannot afford to suicide and cause such a depression to our loved ones. That is why it is important to not always win against the personality, but keep going slowly. It really sounds like madness what i am saying. So much information. So much fear. To think that there is a great demon in yourself that is out to get out. Another illusion. You may fear the information overflow because you are not ready to handle it. Again you might be manipulated that this is just too much and too insane. Fine. Let us see the truth then. The truth is that you don't have to go humiliate yourself on the street or go on your knees before your enemy. Did you forget that Jake had a loaded pistol when he went to beg Macha on his knees? Did you forget that in my example you had a loaded pistol when you started shouting to the angry driver to forgive you? If Jake didn't had a gun Macha could have taken advantage of the situation, listening to his ego. He might have killed Jake. He wouldn't had listened. But a loaded pistol to your face silenced the ego because you must protect your investment. The most important thing for the ego is to survive. Therefore it is willing to shut up for a moment and allow the real higher self to think and talk. The loaded pistol of Jake made Macha's ego get out for a moment. He couldn't think about going to slap Jake and humiliate him. He couldn't think about shooting Jake or even insulting him. Hence, the pistol made Macha listen and think clearly in fear. And since you had a gun too, the angry driver would listen to your apology when you come out to shout apologies for getting in his way. Otherwise he could have fed his ego, desiring to humiliate the weakling that wanted to apologize. The hurt ego of the pride maniac would make him torture and humiliate people to feel better. But in fear the ego shuts up and let's the rational mind and the higher self listen. Now, what was Jake's purpose? To hurt his own ego by humiliating himself to the man that caused prison time and the death of his niece. Because Jake humiliated him by beating him in a chip flip in front of everyone, in his own casino, costing him so much money. But Jake also wanted to help Macha by making him listen, not to humiliate him. So, he had the gun to make Macha listen to reason. What Macha saw was his enemy, with a gun, that could have killed him in his sleep but instead awoke to get on his knees, donate money in his name, apologize and beg him for forgiveness. Macha was close to realizing that the man had a change of heart and decided to end the circle of revenge. That he showed him that he could kill him, but instead he chose to end it and live in peace. But the personality doesn't like to leave you for long. Even if you drive it away, it will come back a moment a moment later. And the doubts come. "How dare he sneak in my bedroom with a loaded gun?" "Wasn't this humiliating?" "Did it made me feel weak?" "Is this part of his plan to drive me insane and destroy me?" "He must be plotting something! He just made me look weak and easy to kill! I fear him!" "Therefore i hate him! He humiliated us! Let us go get him!" And so, the personality quickly convinced Macha out of peace and he went with his gun to chase Jake so he can humiliate him and ask him what is his game and how dares he. After all, that would make him feel better and make the humiliation stop. There is much more to cover in part III, soon.
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  17. Chapter III
  18. "The greatest enemy will hide in the last place you would ever look"
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  20. Last time i was going to tell you the reality of the game. Is it really this depressing and crazy? Are we really against an alien hive mind that seeks to destroy us everyday? Hard to tell yet. But we are definitely not in such a horrible situation. When one starts reading materials about "Archons" and "The Matrix" one might think everyone is now out to get him, because he knows they exist. But that is not the case. I read these stuff before years and i thought i knew something, yet i continued to not notice my own defects and addictions - How i was being influenced by emotions and desires all the time. Most of the time the people who begin to "awake" start to create enemies for themselves and activate certain laws in the universe that makes it really look like they are martyrs. How do we explain this? Let's say someone has learned of a conspiracy. And he goes around telling the masses the good news to awaken them. But most people are not ready. The false mind has such a sleep hold on them that they would never accept the new information and required change in their life. Immediately anger will rise because in their eyes the person is "trying to be smarter than them", he is annoying and crazy. "The bigger the trick and older the trick, the easier it is to pull. Based on two principles--they think it cant be that old, and they think it can't be that big for so many people to have fallen for it. Eventually, when the opponent is challenged or questioned... it means the victims investment, and thus his intelligence, is questioned. No one can accept that. Not even to themselves." "If the opponent is very good, he will place his victim inside an environment he can control. The bigger the environment, the easier the control." There seems to be a strange law. It seems that if you attack, you get attacked. In the case of our conspiracy theorist, he exposed him self, trying to inform the masses. Now, all that energy he focused against the enemy is going to be projected back by the masses towards him, to protect the enemy. If he was subtle about it and only informed people who seemed interested, he might have avoided the attack of the pendulum. This has been a new idea in my head, rising form suspicions. It is also advised in the Rosicrucian teachings that we don't shove our ways to those who are not ready and who don't want them. The idea is that technically you can point people to the right way, but you don't have to openly attack the enemy. You can openly attack Monsanto or you can just say "I don't trust them given on their foul ways and studies. Their seeds are made to last only one year and this is not how we are supposed to feed the world. You can call me crazy or whatever you want, but me and my family will shop only from local farmer's markets and farmers who don't grow their crops" In the latter statement the real agents and the brainwashed who must defend their shame can only insult you, but they cannot do more. You have given a grown up statement and ended the argument. We cannot defeat the enemy as long as we are in it's controlled environment of arguments. We should be taking real action instead of wasting time on arguing with someone who will kill us if he had the chance. Be meek and wise like the serpents, and make them look like the criminals instead. Now, to the reality of the situation - All these teachings are saying is how to rise up against your animal desires and passions, the planetary influences and your own personality that has been corrupted and shaped by the same. It is the drug addict trying to quit his addiction and fight his mind. It is the spouses that are trying to fix their tempers and find what really makes them angry. It is the occult student trying to find all his character flaws and weaknesses, and fix them. And since the subconscious reincarnates with us it is logical to try to fix all his accumulated flaws. Does that mean that we would get attacked? The student who is trying to get rid of his sexual lusts will obviously go through sexual dreams that try to overpower his will. That is mostly because this addiction has been fed for years as a part of his personality. Can we call this a real conscious thought form? More likely an addiction that has grown into the personality and is only seeking more food in indulgence. It will cause dreams and temptation until the food source stops and it dies. It is part of Mr. Gold of course. Because we have allowed it to become integrated in it. And the low person might attract low spirits and even Lucifers. They may try their influences on him, as stated by Max Heindel. But this would be as long as the person remains in low morals. When the person strives for good morals he will attract better beings and the lower would flee, repulsed. Mr. Gold doesn't give second chances. Once the consciousness has realized a character flaw, it can no longer be used effectively against the victim. Real attacks would be very rare. Mostly because there are rules and low spirits wouldn't have enough energy. We usually sense a bad presence by a shaky, drunk feeling in our head and by our intuition sensing something bad. The sulfur odor is even more rare. So, as we can see, usually we are just fighting our own Mr. Gold and some weak other influenced rarely. An exception is when one tries to quit something and starts to see it appear all around his life as temptation. This is necessary to overcome. Now, let us look at some other quotes. Avi - "The word "snake" springs to mind." Greene - "You only get smarter by playing a snake." This scene is usually not in the movie. The snake is responsible for all the material advancement, therefore you can only get smarter by playing other snakes. You were never truly smart until you started to fight your false mind and notice your weaknesses. There is something else that i have suspected. From Rudolf Steiner we find that Lucifer is a master of illusions, fantasies, chaos, progress and cons. That would be a ruff explanation. Ahriman is seen as Hades - calcification, crystallization, motionless, order, death etc. We can see those qualities in the chess player and the con artist. Also in the two sides of our brain - The mathematical and the creative. Sadly this seems like a loose hint only. Macha is always seen in blue light and represents fear and pride. The Asian triad is always seen in red and represents anger and lust. Let us expose some marvelous clues. Alexander Becker has missed them so i have this opportunity to boast my own ego. In one of the scenes there is a triad thug crucified on his stomach. The tattoo on his back is actually our beloved Archangel Michael casting the serpent down. But why is the crucifixion combined with this symbol? As we asked before, why is the cross, a symbol of suffering, our symbol? If i remember correctly there was a passage that spoke how the Father humbles those who he loves. You wanted to be closer to him, didn't you? You cannot be close to him with the serpent in you. He crucifies the serpent - your Devil, that makes you feel like he crucifies you, because the serpent want's to believe he is you. And let us not talk about events in which your loved ones are in trouble, but times when you have been tested rightfully. You must overcome your evil side or it will destroy you. Jake Green: "There is something about yourself that you don't know. Something that you will deny even exists until it's too late to do anything about it. It's the only reason you get up in the morning, the only reason you suffer the shitty boss, the blood, the sweat and the tears. This is because you want people to know how good, attractive, generous, funny, wild and clever you really are. "Fear or revere me, but please think I'm special." We share an addiction. We're approval junkies. We're all in it for the slap on the back and the gold watch. The "hip, hip, hoo-fucking-rah." Look at the clever boy with the badge, polishing his trophy. Shine on, you crazy diamond. Cos we're just monkeys wrapped in suits, begging for the approval of others." Another trap of pride. Jake Green: "One thing I've learned in the last seven years: in every game and con there's always an opponent, and there's always a victim. The trick is to know when you're the latter, so you can become the former." Obviously we can become an opponent to the Devil only when we learn that we have been his victim, controlled by him. And make no mistake. The opponent that connects to the hive mind and all the others, the influences are all real. The greatest lie he pulled on us was to make us think he doesn't exist. And of course the greatest lie he pulled with this trick was... to make us think he was us. What is one of the most famous sayings the Devil said to us? Macha: "A wise man once told me... there's only one rule in this world, a small question that drives all success. The more a man invests in that question, the more powerful that man will become." Macha: "Can you guess what that question is, Mr. Green?" Macha: "What's in it for me?" Jake Green: "The greatest enemy will hide in the last place you would ever look." He hides behind your pain Mr. Green. Behind your fears. And he hopes you will not start to suspect that not all your thoughts may be yours. Finally, most of the quotes have been covered. The elevator scene and a few other things remain only. But there is also the important information that Saint Ignatius of Loyola actually exposed some real rules on how to fight the opponent. So far in the movie we have mostly learned how he tricks is, but there are some tricks and solutions by Ignatius that have not been covered in the movie. In the next part, in the elevator scene, we will finally see the false mind of Jake speak to him for the first time. And in the deleted scenes this is very different. The false mind is a lot more aggressive. Let us finish with a prayer to Archangel Michael. St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the Devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray, and do thou, O Prince of the heavenly hosts, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan, and all the evil spirits, who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen..
  21.  
  22. Chapter IV
  23. "It stops when you stop to give the answers"
  24.  
  25. Avi and Zach finally reveal the the truth to Jake on a rooftop. First, they remind him of the rules. Then Avi asks him where does the game stop? Sensing the danger, the false mind speaks in Jake's mind - "It stops when you stop to give the answers. Don't let them play head games with you Jake." Avi cuts off Jake's thoughts by suddenly saying - "Is it me that is playing head games with you Mr. Green? You've heard that voice so many times you believe it to be you..." Jake is shaken by the ability of Avi to read his thoughts and finally starts to become aware... He remembers the rules. The best place for an opponent to hide. Avi asks him - "Do you know who Sam Gold is Mr. Green? You should. Because he knows who you are." A clever clue, isn't it? Our dweller, our most secret enemy knows everything about us. Every thought and desire. Yet, we don't even suspect he exists. That way we would never begin to question all thoughts that come to us. All the sudden desires and fears that lead to anger and pain. No one sees Gold, but Gold sees everything. Avi reveals - "You are in the game. And all of this... this is his world. He owns it. He controls it." Jake's enemy is currently challenged and exposed, so it must protect it's investment. The devil rushes Jake with thoughts - "I've had enough of this shit..." and such. Avi cuts him off again saying "He tells you what to do and when to do it". The devil makes Jake angry and he raises his voice - "That's enough. I said that's enough Avi!" And then he remembers one of the rulers again. That when the opponent is challenged it means it's victim's investment (the investment is what Mr. Gold tells us to believe) and thus his intelligence is challenged. No one can accept that. Not even to themselves. Avi reveals to him that the Devil is behind all evil and crime and that right now he is telling him he doesn't even exist. He is telling him that he is his best friend. "He is hiding behind your pain Jake." says Avi. "You are protecting him with your pain. Embrace the pain and you will win this game." Jake remembers - "Nothing hurts more than humiliation and a little money lost." Zach and Avi tell him the final clue - "If you change the rules on what controls you, you will change the rules on what you can control. How radical are you prepared to be Mr. Green." Did we not change the rules on what controlled us when we started practicing the Rosicrucian ways and their exercises? Did we not kept an open mind without a proven benefit for us? Mr. Gold was with us all the way, when he whispered doubts and unbelief in the claims of the Cosmo Conception. The 3rd exercise of Rudolf Steiner was the exercise of willpower. You were supposed to find something to do every day (like watering a plant) that you wouldn't usually like to do. Like, being the key word here. Why is it so hard to do something you've promised to yourself to do? A million excuses will always arise from the false mind. Maybe you can do it later, or tomorrow. It is easy for me to practice a yoga stance that i like. It is easy to hold it even for 33 minutes because i like it and put all my attention in doing it. The false mind looses sooner or later against our willpower here. But when it comes to menial tasks like watering plants, washing dishes, practicing work and so on, we don't have much willpower here. Because we really don't have a liking for it. Aun Weor claimed that the personality is a legion of small personalities - Each with it's own likes and dislikes. If that is true then we have a personality that has a liking for occult knowledge. Don't you desire to read such texts and advance on the path? If you didn't desire it than it would be the same task as washing dishes. And every time you desired to read and know about the occult you made this personality stronger. It is a good personality, but does it sabotage you if it's a part of Mr. Gold? How many times have you left daily chores to read the books it likes? What if you notice that you actually enjoy reading the books more than actually doing the exercises you found in them. The exercises that you searched for so much. I find my self almost every day reading Rosicrucian and other occult literature. I cannot remember the last day that went without me taking a look at something related. And i have found almost all the exercises that were the reason for me to read those books in the first place. I have a breathing exercise that i should be doing everyday to improve my breathing. I started to struggle remembering to do it after the first 4 days. Yet it is so vital and important to me. The retrospective exercise i have done only a couple of times, ashamed to say. The morning exercise i have been doing more but still not often enough. When i try to meditate i immediately start to feel suffocating asthma. I can stand in a weird pose for half an hour, yet i can't sit relaxed for more than a few minutes without feeling like Jake in the closed elevator. But is it really me that hates meditation so bad? I said i wanted to do it. I was eager to try it. Yet when i started doing it something else was hell bend on making me quit. Why do you fear meditation and self-awareness Mr. Gold? The opponent can cause head pain and other reactions in your body. After all he has enough control to grab another chocolate when you said you had enough. You didn't think to do it, yet your hand grabbed it by it self while you were reading. And now we see that the part of Mr. Gold in me, that is fascinated with occult literature and knowledge had not much interest in actually doing the exercises, even the more interesting ones that i wanted to try. But how am i to advance to any respectable level if i never practice the exercises to develop clairvoyance and awareness? We have to ask ourselves, aren't even our good parts of our personality sabotaging us?
  26.  
  27. Chapter V
  28. "Do X or we will suffer"
  29.  
  30. How could a part of ourselves be good if it constantly tries to cause strive to your family and friends? How could it care for your best interest if it's ready to cause harm to others over something that does not mean anything? It claims to be your best friend yet threatens you with worries, anxiety, headaches and no peace of mind if you don't obey his commands. First it starts with a doubt, a concern, a question. Then the command is issued - "Do X or we will suffer." It may fool you with justice, pride, health and many other tricks. Guy Ritchie told us that when one experiences humiliation, there is always some kind of a trickery going on. Every time you are having an inner fight to do the daily chores, slack on the job, forgive another, give in to impulses and etc. we see the paradox. How could it be only you in control of your mind if there are two sides fighting? And one side is giving excuses and threats. Not all sides seem to be bad though. Perhaps we don't have to kill our personalities completely in one life, or at all. But it is perfectly justified to audit all parts of your personality and to do to the bad ones what Jesus did - Throw the merchants out of the bazaar. If a part of us is putting it's likes and dislikes above our well being and our close ones, then this part must be immediately dissected under a microscope and dealt with. If i was doing my retrospection every night i would have noticed that i like writing about these stuff too much. It has passed the stage where i would get bored of doing something new. It has entered a stage where i will keep writing and improving my style infinitum. Luckily i was aware enough to notice this during the day. The personality that desires writing is obviously a good part. It allows one to share his experiences and raise interest for good subjects. It will allow me to help others much. But this part of the personality must be kept under control so that i don't neglect my job and daily chores. The same must be done with the part that likes to help or talk too much. Very often one would try to help others with friendly advice, seeing that the odds are against them and that the other side is influencing them too. We would think our interference would make the battle just, but it turns out the person doesn't care and we only made him resist the good teachings even more. Not only did we took from him the chance of learning the experience himself but we also made him to resist it with reverse psychology. The bad parts of the personality though are to be destroyed by not giving them food or transmuted by focusing on a better counter-part. For the practical application of these secrets i have a couple of ideas. Sexual desires, obviously must be transmuted into a more lovable adoration and put under some control. To completely kill any sexual desires would result usually into a degenerate breakdown in time, or atrophy of the sexual organs, if blood is not regularly flowing there. Many ideas come to mind to avoid this but also to have balance. Another practical application for transmutation is for those addicted to marijuana. We have been thinking about this for some time. The person usually starts smoking to enter a state close to meditation but the effects start to vary in time. He may just become sleepy and relaxed. Soon he starts smoking at any time, instead of only for meditation aid or spiritual talks. I suggested that a friend should start smoking more rarely, only when we have spiritual discussions. If a part of his personality loves this herb so much then it would be bad to waste it when the time isn't right. But then again this personality doesn't care about his well being, it only cares about the fix. I hope that in the process the mind would start to enjoy the spiritual talks more and realize that weed is only interfering with the thinking. But, who knows. What is a fact though is that ever since i started working on chiseling out defects and building discipline, my character has only improved. Slowly the fears and the illusions are dispelled. I am able to see, for an example that daily worries and annoyances really don't have an effect on the writing process and the quality of the finished writing. You are either in a mood to write or not.
  31.  
  32. Chapter VI
  33. "Just one more piece of chocolate and no more"
  34.  
  35. It is time to cover the elevator scene, finally. After Jake donated money in the name of Macha and visited his bed to apologize and beg, he now enters the elevator to leave his Casino. Jake has phobia of closed spaces, so it is only natural for him to find the false mind behind his fears and pain. It spoke to him while he was humiliating himself to Macha. The ego is a self defense mechanism after all. It wanted Jake to shoot him, even persuaded him to grab the pistol. But Jake had enough awareness to control himself. Even thought the false mind was speaking to him, Jake didn't really realize that this voice was the devil inside of him. But now, in the elevator he will finally consciously hear and become aware of him. We have fight or flight impulses from our false mind throughout daily life yet rarely do we actually stop and contemplate the influence. When we discipline ourselves and start to observe our thoughts and actions we finally see the influence showing it self through impulses and ideas. If your dear wife laughed at your "pathetic" cooking attempt your ego was wounded. You find yourself reading a cooking book and developing a desire to try something new. It is only natural for some people to constantly want to try what is new and to fasten their evolution. After all, to eat all your life the same 6 types of meals that were traditional to your country would be stagnation. Yet suddenly an impulse comes. A fear. A memory. That your wife may laugh at you again for burning your vegetables. And most certainly you will immediately produce an excuse on why you shouldn't bother trying something new. And this is how the ego controls you as a slave to keep it self secure and happy. Such impulses actually change your future and how you affect others. It keeps you from doing what you really like. But that of course is questionable. Where would the desire to cook come in the first place? This manipulation is truly very damaging to the evolution of you and your loved ones. There is something else that i have been most interested in observing. How consciousness relates to the reactive "fight or flight" ego. We all know how a traumatized and hurt individual would appear frozen and closed in himself. Such a person would appear to be forgetful, clumsy and jumpy. Is it not true then that the more you traumatize a person the more you close his consciousness (the control of the higher self, the real you), and the more you enslave him to his reptilian reactive mind? And that means he will have less control and question over his impulses and actions. The person becomes reactive and jumpy, yet "a sleep" in a way. Like an animal. Under the control of his reactive mind and perhaps something else? Could it be the group spirit of his country? What happens to the group spirit of a country if everyone becomes angry and reactive? And in another way he attracts the low spirits and the lucifers and he becomes under the control of their evil suggestions. Under the control of the group spirit that is the devil. But all of this can be avoided if we heed the advice of the Merovingian that is to ask "Why?" more often. And so, we will ask why do we get hurt that our wife would laugh at us. And the answer may be that the pain and the evil energy comes from a past event in which we were emasculated. It usually is something else that is the main source of the pain, not the present event that triggers it. When are we reactive? Usually in events that repeat the original trauma. The important thing is that both the exercises of Max Heindel and Rudolf Steiner are designed to give us parts of our consciousness and brain back from the enslavement of the false mind. Especially the morning exercise where we meditate on an idea as soon as we begin to wake up. This is the minutes when Mr. Gold is still a sleep with his worldly troubles and we are free, if we are lucky to hold this state of awareness. And this experience will make us realize that the wordy troubles are in a way false. That our mind can actually be more conscious and free. And once we regain a little awareness Mr. Gold doesn't give second chances. He has lost this area and is fighting a loosing war. I think this is the same as when we begin to slowly realize the tricks and impulses that come to us in our addictions and fears. Once we realize that an impulse or an influence can be denied, we gain awareness of that. It doesn't work us like a puppet anymore. Yet before i used to be a total slave to my emotions and outside influences. Truly "Just one more piece of chocolate and no more" doesn't work when you realize the lie. Well, look at the time. I didn't manage to cover the elevator scene at all today. At least some good examples came out of nowhere to take the spot light. To be continued.
  36.  
  37. Chapter VII
  38. "Do you know life without me?"
  39.  
  40. Jake chooses to face his fear of closed spaces. He takes the elevator down after "humiliating" himself to Macha. And of course, if he wants to face his worst fear than destiny will deliver. The elevator breaks down between the 14th and the 12th floor. The only thing providing light in the dark are the blue emergency lights. The number 13th has always been associated with evil and recently also with transformation. Jake's worst fear is now a reality. Stuck for who knows how long in this dark tiny space. The blue lighting is also the color of crystallizing fear. The false mind, the personality starts whispering to Jake, as always trying to convince him that the whispers are his own self - "Why are you doing this to yourself Jake ... It's too tight, Jake ... We've got to get out ... You're going to die in a tiny space, Jake ... Have to get out ... We're stuck, stuck ... The walls are moving in ... It's tight. I'm scared ... We've got to get out ..." In the isolating darkness, by observing the coming impulses and ideas in the state of fear, Jake finally hears the voice of his adversary. What did Jake tried to do when the elevator stopped? He closed his eyes and started breathing slowly to endure his fear. He wanted to endure. Yet the voice exposed himself by trying to ruin his meditative state with his own fears. Jake says to himself - "I can hear you". The adversary turns startled in his imagination. Jake has finally awaken to the outside influence that holds everyone a slave. And for the first time he will talk to him. The dialogue is as follows:
  41.  
  42. Jake - "I can hear you."
  43. Adversary - "What?"
  44. Jake - "I can hear you."
  45. Jake - "I'm onto you."
  46.  
  47. The corrupt personality that has been evolving through many lifetimes is for the first time consciously challenged and designated by the awaken individual as the enemy. The terrible "I" - The Devil, must protect his investment. He is the demon that keeps the fairy, your real higher self in a cage, in so many tales. We must convince Jake back into his prison.
  48.  
  49. Adversary - "Who takes care of the good times Jake?"
  50. Adversary - "We're a team."
  51. Adversary - "We're best pals, Jake."
  52. Adversary - "You want to get rid of me?"
  53. Adversary - "Do you know life without me?"
  54. Adversary - "No. Because it doesn't... exist."
  55.  
  56. Cleverly said, Devil. "Life" for the personality is the constant struggle between the desires of the desire body breaking our physical body down and the vital body trying to repair it. But there can be another life. A new life without the slavery of the false mind, and the planetary vibrations. A life where we are not enslaved by our emotions and outside excitations, but where we are the master of mind, emotions and body.
  57.  
  58. Adversary - "Do they talk about me, Jake?"
  59. Adversary - "No."
  60. Adversary - "Because I don't exist."
  61.  
  62. The two great lies are that the Devil doesn't exist and that his thoughts are yours. As long as the atheists believe that they can continue to be highly immoral. They will say they have morals and don't need spirituality for that, yet they show themselves enslaved to their reactive mind. Of course, when asked why they do something bad, they will say it is because they want it. They defend the Devil in them.
  63.  
  64. Adversary - "Tell all your friends about me then, Jake?"
  65. Adversary - "I protect you and I control you."
  66.  
  67. Now the adversary starts to show it's ugly side. He begins to shout and be commanding.
  68.  
  69. Adversary - "I say do, you obey."
  70. Adversary - "If I say you're scared..."
  71. Adversary - "...you're scared."
  72.  
  73. Now Sam Gold begins to talk against the higher self, the consciousness, the real Jake. But this can also refer to teachers that advise you on your spiritual path. If your teacher tells you to humble your ego by hurting it, it will definitely respond like that.
  74.  
  75. Adversary - "You've been listening to the other side, haven't you, Jake?"
  76. Adversary - "Listening to people who want to hurt you."
  77. Adversary - "New people. New."
  78. Adversary - "Not old friends like me."
  79. Adversary - "People you shouldn't trust. Not me. I've been your friend forever, since the beginning."
  80. Adversary - "Get rid of them, Jake, forever."
  81. Adversary - "They're the enemy, not me."
  82.  
  83. And again, Mr. Gold becomes threatening and commanding. He doesn't like change. Yet he doesn't care that not changing will destroy both of you. He is like a small child, out of control. Only caring for himself and temporary sensory gratification. But how would you evolute and experience life if you listen to him? How would you complete a book or move out to your dream place if you don't endure some suffering that comes with the change?
  84.  
  85. Adversary - "They're new, I'm old. I stay, they go."
  86. Adversary - "I say you do."
  87. Adversary - "You do."
  88. Adversary - "You're weak without me, weak."
  89. Adversary - "It's us against them, Jake."
  90. Adversary - "It's us against them."
  91. Jake - "I'm coming to get you."
  92.  
  93. Jake is looking for a fight with the guardian of the threshold, if that is what the personality is. He is fed up with the saboteur and wants to be his own master.
  94.  
  95. Adversary - "You want to get rid of me?"
  96. Adversary - "You want to make an enemy out of me?"
  97. Adversary - "You want to get rid of me, do you?"
  98.  
  99. In Jake's imagination, the adversary pulls a pistol and puts it to his own head, ready to suicide.
  100.  
  101. Adversary - "Do you?"
  102. Adversary - "You want to get rid of me, me, me, me?"
  103.  
  104. The adversary pulls the trigger and shoots itself. There is a moment of silence.
  105.  
  106. Adversary - "HAHAHAHAHHA! Still here, Jake!"
  107.  
  108. You cannot get rid of the adversary that easily. In the beginning, when you become aware of it, you can force it out for some time but it will keep coming back. This is a very important moment in the movie. I will talk about this later.
  109.  
  110. Adversary - "How long have I looked after you?"
  111. Adversary - "You can't win this one without me."
  112. Adversary - "You know why?"
  113. Adversary - "I am you."
  114. Jake - "You ain't me."
  115. Avi/Narrator voice - "The greatest con that he ever pulled, was making you believe that he is you."
  116. Jake - "You ain't me."
  117. Adversary - "I am you."
  118. Jake - "You're not me."
  119. Adversary - "Come on."
  120. Adversary - "Your best fucking friend."
  121. Adversary - "I am you."
  122. Jake - "You don't control me."
  123. Jake - "I control you."
  124.  
  125. And with this the fight ends. The electricity is back on and the elevator doors open to reveal an angry and humiliated Macha with a loaded pistol. Jake has become aware and talked to his low self. He has achieved Christ-Consciousness and dealt a very heavy blow to his own Devil, which is currently silent and wounded. But let us not forget that this is Sam Gold's world. He owns it. And if you become a divergent like master Jesus and awake the Christ-Consciousness, then you can expect drastic counter-measures. The whole system is going to turn violently against you, because you are a nail sticking out. Since you defeated the Devil in your own head now he has to use outside influences to get you back into the sleeping state of fear. And the pawns of Mr. Gold will gladly follow his orders because you are threatening their system. Macha is angry and unstable. His false mind whispered to him how Jake was probably making him look like a fool by sneaking in his bedroom at night with a loaded gun. For Jake to beg him for forgiveness on his knees... it doesn't make sense. And we usually fear that which we don't understand. That which is weird. No! No! This is all probably a part of Jake's revenge! He want's to humiliate us! What's his game?
  126.  
  127. Macha - "You come to my house with a loaded gun."
  128. Macha - "You speak to me like I'm a fucking idiot."
  129. Macha - "What's your game?"
  130. Macha - "What's your game?"
  131. Macha - "Speak to me."
  132. Macha - "Speak to me."
  133. Macha - "Or I'll kill you like the fucking dog that you are."
  134. Macha - "Fear me."
  135. Macha - "Fear me."
  136.  
  137. Macha screams "Fear me!" sobering, with drool coming out of his mouth. Totally consumed by fear of the unknown and his ego. A breakdown. All Jake does is to stay with a slight smile on his face. Then he walks past Macha and exits the Casino. Now it is time to cover some important points. Firstly, in the original version of the elevator scene (www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFcpjPK7frU) there are some differences. When made aware of, the Adversary immediately threatens Jake. It starts of with - "You think you are ready for this Jake? You are arguing with yourself." Jake then says - "Get off me, you fucka! I run this game, not you!" The adversary immediately begins to shout back - "I control you Jake!" then whispers "It's us against them Jake. It's us against them." Jake responds - "We do things together." In defense of his higher self if i understand correctly. That really pisses of the personality. He shouts - "Are you ready for this fight Jake? Are you fucking ready for this fight Jake?" Jake says twice - "I'm coming to get you." The adversary defends himself "I'm not fucking here! You can't see me because i don't fucking exist! I tell you what to do... How long have i looked after you? Have i ever done you any harm? Have i ever done you any harm? Have i ever done you any harm Jake? You can't win this one Jake. I am you. You know why? Because i am you! I am you! I am you! I am you! You can't fucking see me because I'm not fucking here. How can you beat you? Your best fucking friend! Calm down Jake. It's only a game Jake. It's only a game. Cmon. We're pals!" Jake says - "You don't control me." The adversary breaks down cursing and kicking the walls of the elevator - "How long have i looked after you!" Then with a sudden change in tone, says sobbingly - "I'm your best friend." The tone immediately changes to pride again - "You can't win this one without me. Can you fucking see me Jake? No! Because i don't exist! Because i'm not fucking real! It's only a game Jake. That's all it is. We're best friends forever... We're a team." Jake declares - "I control you." And this ends the original elevator scene. The lights turn back on the elevator starts to work again. Surprising, how easy it is to detect deceivers. Both in human friends and in higher intelligences. We expect demons to be incredibly intelligent and able to deceive us for many years. I would expect a demon to tell me a thousand truths before he would finally pull the little lie to sabotage me. Yet both human deceivers and demons expose themselves pretty easily, like they don't have any patience. Patience always was a higher ideal. It is only natural to their own low nature that evil beings would show their anger easily and reveal their true nature pretty soon. But, who knows? A funny paradox is how master Jesus Christ never existed, yet he was also a pedophile at the same time. That's a lot of hate and spite towards someone who never existed. But, again it has become too late. I will cover the really, really important points and questions in the next chapter!
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