ShadowRayne: hey you
tntcoolchick: hey
ShadowRayne: could use a friend to listen to me whine if you would
tntcoolchick: im all ears
ShadowRayne: I just feel so crappy, so angry, my ex hurt me and instead of letting it go I used it as armor and went trying to control peoplle irl
tntcoolchick: well everyone deals with things differently
ShadowRayne: yeahbut I went off the rails from wanting not to be in control anymore to wanting to control everything and everyone, I was busy trying to spite my ex that other people got hurt. I'm not a monster.
tntcoolchick: of course ur not and well some ppl need to do that to try to move on...to find who they really are
ShadowRayne: Well I'm clear  now, just felt really bad about how I treated you and everyone, like the me you met at Ivy's is me, the me that wanted you as a pet or whatever isn't
tntcoolchick: well im glad u are hun and u didnt treat me or anyone else badly as far as i know u didnt do anything wrong...and as for the real u thats fine but does that mean that ur submissive or just talking in terms of personality wise or something like that?
ShadowRayne: My personality, I'm a mix of both I guess, definitely more dominant but sometimes it's nice not to be in control
ShadowRayne: But not submissive on the level Ivy and Midnight like
ShadowRayne: and yeah I'm the good, kind hearted guy who's protective and loyal and would take the weight of the world so nobody else had to
tntcoolchick: -nods- i can understand that one...shadows a switch and well i tend to be submissive most of the time but do have my moments xD and yea kinda figured that u wasnt to that point.....and im glad hun its good that u got that cleared up : )
ShadowRayne: Don't get me wrong I enjoyed playing with shadow and draco it was a fun change but not being able to play rough and challenge anyone.. Just can't do it that way, especially with the way things got to me irl
tntcoolchick: well yea its nice to play that way...change the normal up every now and again but cant keep u from doing wat u really wanna do xD and yea i get that
ShadowRayne: Yeah I mean if you're submissive and I'm not allowed to dominate you it's not really gonna work, but yeah anyway thanks for listening to me
tntcoolchick: well yea that would back it a bit rough xD and no thanks needed i told ya i would xD
ShadowRayne: Yeah you're amazing :P
tntcoolchick: smh no im not...im just me and i got alot that makes me not amazing xD