Angora Tutorial Log

(9:58:14 PM) mode (+m ) by Cosmogyral
(9:58:56 PM) alejlujah: Is this thing on?
(9:59:05 PM) Cosmogyral: Mods can speak, no one else can.
(9:59:28 PM) alejlujah: excellent
(9:59:40 PM) andre|WHILEFOURS left the room (quit: Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client).
(10:00:06 PM) Guest23807 is now known as AndrewH_243
(10:00:56 PM) mode (+v Bondie) by Cosmogyral
(10:01:25 PM) Dazed left the room (quit: Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client).
(10:01:32 PM) Bondie: hey
(10:01:41 PM) Dazed [Dazed@mib-ABCAC71.dhcp.insightbb.com] entered the room.
(10:01:48 PM) alejlujah: welcome
(10:01:57 PM) creepturtle is now known as Hi_Bondie
(10:01:57 PM) Bondie: so this is happening I guess
(10:02:02 PM) Hi_Bondie is now known as creepturtle
(10:02:14 PM) alejlujah: Just a reminder to chatters to send questions and comments to mods
(10:02:21 PM) magpie is now known as WHATDO
(10:02:39 PM) TheFallenenvoy is now known as okohmightysmiter
(10:02:43 PM) AndrewH_243 is now known as Bondie_listen_to_me
(10:02:43 PM) alejlujah: Is this M?
(10:02:45 PM) Batman is now known as CougarDraven
(10:02:48 PM) okohmightysmiter is now known as TheFallenenvoy
(10:02:53 PM) Bondie: this isn't the guy by the way this is M, just so people don't show me any of the shit they showed that kid last night
(10:03:10 PM) WHATDO left the room (quit: Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client).
(10:03:11 PM) alejlujah: We have a request that you post something up on your blog to confirm it is you
(10:03:15 PM) Pence [IceChat77@mib-D02172CD.hsd1.pa.comcast.net] entered the room.
(10:03:19 PM) Bondie: don't fucking send me fanfic
(10:03:27 PM) creepturtle is now known as Were_not_all_like_that
(10:03:30 PM) Bondie_listen_to_me is now known as M_get_off_your_ass_and_face_up
(10:03:35 PM) alejlujah: which is why we muted the chat
(10:03:42 PM) M_get_off_your_ass_and_face_up is now known as to_your_situation
(10:03:44 PM) TheFallenenvoy is now known as Only-a-few
(10:03:50 PM) alejlujah: people, please send comments to me
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(10:04:09 PM) alejlujah: the changing name thing is not helping anything
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(10:04:26 PM) Cosmogyral: I wasn't here yesterday, but I apologize for any offence that may have happened.
(10:04:32 PM) Bondie: I'll post something on the blog yeah
(10:04:52 PM) alejlujah: GingerBlues says: Could you be less hostile -- we're trying to help.
(10:04:52 PM) alejlujah: and thank you
(10:04:54 PM) Only-a-few is now known as TheFallenenvoy
(10:04:59 PM) Were_not_all_like_that is now known as creepturtle
(10:05:06 PM) Bondie: what the fuck he posted shit on my blog?!
(10:05:14 PM) Bondie: shit
(10:05:55 PM) Bondie: ok gonna do a post by me now
(10:06:15 PM) alejlujah: TheFallenenvoy: says Bondie had your book
(10:06:45 PM) Cosmogyral: Dazed says: You've been reading Seeking Truth as well.
(10:07:31 PM) Bondie: my book?
(10:07:36 PM) Cosmogyral: Correction, Dazed says: He's been reading Seeking Truth as well. Bondie, not M.
(10:07:59 PM) Joie [Mibbit@mib-247B125D.dhcp.embarqhsd.net] entered the room.
(10:08:00 PM) alejlujah: your notebook, M
(10:08:01 PM) to_your_situation is now known as M_why_are_you_like_this
(10:08:19 PM) Bondie: yeah I didn't know he read that
(10:08:21 PM) Bondie: shit
(10:08:47 PM) Cosmogyral: M, you might like to change your name to [M] so as to cause less confusion. The command is /nick name
(10:08:47 PM) Bondie: it's not really readable, more just drawings
(10:08:51 PM) M_why_are_you_like_this is now known as thisiswhathappenswhenyougiveup
(10:09:10 PM) alejlujah: TheFallenenvoy says: Do you have any idea of what has happened to zeke and the other runners lately?
(10:09:30 PM) Bondie: everybody being followed by Slenderman should have a notebook I think but you have to be careful with it. Mine kind of fell into wrong hands
(10:09:47 PM) Bondie: how do I do that?
(10:09:53 PM) alejlujah: What do you mean? Someone different from Bondie?
(10:10:00 PM) alejlujah: "/nick [M]"
(10:10:15 PM) Bondie is now known as [M]
(10:10:26 PM) [M]: yeah
(10:10:29 PM) [M]: somebody different
(10:10:41 PM) [M]: but him too! He shouldn't even be in here!
(10:11:01 PM) [M]: I don't know what's been going on with the others no
(10:11:15 PM) [M]: I looked for Shaun for a while after I got a weird phone call from him
(10:11:16 PM) alejlujah: TheFallenenvoy: What happened the day you went missing?
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(10:11:58 PM) CarpeCor [Mibbit@mib-E9B39C86.dhcp.mdsn.wi.charter.com] entered the room.
(10:12:01 PM) [M]: a lot of stuff
(10:12:26 PM) alejlujah: we're going to give voice to an Andrew Hawker
(10:12:26 PM) [M]: I mean there are more then a few reasons I haven't posted in a while
(10:12:31 PM) alejlujah: is this okay with you?
(10:12:38 PM) Psi [Mibbit@mib-ABCAC71.dhcp.insightbb.com] entered the room.
(10:12:39 PM) [M]: that's fine I guess
(10:12:56 PM) [M]: I don't know who he is but ok
(10:12:59 PM) mode (+v thisiswhathappenswhenyougiveup) by Cosmogyral
(10:13:08 PM) thisiswhathappenswhenyougiveup is now known as Andrew_H
(10:13:12 PM) Andrew_H: Aw really?
(10:13:29 PM) [M]: I've been away, dude!
(10:13:32 PM) Andrew_H: You don't? And I was such a fan....do you remember my brother?
(10:13:55 PM) [M]: wait
(10:14:18 PM) [M]: you wouldn't happen to be dead would you?
(10:14:25 PM) Andrew_H: No no.
(10:14:35 PM) Andrew_H: My brother is though.
(10:14:45 PM) Dazed left the room.
(10:15:05 PM) Andrew_H: But, anyway, how have you survived for so long?
(10:15:15 PM) [M]: wait I remember you
(10:15:20 PM) [M]: you killed your brother
(10:15:22 PM) Andrew_H: Zeke even thought you were dead.
(10:15:32 PM) [M]: Zeke's not right about everything
(10:15:36 PM) Andrew_H: Yes. But can you blame me?
(10:15:52 PM) Andrew_H: I was in an impossible situation.
(10:16:10 PM) [M]: I don't fucking want to talk to you
(10:16:22 PM) [M]: Anthony trusted you
(10:16:45 PM) Andrew_H: Yes.....
(10:16:58 PM) Andrew_H: But it was either him or both of us.
(10:17:13 PM) Cosmogyral has changed the topic to: HYBRID HELP CENTRE. Currently hosting [M] from The Tutorial and Andrew Hawker from Lost Time. Please message moderators alejlujah or Cosmogyral with any questions or comments you want to ask.
(10:17:14 PM) Psi is now known as Dazed
(10:17:14 PM) [M]: no it wasn't
(10:17:23 PM) Andrew_H: Yes it was.
(10:17:47 PM) [M]: my brother died because he fucking wanted to protect me and I'm still alive! You could have helped each other!
(10:17:53 PM) Andrew_H: It was a good thing we looked so similar, otherwise it would have been only both of us.
(10:18:08 PM) Andrew_H: The only "protection" is death.
(10:18:12 PM) TheNimbus [Mibbit@mib-2A2CDF67.hsd1.fl.comcast.net] entered the room.
(10:18:16 PM) Andrew_H: Escape is only a delay.
(10:18:19 PM) [M]: and look, you're still in all this! You didn't get out! You didn't do anything except become a fucking monster!
(10:18:21 PM) Chukwa [Mibbit@mib-601D838A.dsl.akrnoh.ameritech.net] entered the room.
(10:19:07 PM) CarpeCor left the room (quit: Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client).
(10:19:08 PM) Andrew_H: I'm surprised you'd assume that much after I've been silent for...well even longer then you have.
(10:19:16 PM) Andrew_H: I could have changed.
(10:19:21 PM) [M]: you're here aren't you?
(10:19:45 PM) Andrew_H: Like now. I'm risking my life by re-joining this whole fiasco.
(10:19:58 PM) Andrew_H: Just to make sure you haven't given up.
(10:20:24 PM) [M]: bullshit
(10:20:28 PM) Andrew_H: And seriously, what /have/ you been doing all this time?
(10:20:45 PM) [M]: stuff that's not too fun
(10:21:04 PM) Andrew_H: Like.......?
(10:22:20 PM) [M]: like being taken by some not very nice people!
(10:22:35 PM) alejlujah: taken?
(10:22:38 PM) [M]: like looking for my friend because I'm not a fucking sociopath like you!
(10:22:57 PM) Andrew_H: At least they were only people then....I was afraid you had been taken.
(10:23:16 PM) [M]: thanks for your concern
(10:23:19 PM) [M]: asshole
(10:23:21 PM) Andrew_H: ....at least my parents are still alive.
(10:23:28 PM) Andrew_H: And safe.
(10:23:43 PM) [M]: Slenderman didn't kill my parents so don't fucking lay that on me
(10:23:54 PM) [M]: I have a lot of guilt but they're not on that list
(10:24:11 PM) Andrew_H: Well that's one thing we have in common then!
(10:24:19 PM) Andrew_H: Slenderman didn't kill our parents.
(10:25:40 PM) Andrew_H: Anyway, I came here to tell you not to mope around anymore. Take some initiative. You're going to have to get your hands dirty before you find a solution to this mess.
(10:25:59 PM) Andrew_H: And you're not going to come out unscathed.
(10:26:37 PM) Cosmogyral: Sorry to interrupt, but M, we wanted to ask. How are you doing right now? Are you injured, sick, broken bones, anything like that? And why are you staying with Bondie?
(10:26:39 PM) Andrew_H: Zeke almost lost his voice, I lost my humanity.....who knows what you'll lose.
(10:26:46 PM) Andrew_H: Good luck.
(10:26:49 PM) Andrew_H left the room.
(10:27:20 PM) [M]: I've already lost more then you can know
(10:27:29 PM) [M]: asshole
(10:27:38 PM) [M]: that was fun
(10:27:41 PM) [M]: god
(10:27:53 PM) [M]: I'm shitty but alive
(10:28:47 PM) [M]: I have some bruising on my neck from being beaten up a little, or a lot, but most of the stuff that was wrong with me seems to have healed
(10:29:28 PM) Cosmogyral: TheFallenEnvoy says: Who exactly were you looking for?
(10:29:29 PM) [M]: I don't know. I should leave this place. The fact this kid has even been going in here, as thankfully off topic it usually is, is a bad thing and I need to leave soon
(10:29:35 PM) [M]: Shaun
(10:30:02 PM) [M]: I just needed time to get my head working again I think, which was bad
(10:30:23 PM) alejlujah: Will you be writing again?
(10:30:25 PM) [M]: but I'm leaving soon if he doesn't overwhelm me with his overly sunny personality 1st
(10:30:30 PM) [M]: yeah
(10:30:43 PM) [M]: I need to write or else I can't really function
(10:31:38 PM) alejlujah: Will you be... filling us in?
(10:31:56 PM) [M]: yeah
(10:32:01 PM) [M]: it just sounds really stupid
(10:32:39 PM) Cosmogyral: TheFallenEnvoy asks: Who took you?
(10:33:18 PM) [M]: like disturbing and emotionally scarring, but it opens with me being pulled into a molester van and 1 of the 2 guys doing it dropping me and saying 'he's light enough you don't need help!' and walking off
(10:33:24 PM) [M]: which is sort of silly
(10:33:43 PM) [M]: something that's maybe the government I think
(10:33:54 PM) Giro [giro@7D389C22.35510BD6.F77693B0.IP] entered the room.
(10:34:33 PM) alejlujah: have you been in contact with anybody since reappearing on the map?
(10:34:44 PM) Giro is now known as [G]
(10:35:05 PM) Cosmogyral: TheFallenEnvoy says: So Fisk & co?
(10:35:19 PM) [M]: it sounds so stupid.
(10:35:38 PM) [M]: I think so
(10:35:43 PM) [M]: but I don't know
(10:35:59 PM) [M]: probably not like him him but people like him maybe
(10:36:38 PM) [M]: there were times I wondered if the people who were beating the shit out of me were going to go shoot at Zeke before going home to their families
(10:36:43 PM) Dazed_ [Dazed@mib-ABCAC71.dhcp.insightbb.com] entered the room.
(10:36:51 PM) Dazed_ left the room.
(10:37:28 PM) alejlujah: Well, he took care of a couple, if I remember correctly
(10:37:30 PM) Cosmogyral: TheFallenEnvoy says: I wondered why we had not heard from him for a while
(10:37:45 PM) [M]: from Zeke?
(10:37:49 PM) [M]: how is Zeke?
(10:38:16 PM) alejlujah: he's alive
(10:38:24 PM) Dixie_Wolf [Mibbit@mib-88BD8C0A.evdo.leapwireless.net] entered the room.
(10:38:24 PM) mode (+ao Dixie_Wolf Dixie_Wolf) by ChanServ
(10:38:36 PM) Cosmogyral: TheFallenEnvoy says: From Fisk.
(10:38:39 PM) Lucian [Mibbit@mib-ABCAC71.dhcp.insightbb.com] entered the room.
(10:38:47 PM) [M]: ok
(10:38:50 PM) [M]: good
(10:39:10 PM) [M]: it wasn't fun there
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(10:39:20 PM) Cosmogyral: TheFallenEnvoy says: Zeke's with Celeste, but he had some things to check up on at Damien's home town
(10:39:20 PM) [M]: clean though
(10:39:36 PM) [M]: from Dreams In Darkness?
(10:39:53 PM) [M]: I'm sort of shocked he's a real person
(10:40:06 PM) Cosmogyral: TheFallenEnvoy says: Yes. The cult WAS the town.
(10:40:12 PM) [M]: the town?
(10:40:26 PM) [M]: I mean I'm not surprised. That's basically how all of TN is
(10:41:35 PM) mode (+v TheFallenenvoy) by Cosmogyral
(10:41:43 PM) Lucian [Lucian@mib-ABCAC71.dhcp.insightbb.com] entered the room.
(10:41:49 PM) TheFallenenvoy: Hello
(10:42:04 PM) TheFallenenvoy: Zee turned up at the town...
(10:42:09 PM) TheFallenenvoy: *zeke
(10:42:19 PM) TheFallenenvoy: (I apologise for my constant typos)
(10:42:23 PM) [M]: it's ok
(10:42:33 PM) TheFallenenvoy: and was pursued by Damiens ex or something
(10:42:41 PM) TheFallenenvoy: I cant remember the exact relation
(10:42:48 PM) [M]: I thought she was dead
(10:42:49 PM) TheFallenenvoy: but the whole town was on his back
(10:42:57 PM) TheFallenenvoy: no...the girlfriend before the dead one
(10:43:01 PM) TheFallenenvoy: if I have hat right
(10:43:08 PM) [M]: ok
(10:43:19 PM) TheFallenenvoy: And zeke found the red building
(10:43:25 PM) [M]: have yall ever seen that Beatle's movie Help?
(10:43:33 PM) [M]: I feel like that's Zeke's life all the time
(10:43:44 PM) TheFallenenvoy: I can't remember which one that is
(10:43:54 PM) [M]: mixed with a Twilight Zone episode
(10:44:12 PM) Epsilon [Mibbit@mib-6520F002.dsl.wlfrct.sbcglobal.net] entered the room.
(10:44:31 PM) [M]: running everywhere away from crazed teenagers and people with teenage like personalities
(10:44:57 PM) [M]: also always singing
(10:45:05 PM) TheFallenenvoy: Sounds like the life...
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(10:45:22 PM) [G] left the room.
(10:45:46 PM) [M]: he's never seen an explosion in his life, true stuff
(10:46:28 PM) TheFallenenvoy: M...may I ask a question
(10:46:33 PM) [M]: yeah
(10:46:47 PM) [M]: that's why I'm here
(10:46:56 PM) TheFallenenvoy: You never did get over that girl dying, did you? I cant remember who...she had the fish
(10:47:16 PM) [M]: is it like bring up shit that makes me sad night?
(10:47:25 PM) Dixie_Wolf: Ouch, Envoy.
(10:47:30 PM) TheFallenenvoy: No...I'm just...
(10:47:48 PM) TheFallenenvoy: did that sort of...
(10:47:49 PM) TheFallenenvoy: ugh
(10:47:55 PM) TheFallenenvoy: Icant get my point into wors
(10:47:57 PM) TheFallenenvoy: *words
(10:48:10 PM) TheFallenenvoy: So I will just stop
(10:48:27 PM) [M]: yeah Beth dying, like when most people that you like die, was another life shattering event in the constant river of fucked up shit that has happened to me
(10:49:00 PM) [M]: what were you trying to ask?
(10:49:35 PM) Cosmogyral: Lucian says: I'm grateful for your blog advice, M.
(10:49:38 PM) alejlujah: okay, sorry guys, but we're going to have to wrap this up
(10:49:42 PM) [M]: thanks
(10:49:46 PM) TheFallenenvoy: Ok
(10:49:46 PM) [M]: it's cool
(10:49:54 PM) [M]: I'm sort of needing to leave anyway
(10:49:56 PM) alejlujah: M, is there anything you'd like to say to us?
(10:49:57 PM) TheFallenenvoy: Sorry for being a bit useless the second I got free speech xD
(10:50:03 PM) alejlujah: anything you want people to know?
(10:50:03 PM) [M]: can only take so much of everybody staring at me
(10:50:09 PM) [M]: no offense, yall
(10:50:21 PM) [M]: it's ok
(10:50:25 PM) Dixie_Wolf: Feel free to wander back in whenever you want, M. I'd like the chance to banter. :D
(10:50:32 PM) TheFallenenvoy: Yes
(10:50:35 PM) [M]: sorry you didn't get your question answered
(10:50:41 PM) Corn [giro@7D389C22.35510BD6.F77693B0.IP] entered the room.
(10:50:45 PM) Cosmogyral: Take care M, and be safe. Also, take advantage of the coffee while you can.
(10:50:53 PM) TheFallenenvoy: No M...I'm merely crappy a speaking under pressure
(10:50:57 PM) TheFallenenvoy: *at
(10:51:04 PM) alejlujah: good luck man -- it's great to hear you're still around
(10:51:05 PM) [M]: I'll try to fit in bantering though it did sort of stop things in here
(10:51:15 PM) [M]: email if you want
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(10:51:20 PM) TheFallenenvoy: good luck...And have fun with playing catch up :P
(10:51:22 PM) andre [Mibbit@mib-5FB07B0E.adsl.snet.net] entered the room.
(10:51:24 PM) [M]: thanks
(10:51:29 PM) andre left the room.
(10:51:32 PM) [M]: yeah
(10:51:37 PM) Cosmogyral: Next time if you'd like we can try a different method, maybe only mute trolls and the like.
(10:51:40 PM) Corn is now known as [G]
(10:51:44 PM) [M]: ok
(10:51:49 PM) Dixie_Wolf: This was just a q&a, [M]. If we had free speech running, you'd hear from everyone.
(10:52:02 PM) [M]: I mean I don't know if I can do this again but yeah maybe
(10:52:10 PM) TheFallenenvoy: And not just the small one :P
(10:52:13 PM) [M]: if yall think it's helpful
(10:52:18 PM) alejlujah: we're here for you
(10:52:27 PM) Dixie_Wolf: Definitely.
(10:52:34 PM) TheFallenenvoy: always mate
(10:52:37 PM) [M]: haha
(10:52:38 PM) Cosmogyral: We're all willing to help.
(10:52:46 PM) [M]: that's my job though
(10:52:47 PM) [M]: shit
(10:52:48 PM) [M]: thanks
(10:52:58 PM) alejlujah: all right, Cos, shall we open the floodgates?
(10:53:06 PM) TheFallenenvoy: See ya M
(10:53:07 PM) [M]: yeah I'm gonna go
(10:53:10 PM) mode (-m ) by Cosmogyral
(10:53:15 PM) Dixie_Wolf: Good luck with everything, [M].
(10:53:16 PM) MetalGearSamus: Bye!!!
(10:53:16 PM) [M]: Bondie says to say bye too
(10:53:21 PM) creepturtle: Bye, M
(10:53:23 PM) Joie: bye guize
(10:53:24 PM) TheFallenenvoy: Bye bondie
(10:53:27 PM) [G]: OH MY GAWWWWDDD
(10:53:30 PM) DHawk: Bye M bye Bondie
(10:53:31 PM) [M]: I think he's trying to fix his fridge
(10:53:33 PM) [G]: I CAN TALK
(10:53:33 PM) Lucian: Bye M..
(10:53:35 PM) [M]: bye
(10:53:36 PM) MetalGearSamus: XD
(10:53:38 PM) CougarDraven: Ugh.
(10:53:39 PM) [G]: BYE M
(10:53:42 PM) ***[G] hugs.
(10:53:45 PM) mode (-v TheFallenenvoy) by Cosmogyral
(10:53:49 PM) [G]: Good luck!!
(10:53:56 PM) TheFallenenvoy: :O
(10:53:58 PM) Lucian: Stay safe.
(10:54:00 PM) TheFallenenvoy: og
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