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- Anal Retentive
- This coffeehouse bathroom is bugged with air fresheners. The one in the outlet is fitted with a tiny bulb that makes glow its Gatorade-blue liquid. Aromatic flowers are clipped to the drying rack on the wall, their plastic buds meticulous in corollas and pollen roughage. The room is pregnant with fragrance, overindulgence. I shimmy off my jeans and inspect myself in the full length mirror placed in the corner, angled so I can watch my reflection from the toilet. The mirror's memory cradles the hundreds of people who've scrutinized what they saw in its bounced-back photons. I see that I've lost weight but my tan has disappeared, the violent line that once divided my stomach from the pasty groin down to my knees all blended away.
- The toilet paper dispenser doles out two sheets at a time, a creamy perforation slicing the two-ply serving. The number two becomes a holy thing. No geometry is made with two. I remember an episode of a cartoon I used to watch where a blue blobby guy tries to wipe his ass with more than two sheets of TP and is reprimanded by a rabbit in a monocle. To this day, the thought of a cartoon character's colon upsets me.
- "Freud would have a field day with that one" has become one of my favorite post-adolescent phrases.
- A sign on the mirror suggests I throw paper towels in the juxtaposed bin and not the toilet, the pink curly lettering printed on decorative card stock. The word juxtaposed, I think, is a decent word in almost any context except for the bathroom.
- In the dining area, an old man sits at his usual table, alone. Sipping espresso-no-sugar. He's brought a chessboard with him and some notebooks. There's the expected chin scratch, the darting pensive eyes. A map of rooks and pawns advance upon unknown plains in his mind.
- I quit the chess club in third grade after I botched an assured victory in my first match of the year. The girl who beat me, I'm sure, doesn't remember, but I've known that shame, among the others, as a humming eternal, deeply hidden.
- The old man never looks up from his board. My macchiato goes down easy and I tell myself that's the last macchiato I'll order in my life. Outside, I watch the surface of the earth morph into a mine field, and everyone stepping on all the wrong spots.
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